This is the only place i could think of coming to, not only because

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This is the only place i could think of coming to, not only because of the fact that i know there are very intelligent people on here, despite how flooded it can get with retards, and also the fact that people on here seem to have weird enough encounters to make it worth coming back to for a peek.

I guess i could be considered to be one of them. I don't usually share that much though. Too complicated and honestly arbitrary.

But one pattern i can no longer ignore is the codependancy and obsession that gets fostered in my relationships. To give you some insight on to that.

Currently i have several people reading this as they have read everything on my computer and phone all because some guy is kind of into me but not enough to wait or try and talk to me or not sleep with like five other men a day. Yeah i'm a fag. But not that much of one if you get my meaning. I'm not promiscuous. Maybe that's the quality.

But anyway, it isnt just other gay guys. There have been women and straight men. Anyone else here have this problem of people just going crazy and getting really intense?

I'm not even that good looking. With work i guess i have potential but even then. Its like celebrity stalker level of obsession at times. Technically i was a small time celeb for an academic pursuit but i know nobody would notice that shit.

While i'm here, any tips of getting off the grid in a technologic way would be awesome. I was always told i'd be good with IT but i just never could get into it. I'm completely exposed. They have read all my searches. Seen my porn. Just imagine if you were completely torn apart and had it lay bare to the public all because you wouldn't put someone's penis in your mouth. That's my life at the moment.

So i would appreciate techniques on how to not be hacked into as easily. I am genuinely considering changing my name and social security number.