im in a really low position /b/ and i want revenge >be me

>>723562279
>telling doctors im fine but nobody believes me
They believed you they just didn't want to lose out on the thousands of dollars they were getting by having you there.

>>723562279
Get in her purse steal her credit and debit cards and give them to homeless people

Post tits, I might be able to help

>>723562467
yeah man. when i talked to my doc the first time he was like "well do some test it wont take long" but then i ended up going a week without seeing him. when i finally did he went "ive been feeling some hostility from you" when i was literally the most patient, nicest person with everyone there cuz i knew me being there was a mistake. he walked out on me before i could ask what he ment by that. he never came back

>>723562554
id be better off using that money to find a temp place to stay untill i get back on my feet. getting her purse would be hard as she hides it in her room somewhere and takes it everywhere she goes. even the shower. if i could somehow find the debt card pin i could somehow make a break for it

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Sorry to hear that, anon, Hope you get better in your life.

>>723562279
Show us your tits

>>723563074
thnx. ive always wanted to travel and start over. and i feel like now is the time to do it.

If she calls the vops your labelled as a thieve, i would slowly start taking money more and more while stock pilling a get away bag

>>723563256
Good luck, then :)

Just let it all go. Hit the road travel the coasts. Live life. I'm working on this right now. Looking for a traveling partner though. I have a small doggo but would feel safer with another person who got my back

>>723563591
this sounds good, how do you plan on doing this? what about food and shelter?

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So......Your boyfriend left you. Your mom lets you live with her, but attacks you for "no reason". You steal her car. Then, the police evaluate you and have you committed. And then the doctors tell you that you're insane......but, it's not your fault. Everyone else is the problem? Somehow I fucking doubt it.

>>723563807
I've been up and down California by odd-jobs/manual labor and panhandling.
I get seasonal security jobs like EDC in Vegas or Coachella music festival in California.
I get around usually walking and hitchhiking, and biking sometimes.
I have a tent and emergency blankets for shelter. The emergency blankets by themselves I could just sleep on the floor. They work well in the tent.
Food is easy.

>>723564116
If you stopped doing drugs, drinking and smoking you could save up some money and get an apartment and stop being a gutter rat

>>723564063
my bf choked me unconsious. i ended it there. when i had a job i was buying groceries and helping with rent. but she and i have different religious views and she thew out most of my yoga stuff claming "i saw you worshpping your buddah statues" the docs let some other girl go earlier because she screamed at them that she had kids to feed. but they refused to even blink at me. im guessing she lied to them

>>723564400
only thing i do is drink, but im not an alcaholic. i drink casually

update: she left for a church meeting this morning. i raided her room and found her ssn and some old gov debt cards. also a few of her old drivers lisences. idk what i can do with these but i know the ssn is important

>>723564669
What state are you in? Maybe I can help you out. I have a guest house that no one uses.

>>723564063
i also lost my job when she had me commited because they wouldnt allow me to use the phone. im not saying everyone else is the problem, im saying that im being fasly abused, taken advantage of, and out of options

>>723564771
im in alabama.

>>723564846
I'm in Destin Florida. Is that too far?

>>723565128
not far at all, idk how i would get there. i have no car. im not afraid to hitch-hike if i need to.

>>723562279

if this is really your story i wish you that you do everything you can to stand up and fight for yourself. you are your own best friend after all.

reach for support on forums, if you have any close friends, reach to them, or family you can trust.

good luck for you anon.

>>723565531
this, stuff like this helps keep me calm. i was lookin at that post about that guy telling me to let go and leave everything, its a scary though but ive realised im ready to leave this nightmare behind and that it would be better off for me in the long run

>>723564400
go read into the wild, your world view is sad

Where are your friends OP? You don't have a single person you can stay with? How old are you?

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>>723562279
>Saw some shit
>You didn't see shit

>>723562279
if you wanna blow your mom off and start a new life you have to do it on your own without using her money. literally in no way is that money yours and youre being an entitled shit.

>>723565700
I've read that book. That kid was a fucking idiot. He dies in a rusty bus in the middle of a field in Alaska, probably from eating berries that were out of season. A real winner.

>>723565730
my friends are long gone. ive come to realise that no matter how close i try to keep people, we always somehow find ourselves drifting apart. i hat that feeling but ive come to live with it. im 22.

>>723565745
lmao
this post made me laugh cuz my first roommate in the psych ward was some old lady that had a scat fetish. our room smelled like shit and she had shit stained towels all over the floor. i mentioned this to the doctors and they got me a new roommate

POST A PICTURE OF YOUR TITS WITH A PIECE OF PAPER SHOWING THE DATE

OR GET THE FUCK OFF MY BOARD YOU STUPID TRASHY WHORE

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>723565846
i never said that her money was mine or belonged to me, just a lil thing that would make me feel better for the shit she put me through. wouldnt hurt to say that whatever i find off of her could get me to a place safely.

>>723563159
Anon never said he's a girl, just that he had a boyfriend

>>723565871
sounds like a shitty way to die

The more I read this thread, the crazier OP sounds. A 22 year old with no friends and no support system is suspicious. It's hard to go 22 years and not have a single person in your life who would let you stay with them. There is more to this story.

tits of gtfo

>>723566486
most people i know either dont have room for me, or want something from me in return that i cant give them. before i got comitted i had a full time job with benefits, afterwards i couldnt really find work. i told a few friends/cousins what happend and they wished me well, but they dont have the means to help me. which i dont blame them for, i wouldnt want to be a burden to them.

>>723566486
This, and steal moms car and money wont make anything better.
Why did your BF break up, OP?

>>723565969
I used to be a psychiatric orderly. The shit you think was bad only looked bad because you were on the other side of the door.

>>723566486
OP is obviously a lying, thieving psychobitch. Yeah, her mum is a piece of shit but OP learned it somewhere

A bus ticket to San Diego is $109. That's where I would go if I were homeless. There are 2 dozen shelters in the San Diego at least and the temperature rarely drops below 60. A white person can get a job anywhere.

>>723566811
like i said earlier, he strangled me unconsious. after that i moved back in with my mom.

Kill yourself cunt

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>>723562279
>steal her car at night for job hunting, cant find anything
>at night for job hunting
>night
>job hunting

You're a terrible liar

>>723566870
I have the freling OP is a latino

>>723566838
psych wards are a fucking terror fest. my first 5 minuts there a guy threw a chair at the plexiglass they seperated patients from the doctors, they then made me sit at a table with said guy for lunch. i cried so hard and didnt sllep the entire time i was in there. i was too scared of getting hurt

>>723566884
Why? Out of the blue? Or during a fight?

>>723566978
she wouldnt let me drive the car and she wouldnt offer to take me anywhere to job hunt. i had already applied mostly everywhere in walking distance. downtown was my best bet. true fact: some places are open 24/7

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>>723564771

>>723565245
Live stream the torture sessions

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>>723567082
out of the blue. idk what was wrong with him that day. he was trying to explain to me about getting a new job with better pay. he then out of the blue put his hand over my mouth. pinned me to the fridge, slammed me to the ground, then wrapped his arms around my neck. i still have the police report i filed afterwards

I used to be a psych tech, I'm working towards my doc in clin psych now, and in having a really hard time believing your story about the commitment. 3-4 months, not able to give phone calls, getting a "calm down shot"... there's a lot you're not telling us, and you're willingness to steal from your mother and screw her over without even thinking about the consequences for yourself is pretty telling that there's more to your story than meets the eye

>>723567218
i could care less if that guy seems legit or not. anywhere would be better than where i am now. im willing to take my chances

>>723564116

Post a pic of yourself, I might help you for some time. House is big and I have a second car.

>>723562279
If you're "fine" then not having to refill the prescription shouldn't be an issue, no? sounds like you're just telling us what you want to tell us.

>>723565878
That's all part of growing up.
You'll find new friends eventually, but you have to unlock your confidence and believe in yourself.
At 22, I gave up on call centre sales jobs because I hated them.
Year on, I'd been working a shitty part time cinema job, because I swore I'd never go back.
Was just smoking weed all the time and out riding the bike.
Started getting my shit together, applied for jobs for months... Nothing...
But, I didn't stop trying.
Out of the blue, I got offered an interview for one of the call centre jobs I didn't want to go back to...
Within that week, I'd had another interview for a retail sales job on a Friday, started on the Monday, broke all their records in my first week, and went fitting a shop with them in another city that weekend. Get wrecked up with the area manager, talking about great things, but get a call that Saturday afternoon telling me I've got the first job.
Go off doing the training, but get a call for another interview that first week for a dream job... Hear nothing for 3 weeks...
In that time, start seeing a stunning petite brunette girl from work who is one of the best so far... Week 4 get a call for the dream job, start the following Monday, shipped off to another new city for a weeks training, come back, start kicking arse!
Things go good for a year,but fall out with the supervisor because I'm too popular with all the big guns, stress starts getting to me from bullying, start drinking, things hit the rocks with the love of my life, steady spiral into the sickest period of partying I've ever been through, literally living like a BAMF, surviving on 2 hours sleep before work and partying all the time...
Kind of hit a rock bottom point, but lift myself back up, start a business of my own, because fuck working for anyone else.

>>723567771
Been a struggle and a half, but trying to get my shit together now, ready for the next phase: a 12 year march, where I'm going to take this bull by the horns, get this business moving, and expand into a new 2 which could be my million £ ideas.
Struggling like fuck to stop drinking at the moment, but getting a lot better, and who knows... In 12 years I could be Branson mk 2, or a tramp in a cardboard box.
But, fuck it. If I don't get my shit together and go for gold, then I'll end up in the cardboard box anyway.

It's scary as fuck taking my life in my own hands and accepting absolute responsibility, but I have to believe I can do it.
Life's a roller coaster. You have to learn from your experiences and mistakes.
Accepting responsibility and deciding for yourself what you want your place in the world to be, what you're actually capable of achieving, and whether or not you want a family, whether a big house and car will make you happy, or if a cheap apartment and car will, or maybe living on a commune with Hare Krishna people, and whether you want a pet or not, how many different countries do you want to visit....?
All these questions are for you to solve.
The life you choose for yourself, is the life you'll be remembered for.
The life you craft is your design.
We have the power to choose what we want, and how hard we're willing to work to get what we want.
The rest is a bit of hope, a bit of luck, and a shit ton of determination and persistence.
Taking responsibility for your life, and building your dreams is a lot harder and scarier than putting your feet up and accepting what comes your way.
But, if you were to pick up the book of your autobiography, how do you want it to read?
How do you want it to make you feel?

>>723567415
ill start from the beginning
>a few months after being assulted after my bf
>living with mom, lifes ok
>was bored one day, decide to skinny dip in pool
>wait till about 1am, head to pool
>dive in, waters fine
>some lady saw me from her balcony and called the cops
>cops come, we laugh. they leave but my mom saw everything and tells me to get in the car so she can drive me up the hill to our house
>get in car, she speeds to a hospital
>wtf.jpg
>"you need to check yourself in there right now anon, i thing your on spice. why are you acting like that"
>she has to be joking
>tell her im fine, want to go home and shower
>she drives me home, i get in shower
>police/ fireman/ ambulance show up at door.
cont

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>>723562279

>>723567283
Post the report
Also why dont you post tits here? Its usually required by the rules. Femanons who post tits get help in 9 of 10 cases.

>>723567873

First you said you stole her car at night to go job hunting and called the police on you and had you committed.

now she drove you there, you said you're and she called the police on you at home? Ok, cool story

>>723567771
>>723567843
Holy fuck white knight much? Haven't seen someone as desperate as you in... I don't think ever, She should be giving you advice lmao

>>723567771

That moment when you're trying to help someone but make it about yourself

>>723568164
>She

Implying guys cant have boyfriends

You should leave. Get any job, share rent with someone or crash at a friends house.
When I was 17, my parents started getting abusive too. I would recommend making some goals and plans on how to achieve them. Stop doing stupid things like stealing cars.

>>723568418
>completely dodging the point put across
psst your beta is showing again

>>723567873
>"oh hello, whats going on"
>"talk to these people anon"
>been having weird heart palpitations recently. decide to go with them
>we get to the er and they take my blood, give me standard breething test n shit, ask me questions
>tired af waiting for results. drift off to sleep
>get woken up by doctor "we have a room for you upstairs"
>they wheel my hospital bed upstairs. had a feeling something was wrong when they wheeled me through double doors that led to a short hallway with no end. rooms on one side
>they give me my room. i see a small receptionist desk
>plexiglass with speaker in it protecting the desk
>where tf am i
>ask when my doctor will be here, lady acts like im not there
>ask another guy, lets call him jim. jim isnt a cunt
>tells me that the doc will be there soon. says to make myself at home
>peak waiting room with a chick rocking back and forth scratching her head alot, old lady on the floow makin angles, one girl trying to have a convo with the tv
>this cant be how it looks right
>b-line to jim."what section of the hospital is this"
>this is the psyc ward. oh hell no
>immediatly tell him theres been a mistake, i have no psyc issues/dont need to be here
>he tells me i can leave but i need an a-ok from the doc.
>head to desk to ask for docs name/credentials
>guy interrupts me, swings chair at glass. yells at them about some mumbo jumbo
>i back the fuck up and ask jim if i can wait anywhere else till the doc comes "dont worry bout him, just wait in ur room or the waiting room"
>wait in my room till doc arrives. we have a 1 on 1
>tell him me being there was a mistake "were gonna run some test to make sure"
>wouldnt see him for another 2 weeks, never told me what test they were running.
>a few days go by, rommate surrounds herself with shit stained towels. refuses to wash them
>she gets bold and starts following me around, harassing me, telling me i cant do anything without her permission
>tell jim, he gets her removed.
cont

>>723562279
Steal her money, steal her car, gtfo.

BTW, have you tried weed to help with your anxiety?

>>723566486
It's not hard to believe. I'm like that. 23, no friends, can't call anyone to get a single chip from if I needed it to survive.
I had friends in high school but it was at the end of high school I figured out who I really am, an introvert who doesn't want/need any Human companionship.
Humans are disgusting, selfish, careless, and only help others if they benefit from it. At least I can get away from it by being by myself and living the way I feel is right. I'm happy the way I am so I guess that's all that matters.

>>723567873

and then..

>>723562279
Op, where do you live? I had a pretty shitty mom when I was younger. During my parents divorce she forced me to get counseling by claiming I threatened her and my sisters with a knife simply because I wanted to live with my dad. I will no joke do a fucking driveby at your house. If she gets hit she gets hit.

>>723568828
We bump.

>>723564400
Not everyone wants that, retard.

>>723569378
Maybe op got sent back to the loony bin
Rip in piece op

>>723568819
>gets to the mid of the second week, doc finally arrives
>ask him if i can go home now, im getting weary.
>"we feel like it would be best if we ran more test"
>ask what the test are, how long they will take, he doesnt answer. just tells me hell be back in a few days
>they have people come visit daily and give us group assignments on how to cope with sucidal thoughts/depression
>these people are supposed to take us on a walk outside to the courtyard for some fresh air
>"fuck thet, we do that when we feel like it"
>go a whole week without going outside, dont see doc anywhere
>start working out in my room to make up for it, windows are sealed shit. room smells like sweat
>showers are like high school water fountains. cant get enough water to bathe properly
>one room has a reg shower in it, its the room they lock people in and tie them down to the bed
>jim lets me be the only one to use the shower cuz he realised the shit i was going through and was helping me since day 1
>roommates come and go, some suicidal. some starving themselves to death. all in between
>usually end up everyones therapist whenever i attent our group sessions sine i wanna help people while im there and the people there didnt give a shit about anyone
>try to call my mom, sometimes phone would be off limits for no reason
>finally get a hold of her number, tell her im suffering and i need her to get me out
>she told me it was for the best i stayed there for a bit, refused to let me talk to my bro and sis. or any of my cousins
>weeks go by. i try to write a letter to the boss of the hospital to explain
>desk bitch doesnt let me have a pen, have to write my letter in crayon
>they assgin me meds for scitzophrenia/depression/pycotic
>refuse to take them, they tell me ill be there longer if i dont
>hide pills in the back of my throat, spit them out in my room
>doc finally returns after a month, beg him to let me out

>>723568819

So, there's nowhere in your story where you stole your mom's car...

And then you randomly decide to go with the police/ambulance who come to your door out of nowhere? this goes against the involuntary commitment and all common sense in general...

Once again you're pulling these poor anons chains

Anon, I made some shit choices in my early 20s. It all stemmed from my rents moving far away to butt fuck no where, and me wanting to stay.
Was working a shit min wage job, living with a equal low life roomie.
I had freedom, but used it unwisely.
Long story short, fell into debt, drank daily, got a dui, almost lost my job, was down to 4 shifts a week, after my court and shit, I was 30 grand in debt...
Rock bottom.
I swallowed my pride and asked for help from family and close friends. Took some time, but I got back on my feet from working hard and being respectful, thankful, and not assuming people would help me because I was a fuck up. You gotta admit your faults, look back on your mistakes. Why did your bf leave you is a good question to start.

I live with my gf, have a good job pension, benefits, education the works. Took hard work and dedication, but rock bottom isn't the end of the line.

>>723566109
He never asked for female tits

>>723568826
That means you're a raging cunt. How do you have NOBODY at that age?

>>723562279
How about grow up and stop depending on people. Rent a room somewhere and sit inside of it and save money.get a job somewhere. Your a loser.

>>723566109
Kek
> op is a faggat

>>723562279
write a book or make a movie about your revenge

Prediction: op bangs Jim for a cheeseburger.

>>723569629
>assumption

You just proved it. That's how I feel, I really don't care at all what you think, why the hell should I?

BC increases risk on cancer dramatically

>>723564808
You're went back to your mommy like a little bitch. She should have just kicked your ungrateful retarded ass to the curb. But she takes you in and so you jack her car at night. LOL the world doesn't owe you shit you entitled brat, not even your mom owes you shit since you're clearly supposed to be an adult.
But this is probably a fake story so kill your self

>>723562279
I'm sure you're a good person, but I think everyone here knows about fifteen people like you and at least 80% of them are shit. They're probably projecting those people onto you as soon as they start reading. I know I am, so I'll willingly excuse myself.

Jesus, I sound autistic.

>>723569482
>place has a boom of regulations saying that if im not satisfied with my service, they have to release me
>tell him i want to leave, that im done and have had enough
>"ive been sensing some histility from you, we're done talking"
>whereisthiscommingfrom.jpg
>he leaves, i cry to the staff for him to come back. say i cant take this anymore
>jim sees me whailing and gives the boss my letter. even though he could get in trouble
>week later, wake up, boss standing in my room
>"ive heard that you arent satisfied with the living quarters here"
>yes please get me out
>he goes from room to room asking these people about their experience, doesnt seem to happy.
>that same week i get my release papers. mom picks me up and takes me back home
>decide to take care of myself more. start doing yoga
>have "see/hear/speak no evil buddah statues from college. place incents next to them before practice
>life is good
>come home one day, statues/incents/yoga mat gone
>ask mom if shes seen them
>"i threw those out, those represent have other gods before you and i didnt like them"
>i got to get the fuck out of this house
>start hunting for jobs in area, no luck
>apply for jobs downtown, get a few interviews
>try to link up scheduals with mom so that she could take me since she wont let me drive
"no, if you want something in life you have to get it youself anon"
>have no money for bus, friends couldnt take me.
>tried to walk but was longer than i thought it would be. missed the interviews
>sneak the keys out of moms room at night, drive around downtown looking for jobs
>dont find any
>sad af one night, drawing in my room
>cough my lungs out, decide to spit out window
>mom comes in room while im opening window, tells me to use the toilet. say nah
>"this is my house and youll do as i say, spit in the toilet or youll be in trouble"
>w/e its just a loogie. whi is this so complicated
>she covers my mouth before i spit and slams my head to the window. tellin me i have a shit attitude

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>>723568826
Kek goddamn you're a faggot. Op didn't claim to hate humanity, they just didn't have any lasting friendships.

If this is even half true you are a lever off shit. The only people that will empathize with you are drug using losers or desperate guys who want too fuck you

>>723569573
This

>>723568164
I don't feel much anymore, but thought I'd do an honest one for the first time.
That's my story, and my battle at the moment.
I don't care what a bunch of anon's think of it, but if someone reads something there that might help them, then cool.

Become a cam girl and advertise here. I will throw you cash if you stuff some stuff up your pussy for me.

>>723570251
I never said my story was the same as OP, but we both didn't have any lasting friendships.

Call me a faggot some more, it only reassures my claim that Humans are trash. See, I don't even have to do anything to prove it to you people. You prove it yourselves.

>>723562279
You might actually be crazy and need help OP. I've never met a crazy person that needed help and actually knew they needed it.

Consider the idea that maybe your mom didn't just suddenly turn on you - that even that is a crazy illusion. I know that's probably and impossible thing to do if you are crazy because everything you describe is very real to you. But just give the meds a chance to work and see what happens.

>>723570420

Faggot

>>723570461
:^)

>>723570381
Op, that is the most "I'm a femanon" sentence I've ever seen. Stfu about how much you don't care about our opinions of you. If you didn't you wouldn't address them you nigger. Everytime I'm in a greentext thread and op makes the femanon claim they end up throwing that claim out word for word.

Now back to business. I will shoot up your mum, no strings attached.

>>723568321
It's just my story.
With all the pussiness and faggotry on here, it's not like I would ask any of you for fucking advice.
We all have our own paths to walk.
What are you going to accomplish in the next 10 year buddy?

>>723570420
Nah bra, you are trash so humans are meanies to you kek

Go ahead and bitch about it some more, I'm going to go hang out with my loving father and then spend the evening with my caring friends.

>>723562688
How those places can get away with such garbage treatment is beyond my comprehension. What kind of a cunt preys on the mentally unstable.

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>>723566109

this is how gay this place has become. you dont think of a girl when this person talk about a boyfriend. you fucking faggots disgust me.

>>723570224
>defend myself, pin her to the ground and punch her in the head alot
>she claws my hand, blood leaking everywhere
>yells at me to get off of her, say i will if she doesnt touch me
>tells me i have to leave, that shes gonna remove the door from the hinges, not bringin food home
>she doesnt do any of those things but ive been avoiding her ever since
>have it to where when shes home im not home. come home when shes sleeping and lock my door as soon as i get to my room.
>try to call dad to ask if he has room. hes remarried now, whipped, and would rather take care of his step-kids than his blood cuz it would make his new wife angry
>call friends for help. "sorry im married/have 2 kids/ cant help/ have no room"
>"we still wish you the best anon"
>mom has 15 siblings, all of them take her side and refuse to help me
>have no place to go, no money, and not many options.

im trying to make the best of my situation, but i would be 100% happier if i could break out of this quicksand-filled rut

>>723570639
That's great, you do what you love to do and I do what I love to do, bro. There's nothing wrong with that.

>>723570224
Serious advice here.
The world isn't the way you think it is, the way you say these stories makes no sense. This shit doesn't just happen to normal people. You're clearly delusional and think that the world is a certain way when the world you're seeing and the real world aren't the same. It's like you never do anything wrong in your life but everything shitty happens to you. This isn't the case. Own up to your shitty attitude, own up to your incompetence and inability to comprehend real life consequences. GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER

>>723569495
Legend.
Don't feel like such a cunt for sharing my story now.
Hope you keep kicking arse brother

>>723570710
No there isn't, faggot.

>>723570620

Being a doctor... I'd say that's a pretty good accomplishment

Advice though, telling someone about your story and how you dealt with it, does very little to help them

>>723570790
Great, so we agree on something.

>>723570836
That you are a faggot?

Can't we all just agree that op is a lying faggot?

>>723570694
So you're not just crazy but also a violent crazy one? Damn that ward should have locked you up for longer!

>>723570857
Le epic trol XD

So fhany

>>723562279
>this is my rock bottom and i can already feel the hole getting deeper

how can u be at rock bottom if theres still further to go? whiny teenager detected

>>723570783
Why would you feel like a cunt for posting your story?

>>723570909
Either lying or fucking crazy. I'd go for loony. She lives in her own world in her head, acting violently and ruining everyone's life around her it seems.

>>723570557
You can have the old bitch, but by the time I finish raping your mother, and dead grandmother, I'll come for you next, and turn you into a trap bitch, so I don't need to be so disgusted by your omega faggotry when I break you down the centre too
Go fuck yourself
You're not ready to roll with the big boys, even when they're being nice for 5 mins.
Cunt

>>723562279
Well if you are into humiliating yourself on /b/ i would be willing to donate to your broke ass over a paypal of your choosing

>>723571021
Wat

>>723570819
Woop di fucking doo.
You're probably a Dr of Mangina studies.
No one gives a fuck about your made up accomplishments

>>723568824
i used to smoke in college but i quit cuz i wanted to save up for important things in the future and didnt want to spend all my money on weed. it did help though

>>723569069
alabama dude, and my folks are deep in the bible belt.

>>723571083
Get your boy pussy ready faggot.
You clearly misread this situation

>>723571136

And no one gives a fuck about yours either, but please continue to tell your story to others, acting like it's going to help them, when in reality you're only fulfilling your narcissistic needs

>>723571189
I can be there at 6.

>>723570694

You mentioned you had a brother and sister.

Why not ask help from them?

>>723571368
Sounds like they live with said mother. I'm assuming they are younger.

>>723570716
im not saying im perfect. i have my faults. but bad things do happen to good people. i hold no grudges and ive moved forward since then. but i know full fact that this shit wont leave me alone till i do something about it. and starting over on my own is the best way i see it. reality hit me hard to the fullest. but im not letting that stop me

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>>723571013

>>723571368
both are in college and really cant do much. if my mom caught them helping me she would have quit paying for their school like she did with me. shes very controlling

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>>723571219
Oh

>>723568826
And thats what you are.

How do you look in the mirror without believing you are the same?

>>723567873
Is spice even a thing anymore?

I smoked the shit out of it back when it was legal.

>>723571733

It is, and it actually fucks a lot of ppl up now with all they extra crap they add in it

>>723570921
mate your a faggot that no one would miss if you stopped breathing so crawl back to your whore mothers cunt and nestle in for a good night of nigger cock bouncing off ya cranium.

>>723571733
it is but ive never touched that shit in my life. my mom found out i tried weed in college cuz some chick that didnt like me called her on my phone while i was throwing a party at my place. shes been suspicious ever since even though i quit like 3 years ago

>>723571518
Well what kind of jobs have you applied to? Im guessing only decent jobs. But have you tried low end jobs like groserie shops or that sorta thing?

>>723570921
shit was a misunderstanding from the get go, i actually ended up getting that place reformed because the boss didnt know about any of the shit that was going on in there.

>>723572222
ive no-shame applied for anything i could find. any money i can get the better, beggars cant be choosers

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>>723564808
You lost your job when she had you committed? You said yourself that you stole her car to look for a job and didn't find one. You're lying to everyone here, and furthermore, you're lying to yourself if you think you're fine. You blame everyone else for your problems, and then expect them to fix it. Your sense of entitlement is stinking even through text. I have an idea, grow the fuck up and learn to take responsibility for your decisions, because that "rock bottom" that you think you're at really does go much deeper.

tldr: grow the fuck up and stop blaming everyone else for your lack of personal responsibility.

>>723571518
Your mom sounds absolutely horrible. Can't imagine trying to live with that bullshit. Why do some people's moms try to fuck up their lives so much?

I don't think you owe this woman much. She gives you begrudged basic support that any mother should bare the responsibility of, and nothing more. Couple that with the emotional and physical abuse and I'd say you have a moral case for walking the fuck out and never going back (which you should do).

>>723572793
i had a job before i was committed, i lost it during my stay there. after i got out i got the car then tried to find a new job. plz read dude

>>723573128
thats literally my only option.i at least want to make shure that when i walk out i can stustain myself in some way. if i cant find anything to bring with me then fuck it, im out

>>723573363

Well if you do that the only thing I can suggest is staying on the good side of your bro and sis. After time has passed they might need your help or it might be nice to talk to someone you know.

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>>723573240
>steal her car at night for job hunting, cant find anything
>she calls the cops and has me forcefully comitted.

I'm not en English major or anything, but that looks pretty clear to me. I love how so many people here automatically try to support you without any other side of the story. It's disgusting to see people encouraging your behavior, either because you say you're a girl, or for whatever other immature reasons. You're a narcissistic child that will never stop having these problems until you decide to put yourself in a better situation and stop blaming everyone around you. "You're not the problem, everyone else is." I get it.

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sooo...
feels thread...?

>>723567771
>>723567843
i feel you. i only have 3 directions to go from here. Walk out empty handed and keep going, walk out with a bang and leave everything behind, stay where i am and be miserable. im determined as fuck to build from the ground up and be responsible about it. i just dont want to end up in a shitter position because i wasnt cautious first

>>723573625
i may have worded it wrong. but im not used to posting on here. sry for that. why the fuck are a lot of people telling me to "stop blaming everyone around you, own up to your responsibilities" im not blaming anyone, hell im not blaming everyone around me. ive just been through this unbelieveable shit and i refuse to put up with it any longer. if anything im owning up to my responsibilities and admitting my faults. wtf

>>723573675
sure whynot

>>723562279
Its your own fault for being a stupid cunt.

>>723573960

This isn't the place to seek help and support, go to fucking reddit for that shit, they'll throw you a pity party over there

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>>723573960
Admitting what faults? The only thing you've admitted is that your shit is falling apart around you and you don't understand why. Until you can put yourself in other people's shoes and actually consider that they may have tried to help you in the past and you shit on them, then you are destined to repeat this cycle. Like I said, stop blaming everyone else and take charge of your own situation. Yeah, get the fuck out if you think that's what it takes, but stop blaming everyone else for putting you in that situation.

>>723573128
>Why do some people's moms try to fuck up their lives so much?
oftentimes they went through similar things or the exact opposite so much it turned 180°

>>723573960
I see the point people are trying to make.
Your life, in the end, is nothing but a product of the reactions of the people around you and your actions and you can't change people, so either you have to adapt or change your situation.
Seek the reasons why others behave like they do, reflect on your actions and how you made mistakes yourself. Don't dwell on the past with regret but with constructive criticism to learn from it.
Right now, you are feeling like everything is coming to ruins, because you do not try and wrest control of your life from anyone who might have any say in it. Right now you are slipping into hoplessness induced numbness that will result in severe depression. Right now you are choosing between lying down and waiting for death or trying to take the reins back and forge a better future.
Work on your decision-making process and get a hold of yourself. Then everything will work out. It's not easy, but endlessly better then the alternative.

>>723574360
ive stated the people that have tried to help me, ive also said that i dont blame them because they couldnt. the only person ive shat and am shitting on rn is the 1 person who put me through this shit. that person being my self-righteous abusive cunt of a parent who i am still around.

>>723575030
good advice. im working on it

>>723574587
my mom had kids when she was 20 and has 3 back to back. she didnt get to do a lot after she had us and she blames us for it. saying "if i didnt have you 3 i would be in the bahamas somewhere"

>>723575476
Youre a mess, please dont have kids

>>723575802
>if i didnt have you 3 i would be in the bahamas somewhere
"And if I had a caring mother, I would make sure she had it cozy when she gets old. Can't win every time."

Treating anxiety with meds is full retard. It's a bad thought process due to bad thinking habits. Re learning how to deal with what makes you anxious is how you fix it. You didn't get anxious with meds, meds won't fix it.