I feel like there's no point in life. I hate my job. I hate living in this bullshit world. I work my ass off and only get 75% of my check. I have no god. I no longer have any close friends. I just sit here day after day reading the news about how shitty the world is or playing video games. I'm not close to my family. I even have a wife, but I push her away because I feel either angry all the time or exhausted and fatigued and just want to be left alone. I want to kill myself. I think of it all the time but I'm too scared that I'll fail.
>>723104801
Most of us feel this way. I do all day everyday but the only thing that keeps me going is hobbies. Things outside of gaming and internet.
Watch the movie "minimalist" on Netflix or 123movies it might enlighten you.
>>723104801
You've just described me... Talk to me anon, what soul draining job do you do?
>>723104801
just get off your ass.
I know that sounds too simple to be true, but its the only way. telling yourself "tomorrow" wont work. tomorrow is relative.
go to the gym, eat healthier, go for a walk.
baby steps
>>723105380
I work for a power company. Laying wire for houses and shit like that. Lot of manual labor and shit. I'm so sick of it.
>>723105470
This. Also, try fucking your wife/ treating her better. It'll reflect back on you.
>>723106018
Who gives a fuck about the wife. Get rid of that useless whale. It will make you feel better OP.
>>723106018
My sex drive is all but gone. It's not that I'm not attracted to her.. I just don't care for it. I don't want to be touched. I just want to be alone all the time now because anyone I'm around just makes me feel that much more tired.
>>723104801
Do HIGH doses of psychedelics. Read about them and just do it.
U risk nothing.
>>723105380
What do you do for a job? Tell me about yourself.
>>723106361
It's pretty normal anon. I'm guessing you've been together around 10 years? It's normal not to be physically attracted to your wife - look up seven year itch.
>>723106471
Sciencefag. Study was just an excuse not to work. I hate waking up to an alarm and I'm not happy with myself but all my problems are my own. I prefer being alone but plod along because I know people care about me even if I'm numb to it
>>723106774
It's only been 3 years sadly.
>>723107018
I know I have people that care. I know they love me and want me to be happy. I'm numb to it too though and it literally feels like I can't reciprocate the feelings because it's too much effort to care. Same goes for my wife, it's just so much effort to try and make someone else happy when I can't even do it for myself.