I am still feeling shitty from when my friend shot me down.
I finally came clean about how I felt for her, and simply got "Well I really appreciate your honesty. I'm just so focused on myself and what I'm doing with my life, I don't have the time to pursue anything with anyone"
I fucking woulda wished that she coulda been completely upfront with me. Instead still avoided saying "I only like you as a friend"
Some people who know the situation are saying that I have like a 30% chance of it working out in the long run... So.. Maybe she said it being completely sincere, but wanting to maybe do something down the line? Doubtful though, but one can hope?
>>724835548 i know i should just give up but i know if i end it ill just be back whats the point of killing myself when it dont truely end i might just be crazy tho but i rember no one else rembers only me
>>724838709 Yeah, I was in one for 2 years man. Just get out while you can, wish I would've done it earlier instead of wasting so much of my youth sitting in doors texting some whiney bitch. You can never know if shes lying so naturally you'll be paranoid and extra jealous and so will she. Trust and honesty become such an issue after a long time... not that I don't miss her. The times we were together physically were amazing. I digress though, do yourself a favor and get in a place where you can dump her without being left alone in the world and then drop her.
>Lightrail I guess it's a really fast and painless death so maybe I would choose this way too. On the other hand you will make a huge mess, scrare the driver and blockate the trails. That means you will pissing many people really on.
>>724839944 even the 8 year olds seem better then me tho
sometimes i think i sould kill myself but i really dont want to die without haveing sex at least ones and then i think if i want to have sex go and do it and then i think i want to wait for my soulmate then i call myself stupid for beleaving lies then i think about killing myself and the cycle continues
>>724839730 You selfish piece of shit. Everyone that you know and those who loves you will have to deal with all the guilt and grief after you are dead. Would fucking beat the shit out of my friend for commiting suicide if I could.
>>724839164 Damn, bro, what was his name? Honestly my best friend is the reason I haven't tried to kill myself yet. I'm really sorry to hear that ya know, but if it makes you feel better he's no longer hurting or in pain. He's finally at peace. I'm sure he misses you if there's an afterlife.
What's the point of living an average life or being sub-par? If you're not exceptional, why keep living? I don't believe there's really any inherent value to life or any sort of higher power so those are ruled out for me.
>>724840517 do you know i have a romantic quote in my wallet from when i was 12 i cut it out of a book so when i fould my soulmate i could give it to her on our weding day i have never even fucking dated a woman past say a month i still have that fucking slip in my wallet and when i see it i want to burn the fucker why do i letmyself beleve in lies
>>724840588 I know it really hurts man, but you gotta do whats good for yourself. There's nothing wrong with it ya know? It'll give you a chance to grow. Just take this time to grieve and get your manhood mustered up then cut things loose and fly free, freebird
>>724840816 >living an average life or being sub-par? If you're not exceptional, why keep living? That's the reason video games exist. >I don't believe there's really any inherent value to life or any sort of higher power Neiter do I, at least not in the way most people do. But if there's no god then you're free to do what the fuck you want. And if there's no afterlife than this life is the only one you have. Most people are limitted by moral and fear so mayxbe that's your change to be exceptional?
>>724841014 Your family will be devistated and many people around you will be too even if you dont know them that well. You can atleast seek help like me and try to struggle through this hellhole for some time. We will have peace when we finally die anyway.
>>724841496 I'm a romantic too anon. I know it's stupid and unrealistic. But isn't that what makes us humans? Craving for ideals? Don't burn it anon. It's a part of yourself. And who knows? Maybe one day you will find a person worthy to receice this old frayed snippet.
>>724842210 It's more than that. I don't have the emotional capacity to love. He was going to be my best man. And he died at my other best friends house and he's facing prison time from the drugs they raided. I live in Florida and they are in Texas. I couldn't be there I couldn't tell him to stop. I'm numb
>>724842622 I'm not asking about happiness. I'm asking what the point is to life if you're never really going to matter besides in a bullshit "you matter because I think you matter" pick-me-up sort of way.
>>724843152 Let me tell you as story: A few years ago I lived in a city with a big and old university. There was a big park in this city and in this park there was a small graveyard. It was once the graveyard of the university and some of the smartest minds ever walked on earth a burried in this grounds. Everybody was a professor, some were faculty directors and one or two of them even had won a nobel prize. But now they are all dead. And you know what? The graveyard is the meeting point for punks in my city. They sit on the graves of this honourable man, drink their beer while their dogs piss on the tombstones.
What I want to say is: It doesn't matter what you do in your life. It doesn't matter if you're exceptional or not. These wise men sacrified their lifes for science but nobody really cares. Just live for your ideals and your goals because you are the only man who really matters in your life.
>>724839164 Fuck :( one of my close friends has tried to kill herself multiple times and I honestly feel like it's just a matter of time until she does. All my friends at college have given up on their education and have no hope for the future, I'm really sexually confused which prevented me maintaining a relationship with a girl who I think I loved since she wanted the D and I couldn't give, and she was really depressed too. I honestly feel like it's a matter of time until someone I know kills themselves and I really want to myself
>>724844213 What's too egotistical? Fuck everyone else but yourself and trust no one. Is my motto, i am pretty much a loner with no one i would call a real close friend but i own that shit, don't really need anyone else when you are comfortable with yourself but that is something you have to learn.
There's this girl who I know who I really, really like. She grew up with my ex who I split up with Janruary 2016, I was with her for 3 years. She hasn't spoken to my ex since July 2015, but I'm pretty sure she likes me to.
We go out clubbing occasionally, my group of friends is still pretty good friends with her, my ex split off from everyone after I ducked her haven't got a clue what she's up to now. But anyway.
A lot of her friends tell me she likes me, I've made out with her drunk in clubs a few times and we've been to festivals together, but I get this huge vibe that she won't get herself in anything serious with me because she "used" to be friends with my ex and she doesn't want people to think she's some slut who goes for her friends ex's, if you get what I mean.
We have huge chemistry and I always kinda liked her even when I was with my ex, so what the fuck do I do? I feel like she cares to much about what other people think but I'm obsessed with this girl it's fucking ridiculous, she doesn't even like my ex. Eventhough they grew up with each other a week after we split up she was texting me saying how much she hated her. And now I can't do tongue her arsehole and take her home to momma but I can't because of that. Help
>>724845522 No, I just had no sexual attraction to her despite having an emotional attraction, I enjoyed the intimacy of touching and kissing and oral but I never got hard cos I have a weird fetish. I know it's skewed but I miss her so much I haven't felt myself in the same way since, she made me feel comfortable with myself
>>724846009 Calm down anon you're not the first man who has given up his studies. My brother was 30 as he failed his finals. You're still young. Probably this way it's even better as working the rest of your life in a job which is not suitable to you. Now it's the time to orientate and find you way in life.
My gf died two years ago. fucking idiot was eating and wan't paying attention and hit her. She was DOI so i'm glad she didn't suffer. I just packed my shit and left the state. I've been a wreck ever since and i've basically become a workaholic so i wouldn't have to think about her
>>724835548 Feeling starved for affection but when given the chance I have to say no because saying yes isn't appropriate given the situation. I almost wish I knew a good looking hooker for a night of companionship before I go back to being a hermit.
>>724846362 Alright genius, she won't start something serious with me because of of my ex, so what would you do? Use your all mighty alpha powers to summon her to your 9 inch cock? GIve me something realistic if it's making you not want to be human
>Be 17y/o me >"A-anon, I thought you should know (girl) told me she really likes you" my ex girlfriend says to me >"Bull-fucking shit. Which (girl with that name)?" >"She said she rides the same bus as you to school" >Think of girls on that bus with that name >Only one, she's only talked to me a few times, tries to politely back out of conversations, is athletic, taller than me >No fucking way >Six months later >Realize this cute girl on my bus has the same name as the other girl >Still think it can't be true >Next day she gets on with dyed hair, black lipstick, black nails, ripped up jeans, black tank >It all makes sense >Only mentally ill girls are into me
>>724838908 I've become so numb I can't feel you there I become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so numb I can't feel you though I've become so numb I can't feel you this I've become so numb I can't feel you then become so tired so much more aware become so tired so much more rare become so tired so much more become so tired so much more real becomes so tired so much more aware by becoming this all I want to do is be more like me and be last like you can't you see that you're smothering me holding you tightly afraid to lose
>>724847513 That's not a bad idea but I was hoping for girls my own age and I'm in my twenties. I guess I never really bounced back to dating after my last relationship ended. Anyways I'll consider your advice , I'm sure helping people would be good for the soul regardless.
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