g'morning anon. hope you slept well. tell me why you will

Have to be to work, my company needs me.

BECAUSE I'M ALREADY DEAD ANON

>>722624705
i'm not a faggot

Live with my girlfriend, doing moderately OK in school, drive a nice car, have a job that pays the bills, have 2 or 3 good friends, am dosed up on antidepressants and nootropics . Life is pretty decent

if i sprinkle chunks of sleeping pills in my food will it kill me painlessly

>>722624705
it's my birthday

>>722624705
i have to be here for my dad, and to find out if this girl is just playing with my feelings.

>>722624705
suicide is cowardice! FACE THE FIGHT WITH HONOR!

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>>722625070
have a good day at work.
>>722625207
how are you responding ?
>>722625215
that's good.
>>722625250
coool.
>>722625312
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
>>722625376
g'luck. and don't let that girl hurt your heart.
>>722625406
indeed!

>>722625406
i wish life was like a movie too

>>722625376
she probably is. but that shouldnt matter much

Nice girlfriend, nice happy life, nice studying, nice friends, oh and I DONT FKING MAKE CROSSFIT

>>722624705
I still need to play my games.

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>>722625465
huh?
>>722625478
good.
>>722625494
what games?

i`m too lazy

>>722624705
Because I want that hot manly sweaty man to fuck me as well. No homo.

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>>722625634
if you're man, that's homo. no getting around that.

if i sprinkle chunks of sleeping pills in my food will it kill me painlesslyc

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>>722625760
just stick around anon.

i choose to stay alive today.

>>722624705
videogames and black dick still exist

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>>722628700
which do you love more?

>>722624705
>tell me why you will not KILL YOURSELF today.

Maybe today is the day. Maybe this is it.

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>>722624705
Because I'm just too fucking lazy to bother.

>>722628868
tough because videogames are easier to access, but I'd still go with black dick

>>722624705
Idk kinda feel like doing it, maybe I will maybe I won't, guess we'll see.

but i am will kill myself today

be back in 12 hours

>>722629065
do a flip.

JOKING. stay strong anon
*hugs*

>>722629187
Will definitely do a flip and live stream don't worry.
Thanks m8

>>722624705
Gotta study for my exam next week

>>722624705
My girl and I got free tickets to the local minor league hockey game tonight so it should be a fun time. Go Swamp Rabbits

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>>722628906
nah, stick around.
>>722629017
at least you know your priorities.
>>722629065
stick around.
>>722629118
see you then.
>>722629379
g'luck on your exam.
>>722629426
enjoy the game.

>>722629426
Kek, swamp rabbits?

>>722624705
because ima fucc

>>722629544
Yeah it's in Greenville SC. There was a train that coal miners took from Tennessee to Greenville back in the day and since it got them here so quickly it was nicknamed the swamp rabbit. It's just a bit of history. We also have the Swamp Rabbit trail down here

Why are you being suicidal?

>>722624705
Revenge.

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>>722629578
fucc what ?

>>722629961
because no one will ever love me, i am completely worthless, and i'm tired of being alone all day every day.

i'm streaming in 11 hours, will make a thread on /b/

Too damn lazy.

>>722630055

How long have you been alone?

Ive responded here before but im waiting for the right time gonna get a bunch of oxy addies and coke and then take my gun go take out some people and either suicide by cop or shoot myself on the run

Because of you, OP. You always have the best gifs... <3

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>>722630150
get some energy, and go do good stuff anon.

>>722630440

When is the right time?

Because there is still porn I want to fap, because there is anime I want to watch and vidya I want to play.

>>722624705
Because my job is to save other people's lives and sometimes put out fires.

>>722624705
I really REALLY want to right now. I have an impacted wisdom tooth. And my required coverage through Obamarape doesn't cover having it removed. The pain is fucking excruciating! But my premiums are so high, I don't have the out of pocket cash to cover the cost of the oral surgeon. I hate living in third world murica.

>>722624705
Because I'm too red pilled to kill myself. Hitler has taught me to never despair in life, but to keep moving foward.
This song also helps:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4CLfL-YkRs

>>722629797
Oh that's pretty cool anon, better than some generic shit.

>>722630603
Im giving my brother a year to prove he wasnt a piece of shit and pay me back the 2000$ he owes me but his times almost up and im ready to go had nothing but family to live for and hes shown me thats not worth it either you guys will see me on news in florida

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>>722630882
But... but... Hitler himself...

nevermind

>>722630732
Ouch dude. Is a wisdom tooth painful enough to consider suicide? I had mine removed before they became an issue, so I'm not sure.

>>722624705
LCS on PSP emulator with PS3 controller.

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>>722624705
1. Some people love me, and I do not want to make them sad.
2. I found a job that I enjoy, where I feel like I am an important part of the company.
3. I am getting drunk right now, and I enjoy that feeling.
4. There are things that could be in my future that I would like to do and I am fairly sure I would enjoy them. I try to work towards those.
5. Living and feeling things seems better then not experiencing and feeling things.
6. All live is pain, but there is some short moments of joy in there.

>>722625312
Happy Birthday, dude. I value your contribution to the world and this conversation.

>>722631030

Rest of family pieces of shit too?

>>722631197
Yes. Yes it is. Right now it feels like the right side of my face being crushed. Three days ago, a spike of pain hit me so hard, I passed out at work. The pain is on a scale I would assume is akin to prolonged child birth. Some days it is all I can do to simply breathe. The pain and pressure pervades into my sinus cavity to the point that breathing through my nose feels like I'm inhaling fire. But breathing through my mouth allows colder air to pass over my compressed teeth, and that is so painful, I don't even have a comparison to give it. It is simply blinding, white hot, agony.

TL;DR? It's so painful suicide seems like a decent option.

>>722624705
Because of my family. That is literally the only thing I care about anymore.

>>722624705
sauce

>>722630502
Is that heather gram?

>>722624705
hope?
lazyness
not depressed enough

>>722631090
kek'd

>>722624705
Coz it's ma birthday

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>>722630732
Dude look around. The local paper had a coupon for $40 for a tooth extraction by some quack dentist. If not find a local dentistry school. They'll do it for cheap

>>722632047
that's for pulling a regular tooth. A wisdom tooth is a surgical procedure. They have to be cut out of the gum line. no one is doing that for $40.

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>>722624705
Coz its my day for take home medication and i can get fucked up instead.

>>722631800
indeed it is dubmaster

>>722631375
Yeah he was my last hope everyone else in my family shunned us as kids cause my moms a crazy bitch

>>722624705

1. Live with awesome gf
2. Rent is like ridiculously low
3. Awesome job with a nice work-effort/paygrade ratio, great work environment
4. Just started second skillset training within said job
5. Life is great.

Really awesome gf, but she lives far away, just getting through the coming months til i can move to her.

university is shit though

>>722632329
Right up until your "awesome gf" decides to go blow Chad from work. Have fun with your tailspin of depression after that.

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>>722631800
don't know.
nice dubs tho
>>722632026
happy birthday.

I am a richfag

I like sex too much

Too many things I haven't eaten

Too many people I haven't fucked

I want to travel to a poor country and change someone's life, then leave forever.

I want to find a politician that I disagree with and find a completely legal way to kick him in the dick. (I don't care who it is...I just don't want to like them...Paul Ryan is a good candidate)

Too many drugs I haven't tried

I have kids

I want to be even richer

I like parties

Especially sex parties

Have I mentioned that I really like sex?

>>722631717
Just pull it out

>>722632224

Why do you have to spend your days alone?

>>722624705
cus I did micro doses of acid like 3 times and my years long depression dissapeared

you sad losers need to stop whining and start getting high, it really is the best cure for depression

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iiiimmmm cccuuuuummmmiiiiiiiiiinnnngggg

>>722632498

That happen to you?

>>722631221
that's gay. how old are you?

>>722632498
Sure, if you're a beta

Otherwise you just get another awesome gf

Jesus /b/ros, stop letting the world make you its bitch. Grab it by the balls and fucking live.

>>722632329
Gonna have low rent too. Signing the papers in a couple of hours. My jew of a landlord right now has been upping my rent every fucking year. Wants $1k/mo for my tiny appt. New place is a 2bd for 775usd/mo. The neiborhood is kinda shifty tho. Gonna hafta sleep with my 12G

because i'm too lazy and i don't want to hurt my parents

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>>722632776
She looks like one of the Spy vs Spy characters.

Don't want to die a virgin.

>>722632847

this

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>>722624705
just downloaded AM2R

>>722632920

Congrats, low rent feels great
My rent is 300usd/mo for a fucking house
I live in a remote area tho

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>>722624705
>why you will not KILL YOURSELF today.

>ASMR hypnosis porn.
>Weed
>Unbounded faggotry.
>Shitposting.
>Coffee.

>>722630296
my entire life. 26 years. never a friend.

>>722633944

Why?

>>722634206
obviously because i'm worthless and don't deserve life or happiness.

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>>722624705
>KILL YOURSELF

>>722634256

Got a job?

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>>722634486
thanks 4 da feedback.
>>722633325
does it get lonely ?

>>722634546
yup.

>>722632639
It's impacted, meaning it's beneath the gum and requires it to be carved out with scalpel. You can't just tie a string around a doorknob

>>722632696
Depends on the drug. Psychedelics are pretty much the only drugs that can actually cure depression, everything else just puts it off temporarily and makes it worse in the long run. Weed can make it manageable though. Alcohol will only make it worse

>>722634689

No not in this remote area in particular. Work environment majorly consists of young social people that also lives here so it rarely gets lonely.

I prefer small places. Around 2-3000 people living in this town

>>722633944
Nice dubs.

And that's on you. Change your ways so you're worth knowing. You've been swimming in the pity pool long enough.

>>722634776

Doing what?

i will

To spite the person who wronged me.

There so much stuff to do, and if you pick right, enjoyable stuff to do.

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>>722635153
liar

>>722633944
>>722635092

Yes, go out, get a beer and talk to a stranger

>>722635092
just be here in 9 hours to watch the end. if you want to read anything, about it https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pit_of_despair
>>722635119
pharmacist

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Too lazy. If I had a gun there's plenty of days I'd just pull the trigger and make it stop.
Life is shit, no matter who you are. There's better but there's never great. There's always worse. In the end it's all just different shit.
Life isn't terrible because bad things happen, they happen to everybody.
Life is terrible because we all dream and put on this big fucking effort to trick ourselves and others into thinking life is some big romantic happy thing.
Reality always hits hard for the people who buy into that. See reality isn't romantic. The reality of things is much darker and more grim and for many reasons that are totally beyond our control
Expect too much and be disappointed, time and time again.
We are taught to expect the romance that is supposedly "life"
That's the problem

Hey OP! Good to see you're still around. Hope you're having a good morning my friend! Stay frosty!

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Because edging brain out on PORN all day feel so fucking good

>>722635463
Only delusional retards believe life is supposed to be a romantic icon of Hollywood happiness. Most people understand there are shitty elements but there are also good elements and you just have to take what you can get out of it. You're whining about how everything isn't perfect like you want it to be instead of accepting the world as it is and going from there

>>722635357

I assume you are aware of the fact that you are removing the possibility of life improving. What have you tried to improve your life?

Also, being a pharmacist is absolutely not a worthless/useless job.

>>722635751
yup

what i'm getting at is it's too late. i've been separated too long, socially isolated too long. i'm a lost cause. damaged beyond repair at this point. nobody likes me, nobody wants to be with me, and i don't blame them

so if you want to watch a pharmacist kill himself, be here in like 8 or 9 hours

>>722635357
No thanks chief, I won't be around to see it. I've got a life to live, and so do you - though you have chosen to throw it all away.

You built your own metaphorical pit of despair. No one put you in it. You have free will. You are choosing to suck.

Best of luck to you whatever you decide.

>>722635884
Actually, no, I was not. If you read it that way then that's just how you read it.
I just personally don't give a shit about anything anymore, and I see so many people around me struggle to accept the most basic fact: life isn't perfect, it's actually kind of shit.
I've realized it
Moved on
And just given up. There's no point to all this bullshit man. There just isn't.

>>722635914
you're joking right. i tried everything. i've bettered myself as much as i could.

>>722636071
how in the world did i choose to be essentially socially isolated from 0-6 years old? or to be bullied and then isolated from 6-18? or to be isolated entirely from 18-26? who in the world would choose that?

i understand not wanting to watch though, that's cool.

>>722636268
What if you had somebody to talk to? A friend? Would it improve things enough to at least try things a little longer?

>>722636360
nah i've tried to make friends, everyone always abandons me and it doesn't help.

>>722636008

You are wrong. Its never too late.
Or in your case with your current mindset, it will be too late in like 8 or 9 hours.

If nobody likes you or wants to be with you, try someone else. Like try to get to know new people, strangers. Usually a clean slate.

>>722632190
Anal cunt is life

>>722636557
don't waste your time , you can say anything he will always have this mindset and tell you it's too late , already talked to this guy ..

>>722636532

If you made 'friends' that abandon you, they are not people worth your efforts. It doesn't mean that it is your fault.

>>722624705
Because I need sauce on that gif

>>722636268
Hey dipstick, you're not isolated. You're currently interacting with dozens of people right this moment. You're choosing to feel isolated because it's what you've known.

No one is suggesting you need to become the life of the party, or the guy who everyone is happy to see.

Stop putting so much pressure on yourself. And it's never too late. Never.

Because im leaving for bootcamp in 6 weeks

>>722637023

You are going to have a great time. I'd do it all over again, easy

>>722636771
Did he threaten with the 9 hour thing before as well?

>>722636557
everyone is a stranger.
>>722636876
there is no fault. it just means i'm not cut out to have value as a human. doesn't mean i have to kill myself, but i am going to because i'm done.
>>722636957
this is not real life.

>>722637219
I don't know, I feel pretty real.

>>722637219
Good, get the fuck out and end it, of your not going to better yourself then at the very least you can stop being a drain on resources.
Also don't act like it's anyone's fault but your own that you can't be bothered to make yourself a more productive human

>>722637219
>this is not real life
I say that more often out talking to real people and interacting in flesh than with internet interactions, as bad as that is

>>722637166
Thanks for the encouragement, what branch did you serve in?

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>>722624705
going to see Borgore in the city with a hot fucking grill while u cry on 4chan... pic related

>>722636771
i'm sorry but i must be a different person

>>722637202
No but it's obvious it's him , there is not point answering to him , complete waste of time .

It's like you're saying to him that 1+ 1 = 2
and he'll keep saying you that's wrong

>>722630055
Ill hold you to it, faggot.

>>722637464
Possibly but you're acting the same so it's the same ...

I dont know honestly. Im a dissapointment and a failure.

>>722637537
>>722637512
>>722637368
>>722637371
>>722637336
>After 30 days, the "total isolates", as they were called, were found to be "enormously disturbed". After being isolated for a year, they barely moved, did not explore or play, and were incapable of having sexual relations. When placed with other monkeys for a daily play session, they were badly bullied.
>bullied

to be expected.

>>722637512
Ah, one of those. I'm out. Life is for the living.

>>722637400

Actually still serving, got hired after a mandatory one-year conscript thing. Serving in the (ch)air force tech department so its like going to work every day. Still had to do boot camp tho, it was great!

>>722637639
>>722638137
>let's bully the total isolates

ever need more evidence that humans are just monkeys who can verbalize thoughts?

>>722638235
I love being bullied by hot girls

>>722638235
No, but I've seen plenty of evidence that you're a self piteous pharmacist who rejects any and all attempts by real people to help you.

>>722637219

You seem to be human, that means you can have human values. You are choosing not to

>>722638148
Lol nice I'm going to the navy myself. Know the bootcamp for the airforce is supposed to be easy as shit. After bootcamp and training school in heading out to join the fleet at sea, probably on a battleship/cruiser/frigate. I'm an enginemen so I'll be working on diesel engines, hydraulic systems/steering, etc

>>722624705
Because I've got better shit to do.
>Proceed to post maymays for the next 4 hours.

>>722638610
really? where do you live? what's your plan to make yourself a tangible part of my life? or anyone else itt for that matter?

right now you're anonymous, could just be a bot.

>>722624705

i'm a little afraid that i've died several times already and i keep going to hell

>>722638638

Nice, what country?
Maritime engine systems would be my choice after aviation tech

>>722638870
United states

Yeah I'm actually excited I used to have a shit job but I was able to get it changed before I left for bootcamp

>>722638743

He might just be trying to get you to be open to somebody else you meet be a tangible part of your life.

>>722639204
so then he really isn't offering anything.

>>722639056

Sounds cool man, you should be really excited, its gonna be a lot of fun! If you get into some muddy shit you hate, just endure, a year later you'll look back at it as a fun time

>>722639495
Exactly man , I get to experience something completely unique. Getting paid to travel the world, awesome benefits, and that shit is going to look really good on my resumé after I serve my time and transition to the civilian world.

>>722639440

What can he offer from the other side of the internet? But if you accept some advice, you will meet someone who has alot to offer instead of removing the possibility completely.

Just waiting for my mom to die first so I don't break her heart. Until then, onward.

>>722639689

It is good to see someone excited about the military. In my country it is not common for people wanting to join because everyone somehow thinksthey will be stuck in the woods and mud, hating all the time they are servicing. which is wrong, I've done that like 3 times in 4 years

>>722639750
that's what i'm saying, it's not real life

Cute and sexy wife, smart kids, good-paying job which doesn't crush my soul TOO much. And tomorrow's Friday, bitches.

>>722640019
Hm what country are you from?

>>722639689
You're going to have your identity stripped from you to go kill brown people in the sand for oil. You'll come back and find out the benefits don't line up with the sales pitch. You'll take it off your resume and see calls come in more often. You'll see the faces of children covered in WP and drink to a stupor every night just to sleep.

>>722640144

Real life won't happen if you spend your days here on the internet. Thats why I say go to a pub (not a club), get a beer and talk to a stranger, always helps. And work out, makes shit happen in your brain so you feel better

>>722640144
That's your perspective, which you keep demonstrating is completely dour.

At least you help people by giving them the medications they need. I hope you smile at when you hand it to them.

>>722624705
too pussy

>>722640419
Nice try but I won't be in the army's infantry in the middle of Afghanistan

>>722640333

Norway. Home of lazy youth.

>>722640566
>>722640586
My bad. Assumed American.

>>722640681
Nope, I am American. Norway guy is someone else

>>722640681

Well we try to be so american its ridiculous so I don't blame you

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Typical day

>wake up noonish
>omelette and bacon
>collect NEETbux
>pre workout meal
>lift heavy ass weight
>get home
>eat entire evening
>play vidya
>watch movies
>eat
>bed in the morning

I get paid nearly €300 PW because of muh prosopagnosia.

Live in my own brand new flat in a remote failed housing complex for non existing workers of failed industrial estate, paid by the taxpayer.

Drive an 01 civic.

Sometimes I go onto tinder for girls when I start feeling lonely and isolated.

The young ones still living with parents see me as a God because I'm living independently.

Why would I an hero? I'm living the dream.

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>>722640309
sounds like a good life.

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>>722624705
>I'm married to a beautiful woman who's my best friend
>we have an active and satisfying sex life
>I have three wonderful kids I adore
>I live in a comfortable home, drive a nice car and own both
>I have a well paying job I find fulfilling
>I work with nice people who respect me
>I have a fairly affluent lifestyle but live well within my means
>I'm on pace to retire in my 50s
>I'm in good overall health
>My credit rating is over 800

>>722640744
What are you doing if not infantry anon?

>>722641174
How do I get NEETbux? I'm aspie as fuck and can't hold a job for more than 6 months.

>>722641610
That's like a myth. I envy you.

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>>722642578
>held a job

That's your problem, you're in their books as someone who has worked and us therefore capable of work.

Get a bunch of psychiatric evaluations. Get a bunch of medical diagnosis as being unfit for work.

You could totally hold an ez part time job and get a bunch of neetbux and govt handouts too.

That's what I'm planning, got a security course lined up, even with my severe face blindness I'm willing to work, God bless my brave soul lmao. Could make 500-600 PW + petrol, heating and rent allowance if I go work as a part time night watchman.

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>>722642682
It's no myth just the product of hard work and smart decisions

>>722643053
I was held for 72 hours around Christmas. In reality I had eaten too much acid and I'm a big guy to restrain, needed a lot of sedatives. Things have been strange since. I've left the house twice.

>>722643673
What do you do for a living? How old are you?

>>722642452
Enginemen at sea on a cruiser/battleship/frigate

>>722644150
That does sound like fulfilling work. Is there a "typical day" for you? Anything you can or care to share about it?

>>722624705
I want to see what happens next

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>>722644438
Well I haven't left yet, I'm actually waiting to go to bootcamp soon so I can't comment on the daily life yet, but I can give you a rough description of what they do exactly. Pic related

>>722644053
Work in insurance mid 40s

>>722644813
I'm seeing more and more older /b/tards, dunno what, if anything, to make of that.

got alot more weed to smoke.

>>722645101
B& fags are in school

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>>722637023
enjoy.

Too pussy, honestly

>>722624705
i´m a happy ass motherfucker, that´s why.

Planning to get a wired controller for my 360 today so I dont have to worry about batteries anymore. Hoping I can finish my 100% run through star ocean this or next week, depending on how much rngesus loves me.