Thought about killing myself today, went on the roof of my apartment

>>722776208

how does it feel? Knowing you're failure at everything?

>>72277630
feels like shit

>>722776208
What's your reason for wanting to die op?

>>722776430
im an a fucking beta faggot with no future prospects, i dont want to drag people down anymore

>>722776427
great i even failed at answering your post

>>722776518
Why don't you have any future prospects?. Are you referring to your career or your life in general?.

>>722776769
both i live in a shitty eastern europe country working a shit job that pays 300 euros monthly, i dont want to dissapoint my family anymore

>>722776208
who fucks ups death?

holy shit

>>722776883
Both of those things suck man. I'd be lying if I said I can relate but I can sympathise with your situation.

>>722777125
no worries man just wanted to vent, i'll most likely go for another week to make sure i dont leave any unfinished shit for my family to bear and do it

>>722777208
I wont tell you not to do it because its your choice and I don't know your situation well, but please think carefully before making that decision. Its not something to can go back on later man.

>>722777497
why would i want to come back, i dont want my family to worry about me i dont want my friends to have to bear my shitty mood s

>>722777590
Understandable, if I was you id consider packing my bags and just traveling in that case.

>>722777769
with what funds? i have 20 bucks in my pocket right now, my most priced posession is my computer which i was planning on giving away or something before i do it

>>722777907
Gypsies manage to do it with no money at all, however I know that in different places this might be unpractical.

>>722777769
Check em. OP don't do it man things might look extremely bad now but everything gets worse before it gets better. Dubdubs and Quads speak the truth.

>>722778189
gypsies steal and do other stuff that i would never do, i would rather not ruin anyone else's day

>>722778191
it has been worse for a very long time now, i cant wait anymore

>>722778281
Some do true, and all of them are not wanted where they go. The irony is know I'm pretty sure killing yourself would 'ruin your family's day.'

>>722778415
it will be better for them in the long run

Hey man , good to still have you!
You hit rock bottom man , good thing about that is you can start rebuilding from there. a few years from now you won't believe that you were capable of all the things your going to do. You made a choice today not to take ur life and thats a good fucking decision lad. Hit me up if you need someone to talk to

>>722778539
thanks for the offer, but i've made up my mind, maybe not today but it will be soon either im gonna kill myself or this way of life will kill me before that

>>722776883
i live in poland, with is schitty enough, butt u can go on with in ur life, i was to scared to kill my self and now i think would be a mistake

>>722778526
I don't know them so I don't know. In any case know I wish you the best of luck with things man. I just hope you change your mind before then.

What way of life are you talking about?

If finances are troubling you.
Come to the Netherlands.

if you work up to 40/h a week you make atleast 1100 euros a month. The standard of living is quite good here. you might encounter some racist people but if you are willing to work their oppinion about you changes quikly and you can actually make lots of friends. hell , come over and share a beer with me if you'd like

>>722778737
thanks, you too

>>722776208
and OP u had double dubs. U want more from Your life? what's wrong with You

>>722776208
You didn't pussy out. You just realized that you don't want to die, you want help.

Go talk to someone, anyone. Just not /b/tards

>>722778737
oh damn i even failed in responding to the proper person, im talking about the repetetive kind
sleep, drag myself through the day, do nothing but sit on my pc for the rest of the day, repeat

I yearn to kill myself and give no shits about anyone but one person. They selfishly make me suffer this life saying things will get better when in the end, the good never outweighs the bad. Get out before you learn you are not at rock bottom and things can and will get worse like they have for me

>>722779043
im sorry to tell you man but thats not how gets work, the last 2-3-4 etc numbers have to be the same

>>722778998
i doubt i can travel there, i cant just pack whatever small ammount of stuff i have and drop in the netherlands, but thanks for the advice, grab a beer for me

>>722779234
k

Dont do it man. I bet your life is a fucking waste of goverment funds, but I want you to suffer the inevitable emptiness of life. Nigger

You can rend a small apartment in the city and start working here quite easily. I'd be willing to help you set it up if that's what it takes. you can have a good and joyfull life my friend. but you got to make the choice to do so

>>722779578
i dont think i can do it man you are really nice but still i just cant

>>722779457
i've suffered enough i want out

You don't think you can do it. I know you can. To tell you the truth , i'd be going batshit crazy if I only made 300 euros a month in a country with poor wellfare. fuck that man , I'd rather forge my own future and do things I like. so can you , I'm not some special snowflake. I'm a regular guy , you could even say i'm a huge fuckup. had the opportunity to go to university but ended on the lowest ladder of education because I chose weed over learning. but hey , still pretty fucking happy

i bet its not as bad as it seems

the cia put a bunch of shit in my water and made me a trap so you know im thinking about putting a rope around my neck then shooting heroin...if i nod i die kek right?

OP u still here?

>>722780715
yea i still am, was thinking about life and such

Just wanted to let you know it can be better man.
It's ur own choice. but you already chose living over dying today so i think deep down you do want things to get better. so just keep talking to people. and as I said before , I'm here if you need me.

>>722776518 (op)
Kill yourself cancer faggot

I think killing yourself is just a bad idea.
You can make more money if you try.
Money wont make you feel any better about yourself if you don't feel happy about yourself already.
I too stuggle woth suicidal thoughts almost everyday.
I try exercising and playing with my pets and video games to keep the thoughts away. But sometimes just talking about my feeling to family helps clear my head.
Im doing this life thing to make others happy.
Cause when its time for me to die i hope i at least impacted someones life positively for the better.

>>722781736
thats what i plan on doing

>>722781727
thanks man, but you have your own live only thing i need from you is to live it better than me

Don't kill yourself. Do a good thing. That you enjoy.

>>722781883
thing is i stopped enjoying most things, i used to enjoy video games but now i dont enjoy them either i force myself to play something just so i can pass some time

We are a very tiny part of the universe and its a miracle we as a species have ever got this far without fucking it up.

>>722782068
fuck i need to stop fucking up post responces, i cant do anything right today

>>722782086
maybe we have been fucking it up all this time and we just didnt know

>>722782086

You mean the whole universe or just ourselves and the planet?

I do agree with you , that money doesn't make you happy per se. but what it does help with is stabalize the situation. Exercising and talking helps a ton. but video games shouldn't become a habit. I just want OP to think this over because there is so much in the world to live for. he just doesn't see it yet

>>722782374
i thought about it and i really dont see anything to live for

Killing you self isn't going to fix things is it? Just because you die, doesn't mean you're going to be happy. Maybe it is better to just think up some other answer? People online could help you travel to a different country that pays more. And you could start a new life. Even pick a new name if you want. Might as well try, you've literally got nothing to lose. Yea.?

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niga, OP, listen up!
you think you could take ur life but you think you can't leave ? sorry to interrupt, but are you dumb?
literally, this is not a drill, pack ur little things and just leave the house if you can not imagine this any other way. get the fuck up man, shit's is tough, and ofc it's not easy without finance but SO IS TAKING YOUR OWN*S LIFE..
if i were you, i would decide wisely, what my next move would be. If you believe that ''you know too much and there is not a single fucking thing to learn, to experience anymore'', i understand, i would kill myself also, but if you just imagine the words ''i cant'' and this is the only reason ur deciding to end it, that is fuckin weak! get your shit together, literally and metaphysically, and do smth (leave the country, see some shit, meet ppl)!

>>722782068
age? also welcome to the reality of adults

Friendship and love my friend.
the nights you can have.
Ever seen a small person (Midget) on cocaine?
Come to the netherlands man , its fucking legendary

>>722782285
I mean yeah we've been fucking up constantly. But any set backs are easily recovered just by sheer preserverance.
Never give up.
>>722782335
Ourselves and the planet.
God damn people need to stop fucking up the planet. Or we really will all die.

>>722782688
19 but shit has been like this for quite a while, for my whole life i have been living with my father who worked a modest job i have always been living quite limited and he did his best so i cant blame him for that, i never told him how much that fucked me up, never went anywhere with friends, with my classmates etc

>>722782374
Money makes you very happy.
But when we were kids and had just started out living in the world it was just a matter of time before society told us to make money so everybody like you and want to be like you.

Money is evil. But it can do good. It just shouldnt be the cause of life and death that its become.

>>722782894
Sounds like you're just having a mid life crisis.

Telling you op.
I can even help you with moving abroad.
You can make a good living here and actually meet a lot of good and fun people. I bet you we can get you laid in the first week haha.

>>722783330
i'll think it over, drop some email or something where i can write incase i make my mind

It is not the money that is making me happy OP.
I'm 21 , not rich and still live at home.
But I can do things that make me happy with the money that I earn. also it gives me self esteem because I can support myself.

>>722783548
what will make me happy is making my family happy and i cant do that without money

Made an email for you.
[email protected]

Send me an email so I can return.
And hit me up if you need someone to talk to.

Honestly man , I just want you to enjoy life

>>722783962
i feel honored you made a separate email for me, thanks man

>>722783660
and that's why americans are fat and heart attacks is the #1 disease

that's dough and cheese with cheese and dough and noodles and milk

Yeah anytime man.
You'll get trough this

>>722776208
Life's unfair and can generally be shit, you're going to have to get over that. Find someone to talk to instead of bottling it. Try DOING something instead, it's a rare thing it falls into your lap.

>>722784074
You forgot bacon

it's okay you can always try again later :)

>>722776208
One more thing you're no good at, coward.

OP if you want send me something to the mail.
So we can keep in touch

>>722784074
Fuck off you skinny piece of shit , youre killing my boner

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- masturbate (as much as you can, i'm talking every 2 hours or when you get a hard. also get a nice tight fleshlight/sextoy)
- do drugs (weed, speed, xtc, mdma, lsd, 2cb, maybe cocaine?) (darknet)
- stay away from facebook, instagram, etc. people use that shit to brag and to get you depressed. you will have withdrawal symptoms the first weeks, i'm not kidding

what else, let me think...

>>722784074
Overweight American here. I'll be trying this recipe out this week.

>>722784924
yea i sent you an email i think

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>>722785082
well, have fun

Well , since OP is still with us I'd say we celebrate a bit. anyone got some funny shit to share?

OP here i want to thank all of you, i will rethink what im gonna do with my life and maybe not kill myself

OP, you're depressed.
just know that every feeling goes away (although depression is more than just a feeling, it's a serious disease).
i don't really have a helpful advice...
consider this, you have no idea, what will happen next, happiness could be just around the corner, i mean, you don't know the future.
maybe you wake up tomorrow and have a passion for something, you never even thought about in before
do something creative and you will be proud of yourself
stay away from toxic people, friends, family members, could be anyone, who gets you down. the world is full of assholes

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>>722785861
how bout oldschool reaction pics

Hahaha that's absolutely fucking disgusting.

Yo btw , how do I respond to a comment?
Clueless as fuck here. call me a 4chan virgin if you'd like

[spoiler]test[/spoiler]

>>722787489
do spoiler tags not work anymore?

>>722776208
Get drunk and feel better

Now that's just disturbing

>>722787445
Click the post number

Donny, stop feeling bad about the press conference. With practice it will get better, I promise.

And think about Mel, and Barry, and Vlady. Where will they be without you?

Damn it, think of your soon to be unemployed hair stylist.

>>722788498
Aye , thanks pal

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>>722788623
If i could id like to interest you in my favorite series jojos.
Its great motivating for living.
It will give you the will to live life.

>>722782894
Earlier you said your life has been shitty for a long time. You haven't even been a live a long time! You're a fucking baby, OP. At least stick it out until you're in your 30s.

>>722779089
this.

>>722789081
yea and become a middle aged virgin with a shitty life, i'd rather end it asap

OP


be happy you're still here, life is weird but here's some tips


>get a new haircut
>acquire sunglasses
>do drugs
>go to clubs
>get drunk
>relax

OP I'm in a situation very much alike yours. Plus I'm brazilian (I bet my country is shittier thanks yours), have a small daughter, and now I'm in Portugal unemployed (for I don't have papers). I Will have to GO back to Brazil within 10 days. Everyday I pussy out about killing myself.

I really suggest you to accept our /b/ro offer to GO to netherlands. Your life is over anyway...

>>722789294
I've had years where I have made $120,000 and years where I made $5000. It's not all about being a baller and getting Pussy. It's about finding something you enjoy doing. You have to have something you like man even something as small as Vidya. Your life can head in any direction at any point why end the only thing you have. We all have one life as shitty as it may be it is the only experience we will ever get in this infinite timeline. Nothing matters we don't owe anyone anything fuck what people think.

>>722790546
i'll think it over, thanks for the advice, i really need to do some changes to my life maybe its time to stop being a special snowflake and start doin something

>>722789294
let me tell you, sex isn't that great, it's overrated.
also the concept of virginity is obsolete, it came from (sry, terrible writing) a time, when you had to ensure bloodlines argh can not explain it

also OP will feel better, if i'm telling him, i was a virgin until age 28 and lost it with a tinder date. it wasn't at all that sensational. masturbating is almost quite as good, maybe even better, because you can do it, however you want.

also OP, go to reddit, for example google for (although i don't like google either)

reddit music
or
reddit drugs
or
reddit <any topic you are interested in>

OP here thank you all for the advice and help, i will reconsider what the fuck im doing with my life and how to make it not suck, it is 5am so i'll try to get some sleep, feel free to repurpose the thread into anything you want

like do it as the protagonist in fight club

see how miserable other people are and what problems they have. like people who have a serious disease or had a bad past. i'm just saying, other people suffer way more

>>722788888

>>722790684
Just do something man. Most of us will live a completely mediocre life and amount to nothing...and that's ok. Farewell op gotta work in the A.M.

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>>722790684
you are special, you can do things other people can not, you are brave, intelligent, smart, thoughtful, sensitive, loveable, handsome, strong, caring, talented, the list goes on

i or we believe in you, ok?

get a pet or 'lend' a pet from someone
watch'em on youtube
they are proven to be stress relievers (cats)
also they are cute and get your mind off things
especially you get distracted from your thought loop patterns