So how do you actually hang yourself? I read that you pass out

Get help anon.

Now, If you are serious the objective is to dissemble your vertabrae through excess force, not slow suffocation. A quick and easy death is not too much to ask for.

You need a rope, and a tree. Hanging yourself indoors is asking for a slow suffocation.

You can find out how to tie a noose, and use 4-6 loops for strength, but not too much friction.
The drop length is based on your weight, but give it an extra 10% to be sure, don't overdo it though, or you WILL decapitate. Use this to find the length, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Official_Table_of_Drops

And for fucks sake OP, get help, or spend all of your money on crack and heroin first.

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already booked my last trip, will spend my last money on booze and hookers though. Other drugs give me panic attacks