Doing my work at the cancer lodge where I do security, and today I met a new person here, this really sad looking girl, around my age, head shaved, playing Piano and singing when she thinks no one is around. She's cute. Really cute.
So, what did my /b/ros do today? Fall in love? Work? Drugs?
Maybe I'm at that point, I've been alone long enough, after a traumatic split, that I want to get back to knowing people. But for some reason, this time it's full neet, where I'm in visioning lives spent with someone, and whole scenarios. Fuck. When did I get so pathetic
I'm going to walk by them again in a moment here. This time I won't smoke a cigarette during my outdoor laps of the site. Maybe they'll still be playing that lovely music. Maybe I'll talk to them
I feel us old /b/ers are finally having existential crisis as we are headed out of our 20s
No. This is stupid. I'm the fucking smoker security guard at a fucking cancer society. I'm a total bastard.
Besides. The lovely music stopped.
I'm just shouting into a cave here. These posts are messages in a bottle. Probably won't be seen by anyone. Ignored if they are. But I've got to get these thoughts and feelings out somehow. God I'm a bitch
>>723873544
I'm here anon
>>723873544
Just go up to her and introduce yourself
>>723874636
I had a fucking crisis, realizing im about to pass my time being able to make something of myself, yet what stopped me in the first place is being born dirt poor.
>>inb4 getajob!
I have a degree but not good enough for my industry.
I'm just more pond scum friend. This thread is done
>>723874973
What's your industry's ?
>>723875097
Dude just go up to the girl and say some autistic shit
>>723875227
I'll just say its in science and technology, so i have to have a higher degree to make more, but im all out of money.
>>723875606
Dam man, feels bad I guess
>>723875773
Yeah..once your passed your first time in college and are an adult, no one cares.
>>723875097
Talk to her, life is short, especially for her...no feelz intended...