Late night /b/ thread What are you doing up at this hour? Are

>tfw no bed to go to

>>724760397
you sleep on the floor anon?

Im re-watching all of scrubs

Once again Im up way later than I should be because I have work in the morning yet all I can think about is my ex that hates me and feel like shit about it cause it's my fault. Probably going to an hero soon because nothing seems worth it anymore

>>724760769
what did you do to your ex that was that bad?

>>724761002
She was abused as a child and I unintentionally treated her like a sex object. She was my first and I was pretty naive and selfish when it came to sex. Only when she left did I really think about how much I hurt her. Now she doesn't even want to speak to me and it hurts because she was pretty much the only person I've ever met who accepted how broken I am due to also having a pretty shit childhood.

I'm an autistic man child with no job so I'm staying up all night getting drunk.

>>724760341
just took ambien, hoping to fall asleep in 30 min or so

>>724761770
thats rough dude. but no reason to an hero. the first step to fixing something is admitting theres a problem. just work on yourself

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Staying up pissing and shitty mostly. Gotta pass a drug test tomorrow for a job even though I live in Colorado they still wanna drug test.. and I'm tryin to flush my body. Water and aspirin method and some Goji berries for anti-oxidants.

>>724762064
i hear coffee helps too

>>724760341

coffee is the tits

>>724762015
I've been trying to work on myself but it just seems futile some times. I've made so many bad decisions that are really starting to come back and bite me in the ass.

I dropped out of high school because I just couldn't stand people and became a huge introvert and a weeb for about the next 10 years. I worked menial jobs here and there but nothing that lasted more than a few months. I always told myself I would do some studying on my own but never got around to it due to being depressed, feeling like no one actually cares anyhow, and thinking that even if I did get my shit together my terrible social skills due to spending a large portion of my childhood isolated would fuck me over anyway. Then I finally meet a girl that motivates me to turn my shit around and I fucked that up too. Now I'm 30 years old working as a potwasher because I just don't have the ambition to attain anything better. What makes shit worse is that I wasn't even thinking about how much of a burden I was being on my mom.

For most of my life my mom was married to another woman who is basically the reason why we weren't in the street. after 20 years of marriage my mom decides to leaver her for some bum who doesn't really have anything to his name. This just so happens to have happened a bout 6 months after I broke up with my ex. so now her wife(my step-mom i guess??) leaves, my mom moves in with this bum she's dating, and I'm stuck with a massive amount of back rent to pay. Now I don't even know if I'll have a place to live in 6 months. Just getting up in the morning is so soul shattering because I know I put myself in this position yet I'm just too defeated to pull myself out.

Just thinking of the best way to kill myself.

>>724760341
Off to bed,since it's almost 3 am here.

>>724762064
>even though I live in Colorado they still want a drug test

Because since weed is legal now they shouldn't check for the other dozens of drugs you could be on? Oh, you use stoner logic. Never mind. I didn't realize you were a victim.

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>>724760341
I am very comfy, thank you
Just about to pull out my masturbatory aid for a nice evening alone

>>724762064
Make a big jug of really strong tea

>>724764099
Female anon?

>>724760341
10am here, just woke up so i wont go to bed soon

>>724761879
same
out of beer but I'm drinking the cooking wine

>>724760341
Up thinking about how I can better my life

>>724760341
Aussie fag.. just got home from work.. all day in a fucking hot factory.. enjoying beer.. might go for a drunk surf latter.. or find some good porn and punish my cock, either way i'm pretty good.

Just letting day break give me abit of cancer on h1z1 before bed, you know.

>>724763476
im sorry bro. not that it matters, but heres what i would do if i were you, get as much money as you can together, go find an island where the locals have no technology, and live along side them in a yert

Just lying around. Trying to find a good trap thread but B is boring tonight

Jamming to music and playing HZD. I'll probably go to bed soon. Just barely midnight here.

>>724764510
theres a pretty neat one in /gif/

>>724764339
You can't. Give up. Trust me, I know.

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>>724764231
yessir

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I'm trying not to think of my crippling loneliness and the fact I can't be happy or content anymore.

Im writing a paper, could be worse

doing nothing as usual
i can never sleep until the sun comes up

>>724765075
r u a vampire

>>724765103
maybe, I can't turn into a bat though
believe me I've tried

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>>724760341
Just got done at work, smoked a fat dap of Green Crack, and now smoking a fat bowl of Green Crack flower.

I hate the fucking name of this strain but its so citrus-y and amazing.

Just starting to realize how awesome I have it working in the weed industry.

>>724765298
Fat DAB - CONCENTRATE - EXTRACTS - WEED CRACK

>>724764834
Bruh have you ever tried marijuana?

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>>724764089
I actually am a victim, try this for stoner logic. I smoke legal pot and they're checking my system for it. So now I've built up all this anxiety I'll probably have PTSD even. I hope they have drugs to solve that though.

>>724765600
The drug you're talking about is marijuana.

Just been browsing feel threads. Been thinking about killing myself again.

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>>724765600
>apply for job knowing they will drug test you
>continue to do drugs
>im a victim!!!

bumps

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Trying not to FAP

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>>724764618

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>>724768021
Nah.

>>724768545
Well I tried....

Working on calculus. debating sleep

Plain old insomnia and no job so don't have to get up in the morning.

Trying to not kill myself. Tried slitting my throat on Saturday. Have to go in to my college tomorrow and talk to the Dean who is probably going to tell me I'm expelled. Might use that as an excuse to rage and just let the police kill me.

>>724769299
Throat slitting? Jesus man that's not a pleasant way to go.

>>724769573
Better to go out with a bang than to die quietly.

>>724768545
Anon we should talk on kik

Mine is that's_that8

>>724770521
Unfortunately I don't have kik v.v

To much redbull to sleep. Comfy though. Just finished a giveaway contest.

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>>724760341
>Mfw haven't been to sleep and have to get up for school in an hour