I didn't have sex in 3 years and I started wondering if I'm turning gay, or maybe I always was. Maybe I was just projecting men on women I did fuck and I didn't feel anything for men because I was suppressing it huh? Now sometimes I kind of feel something but I no longer know if that's sexual arousal, love or just friendship. I don't feel much and I have a hard time distinguishing between feelings lol. I had some delusional symptoms as well eeehehehe, probably just going schizo. Life is great.
>>723272770
I'm pretty much in the same boat
However I'm extremely talented even though I've never achieved any feats; in an incredible actor, artist, and writer an I excel at anything of the sort. I have complete control over my emotions though. Learn to embrace that feeling, channel it into a different outlet and forget about it. Being alone isn't bad- I have a few casual friends I'll met with a few times a month just to keep in touch with reality. This world only exist in your perception.
>>723273058
lol you delusional faggot, how do you know you are so good at all this?
>>723272770
Hang in there buddy, I think you just need some affection from people, try making more friends, be around people more.
Like >>723273058 said, being alone is not so bad either, I am very alone myself, and I like it sometimes, but I feel very sad every once in a while wanting some friendship (I have no friends btw).
One thing I know for a fact is , the more time I spend alone, the worse I feel...
Maybe you're not delusional, maybe you're just feeling sad, alone, and making excuses in your head to why you're feeling this way. It's the same thing with your sex life, bc since you don't have sex in 3 years you may be thinking that something is wrong, that you're turning gay or something.
Another thing I speak from experience is that feeling something, even if it's a bad feeling, is better than feeling nothing. ;-)