The girl I've been wanting to ask out for months finally broke up with her boyfriend and I want to ask her now but I feel like I should wait a little while. It's like I got what I wanted but can't do anything yet.
>>722959257 >>722959257 Start talking to her then slip a bit of flirtyness in but not to much then in a week or so flirt with her So she really knows u like her (you are saving her from her sadness at this point)
>>722957063 >>722958245 >be 13 >live in a 3rd world country >parents get a domestic help/nanny cause they come home late >young girl, naive and lived all her life in a village >hit puberty and dicover porn >come home from school and fap all day till parents get back >fapping one day with headphones on >turn around to see my maid shrieking (door had no locks) >she runs out of my room covering her eyes, telling me to close the porn >follow her and beg her not to tell my mom >she threatens to tell on me if she catches me again >quit jerking off for a week or so, but who can stop a horny boy? >start watching porn but no jerking off because afraid of getting caught >maybe a month after getting caught >watching porn as usual >realise that my door is ajar and my maid is discreetly peering in >scared to shit that she would tell my mom >freeze in place and wait for her to come in >10 minutes and nothing happens >breathe a sigh of relief and carry on >over the next few weeks, see my maid spying from the doorway more and more often >she would just stand there hidden behind the door >i would pretended that she wansnt there and do my thing cont.
its always the same, you go to psychiatry saying you wanna kill yourself, you get in, you do noting except acting busy, at one point some girl is gonna come at you and ask you if you want to talk, you tell her to fuck off, the next night she will stand naked in front of your bed. dont do it twice at the same hospital tho.
I am secretly bisexual but I'm afraid to ask for cocks from strangers because I live in a very homophobic country. Also, I don't how to ask for cocks. Never had pussy neither because I was raised a good Muslim boy.
>>722961299 I feel that too. Excess of empathy can make you tire. The second thing is lack of concentration. Try to disconnect from social media. For example: eat without watching tv or looking at your phone. We recieve a lot of stimulation now a days
>eventually got turned on at the idea of being spied >the next time i realised my maid was on the door >took my dick out and started jerking it >started doing this everytime i saw her at the door >this went on for a month or so and she didnt mention it all >so i got emboldened >the next time she was at the door i called her in >she freaked the fuck out and ran away >got scared that she would tell my mom but she didnt >found her at the door 3 days later >called her in again and this time she came >i asked her if she wanted to watch along with me >she didnt reply but just stood there watching the fucking on my bitchin' 15 inch crt >i plugged in the speakers and made her sit on my lap (no other chair in the room) >she was transfixed and couldnt move her eyes away from the screen >eventually she started grinding on my hard little dick subconciously >i was freaking the fuck out and getting excited at the same time >didnt know how to react so i just sat there getting my dick stimulated >after the porno got over a put a vid of girl fingering herself >my maid still couldnt take her eyes of the screen >told her to try out what the chick on the vid was doing and told her to go away >and then i blew the biggest load of my life
>>722962328 >the next day i find her waiting at my door step again >call her in and she complies >ask her if she tried fingering >she just nodded and started blushing >asked if she wanted to see more porn and she nodded again >so she sat on my lap and ended up grinding me again >after a week or so of this happening daily i got more courage >started touching her thighs, stomach and eventually her tits >at times she would swat my hand away, other times she would let me grope her >all the while she would be grinding on me >slowly and gradually, i kept on trying convincing her to remove her clothes >at first, she would down right refuse, then grew hesitant >and around 6-7 months after she initially caught me (with a lot of effort)i got her to show me her tits >everyday she would come in, remove her tshirt and bra and sit in my lap while grinding me as we watched porn >i realised that her boundaries were eroding and i could start pushing her limits as she herself used to get horny
I would love to beat the shit out of a helpless baby or a toddles. I've always hated kids, ever since I was a kid myself. If I ever get pregnant I want to just give birth to a baby and then torture it for the rest of its life. Wasn't abused in my childhood but I just always felt like that towards kids. They annoy me and I want to see them suffer
I feel that the little joy I get out of life doesn't offset the responsibility involved. Faggots who went tandem skydiving once will go on about their thirst for life years afterwards, but for me it's just not enough to make up for having to get a job and all that shit.
>i started with groping her petite body >then i fondled her tits >then i tried pinching her nipples >she was always receptive and her soft moans turned me on even more >so one fine day i got the courage and pulled my dick out while watching porn with her >she glared at my little dick with awe but acted as if she wanted me to put it away >i ignored her and started fapping >when i was about to climax i told her to turn towards and came all over her tits >i expected her to get mad but she seemed to enjoy it and even licked a bit of my jizz >i guess the porn had started to condition her >she was open to experimentation and i was a boy ready to be her test subject >she became horny little bitch who wanted to re enact pornos now >and i complied >she gave me tit jobs, foot jobs, hand jobs and eventually blow jobs >had me finger her ass, lick her tits, rub her pussy and then finger fuck it etc. >we always stopped short of fucking >however horny she was, losing her virginity before marriage wasn't doable cont.
>>722963705 she didn't exactly know herself. I would say 15-16 if have to make a guess.
>>722964576 >her behaviour in general started to change >dressed better >put on make up >she was flirty now while talking to boys unlike her prudish self >i started encouraging her and passed compliments >told her to find a boyfriend jokingly >go to my grandparents house for a month in the summer >miss my sweet pussy and cant wait to go back home to her >get back home >shes left the house >wtf >pester my mom and ask her why she left >wont tell me >ask my dad >ask everyone >just get told to shut up and mind my bussiness >later on come to find out that she took the watchman that guarded my home to her room >and fucked the shit out of him >and my mom found out and threw her out >wtf why did the bitch not fuck me >very jelly >but time heals all wounds >couple of years later >be 16 >get a call from an unknown number >its her
>>722961407 yea i think that too, feels like i got ADD or something i don't know, cus the clumsiness is not intentional it just happens way too often. >>722962027 literally stopped using fb one year ago, although i pretty much always got music on. >>722962215 lel no it won't , studied robotics, dropped after one year.
It's just that i seem to like pretty much anything but not to an extent that i would want to master it, not that i would have the willpower not to drop it.
>>722966344 ADD-fag here, maybe I can help you self-diagnose a bit. Do you: >often feel your thoughts drift off without realizing it >have trouble falling asleep / waking up (or both) >have trouble with recognizing the passage of time, and/or estimating how much time something takes to do And this is the important one: >do you zone out during face-to-face conversations without realizing it, only to "wake up" later
>>722966519 ADD-fag again. Yes, very much. Was diagnosed as gifted at early age, but didn't do well in school at all when it started to matter. Got a serious identity disorder because of it, was only in my mid-twenties that it was discovered I have ADD. Too late to make up for lost time, but doing a lot better now.
>>722966488 >often feel your thoughts drift off without realizing it at work i often find my thoughts drifting elsewhere. like today i was counting something, literally had to recount 3 times because thoughts drifted away. >have trouble falling asleep / waking up (or both) When going to sleep my thoughts start going wild usually, and waking up is hard cus you know, it's cozy and warm. >have trouble with recognizing the passage of time, and/or estimating how much time something takes to do only when alone >do you zone out during face-to-face conversations without realizing it, only to "wake up" later no
>>722966488 another anon here I: >always lost focus had my thoughts drift away during class and in rare cases during conversations >have trouble recognising the passage of time >have substance abuse problem >procrastinate >have 10 things going on at once
>>722966970 You sound more like you have mild aspergers to me. I was diagnosed with ADHD, but then the doctor said it might be aspergers. The two are very alike in some ways, but the eye contact thing is a fairly big difference
>>722966746 Then you *might* have ADD, but it also sounds like possible ASD. The 'zoning out when talking to someone' thing is a tell-tale trait of ADD present in the great majority of afflicted, but how you describe not being able to focus on someone's face is both a thing with ADD and ASDs.
My advice: you do have a lot of markers, it's worth getting checked out. If you have ADD, medication will solve a whole lot of your problems, and if you're young enough (below 21, when the brain's plasticity is still high) behavioral therapy can really work. I was too old for therapy to work well (24) but did amazing on Ritalin, now I'm on dexamphetamines and those work really well as well.
>>722956481 Omce a month, my sister comes to visit. We dont waer clothes in my apartment, and she lets me fuck her wherever and whenever I want for the whole weekend. We've been doing this for a year and a half now. If any of our family found out how much we really loved ona another, we would be disowned. I wish I could marry her, we were even talking about adopting. Fuck my life.
>>722967361 I don't know how the system works in your country (I'm Dutch), but in my case it was GP -> referral to general psych -> referral to psychologist/psychiatrist. Considering ADD is treated with medications, you're gonna go to a psychiatrist eventually.
Depending on what's available where you are, it's at least worth informing about possibilities and steps with a local psychiatrist.
And don't worry if the first one doesn't work out, find a psych that you feel comfortable with. You're gonna have to do a lot of soul-searching and self-discovery once therapy/meds kick in, you'll be finding out new things about yourself and your identity will get a few knocks. Be aware of that, but do know it'll make you a better person for it.
>exchange greetings with her and tell her i missed her >way make casual conversation for a while >then she stuns me by asking if my dick grew in size or is still the same little thing >don't know if she meant it as a joke or shes trying to be flirty >i stammer out an akward response and promise to make a plan to meet her >in the meanwhile start texting >shes much more confident and makes provocative jokes >starts sending me pics of herself >which devolves into exchanging nudes and vids >shes even sexier >eventually fix a date to meet her >she lives in pretty bad part of the town with her eldest sister and her nephew >go to the house and knock >she opens the door in a towel and looks hotter than ever cont.
>>722967621 I'm lithuanian and we do have free healthcare, so does that mean i won't have to pay for the psychiatrist?(we don't pay for diagnose here, but we do pay for meds) Or are psychiatrists different kinds of doctors and charge their own?
>be me,10-12 yrs old >sister constantly blackmails me about random shit,hate her >gives me some money and sends me off to buy her a slice of pepperoni pizza or she will not allow me to play xbox >i have a job to do >go buy a slice of pizza >cant fuck this one up,how would i even fuck it up its a simple task >everything is going great,slice is in my hand and im 15m from my house >le drop le piiza on le dirty concrete >it fell on the pizza side because fucking physics >what do >shes gonna fucking kill me and im not playing battlefield today >pick it up from the concrete,pepperoni stays mashed to the floor,half of the pizza is missing now >carry it to her >"they didnt have pepperoni so i took a slice of regular cheese pizza" >shes happy,im happy She doesnt know to this day,that she ate a piece of pizza that was mashed to dirty,ashy,disgusting concrete
>>722967872 >she invites me inside >the house is pretty shitty >her nephew is sitting on a mattress on the floor with a laptop in his hands >he is probably 12-13 >she introduces me to him and goes and sits behind him >he instinctively climbs into her lap >realise that he is watching porn >get weirded out but whatever >the boys shorts are tented >she pulls down his shorts and starts jerking him >confused as fuck >didnt know what to expect when i came here but it sure as hell wasnt this >the boy is writhing in excasty and she is jerking him off >she then tugs down her towel and the boy leans back into her tits >at this moment i get a hard on too >weird but hot >the boy explodes in her hands and she licks the cum >my turn now
When I was a teen I was going out with the same girl for 3 years. I was getting tired of her and she was talking about marriage. One have my friends always thought she was hot so I told her it was my fantasy to see my friend fucking her. She went for it. After a couple of months of me and my buddy double teaming her I dumped her.
>>722968166 That's a very good question, because that heavily depends on how your healthcare system classifies mental care. Some systems incorporate it fully, others only with premium programs (like mine), others not at all. Please do contact your insurer (e.g. government) about coverage, so you don't get any nasty surprises.
For us, psychologists and psychiatrists are separate, and another separation exists when it comes to institution psychs and self-established psychs. I pay a premium on insurance in order to get psychology + psychiatry insured, and medications are covered partially. Our insurance system is pretty crappy though (privatization did not work out well), but hopefully this sketches good example for you.
Also, be aware that any meds you'll get are legally classified as opioids, which carries responsibilities. Opioids are illegal unless given out with permission, so make sure to have your medical documentation in order. In my country (the Netherlands) there aren't any issues and the popo doesn't give a shit, when I visit my fiancee in the Philippines I need to carry multiple sets of papers on me at all times so my ass doesn't get shot by daddy Duterte. Please inform with your govenrment about regulations about restricted medications, especially if you tend to travel a lot.
>>722968529 Been in some starting relationships already, but all of them ended before penetration. Been kissing once (5yrs ago), touching 3 times, (half yr ago, fucked it up myself but also left country)
>>722969056 Legal classification puts them as opioids though, at least in the Netherlands (and most of Europe), the Philippines and the US. I think this is because of the chemical workings of the stuff, but I'm no expert, I only know they fall under what's referred to as "opioid laws" in most countries. Internationally they call under Class II (Restricted) Medications anyway, so you'll need to have papers ready when travelling. Anti-drugs countries like Singapore will definitely require you to present papers at immigration, otherwise you go into the pokey.
I have secret evidence and government documents proving Trump is a controlled psychological operation! He is part of the illuminatti and an experiment to see how ready the USA is ready for a fascist dictaitorship! Already he has said things like "alternative facts" and has said things in a fascist tone! People who are really vocal and opposed to him are being identified and put on "purge" lists. The next leader of the USA will be a dictaitor and all people who openly/vocally opposed Trump will be put into camps!Soylent green is people!
>>722969738 No problem, I'm here to help. I can't claim I'm an expert so definitely verify all the information I just gave you with someone who can legally prove they know their shit, but hopefully I managed to help out a bit.
>>722969808 Repeating things under your breath is deffo ASD, yeah. It is, on the contrary to what seems logical, possible to both have an ASD and a form of ADHD, which can result in legitimately interesting combinations. One of my best buds has both PDD-NOS and AHDH-i (basically ADD) and it makes him both really focused on preserving order and unable to maintain it, being both a volcanic mess of emotions and a stone wall when it comes to recognizing them within himself.
Either way, worth a checkup if you're not sure, especially if it's bothering your daily life.
>>722970302 I generally discard "don't believe in it" as dangerous nonsense, and I'm not shy about telling anyone who feels that way. While psychology/psychiatry is a relatively new medical field, there is a lot of proof both academic and anecdotal. For instance, ADD was assumed to be a real thing, and is now proven via direct EKG/EEG experiments. Additionally, neuroplasticity as a concept is something that only came up in the last decade or so, the science keeps making strides but we're nowhere near done.
Also, sidenote, parenting has a lot of influence on the development of ADD in the human brain. My mother was a hypercritical parent and it caused my ADD to worsen significantly, for instance. The effect of nurture on the co-development and co-morbidity of mental illnesses is something that's only really being taken seriously since a few years, going hand in hand with the realization of neurplasticity.
If you feel like you need to defend yourself, please remember: science is on your side. There is strength in admitting weakness, and once you admit your weaknesses, you can become stronger by working on them. Always remain positive, never give in to others' negativity or denial of your identity. It's not your fault you were dealt a shitty hand neurologically.
>i go up to the mattress >and turned her around and she ready complies >turning her plump backside towards me >take out my rock hard dick and line it up with her cunt >this bitch has blue balled me but not anymore >i thrust into her pussy forcefully and moans of pleasure escape her >her nephew, who was laying on the matress, intensely looked on as i fucked the living shit out of her >i plunged my dick in and out of her rapidly, fullfiling all my desires of the years gone by >move my hand to her tits and pinched her nipples >spanked her while fucking >her nephew couldnt stop staring and in no time his dick was back at attention >and being the whore she was she couldnt resist taking it in her hand >here i was fucking my ex maid while she jerked off her nephew >couldnt hold on any longer and filled her cunt with my jizz >she kept on jerking off her nephew's little dick >when he was ready to cum she shoved his dick in her mouth and drank all the cum he had left >she told me to get out quickly as her sister was supposed to get back home for lunch >so i got the fuck out of there and lived happily ever after
I got mildly addicted to cheating on some of my exes. Did it dozens of times. Usually it was just some random classmate or friend, one ex in particular though I seemed to just get off more on cheating on her with people close to her or that was more of a middle finger to her. Her sister, her roommates, the people who lived upstairs, etc. Since then I haven't cheated at all, but for some reason with this one chick I was just obsessed with fucking around behind her back.
>>722956481 >be me, 15 >be lonely as fuck >be interested in lady underwear/clothes >would sneak out of bed at night to look around the house for some clothes and underwear from my mother/sister >would get hard as fuck everytime >couple of months later i'd do it almost every day, but also while looking for horny guys to skype with on omegle >would meet this 59 year old man >wanted to make me his little girl >would obey his commands, dress up for him every day and do sexy butt stuff almost every day. >wants to meet me >i was only 16, got scared. >after refusing him the contact started fading. >deletes me
Now i'm 19. Still dress up sometimes and skype with random dudes, but i miss that old man. He never accepted my friend request again :c
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