>Broke up with my girlfriend around thanksgiving because I didn't want her to waste her time with somebody like me.
>ended a lot of friendships because they weren't positive relationships.
>I now sit alone in my house everyday.
>I cry a lot because I know she still hates me.
I don't know what to do /b/ ,
I might end it all soon, like I've tried before.
>>722942645
You will never improve if you don't chew through life's hardest lesson for people like us
>Learn to love yourself first.
>>722942645
So basically you're suffering from depression and you're fucking your life up because of it.
Then I have good news!
You don't live in an anime OP. We have this things called therapist so we don't all turn into massive self destructive fuckups.
Look up free therapy in your area. There are usual community groups and non-profits who don't charge for stuff like that.
[spoiler]If you can't find anything go ask[/spoiler]
[spoiler]>>>/adv/[/spoiler]
Stop worrying about what other cucks think and put yourself first. Look for someone who will love you for who you are, they are out there. Just put a smile on that face and stop being such a emo faggot
>>722942900
I take medication, I go to therapy, I've tried self medicating. There's not much that helps.