Feels thread. I suppose it's a bit early for one of these

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>>723317298
I didn't realize this was a cringe thread, anon.

>>723315447
I cant deal with the fact that im going to die. I know that my inevitable doom will come one day and i have no idea how to handle it. Its gotten so bad that ive had panic attacks (and i used to think panic attacks were a bullshit myth). Im afraid to tell anyone for fear of being called a pussy, i need help.

>>723318112

The fear subsides with time but never goes away fully in my experience.

>>723318299
Thanks /b/ro, also nice dubs

>>723317207
This one always fucking gets me

Hopefully nobody l from work finds this...my name is Tom, 3 years ago I graduated from College and moved to California to take up a job as financial advisor. By the time I had arrived in California every where I went the area had been gentrified. Lgbt marches ran rampant in the streets. Soon I found my self involved in identity politics and rights activist movements. I enjoyed it. But soon all my libral friends got dumber...and dumber...until finally they couldn't make solid arguments for their cause, people made a mockery of the calm movements we did. Under the surface I realized that what I was doing was stupid. I was sick of being around self righteous women. I was sick of being told I was privileged even after I had helped the cause.
I was sick of being around the stupidest people I'd ever known. Who couldn't make an argument with out harassing and screaming at those who opposed. So...I made my revenge...my...addiction...
Believe it or not. Sjws are still women. And lonely ones at that. They trusted me and soon I was making a jest at their power, they wanted to put me down? I'd dick them down!
I'd start by pretending I was interested in whatever libral nonsense they were preaching. Then I kissed up to them, and praised them unconditionally, finally, we'd go club and talk very progressively. Until finally the moment was right! I'd take them to a motel PLOW THE SHIT OUT OF THEM and take lots of pictures, left them Hurting and wet. No condom.
It didn't matter, hairy, fat, tattoos, purple hair I got them all!!! Over and over I nailed them to my list of dishonored sjw, while they preached of female superiority I showed them who the real master was. Many fell to their knees, oh how they bled and sucked and moaned until I tossed them aside.
I destroyed them, and they didn't even know it.
I fucked 27 Sjw girls. But now they're on to me. This is my manifesto. Call me a villain or a hero. I've won my battle.

>>723318112
"After all, to the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure"

- Albus Dumbledore

>>723315447

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxwJ1q7cIck

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXGjS0cfaHc

>>723317298
Quick solution, fucking kill yourself.

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>>723315447
>be me
>go to grocery store
>get 4L tub of chocolate ice cream
>go home
>eat 1/4 of ice cream
>put ice cream in fridge for later
>next day
>want ice cream
>open fridge
>ice cream is melted

pic related

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>be me
>be 10
>playing club penguin with crush
>"wow anon you're really cool. i just wish were together forever."
>I cried...
>go to igloo
>find puffle nicknamed I love you
>years passed
>were both 18
>i walk to her house
>enter
>see fat black man
>"YOU PICKED THE WRONG HOUSE FOOL"
>see her getting gangbanged
>i grabbed big smokes bat
>smacks fat boi
>thats when i knew she didnt love me

>pic related

>>723318781
A righteous cause, anon!

Finally asked out the girl I've been in love with for months and she turned me down.
She said it's because we're friends and she didn't want to lose me.
I told her I'd always be her friend no matter what but she still refused.
Normally I'd probably be okay with it but I know there's something between us and imagining what could be is what really hurts.

>>723320617
your charisma wasn't high enough. Invest your perks wisely

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>>723318781

>>723320617
>She said it's because we're friends and she didn't want to lose me.
This is standard response for "I'm not really romantically or sexually attracted to you in the least", which is what she really meant

>>723320348
...Are you twelve?

>>723320902
Yeah I know.
I asked her if there was any other reason and she said no. Obviously she was probably trying not to hurt my feelings but I don't think she would have lied to me because we're always honest with each other.
I'm probably just making excuses at this point.

>>723316907
jeez...

>>723321159
lol that's literally the whole point of video games

listen to the new dirty projectors album, you will feel :'(
http://www.stereogum.com/1925933/livestream-dirty-projectors-new-self-titled-album/music/album-stream/

>>723321309
That perfectly describes me back in high school

>>723321253
If anything, this pain you feel is going to subside in about 2 years.
I speak from my own experience

>>723317207
GODDAMMIT WHY

>>723321159
Feeling the same way. It's like some sort of escape for me.

>M&B: Warband
>Be mercenary slaver who owns property all over Calradia, controlling the balance of power between the factions

>Crusader Kings II
>Be sex-manic, zealous count in France, impregnating my daughter and then going into battle in name of Christ.

>Skyrim
>Be warrior clad in iron, destroying everything in my path with my great axe

It just makes me feel good, living a life that's not mine.

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Our Kik group Feels on Wheels got a few spots open if anyone is interested to join.

We originally formed from feels threads about 1.5 years ago. Talking about our feels and the pain of life. We've grown from there to become more of a general group, but our core purpose is still the sharing of our feels.

We got people from all over the globe, with all different kind of stories. We have a good stable user group, but are open to and want to welcome new people to our little collective. For the sharing of your feels, having someone to talk to, or just anything happening in your life.

Feel free to join! Kid code or link:
kik.me/g/CJo6FNvGTv1jCE1btuVPteHIv20

Many hugs, much love.

-Close

>>723321309
tbh, I don't recall anyone else asking me about my day. I don't even think anyone is generally concerned about me. I'm just there for them, y'know?

>>723321959
>tfw no phone

>>723321959
>kik.me/g/CJo6FNvGTv1jCE1btuVPteHIv20
a shame its mobile only

>>723322223
almost quints

>>723322223

same

holy fuck almost epic get

>>723322616
I was in a thread where a guy prepared a hitler meme and successfully predicted septs

>>723322784

I was on a thread on /k/ like four years ago with this guy asking whether or not he should sell a Beretta 92FS and he got octs.

Needless to say, he kept it.

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>it be 1983
>be me 8 year old self
>mom left dad when I was young only had vague memories of him
>mom was abusive and beat me and my brother so bad one day child protection services tool us away
>after mom got us back she sent me to live with my dad for a year
>dad picks us up in Chicago and we take a train to Albequeque, New Mexico
>he took us on hikes, bought us anytime we wanted, let us drive his car
>we often took trips to Arizona
>mom comes to get us
>we was 8 and we didn't know any better
>3 months later my dad's sister calls my mom
>dad hasn't been eating much since we left and got really skinny
>we fly back down there with our mom
>mfw the cops found him starved to death in his living room recliner
>mfw we went to clean out the house and he kept everything in our room the exact same when we left it

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>>723322912
pic related is still my favourite GET of all time

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>>723315447
real feels

>>723323658
It was on /pol/

>>723319374
This one hits me the hardest
If you need to talk anon, I'm here

>>723323966
I thought my fridge was cold enough to keep the ice cream frozen. It was a bigger misjudgment than the time I lit an oil fire in my kitchen for a science experiment and expected nothing to go wrong

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Is it weird that I've "submit" to life and it's banalities?
>responsibilities
>religion
>social life
>sleep schedule

Pretty soon, maybe I'll get a gf, a job, and then get married. Just because I gave up on being me and just be that someone whom everyone expects me to be.

>>723324885

It's not weird if you get some enjoyment out of it.

I would dump a few pictures but my desktop is kill.

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>>723325235
>Enjoyment
I guess that's true. I've always been a sort of weirdo and an outsider since I was a kid. Still am, kinda. So these things happening around me just because I stopped being my true self is just weird for me.
>You know what, anon?
>I think I'm looking forward to my future

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I just got out of a relationship about two weeks ago. I'm not here because I'm sad I lost her or we ended on bad terms, but the relationship made me realize how little I've been feeling about anything lately.

We would talk every day (long distance for the last 4 weeks) and she would frequently ask how I felt about things: about us cuddling, about life, about college, etc. And I couldn't answer. When we cuddles I didn't feel good, when she blew me it didn't feel good, when we kissed it didn't feel good. I came to realize that I was getting nothing out of our relationship that I wasn't getting when we were friends. I find it all too likely that I'll never change and live my whole life an unfeeling robot.

And to some of you I'm sure this sounds ridiculous- that I would break up with a girl who loved me, that I would throw something away which is so rare. And I don't have a response.

>>723326261
That's okay, anon. We're all robots in a way.
>Be me, ever since I could talk
>Make friends at school every time
>People just feel comfortable with me, I guess
>End of school, ghost them, feel nothing

>Pre-school, friends, ghost them
>Grade school, friends, ghost them
>Middle school, friends, ghost them
>High school, friends, ghost them

I'm in Uni now for 3 years, already made a few good friends, knowing myself I'll prolly ghost them too after those 3 years.
>And nothing of value was lost.

>>723315447

>good friend of 3 years fucked me over last summer
>was constantly spreading lies about me well after the events unfolded
>completely untrue retelling of events, literally projecting his behavior on to me
>i see him a few months later and he tries to act like we're still friends
>i am just shocked at the audacity
>i am shocked at how stupid i was to trust this piece of shit


Happened last June and I'm still mad. I'm glad that most of my friends didn't believe a lot of what he said.

>>723319113
This one hit hard man.

>>723315447
Man it feels like i wrote this, its me lmao kms

>>723329254
that story is both funny and sad

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>>723317298
If you have that image saved anywhere (computer, phone, etc), news flash, nobody is more beta than you.

>>723329999
Confirmed, faggot.

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>>723329999
dem gets

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>>723330419
that's a good pepe

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Anyone has the one with the autistic TF2 player? Platinum feels.

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>>723330842
this one?

Last night I had a weird dream about my ex gf we haven't been together for a long while and I don't know why I had this dream but it honestly made me pretty fucking depressed I loved this girl and honestly still miss her somewhat but at the time I knew we weren't really working out together and it just had to end it makes me feel pretty pathetic that I still think of her occasionally when I probably never cross her mind anymore

Wow a feels and a rare get thread. I don't know how to feel about this.

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>>723315447
Don't really know if its feels or what have you but this has been on my mind for a few years.
Does it ever seem like your world isn't bright anymore?
like your colors have faded and now the only one that makes sense is gray
your birds stopped singing
the sky isn't a bastion of hope as much as it is a crushing reminder of your own insignificance.

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>>723331386
been having a hard time particularly liking or disliking anything.
Don't even dream of a better life
No more "hey that girl's pretty cute"
just the feeling of "i am but i don't really want to be"

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>>723331574
Thats because you either have a chemical imbalance in your head or because you haven't been paying attention to your surroundings and lack empathy for others.

There is so much shit in this world i want to throw out of a helicopter before i die.

My mother called me an hour ago to tell me my pug is starting to near that time.
I had that little pug since she was 5 months, she slept on my lap nearly every single day and way always through the roughest parts of my life.

I only wished I could have taken my dog with when I moved. I never really open up like this, but for everyone out there, cherish your little pet every day, because they will always be there for you.

>>723330968
No, the heavy with a heart condition.

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>>723331793
might be the former, dad's a diagnosed sociopath and mom's been diagnosed with bi-Polar disorder

>>723331386
It did at one point. Then, I started to see differently. Not quite colors, but not quite grey. Alien tones, colors that seem off. The birds still sing, but the songs are unremarkable. The sky could hold anything, I can still reach out into the boundless expanse. Still, the sky is mostly either empty, or filled with the same old clouds. And I move nowhere under it.

So, it is that I have come to realize, at least with respect to myself, that I merely changed. The world was always this way.

>be me last year
>Had a cool pup named sharik
>(Russian for marble jic anyone cared)
>One day go out "hunting" with him
>After 2 hours and 3 confirmed bird kills we start heading home
>Them sharik starts barking
>Oh fuck
>Big ass dog behind us. It starts running at me
>Shoot the rest of my clip at it
>Three hits. It's a .22 so it's like what -5 HP?
> Bitch is still running. I scream and run
>Sharik stands his ground
>I run like a bitch and then turn around
>Sharik is getting his throat mauled out
>I escape to tell the tail
>Next day one of our feild workers comes to. We'll work
>He's like "where the fuck is sharik in Spanish?" And I'm like "nigga he dead"
>I go back to room for a quick FAP
>Come back outside. The worker is crying
>Find out that every day he worked my dog would just be by his side and always make hime smile
>Why God why did sharik die

>>723331386

World hasn't changed at all. Same damn world it's always been.

Some good, most bad.

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>you meet the girl of your dreams
>smart, sexy, funny, everything you could ever ask for in a girl
>she had it all
>months pass by
>we are inseparable
>our favorite thing to do is go in hikes and then smoke and fuck with the woods
>she even played league with me
>more perfect months pass by
>one day I get a text
>a couple minutes later im doing cpr on a cold lifeless body

>>723326675
God that fucking last one gets me every time

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>>723331996
>sociopath

Oh thats easy just join the military or some extremely high intensity job, you'll feel great after that. Contrary to popular belief, sociopaths can still be fully functioning members of society.

if you're depressed then its just a matter of waiting and not taking pills because they are literal poison that makes the problem more long term.

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>>723332074
an older me perhaps?
>be me 20
>been feeling this way since 15
>things have been fading for awhile

>>723332465
Now I'm lying here wondering what's the point of living? Is there an afterlife? Is she happy there? If I kill myself, do I still get to see her?

>>723332465
is she kill?

>>723332738
Yea

>>723332573
he is, love him to death visit one or twice a year but I can see he's not right. and I like the advice, do you have experience with meds?

>>723332812
Did you confirm the kill?

>>723332812
may she sleep comfortably anon

>>723332673

There is no inherent point to living. The afterlife is a bullshit pipe dream. If you kill yourself, you will cease to exist.

>>723332927
I confirmed it as in I followes the ambulance to the hospital where they officially determined she was dead. I also confirmed it as in holding her cold, dead hand at the viewing.

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>>723315447

>>723332936
Thank you

>>723332989
That doesn't so bad either

>>723333294
ubpoated xDdd

>>723321561
How are you now?

>>723333535

You're going to die either way. Why not wait a while on the off chance that things will get better?

>>723332890
>do you have experience with meds?

Yes, i also used to be a studying psychefag. The field of psychiatry, espeically in the states,is not to be trusted especially when it comes to depression and anxiety meds. Artificially increasing seratonin levels, for example, has absolutely nothing but horrible side effects and no net benefits.

>>723333179
1 confirmed kill. Nice. That's better then most Soviets

>>723333770

This. Mental health drugs have very dubious success rates and can exacerbate symptoms. I've seen it happen. That said, they do help some people.

>>723333748
I don't have any friends so I'm am perfectly resigned to the fact that I am destined to forever be a single, hugless, kissless, handholdless FA virgin. Remember: Acceptance is the first step to Enlightenment

>>723333752
I've been waiting for a long time now. Besides, being alive means I have responsibilities and expectations to live up to.

21yo kissless virgin. I just realized that even if I ever do get a gf, my inexperience would mostly fuck everything up. And I would most likely be the worst bf on earth...

end me

>>723333333

>>723333940
>>723333770
is it worth the risk to try? I mean I've got nothing to lose honestly.

>>723332628
Weird. I felt this way around the same time, but I'm due to be 21 soon.

>>723334470
Congrats man. hope it's a sick b-day for you
(Usually, they don't mean much)

>>723334693
Sometimes people forget it's my birthday. I've gone 3 years without those people ever asking when it ever was. Yet, they remember to tell everyone about theirs. I don't know if I was ever upset about that.

Guess you're right, I don't figure they mean all too much.

>>723334353
No, really don't do them. I'm warning you these drugs just make the problems worst.

>>723334353

I mean, if you're at the point where you've got nothing to lose, then I suppose you could try. Just know that you're rolling the dice. Expend all other options.

>>723335041
well when the day does come, it might make you fell (better?) to know I'll be wishing you best anon

>>723329999
Get

>>723331996
i never noticed his hat says reeeeeeee

>>723335525
Likewise, anon, likewise.

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>>723326034

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>>723331953
for you comrade

someone hold me

>>723336596
T-thank you doctor.

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>>723337788
I have your back comrade

>>723318943
Ayye, $uicideboy$

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How old are you faggots?

I'm thirty. Thirty years old. Life hasn't been good since I was fifteen. And even then, it wasn't very good.

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>>723338835

Holy fuck, OP here. I made this thread like four hours ago and it almost died so I fucked off, now I see it again and it's thriving. Made me smile for some reason. Thanks, /b/ros.

>>723338883
24
I can't remember life ever being good

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>>723339230
It really doesn't get better.

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>>723338946
a feels thread should never die off like that comrade. Some of us need these threads

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Fuck sakes, trying to post the Elisa story but the 2 mb file limit won't let me. The fucking jew fuck who took this site over really shit all over us with that update.

>>723339297
I'm not planning on living to 30

>>723322959
Fml

>>723339318
this legit made me cry.

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>>723339366
http://resizeimage.net/

If you want to go through the trouble, that is.

>>723339389
I wasn't either but then a couple of years ago my thoughts of ending it went away.

I still can't get her our of my head after six months. I wish she'd fuck off.

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>>723332465
I'm sorry, anon.

That is exactly what I want in a girl to...

God damnit. I hope wherever she is, she's finally happy. I can't even imagine what you have to carry with you on a day to day basis.

God speed, anon. God fucking speed.

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That's the last one from me.

Sometimes, I wonder what is going to happen to me over time.

> be me
> be thirty
> one close associate of my generation left after a good fifteen years of watching same-age friends drift away
> no gf for ten years
> closest people to me have been: grandpa (deceased), grandma, father, mother, father's friend (deceased), dog one (deceased), dog two
> be about thirty years younger than the youngest of the human foregoing

This is selfish. But I need to be selfish.

WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME WHEN THEY ALL HAVE DIED.

I'm thirty years younger than I wish I was, /b/rothers. All my best friends are three decades older than I.

>>723318112
Just make your life so terrible that death feels like a more appealing option.

>>723340370
I've gotten to that point. Used to be terrified of death until my life became such an epic fail that I'm comforted by the thought of it's sweet release.

i wanna kill myself but i have too many to care for and my bf would be a mess without me. its so shitty

>>723318781
My children...
from the very beginning...
it was the children
who gave me my power.
The Springwood Slasher...
that's what they called me.
My reign of terror
was legendary.
Dozens of children
would fall by my blades.
Then the parents of Springwood
came for me...
taking justice
into their own hands.
When I was alive, I might
have been a little naughty...
but after they killed me,
I became something much,
much worse--
the stuff nightmares
are made of.
The children
still feared me...
and their fear gave me the power
to invade their dreams.
And that's when the fun
really began!
Until they figured out
a way to forget about me...
to erase me completely!
Being dead wasn't a problem.
But being forgotten--
now, that's a bitch!
I can't come back
if nobody remembers me!
I can't come back
if nobody's afraid!
I had to search the bowels of hell...
but I found someone...
someone who'll make 'em remember.

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>>723339318
>God and the devil

Fuck off Christcucks

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YTgwY1Ld5s
I can guarantee that most of you here will relate pretty hard to this song.

>>723340770
Then why don't you simply die?
Do you have any real reason not to?

>>723341061
Yeah family. They wouldn't be too happy about that.

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The only reason I think I'm still here is to make my parents happy and proud of their son.

My parents are fucking amazing and here I am. Some depressed fuck doing nothing with life. All I've done is give them a hard time, especially my dad. God damnit /b/ why can't I just be normal?

I think once they're dead I'll just kill myself.

>>723341175
Yeah, that's more or less my reason.
That and a billion year old survival instinct.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bO8OkyqEGOI&t=2s

Dear Ghost

I wake up in the morning and there you are. Here with me always, I cannot touch you and you do not respond. Alone I walk further into the abyss each day and ever more heavy does my heart grow. These places that I walk through are haunted. The howling winds and desolate sounds of sirens and traffic run through my being.
The days of sunshine and carefree nights of timelessness have been replaced with grinding drudgery and the crawling of time on and endless sea at the darkest hour of the night. There I drift further away but with me you stay , a dark cloud shadowing me. A train of memories chugging along further and further away into the long night . I wander still as my body aches with the growing weariness of existence. Yet I do not want you to stop possessing me for you are the only shred of company I have left even if I am only chasing phantoms. The days are gruelling as I perform my mundane tasks and the nights close in on me as I lie awake with exasperation. I await the day when you finally drift away into the vapour of the air but a long time prisoner always fears liberation. Ghost who haunts my heart you are all I have left.

>>723340900
This hurts because sometimes I think like my gf feels the same.

>>723341294
Yeah the latter too. And I guess somewhere there's a vague hope that maybe things will get better but I try not to set myself up for more disappointment.

>be me
>be 18
>get job at grocery store to buy new computer
>meet some cool people
>meet some shitty people
>then i met her
>She was a cashier like me
>Started about the same time so we made a pseudo pact to help each other
>find out she wants to be a programmer
>girlofmydreams.jpeg
>start talking to her outside of work
>she's into stars and mountains and sunsets
>sounds cheesy but i also enjoy them
>talk about sitting on a mountain as the light fades and watching the stars appear
>a friend of mine at school wants to make a video game
>I tell him about her, he likes the idea of an extra helper
>she and I start hanging out away from work
>she was engaged at the time but things were declining quickly
>start to get closer to her
>eventually get to the point where we start taking shifts just to be near each other
>Ithinkiminlove.mp3
>the summer starts up and we spend almost all out free time together
>never been one for chasing girls so no experience
>she finds my confusion and nervousness cute
>one night just laying around, she puts her head on my shoulder and asks me about constellations
>i start talking about Orion because thats one of the easier to find
>she falls asleep on my shoulder
>best feeling ever considering she was almost raped
>to be trusted that much made me truly happy for once in my life
>i wrap my arm around her and let her sleep, smiling like a fool
>this goes on for weeks, hanging out, cuddling, talking, sleeping, repeat
>never pushed issues of physical intimacy due to her previous encounter with it
>one night, talking about SR-71 because I'm a fucking nerd
>she kisses me when i go to rub my eyes
>confused at first, slowly come to the realization that she kissed me
>pull her close and lock lips again
>she puts some force behind it and at that point i knew i was in love
>not like schoolboy crush love but serious "I want to marry you" love
>go on like this, so close but she doesnt want to commit to a relationship
>october rolls around, still close

>>723340900
tits or gtfo whore

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>>723340966
Its the idea that matters, not the characters

>>723316907
Why would you do this to me

>>723316907
Right in the feels man

>>723341411
The worst part is I know that I'm ultimately to blame for what's wrong with my life.
I could fix everything if I just get off my ass, but I can't focus my energy on anything for longer than 20 minutes and I like food way too much.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4dT8FJ2GE0

>>723341316
i cant leave him him on his own, hell be a mess without, our many reptiles, our two cats, our plants. they need me and i cat juist leave them even tho every single fucking day i wanna fucking die i cant.
why do you feel like your gf feels like that?
also sorry im fucking hammered

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I can't stand to fly. I'm not that naïve.
I'm just out to find, the better part of me

I'm more than a bird.
I'm more than a plane.
I'm more than some, pretty face, beside a train.
It's not easy, to be, me.

I wish that I could cry.
Fall upon my knees.
Find a way to lie, 'bout a home I'll never, see.

It may sound absurd, but don't be naïve.
Even heroes have the right to bleed.
I may be disturbed, but won’t you concede?
Even heroes have, the right to dream.
And it's not easy, to be, me.

Up, up and away- away from me!
Well, it's alright.
You can all sleep sound tonight.
I'm not crazy. Or, anything

I can't stand to fly.
I'm not that naïve.
Men weren't meant to ride, with clouds between their knees.

I'm only a man, in a silly red sheet.
Digging for kryptonite, on this one way street.
Only a man, in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things, inside of me
Inside of me, inside of me. Yeah, inside of me.
Inside, of me.

I’m only a man, in a funny red sheet.
I’m only a man, looking for a dream.
I’m only a man, in a funny red sheet.
And it's not easy.


It's not easy.
To be.
Me.

>>723341726
Same thing only I like booze too much. I get overwhelmed easily and sabotage myself whenever things are about to change for the better. Now at the point where I just don't want to care too much about it because I've wasted so much energy on failed endeavours and relationships gone tits up etc. I've pretty much just had it at this point.

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>>723341985

>>723341470
are you fucking serious

>>723317298
>supreme gentleman detected

>>723342153
this fuck that faggot

post feminine benis instead plz

>>723341985
Fuck yes Five for Fighting. One of my favorite bands.

the girl I like deleted me on everything and told me I'm a shitty person

can I have a hug please?

>>723342153
Not him.
It's /b/.
Despite this being a feels thread, it's still tinged with the usual shit.
Just look at this.

>>723317298

>>723342153
> are you fucking serious

ofc you disgusting roastie

poast the lips of ur flappy vagoo

>>723340900
I wish I had people to care for. That's the trouble with my life. Too self involved and hard to change at this point. Isn't it funny how the grass is always greener?

>she starts to get a bit distant
>attribute it to her starting college
>still try to be there for her
>help her with her math, she was never very good at it
>play cards against humanity with her and her friends
>she seems sad/distressed
>doesnt really want to talk about
>respect her choice, tell her i'm always here for her
>november
>she gives her virginity to her ex she was engaged to
>im devastated
>i got really quiet, she asked what was wrong
>as if she didnt know
>a week later she tells me shes getting back together with said ex
>angry doesnt begin to describe how i feel
>silent rage
>never been furious before, fear i might hurt her or myself
>stop talking to her
>two weeks later she's engaged again
>heart is shattered
>obvious she doesnt care
>had to tell her i wanted atleast an apology
>halfassed "im sorry" over text
>haven't spoken to her since


tl;dr I got led on for about 5 months, she was only using me until her ex came back with the "its different this time" bullshit. To be that close to someone after never having someone before and then having it all ripped away from me in a week killed me. It still hurts

>>723341738
My dad had a group he played war games with, 6 or so dudes.
Every Friday, they met up and played whatever board game it was, until our family moved out of state.
They kept playing though, just over skype.
Then, every few years, one would die off, until it was just my dad and his best friend, who continued to skype.
A few years ago, his last friend randomly died of a heart attack, leaving him alone.
For the first month or so, he'd start up skype, realize, and close it.
He still plays the games, but he just plays against himself now.

I'm scared the same thing is going to happen to me, except that I don't have many friends in the first place. I don't want to die, but at the same time I don't want to outlive everyone.

>>723342305
im not going to omfg. i would rather die than expose myself. i fucking love him too much you fucking god damn cucks, fucking fuck off. this is a fucking feels thread. want fucking tits? then go on an other fucking thread

>>723317298
ANAL

>>723342507
tits or vagoo, it's up to you

you know the rules, slut

>>723342507
>taking someone seriously on a finnish basket weaving forum

why tho

>>723342360
she was never worth it in the first place, anon. the fact that you handle this in a modest manner, not taking your anger out on her or yourself says a fuck ton about how valuable of a character you have.

dont die, anon. you're worth shit.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ou-rVp6EbhM&index=52&list=PLMBaHtxx4kesszqmOb2U0z53lHR2ZCxLU&shuffle=12490

>>723342576
i was a slut, then i got tired of hurting people, fuck off im not showing tits or vag

>>723342639
whut

>>723342042
I don't think I'm that world weary yet.
I just can't every really mesh with other people in any meaningful way.
I can talk and sorta hold a conversation while appearing normal, but close friendships and relationships are beyond me. And it hurts, because I want one, but I always fuck up somehow.

>>723342892
IT'S THE RULES, BITCH

T I T S . O R . G T F O
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>>723342042
im in the same boat as you

>>723343052
no

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>all these people complaining about literal normie tier shit

I was put on ungodly amounts of adderal at 6, drugged up on depression meds at 16, became an alcholic that same year, pushed all friends away from me permanently, grew up in horrible conditions, and tried killing myself, yet I'm as happy as can be.

Seriously, stop complaining so much, learn to value wisdom, and everything becomes fine.

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>>723342060
I CAN'T STAND TO CRY

>>723342980
I feel ya. I have slowly lost all my friends over the years. Had a gf who I fell hard for who I was with for two years and planned on marrying. She ran off with another man six months ago less than a month after leaving me. A month later they were engaged. That's what finally pushed me over the edge. I mean I guess I was close to it anyway but that's what it took.

>>723343196
>Not reading the Elisa story
>Says everyone is complaining about normie shit

bruh

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>>723343169
OK, WELL THEN . . .

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>>723342892
>i was a slut
>was

Doesn't work that way cupcake. You will always have the residual effects of being a slut. Like how addicts permenantly fuck up the way their brain creates dopamine, you're damaged goods.

Seriously just accept that and try to steer girls away from that path.

SORT

YOURSELF

OUT

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>>723343109
Well comrades, this is my last post for the night. I appreciate you all spending your time with me and I hope you all have a better day tomorrow.

Goodnight /b/

>>723343196
are you really happy as can be?

depression is universal, nobody is truly free from it. in my experience, valuing wisdom is just coming to terms with depression being reality.

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>>723321959
Oh hey, I remember being in that chat early on when I still used kik.

>>723343447
i like spiderman threads, do it up bro

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>>723343116
I have no idea why we do that to ourselves. I'm thinking of trying kratom to help me quit and settle down when I get unbearable anxiety rather than keep drinking.

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>>723342576
>>723343052
>>723343447
What are you new? you do realize why /b/ has that rule right?

spiderman can't handle the feelings

he am no real smpdiiur

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>>723343386
That's really hard man.
I know that feeling all too well; loving someone with all your heart and then finding out, that not only were you not that person to them, you were nothing to them.
I had a similar experience with my aunt/adoptive mother.

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>>723316907
This Fucked me up

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>>723343708
Of course, Lancelot.

>>723343464
ive been daiting this guys for over a year, no him since frshemn year, nevr cheated on him, we live together now, i wont ever hurt him. ive learn over the years abou what cheating does to people. i dont want to rhurt him, ever.
drunk so sorry if this doesnt make sense

>>723343754
Yeah I don't think I'll ever get over it but hopefully I'll learn to live with it. I just have to keep reminding myself that I was in love with an illusion and that she was basically a shallow cunt.

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>>723342793
thats what everyone told me, but that doesnt take the pain away. I loved her, her hips were shot from falling down the stairs when she was 10 and I swear to god i would've carried up a mountain just to let her see the stars. She'll never understand how important she was to me

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>>723343961
communication is the most important thing any relationship could ever have. if she doesnt understand, anon, make her understand.

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>>723343869
Take whatever time you need.
Just try and heal.

But also remember, healing an injured limb requires you to maintain mobility. Same goes for the soul.

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>>723343816
Eh, not really white knighting, just pointing out that originally you kinda jumped the gun. Plus you did it in a feels thread,
not to mention the unspoken rule about baww/feel threads, but its ok. you can be new here and nobody is going to stop you. just know you look ridiculous in a place that stupid shit is the norm

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>>723321159
>born with a wish to fight
>but not with courage
>born with a wish for cause
>but not with reason
>born with a wish to be part of something bigger
>but without anything to join
MGS hit some real tones with me. I couldnt help but feel a connection with the cast, even the (somewhat) nameless staff members.
I wanted to be one of 'em.
I wanted to be a guy who fought not for nation or ideology, but because it was my purpose.
Born just in time to see the world all be conquered and cut up. Huh.

>>723315447
I promise this is worth the watch
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNfvuJr9164

>>723344192
Well I wrote a bunch of music about it. I'm a jazz musician. It's been taking me forever to get around to recording and finishing it because it's so personal and I get all bent out of shape with it. Best stuff I've ever written though. I guess that's what they mean when they say you have to suffer for your art. Hoping to get it finished by the end of may at least. It's kind of like my way of mourning and it's very much like a death to me.

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>>723344242
> bending over backwards and kissing up to some roastie just because she loudly announces her bs bf problems

. . . nah, fuck that

i wish i had the balls to kill myself but i dont

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>>723344134
i tried like hell when we were still close, i told her i didnt really have a reason to be here until i met her. I didn't enjoy anything until she came around, i did stuff because thats what was expected of me. I told her i had an alarm set just so i'd be awake for her good morning text. If that didn't show her how much i cared about her then I have no earthly idea how to communicate it her. She was the reason i started taking care of myself, before her if i got hurt it was just an "oh well" sorta deal. After she and i got close I started to watch my step and pay attention to how i acted. I got my act together for her, so much so I got a promotion. I never would've taken my current job if i didnt meet her. I started looking into the future and planning how i could make enough money to give her a comfortable life. I dont need a mansion or a million dollars to be happy. I only needed her

>>723344390
This one always fucks me up
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YvDtOigTH-g

>>723315447
finally blocked my ex and what a relief, it was like the weight of the world was lifted off my shoulders. We were in a relationship for over 2 years. When we broke up, she was dating other people in the first month, texting me on a daily basis. She said we should stay friends, and I knew I couldn't do it. I did maintain contact, however, thinking that we would be able to get back together.

After over a year of nonsense, I finally told her that I couldn't stay "friends" with her. I was finally over it. I could finally eat again, I could finally sleep again. I couldn't continue to be a doormat for her, jumping at a moment's notice to help her with everything. She had been using me for a long time, so I finally removed myself from the situation. It took me a long time to realize my worth, and that I didn't deserve to be treated that way.

In one of my last messages to her, I told her that I have nothing to contribute to our relationship anymore. I couldn't stay "friends" when she had been the lest friendly person towards me. I told her not to call or text, because I wouldn't respond. Staying in contact with her would be at my expense, and I couldn't do it anymore.

Just wanted to share my experience. I'm finally myself again and happy about it. It's was a good lesson to me that sometimes holding on hurts worse than letting go.

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>>723344393
Yeah, that's a decent way to process it.
The mistake I made was withdrawing into myself after the incident, which fucked me up for the rest of my life.

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>>723330968
Still hits me in the feels

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>>723344651
tell me about her anon. what made you so madly in love with her?

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>>723344729
Yeah I've been pretty withdrawn too but hopefully once I record the album with some other musicians (I know plenty I can get in contact with) and maybe do a gig or two for the spring and summer it can help me to get better. The isolation that can follow that sort of thing is a bit scary. I've been like that all winter. It's kind of a vortex that sucks you in.

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>>723316907
conveniently never played ps2 until 4 years later. dumb ass mom also put note INSIDE the compartment. bad story was bad.

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>>723343415
Yeah if you think that bad then its pretty normie shit. My life has been all kinds of fucked up you can't even imagine if that gets to you. I've known plenty of chicks like Elisa and I've known plenty of guys of Jake. Too many desu

>>723343522
Yes pretty much. Life means nothing without depression, you learn that after awhile.

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>>723344686
I'm happy for you, anon. Good for you.

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>>723343839
Sure it makes sense, and you shouldn't be drinking. You deserve 0 sympathy for your behavior and while your situation is due to a chain of events outside of your control on you are responsible for yourself and your relation to others in your own world.

>>723316907
You drama queens just got put in your place

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My story is lame but I haven't been able to fall in love or be close to anyone (other than my parents) since my ex dumped me awhile ago. I've had hookups, one night stands, a girlfriend I never fell in love with since then but it never works out.

It does make me feel better that I can come home from class, lay down in bed, put down my cats favorite blanket, and she snuggles against my feet/ankles.

Moral of the story? Get a cat, I guess.

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>>723344967
Did the anger really get to you?
To this day, I still have fantasies of tracking down the people who hurt me and killing them in the most brutal ways I can imagine.

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How to not go out like a bitch

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