Last night I came out to my girl and family.
Even though I was born male and was referred to with "he" pronoun, I didn't feel normal.
I've realized that I am a gay woman trapped inside a mans body with gender issues. Upon further reflection I understand that my soul is not comfortable as a gay woman and is really a gay woman undergoing a sex change.
I went to my doctor and requested a sex change to a woman, to resolve level one. Then follow up with a sex change back to a man. He explained that he only could work on my teeth, so I left.
When I got home, I cried. Looking at my clothes was just painful. Being a transgendered gay woman trapped inside of a mans body is killing me.
My grandfather is so unsupportive. All he keeps saying is "I'm sorry, I can't hear what your saying". I just scream at him to stop ignoring my rights.
People don't understand how much pain I am in. I can't work, can't contribute to society in anyway. I have the establishment and only take the handouts from the government because they are owed to me. Someone else paid for me as a child and the same should happen as an adult.
Help a transgendered gay woman trapped inside a mans body /b/
>suicide is always an option