Hello /b/. I've never been this anxious and I don't

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Hello /b/.
I've never been this anxious and I don't know what to do. I'm so confused and upset. The girl of my dreams is a girl I went out with months ago who didnt see me afterwards, but still kept in contact. She came over to my place tonight with her sister to use my shower after a random interaction because they have no hot water while me and my buddy were home. She came over and I could not stop making her laugh, and she couldnt stop telling me I was cute and touching my hair. And then I talked to her when I had a moment alone about why she was here, and if her boyfriend would be mad at her for showing up at another guys so late. And the conversation became about me, and my girlfriend and how insecure I am about our relationship and how she might not be right for me. Things I have been thinking for weeks but havent had the courage to admit to anyone but myself until tonight. Things I gave away to the girl I couldn't stop thinking about since I met her. she told me that I should be with a person who appreciates my humor and that I can't be in a relationship for any reason but to be happy. I didnt have time to ask her how she feels about her boyfriend. She is such an open unfiltered person, I am honestly terrified that thats all it is and she doesn't feel the same even though it so feels like it. My girlfriend is coming over tomorrow. I don't know what to do. I'm so confused and afraid and know what I should do but am afraid to make that move and lose this girl despite my insecurities with her. I'm so afraid of losing everything. Thanks for listening.