I can't go a day without using some kind of substance, or I feel like I'm going crazy.
It doesn't matter if it's alcohol, weed, psychedelics, opiates, benadryl, whatever. If I know I won't be able to use anything, I get this terrible feeling of dread in my stomach and I get extremely nervous.
What's wrong with my brain?
You are just an idiot.
>>723413173
I'm like this with cannabis and alcohol. You're addicted. You're an addict. If these words inspire negative reactions within you, you aren't ready to recover.
The good thing about this is you aren't addicted to any real fucked up drugs. This feeling of dread stops in 2-3 days from cannabis. If you were a fucking heroin addict it would be hard, this is not. Do what im doing, go 2 weeks out of the month without anything then do whatever you want but be conscious and dont overdo it