Feels thread ya guys? >be me >go party >bf starts acting

>>723628893
Tits < > Gtfo

>>723628987
did say i was a girl did i?

>>723628893
I feel ya anon, my gf has been very distant lately, although it's hopefully just because of school

>>723629065
Didn't*
>didn't state female faggot
>tits
>gtfo fag

>>723628893
Maybe he's comparing you to another girl or to other girls. Maybe he still loves you and wants to be with you but there's just something about you that annoys him. Another (probably a specific) girl seems to be funnier or wittier than you. Maybe, in hos perception, she's acting better in social situations.

Talk to him. Ask what is wrong and if you could do something to improve the situation.

>>723629329
Didn't think so. Go kill yourself. And you wish you had a bf don't ya

>>723628893

Wait until sober and not hungover and ask about it...you know, communicate

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>>723628893
You scared OP. I'll stick you in the butt if you'd like

>>723628893
Fuck I wish I had a handle tonight

>>723629087
I hope so too for youre sake

>>723629645
he talks to like no other girl but friends gf who he really doesnt like that much, just sells her drugs

>>723629714
was busy being drunk retard

>>723629987
yea i know im gonna

>>723630279

Well, I tried. Then this:
>>723629987

>>723629994
nah i aint scared of you

>>723630079
got a bunch of vodka

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More pictures?

>>723630584
Sometimes it helps to write out what you plan to say to him. You might not be able to talk to him right now, but writing it out will help you process what you're feeling and can be cathartic as well as help smooth out the communication process since you've already taken quite a bit of time to articulate what you want to say as eloquently as possible.

>>723630319
What the fuck is wrong with you? You drunk or retarded and looking for attention you dense queer

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>>723630473
You ain't shit. Go start a sissy thread bitch

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>>723631103
Or you want me to send someone to finger your asshole? Which is it OP
Stop being gay and get some help

>>723630947
yea i do that with more serious topics this one isnt that bad, hes like this sometimes, but i can never understand why cause hes not very good at talking about his feelings. i think its cause he wants to be strong for me when im sad, but i tell him im always here to talk to him if he needs ot vent or just saying anything on his mind

>be me

>>723631103
worst threads ever, including traps. they ruined /b/

>>723631355
who said I was gay?

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>>723631355
I can keep this up you sweat stick of a niggers ass hole. I'm board at work getting more money than you. While you waste your life drinking wondering why your boyfriend hates you

>>723628893
Obviously the only option is to let some random dude run his dick up inside you

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>>723631482
You right anon

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>>723631395

>>723631345
Fake as fuck. A man that handsome is supposedly homeless with a german sheperd companion. Right........

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>>723630875
>More pictures?

This 2bh

>>723631530
>be me boyfriend hates me
>tits or gtfo
>who said I'm a girl
>tits or gtfo
>who said i was gay
You know i can read Op
Fucking faggot

>>723631558
I never said he hated me, just wann anknow whats on his mind and I make a pretty good amount of money and money doesnt even matter, aslo long as my lifeis good and stable, i have a roof over my head, food to eat, bills paid, my pets are happy, and my boyfriend and I can still snuggle together every night even after a stressful day then I dont give af about money

>>723631777
Sexy sevenss anon

>>723631628
im glad im not the only poison by those threads

>>723631735
i love this

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>>723631839

>>723631880

Theres so much cancer I dont even know where to start. Choose a waifu and daily loli threads make me cringe so hard

>>723631792
ill keep yall guessing cause it doesnt matter what gender i am or if im gay or not ya cucks

>>723632082
its so bad dude, i cant go on 4chan at all without seeing cancer every single day. the ylyl threads suck too now

>>723631839
Why are you wasting your time then OP fucking stocking yourself off to 4chan
>kill yourself
>or gtfo and talk to him yourself ask what's wrong faggot

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>girlfriend has cancer and is going to die anytime
>stay with her for 48 hours straight at hospice to be with her when she passes
>her breathing is stable so I leave for 2 hours to go home to take a shower
>while I'm gone she goes into cardiac arrest and passes away on February 13 2017 at 37 years old without me next to her
>after years of loving her and going to dr.s appointments and hospital stays I wasn't with her when she needed me most
The last words she spoke in her life were "we deserve more time"
Pic related

>>723632232
>both drunk
>not best time
>plus he in game
>im watching WWII shit
Im happy with us not fighting, ill give him his space and will discuss with him tomorrow

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>>723631839

>>723632291
i was scrolling through threads, i didn't click on this thread. I don't deserve these feels.

>i'm sorry for your loss anon

>>723632291
Im so sorry man, youll be with each other one day, in the after life or in the next life. I pray for it

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>>723632099
Wow you sure are something else op clearly a simple true or false fact does not matter

>>723628893

hey bby. ASL please?

>be me
>14
>super beta
>go to gay school dance
>witness people fucking in the bathroom twice
>whatluck.png
>call parents to come get me early
>parents ask why i wanted to leave
>tell them i just feel sick from loud music and bad food
>tfw i was just a depressed virgin

>>723632411
this was good

>>723632636
lol

>>723632291
Don't worry anon she's always with you. your mistake was thinking someone so dear to you would ever truly leave

>>723632650
how old are ya know? and are you still virgin?

>>723632790
17 and still a virgin because fucking rednecks is not an option

>>723632382
Its time to come to terms with it
>he cheated on you or is board with you

>>723632937
you shoudnt be on here kiddo, also i odnt think its bad to b e a virgin your age, wish i lost my later in life. its a dif story if your 23
>queue blink

>>723633034
nah neither retard

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>>723628893
>>>723633034
>nah neither retard
>gtfo

>>723634251
fuck off cuck

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>>723630875
that's really touching, somehow...
by thev age you can say, that person tried so long - all rights to just get desperate now as it must be all in vain.

here's a girl whose home just got hit before that picture was taken, that is, with her inside.

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>>723633213
What state you in OP?
>"didn't say i was a girl"
What are you drinking to get drunk?
>"didn't say i was gay"

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>>723631735

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>>723634367
Fight me you silly cunt

>>723634515
stated previously i was drinking vodka

>>723634592
nah i got drinking to do

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>>723634671
Found your problem
You really are a sad sad being

>>723634831
I would rather drink after having a long day or work and a party we both didnt want to go too than figth some faggot i dont even know. im not a sad being a deserve some down time

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>>723632104
wow, I really admire this. how can you draw like that! Amazing!
I really like this experience, reminds me so much on childhood, back then when parents drove you to this and that placve, took you everywhere with them and sometimes you would be on the road at evening or even night time in the rain, with those lovely blurry lights in yellow, red and all that. (hopefull green too, yes!) and the soothing drippling of rain.
I don't expereince that anymore now that I'm 27 and studying in a city I can get everywhere with my bike. I don't have a car, nor a license and this moment seems so rare to me now that I didn't manage to get in such a situation on a long diustance bus on a trip to other cities. god, how i really miss it. is it just childhood? I don't know. easy times. i love to remember them. Makes you sad because it seems so hard to expereince it but then again the pure memory of it is such a warm and nice feeling.

here is something more cheering.

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>>723635055
Timestamp a shot twat

>>723628893
Oh ya? Well i just got dumped by my girlfriend of 5 years. My cute, vergin, 21 y/o baby dumped my ass because she doesn't feel like she loves me or ever had. I'm sure she'll be back in 10 years when her pussy is beat up and has a kid.. nice guys finish last huh?

Well, this is shitty. I found out why my friend didn't respond to my text earlier this week.

Turns out a day earlier she responded to a Murder/Suicide. Which she put as being kind of rough...

Was gonna come clean with her about how I feel, but I felt it would be dickish given her position

>>723635272
phone broken atm and no webcam soooo no

>>723635344
im sorry she left ya brah

>>723630875
Not that old but is literally me at the moment
>just turned 24
>just graduated college amidst constant bull shit
>now I work 40-60 hours a week
>underpaid
>looking for a better job that's related to what I studied
>sit in my office/cubicle either working, writing, or applying for work
>stay late at night and get home early AM
>get up early and repeat
>friends either don't want to do anything, or busy doing something else, mostly hanging out with other people
>dogs are gone
>every girl I try to do anything with begins to ignore me after a bit of knowing me
>so I continue to work
>when I get too tired or its too late, I look at the clock and see what time it is
>mfw I'm wasting my days away
>working for nothing
>working for no one
>it's all feels so tiresome and lonely

Help me /b/ros. I don't know what to do.

>>723635402
Yeah that msut have been a horrific scene? is she an emt?

>>723635633
She's only been an EMT for a month. And from what I found in the news, it was a Murder, Attempted Suicide. Both were stabbed...

>>723635538
Just keep pushing man. Shit will be shitty for awhile, but something great will come around. It never seems like it but trust be, like with be smooth sailing eventually

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>>723635410
How convenient
>be OP
>worthless
>4 chan for attention
>get asshole to call me out
>be biggest faggot
>200%
>got so drunk going to kill myself

Thanks for the entertainment cunt

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>>723635538
but you do understand that this is not La La Land and if ypu gained some profession it will indeed take a while until you find a fitting job well paid and with a more moderate amount of hours a week?
i mean, come on. be a bit realistic before acting like your life is indeed shit.

>>723635817
Thats terrible! I hope shes pkay. How close are you guys? Maybe you should let her vent to you about it. It will help her and bring you two closer and maybe you can let her know how you feel when you know shes alright

how does one care about his personal affairs?
I fell like I only care about art,ideology and cultural analasis. I fell that I wouldn't care if all my family died as long as I could eat.

>>723636082
lol not gonna kill myself cause i got money to make and pets to take care off ya fucking cucklenugget

>>723636101
We aren't too close, but close enough for her to tell me that.

I wasn't gonna force a conversation, so all I sent her really was "Damn. I really can't say much beyond that I'll be here if you need to talk to someone"

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>>723636216
I guess you're too young yet to understand. That come with the time. don't worry.

>>723636440
Maybe ask her to hang out, give her a hug if you guys are close neough for thata, ask her hows shes doing. dont bring up that incident directly but let her know you care about her mental heath and well being in settle hints, cause if youre too pushy shell back off. always ease in with girls if youre trying to date them

>>723636216
I'm 24. I used to be the other way around when till college.
i used to be just a standard plebian...the times.

>>723637238
She seems reluctant to meet up, so I didn't think it would be good to try right now. My best bet I thought was to just offer her my ear if she needs.

Hopefully she see's it an an invitation to come to me if she ever needs.

I'm even feeling shitty because of what she went through

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>>723636362
Kek have fun being mad OP
Good night anons.
Going to enjoy a nice meal with my girly
>have fun op. Watching your life go to shit

>>723635850
Thanks man. I'm trying to keep level headed.

>>723636098
I don't think you fucking get it. I told you a small slice of why I feel like shit. I understand I'm not going to get a job right off the bat. That's a small part of a bigger problem. I'll give you a rundown of what I'm trying to say
>be recent graduate
>friends I've made all don't care about me anymore
>forced to get rid dogs I've had for 9 years
>gf left me when I needed her most (get robbed, lose dogs, get kicked out of old apt, failing school, etc.)
>every girl since has gotten to know me and ignored me without any word as to why
>absolutely alone
>amidst all that, I graduate
>don't want to drink myself to death, so I work
>all I do is work because I don't know what else to do
>at the end of the day of work, I get fucking depressed because work is a waste of my life and time
>but I don't know what else to do

It's a dilemma thats getting to me. Not the shitty job or my lack of prospects.
Work is a waste of time, but I don't know what else to do to distract me from the shit storm which is my life.
That's it anon.

>>723637620
i do too, im no emt, but ive seen my friends do some bloody shit. maybe ask her out for coffee, i would say swing by her work to say hi but that wont work with her line of work

>>723632099
You're either a guy, a girl, or hybrid.. If you're a girl who's a guy now, you're a gay guy, and if you're a guy who became a girl, you have tits, That we probably don't wanna see, which means we all wanna see them like a train wreck. You're not leaving us guessing "I wonder if I'm talking to a penguin" which even THEN, guy or girl... Fucking logic reject!

>>723637872
as long as you stay postive in shitty shit like this everything will turn out okay, i beleive in you

>>723637950
She's a volunteer EMT, so she's not actually getting paid. And again, the meeting up part is out of the question, and I don't know where she works on specific days. (Has 2 Jobs aswell as being an EMT and a Student)
So, still I am only stuck with just offering her my ear if she needs to talk to someone

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>be me
>about 2/3rds into my first year at uni
>fucked up with making friends on my course, was too shy to talk to people at the start of the year
>is now too awkward to just walk up to people and start talking
>barely see flatmates anymore as they spend most of their time with their friends
>didn't join any societies
>spend pretty much all my free time in my room now

University has proven to be a thoroughly underwhelming experience

>>723638099
For you I'll try anon. It's just getting so fucking hard lately.

>>723637872
i don't know. I have to go back to that hospital in march where i get in contact or simply see these young kids also get treated whose parents are told in their home countries they shall take them at home and have some good time with them as they won't be with them much longer, but they just don't have any treatments left for them so they come to this town, abroad, their last chance.
and you know what? those parents are some strong motherfuckers, they giva fuck about nearing death. no desperation, they are just so clear minded. hard to describe.
you tell me.

I'm not going there because I'mthe healthiest person on this planet, but damn it, I'm way better off than these kids.
I wouldn't dare to pity myself.

>>723638683
Does it matter?
I have no friends on my campus. I pretty much just keep to myself studying, working out, working etc

>>723638683
same here
I practically don't talk to my old friends anymore and I'm alone in college

>>723639007
I have to spend 3 years here so yeah I'd like to actually have some friends

>>723638683
dude, I'm studying since 8,5 years now. I didn't make my friends at courses ever. I don't know how that works...
university friends i got are from they different courses. I have no idea how this happend.

others are from sports (Rugby, a pretty social sport - amazing!), a card board game group once founded on the internet on a local forum, already split up, and from a charity group for students from abroad.

watch less movies if you believe every shit. things are fine.

>>723639260
then go make some. but don't fore it.
those at the courses won't make friendslike activities with you? well, maybe they are the wrong people to begin with. go look somewhere alse, stop beeing so desperate, let it come by itself.

>>723638683
my classes started not long ago and everyone in the course already has friends. I just wonder how the fuck those people can get so close to people they never met before

>>723639260
Aight just make sure you find a place off campus next year. Otherwise you're gonna look at retard to people your age (this might depend on the college tho) I used Craigslist. Just ride the test of the year out getting good grades and improving your resume. Start of next year join some clubs. If you feel like trying to be a normalfag try going to some cancerous parties

>>723638683
if you have no friends spend time on making yourself better, heath wise, learning wise. friends do matter but you should always put yourself first. if you dont have a social life then workon yourself

>>723638805
life is hard man. i feel ya on it. im jelly of peopel who got it so easy

>>723632291
Maybe she should've held a white child instead of picking on the negro spic to look good.

Was probably a cunt. "We deserve more time". You'd think the selfish bitch would manage a "tell him I loved him" or "I'm sorry I have to go".

But no. "We deserve more time". Yup, that's a great outlook. If I was god, I'd be like: "37 years on Earth and you're this entitled? Here's some hell. Ps. Satan never pulls out".

>>723639002
I used to try and justify not pitying myself because of this same reason as others have it so much worse. It's hard to explain, but I still don't pity myself. I just wanted to share my troubles because I've had them pent up for so long. And I don't have anyone to tell other than anonymous folk online. But it seems even they don't give a shit. I don't know why I even post.

>>723639541
>my classes started not long ago and everyone in the course already has friends

It was ike that for me after the first week, nobody spoke to anyone for the first week then after that people were all acting as if they'd known each other for years.

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>>723628893 Alrighty I'm feeling a bit down tonight so I'll get something off my chest I've had my dog for about 13ish years, This dog has been with me through every major moment in my childhood from no one showing up to my birthday parties as a kid to my mom leaving me behind when she took all my sisters for almost 3 years. I know her times coming soon, and I don't wanna lose her

>>723639541
I noticed that too. They're not actually close. They might say they're "friends" but they're not on the same level of connection that you would have with someone you consider a friend.

>>723640130
In the great words of Warren Zevon, enjoy every sandwich. Spend time with that dog. Just recently lost mine and it's hard. Really hard. Just prepare for that and enjoy every sandwich.

>>723640130
Im sorry man. Freshmen year I had a dog that we gat as a puppy, we live in the middle of nowhere at the time so he never cause issues, then we moved to a more city like area but we live on the outskirts but with way more neighors close to uss, we gto so many complaints about our dog barking in themiddle of the night that he got taken away. the last time i saw him was when i walked ourt my door to wait fo rth ebus. I came home and he was gone. I never saw him again, never got to say goodbye to him.
Charish the last monets because I didnt and I regret it to this day 5 years later

>>723632937
lol faggot you sound like every other desperate teen out there, except you don't realize people are like that into their 20's and 30's. your brain needs to actually physically grow before you can "start"

>>723628893
>be me
>reading feels thread
>realise b really is full of sooky la-la fagits
>realise why that creepy-ass kid with the bad acne and greasy hair in the back of my science lectures loved it so much
>really glad I decided not to sit next to him
Watched him try to chat up a chick by talking about b once. It was really sad.

>>723640399
>>723640667
Thanks Anons and sorry to hear about you're dog. I treasure every moment with her as its her last because it'll soon actually be her last.

>>723641704
why the hell would anyone try to talk about 4chan with someone?
are they retarded??????

>>723640130
Just 3 days after my 16 or 17 years birthday my dog that I had since I was 7 suffered a pretty terrible incident and he passed away. The worse is that I feel I had a small part in the accident.

>>723642542
what happened?

>>723642542
Did u fuck it to death?

>>723642664
2 dogs and I should have kept mine away from the other.

>>723628893
Hooked up with coworker drunkenly even though I tried to stop it she pushed me. Don't care much for her but now that I see her in this light I'm kinda into it even tho I know nothing would possibly come of it

>>723643047
Did they fuck each other to death?

>>723643092
never hooked up with a coworker? has your veiw of her changed in the work place?

>>723643270
Actually I've hooked up with a coworker at like every joint I've worked at in my adult life I'm kinda stupid.
Honestly don't have a super high opinion of her just really wanna smash now where before I didn't care at all

>>723643410
well i hope yall become fuck buddies or someshit

>>723643787
Haha thanks man. She's pretty hot so here's to hoping I guess

>>723644157
gotta get her smashed again lmao make sure she doesnt cry rape tho cause bitches like to that these days

>>723644432
We weren't that drunk. She actually was really pushy towards me not the other way so I'm good.

>>723643092
So u raped her?

>>723644594
do you not read????

>>723644594
Uh nah. I tried to avoid it altogether actually but I'm a sucker

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>>723631792
That's not how tits or gtfo works you fucking moron, tits or gtfo is used when a girl brings attention to herself just because she's a girl, trying to get attention from horny man children. There used to be a few of those threads, but then tits or gtfo came into play and we don't see many of them anymore. Lurk moar, you're newfag is showing.

>>723645916
thank you from op

>>723645916
I used the wrong your but whatever.

>>723647366
nah dude i agree

>>723631737
lie down

things lay, people lie

>>723641119
i have two girls who are this happy every time they come back from even a few days away at their parents' place

>>723628893
TITS OR GTFO

>>723648190
kys

>>723648190
refer to
>>723645916

>>723639851
LMAO

>>723639851
>>723639851
>tells sad story online
>gets rekt

>>723632291
you shouldn't be taking this personally. it's very common for people to choose to die when alone.

>>723633034
>board

Fucking idiot.

>>723650424
kek

update:bf and I are no gucci, but that clearly doesnt matter anymore, whats up with you guys?

>>723651373
*now sorry drunk is affect me

>>723628893
>be me
>walking home from a friends
>late at night
>gang banged by 18 horses, 5 bees and an ostrich
>i live in auschwitz

>>723652659
okay dude, did you have fun?

>>723652941
yes

>>723653006
im glad

>>723653154
i am too

>>723653262
>>723653154
Glad everyone came to a conclusion there.

My ex girlfriend just snapchatted me, it was a complicated situation, but long story short, I'm pretty sure she cheated on me. I loved her, and I really want to open it up and respond, but I know I shouldn't because it'll just hurt more when she doesn't respond to me, or that she'll lead me on. But there's a part of me that hopes she might want to see me again. Help

>>723654550
dont do it caus e trsuit me girls are fucking cunts and will fuck up every guy they have dated. trust me i kno wwhat im talking bout here. DONT open it, DONT talk to her. youl;l life will be a rek

>>723654756
>btw drunk
>still kno what Im talking bout tho

>>723654756
It's just so tempting, I'm still not over her, and I haven't talked to her in over 2 weeks. She said she still wanted to be friends but I couldn't deal with that. I'm actually shaking and I don't know why. Fuck me I hate women. I want to open so badly

>>723654999
Ive hurt almost very single guy ove dated. Women are heartless huamn beings for the most part. I dont trust any women because I kno whow they can be. Trust if she cheated on shell ruin your life. I kno wits hard but stay away from her. Its the best for you

>>723628893
>meet girl of dreams
>sick enough to die
>describes her life has a dumbass boyfriend
>ask her out anyway since he never calls writes or visits
>find out she's engaged to moron who wont take her calls.
>illness gets worse and we loose touch
>loose everything i own and my rich abusive family literally lets me starve to give my brothers all kinds of shit and won't help me get back on my feet.
>look for her facebook for years never find it.
>loose hope start drinking and stay drunk the ntire week of valentines every year.
>life gets better finally scrape enough after years to get a car.
>car explodes the day after i decide to build up the money to run away from my life.
>contemplate suicide
>two years later find out i can go back to the local community college and sign up gets shit loads of free money.
> get another car much nicer one than previous one
> somehow find her facebook.
> agonize for six months if i should to say something to her.
> finally get up nerve and send apology
>get reply " i'm sorry you were sick" i thought alot about you and how we almost got together over the years, but i have a boyfriend. i hope your doing as well as me.
>i'm not despite being 35
>get drunk wake up with knife wounds
where i tried to cut my own neck and failed because i'm drunk.

>wtf did i do to deserve this?

>>723655401
I'm weak. I replied. I hate myself, and I deserve everything that she does to me.

>>723655477
you dont. You derserve happiness. Everyoen dersrves to be happy. I hope you can crawl out of this deafing saddness your living. I wont you to be happy anon. Nobody dserves to be sad. Im sorry anon youre sad. Im so sorry. try to be happy okay?

>>723655663
NO you dont. Nobody deserves to be hurt like that. you dont deserve that kind of pain.
What did you say and what did you reply to her? if you want I can open up my text now app to talk more in private. thast up to you tho

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I'm tired of studying Japanese, and I'm tired of being a weeaboo.

>>723656401
I love japanese! why do you hate learning it? learning an other lanuage is awesome!

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>>723656708
A number of reasons, really.

The things I've learned about Japan (politics, economics) as well as the people/society itself, not to mention its...questionable future and its willingness to ignore the past. What I used to love about Japan, I now strongly dislike, seeing how so much stuff is overhyped beyond its real value (like sushi) and how it may be a bad idea for me personally to even bother moving there. I regret ever studying it. I even have to distance myself from other people claiming to study it.

But I've spent/wasted so much time doing it and all of the other related things...it will be difficult to turn away from it and rebuild myself into something new.

>>723656300
She just asked what I was up to, so I said I was out with friends, and she said she did the same. I know she's just stringing me along incase she feels like dating again. She has me wrapped around her finger like fucking puddy, and I don't even care. I just want to see her again. I just want to hold her again. Fuck me. And I don't mind talking on here, thank you though. I appreciate it a lot.

>>723656958
Hmm. Ill have to look mor einto the Japnese culture economics, ect to understand your point of view, but I personallly love anything Japanese.
What turned you on into learning Japanese in the first last?
Also if you hate learning it now, maybe start looking into an other lanuage or culter that is more towards your ideas and views?

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>>723628893
Here's where I'm at in my life. I finally got a car and I decided to take it one day at a time. I decided not to kill myself and try to ignore the stupid bullshit my brain likes to bring up on a regular basis. However what I find myself doing is replicating what I did in 2013 because that was the year I met my ex (now married). I feel 2013 was the year everything changed and I'm trying to rewind and change the memories by emulating what music I listened to and other stupid stuff...God I wish I could go back to the start of 2013...I'm confused anons and trying to fill my brain with memories that made me feel happy.

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>>723657344
It had been a thing I've been interested in my whole life, but I didn't really start studying it seriously until after the 2011 Fukushima Daiichi Disaster, which made me realize that Japan won't be there forever. This is where I messed up: I was living in Korea at the time, and decided (foolishly) to start studying Japanese at an academic level. I never, NEVER should have done that, and just focused on Korean and staying in Korea instead. One thing lead to another, I listened to the wrong people, and before I realized it, I had come back to the U.S. at the end of 2012 with nothing but a bunch of Japanese language books that had become useless....even more so when I transferred to a stateside university, and the only Japanese learning materials in use there were (and still are) from the 1980s, completely unchanged.

So for now, I want to focus on re-learning Korean and putting my knowledge of kanji to use with learning Mandarin as well. I intend to work on moving to either of these places, and have already started. I did an interview with the JET program, but I'm kind of hoping I don't get picked.

>>723657161
I did thi same bullshit with my last bf for like 7 months and not only did I destrow him, but I destroyed our frienship too. Shes goig to hurt you so bad dude. Dont let her do what I and coutless other girls have done. Dont fall into this trap

>>723657691
How bout you create new happy memories instead? yes, rememebering the good times is good, but creating new memories is an adventure

>>723643677
Jesus Christ.

>>723658311
thanks anon. you're right...

>>723657911
I miss her so much. Everytime she stops talking to me, i convince myself that I'm fine and I'm over her and then she texts me or snapchats me and I fucking melt. I don't know what to do about it. I can't resist her if there's even a percentage of a sliver of a chance in hell that she'll ask me to hang out. Why did you do it to your boyfriend, what did he do to get over it?

>>723657828
Im glad youve started to move away from Japanese if you hated it so much. you also gave me the urge to look up the Japan and view its negative sides instead of focusing on the postives side that every weeb enjoys including myself. So thank for that Anon

>>723628893
Hey /bros. I need help with a girl. SO I met her last weekend and we went on a date yesterday that I thought went fairly well. But the problem I can't tell if shes actually interested or not. When we text It takes literally hours or a day for her to respond but she still seems down to hang out when she does? What do?

>>723658497
No probelm man, OP is always here to listen. I hope you create some amazing new happy memories in the near future

>>723658720
Do what comes naturally. Stay in the loop and just have fun. Be transparent and lower your expectations.

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>>723658715
It's not so much that I 'hate' it, rather, I've become disillusioned with it, seeing that it's not as 'great' as I thought it'd be. That, and I got into a serious argument with a former Japanese friend like 2 days ago, and it really got me to thinking/reassessing everything. I don't want you to be discouraged, but just be mindful that there is a side to Japan that no one's talking about, and it can be very off-putting if you aren't careful.

>>723658568
Block her number, remove her on social media.
I cheated onhim with a close friend (current bf) of his multiple and we kept breaking up, getting back together, that kinda bullshit. I'm not really sure how he got over it. Idk ho whe got over it, he was a fucking rek judging by drunk text and calls I got, him slashing my bfs tires, shit i heard from freinds and his cousin. but I havent heard much about him in like a year. Maybe him not talking to me helped him. I cant lie, I did hit him up afte rour final break up with months and I know it fucked him up, but I still did it anyway

>>723658720
HOnestly, she might be a bad at texting back. My bf and I are know for being horrible at replying back to people. Just keep on going if she down to hang out then she wants to hang out with you, Giver her time, shell start hitting you back up nore in shes interested in you in that way

>>723658957
Im sorry you got into an agruemnt with Japanese firiend, but no matter what I learn, I still want to vist Japan for a week or so

If im not replying fast enough for everyone Im currently talking to Im sorry, drunk and distracted by bf