Suicide thread Anyone feeling bad right know ? Juste lost my

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>>724874244
Fuck dude

>>724874244
what's your method? as any psychiatrist will tell you, you're not suicidal unless you have a credible plan.

I'm sorry.

You should go live with family members until you sort some of this out.

Don't coop up and come to a relatively depressing place like 4chan, go out and lean on the support of those close to you. You can make it through this, my man. I send my love and comfort your way, whatever that's worth. Smile as much as possible, and create positive energy as much as possible. You got this.

women are plenty anon, just get another one

>>724874244
Just fucking do it you faggot.

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Do it nigger

>>724874492
Your words have an impact. Go away.

>>724874244
I watched child porn off the internet. Now I regret it and better yet it feels good! I want to do more bad.

>>724874559
Maybe you should off yourself too, you fucking queer.
Do the world a favor. and fucking die you nigger-loving faggot.

>>724874559
Shouldn't you be trying to save the troll too, since you care so much? He's obviously suffering or he wouldn't troll like that.
tl;dr take your social work degree elsewhere

>>724874648
Where did you find it? for research...

>>724874648
Get out of your own head man, you may be going down a dark path you'll wish you hadn't. Hope you find the answers to whatever problems you're facing. <3

>>724874716
I'm sorry that you feel that way.

Dude, you need to tell that story to some hot chicks; you WILL get sympathy pussy.

>>724874244
I don't say that cause I'm a degenerate I say that cause I have nothing to live for. Every anon or stranger here calls me a faggot, I have no friends, I don't know how to make one, and best of all. I'm a useless piece of shit! That's what I feel about myself. Fuck the people who call me a faggot I just want to fuckin kill them. I can't take the pain! I fucking hate so fucking much! I feel like I regret it comin to 4chan here!

>>724874940
LOL hell ya

>>724874730
I don't have a social work degree, although there is great honor in having one. The OP needs a positive environment right now. Negativity needs to be met with the scrutiny it deserves, friend.

>>724874809
I hope. :( I sometimes am random and don't watch tv often but I go to the computer a lot and make music. Is like every tv show I watch is like watching something that isn't so thrilling to me anymore.

>>724874886
if you added an "old man" to that it'd be a perfect Baldur's Gate reference

>>724874244
this is why you walk to places kids.
also because planes/cars/boats give me fucking headaches.

>>724875221
Yeah man, TV can get old for me too! I also love making music, it's a wonderful hobby that really connects you to yourself. You seem like a cool guy. What kind of music do you like?

>>72487437
I was planning to drive away from home and find a nice place with trees to hang myself with sweet music...

>>724875230
Baldur's gate was developed by Bioware, correct? My favorite game of all time is KotOR!

>>724874244
Sounds like a retarded way to go.

>>724875563
>>724874375

>>724874244
you clearly have no reason to live. I mean, you're posting your suicidal bullshit on fucking 4chan. Why dont you just do it? Pussy.

>>724874244
I'm sorry your wife had to kill herself to finally get rid of you.

She wouldnt want to see you go down the wrong road anon. Grief is normal, but dont change who you are be the man she loved and prosper not just for you but for her

>>724875563
That's a beautiful plan OP, I'd say if you were to do it, that would be a wonderful way to go. First, though, reach out to any loved ones you have left. There may be a lot of hope and love for you yet!

>>724875581
yeah
KotOR is ok, I liked 2 better even if it wasn't as good.
If you liked KotOR you'll love BG, go ahead, give it a try

>>724876033
I think I definitely will! Is the story strong like KotOR's? I swear the plot twist in that game is my favorite moment in any form of media, I was shook

>>724874244

I like how every man on here claims they fucking hate women but as soon as one disappears they lose their shit and claim their life is over.
Youre an idiot if youre willing to kill yourself over a damn woman

>>724874244
Fuck dude thats fucked up

>>724875473
Techno & drum & bass I find techno awesome.

>>724876259
I'm willing to bet you've never lost a wife.

>>724876315
I love techno man! My favorites are probably Flume, Daft Punk and the like, though I know they aren't strictly techno in the traditional sense. What artists would you say inspire you?

>>724874244
Provided this is not bait which it probably is if and when you put yourself back out there try to downplay it

While as some anon said you might get some sympathy pussy women being generally batshit as they are will have a hard time dealing with competing against a dead person and it'll ruin your future relationships as they'll never feel good enough against compared to the "gone to soon" idealized first wife that you had

>>724876170
Yes.

btw, i think if you purchase the EEs from gog they give you the originals for free as well

>>724876714
That's awesome! It sounds like a classic from what I'm reading, perhaps bioware at its best! I've been looking for a new game to play, I'm going to buy it and play it for an hour or so before I go to sleep! Thanks for the hookup with that EE stuff, looks legit my man

I'm a junior in college by credits, I guess.

I went to college for a Comp Sci degree for a year and a half. My anxiety went into overdrive and I thought I couldn't do it. I switched to a pre-med degree for one semester, then business. I was spiraling down in existential depression because I felt worthless. The classes weren't hard, I was so anxious about seeing other people though that I skipped them so often that I actually missed a test and two finals. If I wasn't a complete fucking moron, I could have withdrawn with no penalties. Since I waited till the end while having a total breakdown, I now get to carry a horrible GPA with me wherever I go, which will preclude me from any good internships and grad school.

I'm half way through a semester again realizing I'm going to bomb again due to my untreated anxiety and depression issues. Considering suicide because I don't have the time or money to do this all again.

I can tell the rest of my life will be a cycle of me trying and failing, so I should save myself the suffering and walk into traffic

>>724874244
Everyone goes through pain in life. This too shall pass.

>>724876920
yw!

btw go ahead post some shit on the EE forums if you want to get in touch

Friends are overrated. Consider that.

Everything you have or have had, is likely to have been overrated. Like, favoring quantity over quality allows you to view things more favorably and set lower standards. That's how you're wired. The point being, you're dissatisfied because you have neither. No quantity and a quality (of life) that's dissolute.

I don't know how you feel but, when I was in a similar situation, I tried my best to keep myself occupied. Possibly by finding something to live for and new interests that you can abuse to help you dim the other things going through your mind - until your more equipped to deal with them.

Once you've found an interest, you can find its seeds and their origins and so on. That's what helped me. That's what helped dim the thoughts and compulsions.

One of the most overlooked pieces of advice that's tossed out, is trying to force yourself into a more stimulating environment. One that's not going to look the same tomorrow or the day after. An example of one, is outside of your window. It contributes to Neuroplacticity; just like Anti-depressent medication does.

What do you think about that?

>>724876943
>This is very similar to my story. I carry a horrible gpa with me so im switching to IT because it's the easier version of comp sci. Don't give up now. I've thought about giving it all up also. But Hell, im only 20, im like only a quarter finished with my life. I've have plenty of time to either quit the lifei don't love, or do a bunch of illegal shit as a last measure. but i can promise you killing youself is never the answer.

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>>724874244
Camping stove and tent required. Put self and camping stove in tent and seal it. (pref air tight) Turn stove on. Allow CO poisoning to take effect

>>724876943
Hey man, I can relate to you a lot. I'd like to link you to a reddit post of mine (yes I know that's a sin around here) from a couple years ago when I felt exactly as you do now.

I felt defeated, worthless, and like I'd be homeless and never achieve anything. Since then, I've discovered myself and I'm now living out my dream. I'm the happiest I've ever been. Life will never, ever stop giving you chances to chase your best possible self. It sounds to me like you just need to give yourself a little lovin, find out who you are in that deep, complicated brain of yours, and perhaps doing what I did, which was taking a year off of school, will provide with exactly the insight you need.

Life is an adventure man, don't let failures get you down too much, life isn't as serious as it seems. Wish you the best.

Reddit post: https://www.reddit.com/r/GetStudying/comments/3wf6mq/this_may_have_broken_me_as_a_student_dont_know/?st=J02271T0&sh=b04545d9

Often times I look to the future, and find myself filled with anxiety and sorrow.
Often times I look to the past and find myself filled with regret and shame.
So I think I am content with staying in the present.
Alone.

>>724877508
Wiser words than many may realize.

>>724874244
Killing yourself is fucking retarded. Fix your life, you won't regret it.

OP. If you really wanna kill yourself I'd do carbon monoxide poisoning or heroin od. Doing it by cop should be fun too.

If you decide you're man enough to handle this, try exercise, Martial arts, gym....wtv. You can do it.

>>724874971
Just kys you damn faggot. You're righ, nobody cares about your petty existance nor ever will. So just off yourself? You're not strong enough for this world, so do what a weakling like you is destined to do and fucking die already you whinny cunt.

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>>724877969
^This.

Stop fucking whining here and just fucking do it you pathetic cunt

>>724874971
Sending love and good vibes your way, friend. You're not useless at all, don't let yourself internalize what people on here say. Many of them are either edgy and trying to fit in here, or very miserable and lashing out. I'd advise staying away from these boards if it's hurting your esteem, it's not worth it man :)