Feels thread share with us why you are so sad. >Be me >Fuck

>be me
>betafag who plays football in highschool
>get asked to a dance by a girl
>instant boner
>she's super nice and everything I want
>date her and go to the dance and it's super fun
>open up to her
>she finds out I have no self confidence
>breaks up with me telling me that you should work on your relationship with yourself
>hate yourself more
>use /b/ to ease the pain of existence

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I miss her.

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.

Im desperately in love with my ex who is married. I would have crashed the wedding if I could have. I desperately regret this everyday.

I've got a few reasons, the main one being I was an idiot and scratched this girls car parking today and left a note on her wiper. I talked to her in person about it, I caught her when she was leaving. She was very nice but I haven't heard how she wants to fix the small scratch yet. I offered to touch it up for her, it was mostly just a paint transfer so I think it'll come out no problem. But I still feel bad. :/ not sure why.

>>723883825
I feel this

Everyone in my family is self absorbed, no friends and have no one I can trust.

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>>723883231
Get lost normie. Fucking faggot rying to impress a bunch of /b/ fags with your fake stories of your fantasies banging Stacies. Also bump

>failed out of college
>now go to community college
>taking remedial math courses
>my chinese genes ruin me
>5'6 manlet
>small penis
>no confidence virgin

the only thing stopping me from killing myself is my family, do not want to put the pain on them

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I go to bed alone every night waiting on my ex gf to comeback. I jack off every night knowing she out sucking dick and getting her pussy gouged at the sametime by 3 dudes at once.

If she ever comes back ide still marry her but all I can do is jerk off to the stories I hear about her from the Chad's at school.

What's worse is I know for a fact that she is whoring herself out every night.

>be me
>fucking pathetic beta loser.
>not neckbeard fat fuck nor a virgin (like that was a big fucking great goal)
>always so godamn self-restrained all the time. >I feel like I'm so boring and I don't have nothing to offer to anyone
>everybody I know always end going away sooner than later
>severely thinking I'm fucked in the head or something and maybe I make people feel awkward without noticing
>always, just feel so lonely all the time
>start doing drugs (hybrid weed and cocaine)
>slowly lockinp myself up to everything because an unbearable desillusion with humanity
>attempted to suicide with a lot of antidepressants, didn't work out obviously, end up in emergency room
>parents find out everything because of blood tests
>currently on suicide watch, depressed more than ever and with anxiety because of abstinence
>a year and a half has passed since I started just living as a hikikomori loser

Wat do, just going endlessly to a descending spiral

>>723883231
>>723883825
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>>723888279
kill yourselves you whiney faggots

>>723888490
Thinking of that everyday, but windows in home are locked up with padlocks, all pills were dumped into garbage and mama didn't buy bleach ever again

>be freshman year
>meet this girl in art class
>blonde blue eyed, freckles, pale skin, super shy, really artsy
>SO GODDAMN ADORABLE
>I didn't like her at the time tho
>fast forward next year
>start gaining an amity to her
>try talking to her but she's so damn shy
>don't wanna scare her, so I stopped talking to her
>she also kinda got the memo I liked her, so I didn't wanna bother her anymore
>fast forward junior year
>maybe I'll have better luck this year
>can't find her
>CANT FUCKING FIND HER

Cont

>>723890145
>ask her friend if she's seen her
>"sorry Anon, haven't seen C since last day of sophomore year. I can contact her through Facebook though."
>YES PLEASE
>at this point, I was a literal creep
>I was really obsessed with this girl
>friend comes back next day
>"hey anon. I found out. She moved."
>W-where to?
>"Pennsylvania."
>I live in Cali. God fucking dammit
>I was really sad for that whole semester, waiting for her to come back.
>best part?
>she never did.
>2 years gone and I still beat myself up over messing up that opportunity

>be me
>just started college
>had started dating girl end of senior year
>summer lovin. But I actually did fall hard and she did too (tbh only girl I actually gave a shit about)
>she dumps me because I had too much class and didn't give her enough attention
>think I can't do anything about it and let her go
>graduated college I'm good and shit
>regret everyday because I didn't fight for her.

>still look her up to see if she has Facebook all the time.

I miss her.

>>723890723
you didnt miss out on anything.

>>723888490
E D G Y