Has anyone here ever seen a dead person? If so what's it

>>723567532
It's like you're constantly waiting for the corpse to become alive
Mix of fright and hope
Unexpected memories will come up, though

>>723567896
if its family,. and ill add, if its someone you know that you deeply care about it takes your breath away, life changes from being however it was before to life after that person died. a piece of you is gone forever

>>723567532
it smells, it fucks with your head, and it brings to your mind the absolute fragility of life. they always seem to look comfortable though

All hope fades when the body starts to get colder and colder

>>723567532
I'm an aged care nurse and from my experiences its an eerie silence, yet calming to see people at peace.

>>723567532
I was closer to my grandmother when she died.
I was close to more than one dead body in my life.
Watching someone dying is what you think it is, it is a heavy moment. You know it's something that there's no way back.
As hours go by, the color change and it's weird to think about touching the body. I helped the para medics to lift my grandmother, rigor mortis makes you feel really weird, looking at a person that is now just this "thing"...
I've seen a dead man once in the streets, called the police and i was near him and it was not the best moment, because i didn't even knew him and i was...i think best way to put it is, i was scared at looking at his face, like i didn't wanted to know who he was, i didn't want to remember.
Death is death in the end OP, we all leave bodies, for me the weirdest part was watching the coffin going down, made me think about all the dirt that would go on top of it, it was really a fucked up feeling.

The weirdest part is coming to the conclusion that the person is dead. At first, it's like you're trying to find reasons why they could still be alive. Then, with the cold skin, the lack of a heartbeat, and lastly no air coming out of the mouth, it's like you knew all along. At first, you don't feel anything, but when you pick up the phone to call somebody you notice your voice is shaking. I suppose that's shock?

you'll figure it out soon enough, everybody dies.

>>723567532
Worked as a nursing assistant in a care home. Saw three people dead, but they were all very old and very ill, and I'd basically watched the life drain out of them over weeks & months. So it seemed not too bad - peaceful, natural, inevitable, not necessarily something to be feared. Never seen young or healthy people die suddenly or anything, bet that's very different.

>>723567532

I had to identify my sisters body after her boyfriend shot her head off. It was surreal. 13yrs later, still hurts every day.

I hold her hand while she died, it kills your soul a little

>>723567532
My best friend is a dead person. We used to hang out a lot but then I moved away. I don't know what he's doing now other than being dead. So it really wasn't any different from a live person like he didn't move around or anything and he smelled really bad. But other than that he was cool.

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>>723567532
Medfag here, literally sees dead people daily

I'm a radiography student, in my first year we had to learn anatomy on people who had donated their bodies for science. Every Monday morning was dead person day, after like 2-3 months of this seeing a different dead person everyweek become kinda normal tbh.

>>723567532
Saw my grandads heart rate monitor drop off to flatline, it's a weird kind of feeling and it looks like a really silent sleep

i work at a morgue and I gotta say, fucking a dead person isn't all that bad. not that i've ever fucked a living person, but...

>>723567532
I saw someone get stabbed in the heart. They immediately fell to the ground unconscious. I tried to give first aid, after about 30 seconds, they let out this prolonged sigh and it was like ...oh fuck, this nigger just died and gave up the ghost. I was amazed at how immediately apparent it was.

>>723568412
my brother died of an overdose in 07'. obviously not the same circumstances but I had to I.D. his body.

The sudden death brings intense remorse. I still dream about him living within my life at least weekly. Like he was never gone, hes just there doing what he was doing before, being him.

Its fucking terrible.

>>723568412
Fuck that's hard, reminds me of a story of my teacher who had to identify his daughter. Her face was gone because she hit the road after her boyfriend did a wheelie on a motorcycle.

>>723568471
Sounds hot

>>723568412
What exactly were you identifying if he shot her head off? Police would use other means for ID instead of having a family member witness gore.

>>723568412
did you catch the fuck that did this ?

>>723568725
It could be probably, but it was my gf mother, so it wasn't.
Sad!

>>723568756
I'm not him, but if you know what clothes she had on that they or a birthmark somewhere on her body.

When I was 19 and in college, took a class trip to mess with a cadaver.
Guy was in his late 40's, already cracked open.
Doctor looked exactly like Doc Brown and weilded a scapel like a god damn switch blade.
And I held a human heart.

4/10 would not use Necromancy

>>723567532
A few. Its meh.

They don't look at all like they did alive.

While were at it though, im friends with a girl who embalms bodies. Her first one was an old man. She turned around and bent over to pick up a bottle of embalming fluid, and in that moment the body got rigormortous and slapped her ass.

Watched three teens get crushed by a wall. One if their heads popped. I felt nothing but the prople around me were screaming and hiding their eyes. I just stood there and watched. They were killed instantly. I have seen a few other dead bodies. Not sure why but it has never bothered me much.

>>723568613

I visit her grave with a lawnchair to talk every month. Even if it's just me talking to myself it's nice. 2 kids, a business, house...she's missed a lot. Always keep her in the loop.

>>723568756

They had no other means of identifying her other than a tattoo that only I knew about. Her entire head was gone. They "knew" it was her but needed family to identify her for legal purposes. Parents were too old at the time to travel across country to do it, so they called me instead.

>>723568802

He killed himself after he did it, before he could be apprehended. I've shit/pissed on hia grave but it didn't make me feel better.

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>>723567532
I've seen something like this once, I needed psychiatric help.
Happened when I was 18

>>723568893
>what clothes she had on that they or a birthmark somewhere on her body
Birthmarks, tattoos, and scars can be described, or ID'd in a picture. Clothing and jewelry can be seen in a picture, or apart from the deceased. Cops and coroners, avoid showing gore to family members - particularly when there's no fucking reason. I'm a cop BTW.

>>723568978
EDGE LORD

>>723569071
My edges are rather dull now days

>>723569014
>identifying her other than a tattoo that only I knew about.
So they didn't have a Polaroid camera like every other coroner in the civilized world. Right anon, we believe your sad story.

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>>723567532
Nigga have you never been to a funeral?

>>723569068
>I'm a cop BTW.

why lie though, why are you here on the internet lieing?

Only someone I killed as a project. Seen other dead animals too. It's like seeing anything else and it's smelly.

Work as a security guard in a hospital, see dead bodies all the time. It's disturbing at first but you get used to it. most of them are elderly anyway.

>>723569030
Weak arse nigga, I worked in a morgue part time when I was 17.
It's just flesh at the end of the day, however, you never really get past the smell and taste in the air of purification.

Also, when rtc victims came in in a selection of bags and you have to play jigsaw.

It's surreal because in your head something that was alive slowly begins to more and more have the vibe of an inanimate object.

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>>723568978

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>>723569139

Saw some 40 year old guy OD in a leagues club, thought he was just passed out in the cubicle but he was fucking gonezo's.

>>723567532
Yup I saw my father die, hear him take his last breath. Kinda fucked up

I see dead people almost on a weekly basis. After a while they just look like a lifeless human object.

>>723567532
It's sad really. It's hard to believe it at first especially if you have known that person for a long time. It gives you that really uneasy feeling that in the end we have very little control over reality and universe around us and that we spend most of our lives in some sort of fake imaginary bubbles just to fool ourselves that we still have time. In some way its a redpilling experience, but once you lose that blissful igonrance some part of you will be irreversibly changed forever.

>>723569152

They asked me to identify her, I did. Believe what you want I'm not here to impress you.

>>723569322
I was staying at my parents house for a weekend visit. My mother wakes me in the middle of the night and says somethings wrong with dad. Go in and check and that nigger's dead. About 3 hours later as the coroner was wheeling him out of the house I was thinking - this is fucked up.

>>723568346
Who did you see die?

>>723569532
Yea specially when they are still young, my dad was going to retire the next year but nope.avi heart attack while at dinner

>>723567532
pretty straight forward; sleeping... though obvious wounds and cod might make it a little disturbing for some people; dead weight is difficult to work with...

>>723569399
>I'm not here to impress you
Good, because I am unimpressed with your lying ways.

>>723567896
this times 10 having other family/friends around to talk about the good things gives some strange sort of peacefull vjbe though

I'm a mortician.
AMA

i've buried my great grandpa and one of my great aunts
grandpa who died in my arms in a car

i've also worked with cadavers at school

Dead people looks peaceful. At ease.

And somehow comfortable to look at.

ive just seen bodies in hospitals in bags or in funeral homes embalmed in their coffins. its pretty freaky they dont look dead when theyre all touched up.
I want to be put straight in the ground when I die, but embalmers do a nice job I guess.

I saw someone jump in front of a train a long time ago, I didn't care much about it at the time and I might still be edgy, but the hopeless look of the guy before he jumped still left an impression I'll remember forever.

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somewhat off topic, but I cant fall in love or become attracted to anyone.

purely because we're simply inanimate objects, our thoughts and feelings controlled by electrical and chemical impulses.


I dont know why this is.. but the thought of death an how we're simply nothing prevents me from getting close to anyone.

>>723569804
What makes you unique enough to warrant questioning when multiple other people in this same thread have said that they have jobs which involve seeing corpses?

>>723569771

Again, don't need to prove anything, you're lucky I contributed to the thread.

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>>723569986
>being this autistic

>>723569804
Have you ever prepared a cute girl? What was it like? Or is it all old people where you work?

Find a all right way to look at it as in a well finshed race death is part of liveing we will all meat are maker or just stop existing what ever way you look at it

watched sister die brain tumor secondary to metastecised breast cancer,age 57,this sis one of us six total was the only fam that treated me like aa mostly decent younger
bro rascal,good most of the time,she and her 8 kids, had worked for brothers on the farm they owned,a lot of hard labor,was sick with MS like illness,twitching fingers, encephalitis like sleep disorder,nodded off for a minute maybe 2,snapped awake,short of breath, ten times an hour,got exhausted,& asked the horsepistol doctor inER for help,,had told 'family' about this,,they met with the stupid shrink, got treated like a goddamn neurotic, back to sister in hospital, tumor had invaded lower brain,messsing with consiousness,and arge brain vessels,she commenced cheyne stokes,alternation hyper capnia,slow breathing,rapid breathing,snoring,eyes roll back in head,,brain death,she got white,whiter,& ceased anything after about ten minutes, bald sickened during time her hub bailed on her & the kids,no skills,she went to work for a k mart snack bar serving kids and fatsos.
had no health insurance,thanks k mart,developed breast cancer,not treated until too late....fucking brothers could have sold one of the 4 farms they owned,all those kids would have had a mom still around,a car,some cash for having helped with my own mom,all of the 8 did so in stuff my brothers ignored,
dreamt of dead sis for years,her picking me up from the crib,laughing at my silly shee it remarks,it is rough

>>723568412
Jesus fuck couldn't they just take a DNA sample or something?

How are you going to identify a decapitated corpse anyway?

Have seen a couple of dead people while I've been working in a hospital. Even had to move some of them to the "fridge" in the basement. I didnt feel anything in particular but that might be due the fact all of them got really old and a lack of any longer relation. I was however trying really hard to treat the corpse with some kind of respect, if that makes sense.

Never seen one....Just fucked them

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Is killing the best aphrodisiac?

>>723570299

Why would they have had her DNA on file? She wasn't a felon and back in 2003 it wasn't common for civilians to have access to or interest in genetix analysis.

>>723567532
Went to a baby's funeral. Felt numb, empty, powerless. It sticks with you, you adjust to it.

>>723567532
>be me 22yo paramedic student in Canada
>on first year of rideouts with experienced medics
>in the back with a chest pain patient, slight angina no big deal
>"anon, watch this guy for a sec, I need to patch in to base hospital"
>medic looks away for 2 seconds, patient looks at me, says he's about to die
>tell the patient his ecg looks good, nothing to worry about
>look back from the ecg and the guy is staring blankly with no facial expression
>tell him no reason to look concerned, it's just chest pain, no sign of real heart attack yet
>realise he died when I looked at the monitor but the heart still had electrical activity that looked normal and I was talking to a dead guy
>start cpr while the ecg starts beeping and his heart activity stops
>drop him off at the hospital, nurse takes over cpr
>we leave
>no idea if they ever ended up saving him
>can't forget that blank face and empty eyes

>>723569996
i'm better than them

>>723570100
it's sadder than anything else, but i admit e touched a lot

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>>723567532
not dead. shows blood pressure in Arteria carotis.

>>723567532
Go to a funeral you fucking retard. Customary in the US to have open casket funerals as a last 'goodbye' to your loved one.

They look like stuffed dolls at that point. My friend passed away young from cancer and at her funeral it didn't even look like her.

>>723569804
do you embalm?

>>723568574
you must be one shitty medic

>>723567532
my parents. its surreal. felt like they were gonna wake up. to know that theyre a workd away, surreal

>>723567532
Nigger have you never been to a funeral? It's the same thing. They're blue and they don't move. It's depressing.

world*

>>723569996
he is not just seeing them, but working with/ on/ in them. moreover he does not get the fresh or cleaned up corpses.

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>>723567532
i attended an anatomy lesson at my university.
it was the complete opposite of what i expected. all i was seeing was just bodies, not dead persons. although it felt kinda strange of course, because i had never seen a dead person, it wasn't creepy at all.

>>723571618
I would my friend but isnt it a bit disrespectful

I saw a guy that died in a car accident. Dude went off the road and hit a tree. The steering wheel was in his chest. This was the late 80's so his car didn't have an airbag. Blood was pouring out his mouth and I thought it would never stop. Then it did and he went silent.

Depends and a few things. If you were trying to save them, painful the first couple dozen times. If you knew them, painful. If you just happen to see the body, it just feels devoid of emotion. I used to feel a little bit uneasy around them, like the uncanny valley, but now i'm just numb to it.

When I saw my older brother in the casket I had to leave the room, and this was after a half hour of sitting at the back of the funeral home seeing him from afar. I will never remove those images from my brain and I will never forget you J

People look lie clay when they're dead. At least that the impression I got.

my xgfs family was whack and after her mum died of cancer they had her open casket in the mums boyfriends house for like 4 or 5 days, it was pretty uncomfortable because i know my xgfs mum didnt like me and here i was with her daughter, its just another cold reminder of what life has to offer us when were dead, which is usually an uncomfortable experience for someone else to deal with

>>723567532
Just going to say... there's something very lifelike about dead people, but you usually see them with their eyes shut. Dead people with their eyes open are a lot more obvious: blank stare, extremely dilated pupils, you immediately get a "oh, they're dead" reaction. It's an interesting and humbling experience.

There's nothing inherently shocking about seeing the dead unless you're there when it happens, in which case your mileage may vary.

>>723572534
i can never take anyone seriously when their next sentence might be ''innit bruv?''

It's likely you know the dead person, which is the hardest part. Knowing this is the last time you'll see them. Then you'll remember the last time seeing them alive. You might look at their last tweet before it just turned into that followers bot saying how many people followed and unfollowed.
Idk. I just miss my friend.

>>723572375
Shut up you fag

>>723572700
what are you on about

>>723568600
See, when people donate their bodies 'to science,' you think you'll be experimented on, that your cells might help somehow unlock a cure for something to help humanity by the millions. Turns out you're just some med student's pass or fail. They'll make jokes, complain about your smell, fuck you when nobody else is around. Pose for pictures with you. Stuff pencils in your ass for fun. Then they graduate and overdose on ice trying to get through their final year week-without-sleep emergency shift, whereupon they'll have the sense to be buried, cremated, or catapulted into the ocean. Anything but donate their body to science.

>>723567532
Clearly it is not uncommon, circumstances and people vary. I held a couple of people's hands when they died. In both cases it was just very sad.

>>723567532
I worked at a mortuary while paying for my college degree, everything is quite different as everyone would imagine.

Seen plenty of dead taliban and an afghan family blown to hell by an ied but I never thought anything of it nor has it caused any physiological damage to me. Other than that I've seen my grandfather in an open casket funeral and other than being an emotional experience it never bothered me to see him dead.

>>723567532
I was a mortician for a few years. Eventually you get used to seeing them and having an understanding that no one is inside the body. The eyes and the hands always confirmed that feeling for me.

So i saw a motorcyclist crash in to an oncoming car.
I ran over called 999.
He's laying face down head turned towards me.
Shouted at him to see if he responds.
His helmet is half way down his nose, broken teeth knocked out.
As I'm in the phone asking for an ambulance I see thick blood start to pour out of his helmet. I knew he was dead.
Fast forward, 999 tells me to roll him over and check to see he's breathing, roll him over he's dead.

When I finnally got to work and have a sit down to process what had happen I can smell him on my cloths, the petrol blood and smoke.
It's not a nice thing to see

Medfag here, it all depends on their age or mechanism of death. The younger and more violent (car accident, assaults, SIDS) the harder it is. I still remember the names of the first two people who died in ED under my care. I think the worst part is that after all my training and studying I couldn't do a fucking thing about saving them. You can't undo massive brain trauma, but I still struggle with accepting that. Tell a family that their young 19 year old son isn't going to survive from being hit by a car is hard. Asking for his young healthy organs is harder.

I've seen my mother die in a car crash while I was in the car

What's worse is seeing someone go from being alive to being dead very quickly after.

>>723567532
When my mom took her last breath, i remember that her body was looking like it was missing something, it seemed so "flat"

>>723567532
IT was my grandfather .. he look like he is just sleeping ..deep sleep .. no emotion on face

My grandmother had an open casket funeral. I hadn't seen her in over almost 10 years so there was some remorse and guilt there.

Turned me into a basket case in minutes.

She looked beautiful. Whoever made her up did a really good job. It was fucking weird. I kissed her face and it was still dewy and not cold like I thought it would be. Still creepy.

>>723567532
>evening in mental hospital
> see this guy i offered a cig earlier
> 60yo +, hobo-looking
>look away
>hear screams
>see him lying face down in his plate
>hedead.mp4
>wut? it wasnt cos of the cig was it ?
>cont eating

>>723567532
What i find striking is it is immediately apparent when someone is dead. They look asleep, but you just know they are dead. Fucking weird stuff.

>>723567532
Yeah. Watched a guy die. Used to work at a hotel. I went to work on my day off to pick up my check. There was a van pulled on to the curb right in front of the door. There was an old lady sitting on the ground next to the van elevating the head of an unconscious and unresponsive old man. My manager had to call 911 three different times before the bitch of a dispatcher agreed to send an ambulence. The ambulence took their dear sweet fucking time getting there too. I stayed nearby just in case they needed me to jump in and help somehow. I learned a lesson that day. When people die, you know it in an instant. It's mostly in the lips. His lips went from a flush pink to a cold grey within seconds. His skin lost all color. I'll never forget how quickly his lips went pale. I knew immediately he was gone. The EMTs got there several minutes later and went through the routine. The old lady was pissed and yelled at them. "Why are you even bothering with CPR?! You already let him die!" She was right. The whole ordeal took over 30 minutes and there was a fire dept and EMT station less than 5 miles from the hotel. EMTs should have been there in just a few minutes. It's funny. The thing that really bothered my manager about the ordeal was that poor guys last meal. His last meal from the night before was Arby's. He and his wife were planning to go to a steak house that night and he missed it. My manager said he'll be goddamned before he'll let an Arby's roast beef be his last meal.

>>723567532
Lots of times! Worked at a funeral home for a year helping with body prep, autopsies and funerals. Scraped more than one mangled corpse off the highway. Worst was a 16 and 18 year old hotty and a baby that got smothered by its fat parents. Shit was cash!

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>>723567532
I could smell the death. Was probably 4 hours post-death when I found him.

>>723567532
Have you never been to a funeral?

>>723572293
exact same scenario here except it was a flatbed pickup truck. pushed his chest in like 6 inches.

>>723567532
I did too much heroin one night with too many addies. I was out awhile. Being dead is just like before you were born.

>NO LIGHT
>NO SOUND
>NO THOUGHTS.

NOTHINGNESS.

>>723567532
It was in a small town with just us and one other funeral home and no dedicated coroners office, so we would alternate who would act as coroner for the month.

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>>723567532
My grandma got euthanized a few weeks ago. Was hard to see her dead body lying there in the hospital bed, pretty grim for me.

My father died in my arms, it was like he were just waiting that moment, suffered of cancer fir a year.
His face was really calm, and i felt like another person.

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Came up on a motorcycle accident that had just happened minutes before I arrived. Dude was pretty destroyed. It was fairly shocking. I've seen worse on the internet. However, your brain knows when its real life, and I guess it releases some adrenaline and other chemicals involuntarily, cause it put me kind of on edge for a few hours. Wasn't upsetting emotionally, though.

>>723568352
Yeah genius, I think he might have been clued onto that one already by his question.

>>723567532
Saw two people smashed to bits and very dead at the scene of a car crash, the thing I remember more than anything was the wide open staring eyes, creepy and messy, not an experience I want to repeat any time soon.

>>723567532
Dont listen to the faggots. Seing a dead person is like seing a dead animal. You feel disgust and don't want to touch it as long as you are not one of these corpsefucking faggots.
It's really nothing special as long as the person was not close to you.

>>723568146
>they always seem to look comfortable though
Are you fucking retarded? Dont you think that is because they were arranged that way? Someone who died in a train accident looks like the inside of a sausage lol.

>>723567532
whew who's that qt corpse?

how fresh is she?

can I have a few minutes alone with her?

>>723567532
You've never been in a funeral?

>>723567532
I saw dozens of dead people in cadaver lab. And put probes in them. I've also watched three people die.

>>723579913
You can have her... i slapped her chin with my dick and it broke her neck :(

>>723567532
My father.
>whats it like
Surreal.
They become an object, not a person.

>>723573016
Why should anyone care what happens to their bodies after death

It's a body, it's not gonna complain. It's long since been a person and it's not as if anything done to the body will harm you because "you" won't be anymore.

>>723571899
Keked and checked

It's kind of hard to talk about with people you know, but I still find comfort in talking about it rather than keeping it in. I found my mom hanging sitting up, the way she tied a cord around her neck, she basically choked herself. And for some reason I thought if I got that cord off her throat she would be ok, I tried with all my might to lift her heavy body, tried to undo the cord. I couldn't do it. I kept trying until I stepped in her cold urine with my bare feet . Then I knew she was gone. I just ran out of the house and wandered. It will forever be the most fucked up thing I've ever seen. Just the look on their eyes is fucking insane. It's just empty. You feel empty and helpless

>>723567532
saw my grandfather's dead body when I was 9. they opened the lid to the burial casket one last time before burying him. he was cold and it looked like he was asleep. realised the true meaning of life and death later that day. terrifying as hell.

>>723567532
At first it sucks, but after a while you don't feel anything.

When I was 10, my sister died at the age of 12, something wrong with a her immune system. A while later but I don't know exactly when I had a dream where she was above me reaching down for my hand, and as I reached to try and grab it she got further away so I couldn't. Woke up crying.

Found my father dead on the floor.

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I work in a hospital. I've seen lots and lots and lots of dead people. I've forced their last breath out of their lungs and their last heart beat by compressing their chest with the goal of bringing them back to life. People only have a 15% chance of survival when CPR is performed properly. I've dumped their lifeless corpses inside of bags and zipped up their decaying filth to be wheeled down a hallway passed unaware children down a public hallway and into a freezer.

You feel something the first two times. Then you feel nothing. It's like throwing away an empty container of Chinese delivery. Great while it lasted. But then it's just in the way and it means nothing.

>>723568412
Dude

To many

Saw my grandmother die of a heart attack when i was a kid,

Some person turned into street pizza ( hit by a tram)

My grandfather who died of cancer.

and more

The thing is personally the seeing them dead isn't that bad, it feels like it's just that person sleeping or so, it's the knowing they will die that kills you inside.

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I'm interning/studying to get my funeral director's license.

Dead people don't look like people quite like people. It's like, I see the cadaver of a person, but not a person. It's hard to explain. It's extremely uncanny.

Found pics from my mom's funeral the other day. Very weird. Might post if interested

>>723569164
>killed as a project
Wtf dude

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>>723569164
>only someone I killed as a project

>>723569986
>we're simply inanimate objects
>that move
>and talk
>like animated things

>>723573016
Yeah, as an almost but not yet funeral director I can say, donating the body to science is a not the best idea. It puts the funeral off for about 3 months usually, and the bereaved do NOT handle the process well from my experience. Makes it harder for them to grieve properly. Kinda like when your parents throw your dead dog/cat in the freezer for months to bury it when the weather's better.

>>723575788
Story?

He didn't die but I saw my father after an overdose. My mother was yelling in his face to wake up, seeing someone being yelled at and shaken and not respond is simply, unnatural and disturbing. Especially when it's somebody you love. Luckily the police were quick to respond and he was revived and hospitalized. I didn't mention it but he puked all over the place. Now every time I smell puke I freak a little on the inside.

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>>723568295
Thanks for that input from the edgelord who saw death in a movie once

>>723567896
that's literally what happened when i saw my grandfather, could've sworn i saw him breathing.

>>723567896
I've only experienced it in a dream and it was exactly like this. Fuck I can't imagine the real thing.

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>>723567532
dead bodies on their own aren't that frightening, it's people who are dying that leave an impressions. Like you'll know it's their last conscious thought they'll ever have. Eyes rolling to the back, body relaxing. And the soul is gone. Not that I believe in a soul, but either way their reality ends right there. A whole life of memories, knowledge, experiences, suddenly inaccessible. If they're a big part of your life, a part of you dies with them.

>>723584211
This. Shit made me hope there is an afterlife. What a waste for someone to just die. There will never be a death as spectacular as life is, if that makes any sense.

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>>723570422
Amen to that m9

>>723567532
People die you get used to it if you see it enough.

i found a dead 13 year old in the street once, she'd been involved in a hit and run

>>723584443
Wishful thinking. Once the hardware breaks it's all over. The body decomposes and returns to a more primitive state. Once those synapses stop firing you're toast.

>>723584731
I know, but there's nothing wrong with faith or hope, It just makes me more comfortable thinking about it this way.

>>723567532
How else would I get any pussy?

I work for a railroad. Saw a guy with his head cut off. It was pretty cool but still messed with my head a little. I like gore and stuff now.

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>>723584443
There will never be a life as spectacular as death is

>>723584821
Don't be delusional. Reserve your faith and hope for things you can still change while alive. Time only goes one way, and we all run out eventually. Better make sure you don't have too many regrets once you feel your life spirit fading.

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My mother died in her bedroom ~15ft from me one morning. Couldn't look straight at her but I saw her out of the corner of my eye while they were taking her away. She looked so pale.

>>723567532
I used to live in a sketchy neighborhood and i saw a few death persons after they got shot, I didn't really feel anything from it, I guess because they were total strangers, it's kind of weird though to see when they move the body, it's like if it was a doll.
On the other hand I haven't had the guts to see the corpse of a relative, I'm sure then I would feel something

>>723579661
This.
Work at a funeral home; assist with prepping and embalming. As long as you aren't just a complete pussy about death it's not that big of a deal. Unless it's someone you personally know or cared for. I've seen everything from a 99 year old Chinese man, a 21 year old girl, to infants only 3 months old. Some people can handle it some can't. Nothing about a dead body is attractive. Smells, liquids leaking. Anyone who does engage in necrophilia I don't get the concept. Brain waves work in different fashions I guess.

>>723567532
Wake for my grandmother.
It's pretty strange to be honest, but my experience I actually expected it to be more shocking, therefore wasn't too shocked.
The biggest surprise was how different she looked dead to how she looked alive. I expected her to just look 'sleeping' but she did NOT.

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Guys stop all these sad conversation will ya?
How about a.... Black Dick Rate Thread??

This is now officially a black dick rate thread!

>>723585035
But it doesn't matter, when I die nothing in my life will benefit me. When I die I won't experience what I've left behind so why leave anything behind. Death is the same for assholes and saints. So why accomplish anything?

>>723567532
Does dissecting one count? Because in that context its just like rummaging through beef jerky

>>723585117
I'm also amazed how a body can transform into a heavy weight. I remember carrying my dog's remains from the vet, her head hanging down and dangling. Call me an autist but that dog meant the world to me. I buried her in a pre-dug hole in the woods together with her blanket and some coins in case an archaeologist ever digs her up.

>>723585466
That's why it's called dead weight! Ba-dum-tss

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>>723567532
Go to your local GameStop; everyone there is already dead.

Cadaver lab from Uni. Played with her titty

>>723585421
Why eat the cake if it's going to be gone anyway? It's not about saving the cake, it's about experiencing it. Same with life. Then again I'm a hedonistic piece of shit who smokes and drinks to get away from depression. Doubt I'll even become 50

>>723585528
kek'd

>>723567532
I saw my grandfather dead at his funerals. A dead corpse is kind of "heavy" from the absence of the defunct you used to know.

I seen a co-worker die and it was fucking freaky. It wasn't an accident but natural causes. I remember him just laying on the ground and me not being able to do anything. It sucks

it's weird. like they're not really a person anymore. I saw someone drop dead from a fatal heart attack and in moments he had pissed himself and it was running down the pavement.

>>723569030
>>723567532

It's crazy... isn't it? Eery even. Going from acting like the stupidest of faggots, or the most noblest of scholars..... then suddenly, your skin and bones end up completely lifeless one day. You pansies better find Yahweh and get right with Yahweh.

I've seen more dead people than any of you.

Caused more dead people than any of you.

Your little gore threads are cute. But until you see it, and cause it irl, you may as well be watching a cartoon.

And then there's the smell.... Bloated, grayish-green corpses, with almost translucent skin, their eyes and tongues filled to the brim with gases.

>>723585820
You can't become a jew, you are born a jew.

>>723585616
Well, in my case that cake is a piece of shit from the street. I'm a middle school dropout who can't even get a ged. My life is fucked.

i walked in on my sister one morning and she was dead. she was 5 years old and died after a long battle with cancer. it was surreal. I was 12 at the time. now I'm over 30 and time does heal the severity of the pain for sure.

also my best friend died of cirrhosis of the liver a few years ago. his children invited me to come say goodbye to his body before the nurses began to take care of everything.

neither were surprise deaths. I know my bro is a recovering addict and has seen people die from overdosing on H.

I pick up dead bodies for the county coroner and a few funeral homes.
I handle dead bodies 5 nights a week. I've seen thousands.

>>723568146
agree, when my great grandma passed it was heart wrenching. It killed me a little, nothing is really the same anymore. Life sucks

>>723585899
then I hope you can still get laid, still one of the small pleasures in life. Nice dubs btw

I have seen a dead bum while running around a forest back in Poland. He was in a little hut and was dead as can be.

>>723585892

Yahweh accepts all who seek Him. Both Jewish or gentile. Atheist or pornstar. Makes no difference. Google is your friend.

>>723586031
No thx, I'd rather worship Dionysus, or Hades even

>>723585892
Judaism is both a faith and ethnic based faith. there is a ceremony for a full conversion to the jewish faith and a non jewish person can become jewish to most jewish people.

>>723585934

1) how do you counter the smell
2) how do you stomach food afterwards
3) were you able to eat anything after your first day

Firefighter/emt here.
It's not so much that they're dead that freaks you out. It's the fact that you're expecting them to have some kind of reaction that's freaks you out. This may sound a bit odd but death is inevitable. People die and shit flows on. Don't take it home with you and accept that it's going to happen it won't bother you at all.

For me it's weird. I deal with a lot suicides - normally people who jump from height.

Once they are declared dead the ambulance team will leave immediately - leaving the body for the coroner. Which can take hours. So we have tents that we place over the body.

You put the tent over and wait. Hours later you open the tent and NOTHING has moved.

It's just weird.

>>723586079

Fowl decision, friend. Deities will burn in the Lake of Fire along with the fallen angels.

>>723569164
you killed someone? What was it like?

>>723585976
I'm socially awkward, when I dropped out of middleschool the only social contact I had was with my parents for 3 or 4 years. I can barely talk to a waiter. I guess I'm just your average /b/tard.

>>723585899
>"my life is fucked"

No. Work at a funeral home, or as a diener for a medical examiner.

you'll make tons. my little grasshopper, your adventure's just beginning.

>>723569986
you need to leave the house, sperg

>>723586223
you are right

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>>723567532
I saw a guy get run over by a van, while I was eating pizza in a restaurant.
I went outside to see if I could be of any help.
Guy was unconscious, and died while people were calling an ambulance.
His head had caved in so, that it inflated and deflated in sync with his pulse, before he died.
As there was nothing to do, I returned to finish my pizza and left.
Surprisingly bloodless ordeal.

>>723567532
I work as funeral servises workes so i see them ewery day, so its like meh to me, well exept if its really rotten, or smashed in car acsident or something, then its quite groos.

>>723585934

how do you have sex with a dead loli

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>>723581748
Whatever dude. Thanks for the entertainment though.

>>723570506

>what is genetic identification to prove someone comes from your family

Took a course of legal medicine in my 4th year of law school. The only dead person I ever saw before that was my grandma, embalmed, sitting in the coffin, so going in a room with 5-6 bodies lined up waiting to be cut in half was a totally different experience. Most of my colleagues left the place 2 minutes in because even with masks on, the smell hits you. It was interestin but I couldnt see myself working in such a place

>>723567532
I work in a hospice in New Hampshire. I have helped many people cross over. When they die there is a fine red mist that leaves their bodies. It's kind of strange, but I've seen much worse shit when I was a kid... Like really fucked up paranormal shit that I don't want to go into right now.

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>>723585890
Ow, I cut myself on that edge

>>723567532
I found my uncle hanged when I was 9 when I wanted to bring him dinner, my mom always cooked for him because he worked long hours.
He took anti-depresents and mixed it with alcohol.
I found my mom barely alive when waking up for school when I was 15.
She OD'd on pills.
She was very sick and I remember her telling me she wanted to die at home. So I called an ambulance when she took her last breath.
She left a note that still beings tears to my eyes to this day.
She was a caring and philosophical artistic mother who had lived 5 lifes of an average human.
She always put her children first.
After she past or when I found her I felt happy for her. It was only 2 years after that I thought of human life as being useless and became a pleb who beated and almost killed people for a few bucks.
I quit school, became a dealer and had connections with a gang motorcycle club.
8 years later now, i'm studying and working trying to build my worthless life cause I'm too ''strong'' to kill myself.
I wanna leave a good footprint behind of me.
I am anxiet sometimes. Not about dying but struggling with reality.
I have a lot of regret but i've become one of the most understanding people there is locally for my friends and village.

>>723569164
have you ever tried going online and not lying?

I drove past a man walking with his wife eating ice cream when suddenly he reached out to her which at first looked like he was trying to punch her but then he collapsed. She screamed "He's not breathing!" I called 911 and so did a friend of mine. A man pulled up on a bike moments later and just happened to have a med kit which I found weird but he started trying to resuscitate him for awhile with no luck. I heard him say "He has no pulse" I was in a car with a few friends so we left before the emt's got there but I could tell just by looking at the guy that he was dead. Every time I walk past that spot, I fear I'm going to collapse just like he did all those years ago. Weird I know but seeing something like that sticks with you....

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You see relief

>>723586140
Not all bodies smell. Decomps smell the worst. I just breathe through my mouth.

No problems with food

>>723568346

This. At a funeral it's intense but it's more intense when you go see the person for the final time in a morgue. I went with my wife when her father died and it was a heartbreaking experience, surreal in its own way. Listening to this 30 year old woman say "daddy wake up" like a 7 year old is sad. And I didn't even get along with him that well. Puts things in perspective and it hurts a lot.

>>723586985
Be a degenerate piece of shit

>>723567532

Opera, I work at a nursing home and saw two in the last week. One was a 93 year old woman who had a massive heart attack in the bathroom. I was the one who found her. Thankfully she was fully dressed and there was no blood or anything else. She lived a full life but I felt bad when I called ems as her son was not believing me that she was gone. The other one I was in the room when he died (friend of the family) it's not scary just sad. The color is how you can tell. They get yellow and waxy.

Worked at a funeral home for a week placement, probably fucked me up.

>>723573016
>catapulted into the ocean
i kek'd

>>723567532
It's like seeing a steak but without the package.

>>723585955
My grandma died 2 weeks ago.I didnt cry didnt,feel sad or anything like that am I fucked in the head ?

>>723587108
Yeah, because DNA sequencing was commonplace in 2003.

>underage fag detected

>>723568978
>hiding their eyes