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>>724835548
Bump.

I am still feeling shitty from when my friend shot me down.

I finally came clean about how I felt for her, and simply got "Well I really appreciate your honesty. I'm just so focused on myself and what I'm doing with my life, I don't have the time to pursue anything with anyone"

I fucking woulda wished that she coulda been completely upfront with me. Instead still avoided saying "I only like you as a friend"

Some people who know the situation are saying that I have like a 30% chance of it working out in the long run... So.. Maybe she said it being completely sincere, but wanting to maybe do something down the line? Doubtful though, but one can hope?

>>724835548
I have crohns. Sitting on the toilet. Could be worse, I could be Indian

Anyone here ever had a long distance relationship? have any advice to make one better?

I'm in one right now and its killing me boys

>>724835548
i know i should just give up but i know if i end it ill just be back whats the point of killing myself when it dont truely end
i might just be crazy tho
but i rember
no one else rembers
only me

>>724837726
fuck off normie

I am so sick of feeling numb to everything and everyone!
What do i do b?

>>724838908
i get what you mean , its allmost like you would rather feel negative feelings the just feeling nothing ?

I fell in love once
I fell in love a second time
I fear that it won't happen again

Her name is Angel.

>>724837726
if you want her badly just keep being with her and doing shit together and she might just start to feel that way towards you.

>>724838908
go out of your way to do different things and spice up your life man, doing the same shit everyday will do that to people.

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My friend killed himself. I loved that piece of shit. There is no point in doing anything anymore. I just live for my family until I can join him in death.

>>724838908
suicide

>>724839119
it seems like whenever i try something new or date some girl i end up hurt or disaponted

>>724839119
>if you want her badly just keep being with her and doing shit together and she might just start to feel that way towards you.

Maybe. The funny thing is that she actually showed some interest me over the year or so that we've known each other.

She seems to atleast think of me highly, so theres that

>>724839183
ya shit probaly only fix all

>>724839258
what hurts you about doing new things anon?

>>724835548
planning on killing myself next week

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Should I give up on her or should I keep trying?

>>724839509
story

>>724839509
1. Why
2. How

I have been planning my suicide since October, but i fear that when the day comes i will pussy out, anyone have tips?

>>724839436
ok this is going to sound really lame but i am so old i am allways the worse at it and they bully me till i just give up and cant bring myself to show up

as for like traveling cant no $$$

also kickboxing hurt
i tryed that and i swear my leg felt broken ha

How many of you are drunk right now?

>>724839629
lost all my friends, no future without them. They actually got me out of my depression.

Lightrail.

>>724839799
Dont have any cash but would

>>724839770
anon you can't get good at things unless you practice, just do the shit you wanna do until you're good at those things.

>>724839730
Everyone who knew how to overcome this fear is dead so...

>>724839565
Keep trying anon. You never know, it could end up turning out just fine

>>724839858
fuck off that no depression u cuck

>>724839322
100% true

>>724838709
Yeah, I was in one for 2 years man. Just get out while you can, wish I would've done it earlier instead of wasting so much of my youth sitting in doors texting some whiney bitch. You can never know if shes lying so naturally you'll be paranoid and extra jealous and so will she. Trust and honesty become such an issue after a long time... not that I don't miss her. The times we were together physically were amazing. I digress though, do yourself a favor and get in a place where you can dump her without being left alone in the world and then drop her.

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I AM INVINCIBLE!

>>724839858
>lost all my friends
story?

>Lightrail
I guess it's a really fast and painless death so maybe I would choose this way too. On the other hand you will make a huge mess, scrare the driver and blockate the trails. That means you will pissing many people really on.

>>724839944
even the 8 year olds seem better then me tho

sometimes i think i sould kill myself but i really dont want to die without haveing sex at least ones
and then i think if i want to have sex go and do it
and then i think i want to wait for my soulmate
then i call myself stupid for beleaving lies
then i think about killing myself and the cycle continues

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>>724839730
You selfish piece of shit. Everyone that you know and those who loves you will have to deal with all the guilt and grief after you are dead. Would fucking beat the shit out of my friend for commiting suicide if I could.

>>724839164
Damn, bro, what was his name? Honestly my best friend is the reason I haven't tried to kill myself yet. I'm really sorry to hear that ya know, but if it makes you feel better he's no longer hurting or in pain. He's finally at peace. I'm sure he misses you if there's an afterlife.

>>724840152
it might have to come to that, we used to talk every single day but now it feels like I'm just being ignored at times and it hurts

What's the point of living an average life or being sub-par? If you're not exceptional, why keep living? I don't believe there's really any inherent value to life or any sort of higher power so those are ruled out for me.

>>724840517
do you know i have a romantic quote in my wallet from when i was 12 i cut it out of a book so when i fould my soulmate i could give it to her on our weding day
i have never even fucking dated a woman past say a month
i still have that fucking slip in my wallet and when i see it i want to burn the fucker why do i letmyself beleve in lies

>>724840841
lety me get my wallet im takeing a photo of the thing

>>724840841
What's the quote anon?

>>724840548
no one actually cares about me, i have no friends and my family wouldn't even bat an eye if i died

>>724840841
lets see it nigga

>>724840588
I know it really hurts man, but you gotta do whats good for yourself. There's nothing wrong with it ya know? It'll give you a chance to grow. Just take this time to grieve and get your manhood mustered up then cut things loose and fly free, freebird

>>724840572
Thanks man. Tobias was his name. Yeah, I guess he finally have some peace. Still I miss him so fucking much it hurts. Just want to lay down and die on his grave.

>>724839509
May I do the honors

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>>724841000
>>724841041
>I look to stop wishing intill the end of time 'Cause my last wish is that happiness be both yours and mine.

why cant i bring myself to burn this b

>>724840816
dude it doesn't matter what you turn out to be, aslong as you just fucking kick back and relax on this shitshow we call life. Just make some money and do fun shit.

>>724840816
>living an average life or being sub-par? If you're not exceptional, why keep living?
That's the reason video games exist.
>I don't believe there's really any inherent value to life or any sort of higher power
Neiter do I, at least not in the way most people do. But if there's no god then you're free to do what the fuck you want. And if there's no afterlife than this life is the only one you have.
Most people are limitted by moral and fear so mayxbe that's your change to be exceptional?

My best friend passed away from a brain hemorrhage last year. Loved that fucker more then anyone definition of a true best friend. I'm so fucked up now

>>724841014
Your family will be devistated and many people around you will be too even if you dont know them that well. You can atleast seek help like me and try to struggle through this hellhole for some time. We will have peace when we finally die anyway.

>>724841679
Make new friends bro

>>724841187
R.I.P Tobias. Death is a natural part of life. Just keep pushing forward, you'll have your day man. Sometimes it gets better even when you think it's only downhill, if that makes sense.

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>>724841679

>>724841729
the thing is i don't know where to even start to get help

>>724841746
Thanks for the wise words, friend. It really helps.

>>724841679
i have a really really good friend like that and i couldnt even imagine what i would do if i lost him. sorry for your loss anon, stay strong

Best friend OD'd 3 weeks ago, and the emotional trauma resulted in my relationship to end.

I bought the ring to propose.

I lost everything.

>>724840216

That's a bit melodramatic.

>>724841496
I'm a romantic too anon. I know it's stupid and unrealistic. But isn't that what makes us humans? Craving for ideals?
Don't burn it anon. It's a part of yourself. And who knows? Maybe one day you will find a person worthy to receice this old frayed snippet.

>>724842040
Kinda agree tbh

>>724842007
You can get her back man just tell her your friend dying really got to you and it made you say things you shouldn't have

>>724841592
I suck at video games man

>>724842007
haha OD what a noob

>>724842007
Fuck that's recent. Sorry to hear. Are you doing okay?

>>724841916
Just seek medical care. Medicine really helps. Stay strong. You are not alone in this suffering.

>>724842007
>buying ring to best friend

cuck

>>724842158
in tearing up but thank you it means alot

>>724841958
Lol. Fucking queers

>>724842210
It's more than that. I don't have the emotional capacity to love. He was going to be my best man. And he died at my other best friends house and he's facing prison time from the drugs they raided. I live in Florida and they are in Texas. I couldn't be there I couldn't tell him to stop. I'm numb

>>724842275
Alcohol, NyQuil, tons of Fentanyl

>>724842290
I can't feel

>>724842040

Buddhists believe desire causes suffering.

>be me
>stop wanting qt3.14 gf
>stop wishing for a better job
>stop expecting anything good in life
>wheredmydepressiongo.xslt

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>>724842461
Got a problem with queers, faggot motherfucker?

>>724842213
Are you sure you want to be happy after all?

>>724842584
Yep, they're subhuman

>>724842213
Try RRPGs, just what you need.

>>724842339
thanks anon, i will give it a try i guess its sad when 4chan cares the most about you

>>724842535
>fentanyl

Jesus fuck man horse tranquilizer??

>>724842622
I'm not asking about happiness. I'm asking what the point is to life if you're never really going to matter besides in a bullshit "you matter because I think you matter" pick-me-up sort of way.

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>>724842784
You fit right in friend.

>>724842975
I think people care more than you think right now. Just hope you get through this. Seek help as soon as possible.

>>724843152
It matters because you only get this one life, why waste it? Who knows what happens when you die. I rather go out blazing than a whiny suicidal pussy.

>>724843793
Idk man that's too egotistical for me. Idgaf if I die a pussy.

I don't feel any emotion towards anything.
I sleep, eat, fuck and live to the fullest extent, but never feel happy or sad, or much in between, I just pretend to in front of people.

How do I fix that?

>>724843152
Let me tell you as story: A few years ago I lived in a city with a big and old university. There was a big park in this city and in this park there was a small graveyard. It was once the graveyard of the university and some of the smartest minds ever walked on earth a burried in this grounds. Everybody was a professor, some were faculty directors and one or two of them even had won a nobel prize.
But now they are all dead. And you know what? The graveyard is the meeting point for punks in my city. They sit on the graves of this honourable man, drink their beer while their dogs piss on the tombstones.

What I want to say is: It doesn't matter what you do in your life. It doesn't matter if you're exceptional or not. These wise men sacrified their lifes for science but nobody really cares. Just live for your ideals and your goals because you are the only man who really matters in your life.

>>724844229
So do you have a gf?

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>tfw the good guys lost and we're living in a world where the bad guys won

>>724839164
Fuck :( one of my close friends has tried to kill herself multiple times and I honestly feel like it's just a matter of time until she does. All my friends at college have given up on their education and have no hope for the future, I'm really sexually confused which prevented me maintaining a relationship with a girl who I think I loved since she wanted the D and I couldn't give, and she was really depressed too. I honestly feel like it's a matter of time until someone I know kills themselves and I really want to myself

>>724844213
What's too egotistical? Fuck everyone else but yourself and trust no one. Is my motto, i am pretty much a loner with no one i would call a real close friend but i own that shit, don't really need anyone else when you are comfortable with yourself but that is something you have to learn.

Just take it day by day bro, bless up.

>>724844469
well said my friend... something to think about.

>>724844892
I hope you are a troll.
Else go to
>>>/tumblr/
They may help you.

>>724844807
friend w/ benifits, yeah. But she thinks I care about her

>>724845411
So you don't have any feelings for her?

>>724844892
How couldn't you give her the D tho? ED?

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>>724844886
All we can do is to honor his memory and start his work over again.

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There's this girl who I know who I really, really like. She grew up with my ex who I split up with Janruary 2016, I was with her for 3 years. She hasn't spoken to my ex since July 2015, but I'm pretty sure she likes me to.

We go out clubbing occasionally, my group of friends is still pretty good friends with her, my ex split off from everyone after I ducked her haven't got a clue what she's up to now. But anyway.

A lot of her friends tell me she likes me, I've made out with her drunk in clubs a few times and we've been to festivals together, but I get this huge vibe that she won't get herself in anything serious with me because she "used" to be friends with my ex and she doesn't want people to think she's some slut who goes for her friends ex's, if you get what I mean.

We have huge chemistry and I always kinda liked her even when I was with my ex, so what the fuck do I do? I feel like she cares to much about what other people think but I'm obsessed with this girl it's fucking ridiculous, she doesn't even like my ex. Eventhough they grew up with each other a week after we split up she was texting me saying how much she hated her. And now I can't do tongue her arsehole and take her home to momma but I can't because of that. Help

been crying for the last 2 hours because i ruined my finals.

my parents don't care and tell me to keep going, my friends suport me but i cant bring myself to calm down i am such a pathethic loser, 6 years studying and only halfway.

all my friends expect big things of me, so does my gf.

i just feel like they are asking a fish to hunt down a gacele.

i want to end it all but too much of a coward.

>>724845905
And now I wanna tongue her arsehole*

>>724846009
>>724845905

i'll never understand how humans always find a way to fuck themselves and feel like shit.

most of the fags here want a gf. this dude has it and ruins his finals to be miserable.

i don't even want to be human.

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>>724842007
friend OD'd on fentanyl recently.. fuck all dealers who cut H with that shit. it's killing people.

>>724845522
No, I just had no sexual attraction to her despite having an emotional attraction, I enjoyed the intimacy of touching and kissing and oral but I never got hard cos I have a weird fetish. I know it's skewed but I miss her so much I haven't felt myself in the same way since, she made me feel comfortable with myself

>>724846009
Calm down anon you're not the first man who has given up his studies. My brother was 30 as he failed his finals.
You're still young. Probably this way it's even better as working the rest of your life in a job which is not suitable to you.
Now it's the time to orientate and find you way in life.

My gf died two years ago. fucking idiot was eating and wan't paying attention and hit her. She was DOI so i'm glad she didn't suffer. I just packed my shit and left the state. I've been a wreck ever since and i've basically become a workaholic so i wouldn't have to think about her

I love you Bree and i always will

>>724835548
Feeling starved for affection but when given the chance I have to say no because saying yes isn't appropriate given the situation. I almost wish I knew a good looking hooker for a night of companionship before I go back to being a hermit.

>>724847063
Fucking hell anon, I cant imagine the pain you feel, I just hope you can find some meaning in your life so that her death doesn't also end your life.

after all these years, i'm still having a hard time trying to get over Shay's death in chicago fire

>>724847063
You're a good person, anon.
I hope you will find someone new who will mitigate your pain.

>>724847197
consider volunteering in an elderly home.

most old women need hugs anyway.

>>724846382
His own autistic fault for doing heroine.

>>724846362
Alright genius, she won't start something serious with me because of of my ex, so what would you do? Use your all mighty alpha powers to summon her to your 9 inch cock? GIve me something realistic if it's making you not want to be human

>>724847418
Since then life hasn't had a meaning. I drank a lot and almost jumped off a bridge a week after but the wind blew me back and i took it as a sign

>>724847508
Thanks man it means a lot. I almost didn't write my post but i needed to get it off my chest

>>724839799
Dubs of truth. I get high to numb the soul crushing loneliness, not drunk.

>Be 17y/o me
>"A-anon, I thought you should know (girl) told me she really likes you" my ex girlfriend says to me
>"Bull-fucking shit. Which (girl with that name)?"
>"She said she rides the same bus as you to school"
>Think of girls on that bus with that name
>Only one, she's only talked to me a few times, tries to politely back out of conversations, is athletic, taller than me
>No fucking way
>Six months later
>Realize this cute girl on my bus has the same name as the other girl
>Still think it can't be true
>Next day she gets on with dyed hair, black lipstick, black nails, ripped up jeans, black tank
>It all makes sense
>Only mentally ill girls are into me

>>724838908
I've become so numb I can't feel you there I become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so numb I can't feel you though I've become so numb I can't feel you this I've become so numb I can't feel you then become so tired so much more aware become so tired so much more rare become so tired so much more become so tired so much more real becomes so tired so much more aware by becoming this all I want to do is be more like me and be last like you can't you see that you're smothering me holding you tightly afraid to lose

>>724847660
I really really hope you find solace in something, noone deserves the loss you experienced and you sound like a nice dude.

>>724842213
Excuses don't get you anywhere. Fuck off , it's not hard to have fun playing video games and no one cares if your good if you have fun m8.

>>724842548
I don't think that's accurate. I gave up on expectations and still get depressed.

>>724843078
Lol Ketamine is a horse Tranq. Fentantyl is a strong opiod. Get gud

I feel. A lot.
I feel bad. Really. I feel really bad. I'm eating and my stomach will hurt.

>>724847513
That's not a bad idea but I was hoping for girls my own age and I'm in my twenties. I guess I never really bounced back to dating after my last relationship ended. Anyways I'll consider your advice , I'm sure helping people would be good for the soul regardless.

>>724848946
And I really want an hug. Nobody want to hug me.

>>724849094
I mean.. no more. That's why I'm sad. Because I was happy with that person. Ages ago.