Tfw I just blew my chances with this girl... >Be me, on train,

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Tfw I just blew my chances with this girl...
>Be me, on train, fiddling with a piece of paper
>Suddenly a finger taps on my head
>Look up expecting it to be a friend of mine, but it's not
>It's a 10/10 female smiling directly at me
>My heart skips a beat
>Says "hi" expecting me to know her
>Stare at her blankly for 3 seconds until I realize who she is
>A girl that goes to the same school as me
>Mutter out "hi" back as my autism kicks into over drive
>Says "you're anon's friend, right?"
Say "yeah"
Asks me how my day was?
"good"
>Try to think of what to say
>After a few seconds of sheer awkwardness, she slowly turns back to her seat and reaches for her phone
>Entire train ride is silent from then on
>Never talked again
Why can't I be normal /b/?