Good ol' feels thread I'll start: >be me >me

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Be there for him

>>723708187
I try to anon. Most of the time he wants to be left alone but I always talk to him some way

Tell us more, and try talking to him about his meds

>>723708187
this really just dont be too far away for long periods of time until he gets better if you're worried

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>>723709513
OK.

This happend on the night of prom

>me and my friend were at my house
>my brother wasn't home yet
>we start smoking weed in the backyard
>we didn't have dates so the prom didn't really matter to us (we had nothing better to do)
>my brother comes home
>he runs upstairs
>locks his door
>i come upstairs and ask him if he's going
>no response
>~20 minutes later he comes out
>red eyes
>i ask him if he was crying
>"im fine now"
>ask him why he was crying
>"im not good at talking to people"

I forgot to mention that me and him used to have a bad stuttering problem. I got over it a while ago but he still has some problems, especially when talking to new people. I'm not sure exactly what happend but I think he tried to ask someone to the prom at the last moment and the said no. I left the prom early to check on him, he was ok.

>>723709861
The only time i'm away from him is if im at a friends house. I talk to him on Steam while im there to check on him and see if he wants to play something.

>>723710395
thats good, im sure he knows you care a lot, he may even come to you sometime to talk

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>>723710235
Sounds like a depression, together with the medications that make him even more shut in, if you don't act quick he may commit suicide. People with such conditions are prone to depression due to lack of social contact. Again, try talking to him, take him out to an activity for both of you, he isn't helping himself with the Dota. I really hope he gets better, had a friend with depression who killed himself a few years back. Dumping some feels to bump by the way.

>>723710742
thank you :)
and i hope me and him can just chill without any worries or anything

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slowly coming to the realization that I've been alone for so long that even if I met my total soulmate I would be so awkward and distant that she would interpret it as us not being compatible/bad chemistry and get the fuck outta dodge

>>723710997
hope so too anon, you seem like a really good dude, wish you the best with your situation =)

>>723711385
thank you :)))

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>>723712682

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

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>>723707844

>>723712843
This one is actually really potent, got a lump in my throat and shit.

I've really embraced this mentality recently. I truly believe I am destined to reach my dreams. I can have the life I want. I just have to try. Every day just get a little better and soon I'll be on top of the world.

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my dreams are all dead and buried
sometimes I wish the sun would just explode

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>>723707844
>no emotions
>always sad

ADHD is a myth.

>>723712931
this is too true its scary

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>>723713002
That one's accurate.
I always write paragraphs of texts in these threads and end up deleting them halfway through, or the thread dies before I'm done.

I just never seem to be able to express myself, I never fully learned that. What I also almost never did was telling others about my problems. So now, years later when the problems have accumulated I can't talk with anyone about them, not even my councellor. There's a lot of stuff I'd like to tell him, so he can advise me on the matter, but I simply can't. My depression made me very distrustful of others, and almost paranoid. What if I tell anyone and it turns out they won't understand and will ridicule me? What if I tell someone and he laughs in my face? I'd rather not take the chance. What if everyone pretends they like me or care at all, because they're just being polite and don't want to look like assholes? It's ridiculous, but somehow easier to believe in than the simple truth. And the truth is that I still have friends that care, and my family wants to help but I push them away. It shouldn't be so hard to believe in it goddamn.
I'd write some more but that would just make a big wall of test that no one would read, and the thread is about to 404. Thanks for reading my vent, I do it very rarely and always regret it later.

>>723713769
That is exactly why I stopped taking meds

>>723713740

ADHD here. Took it until I was almost a teenager, know exactly what anon is talking about. It's like being depressed and being literally incapable of optimism, you can't feel anything but negativity, if that. It's a unique kind of hell.

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Dont die

>>723716312
I'm keeping this story.

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bump.

Keep going.

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