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Am I going insane /b/?
I ruined someone's relationship the other day, and I've never felt happier. Yesterday I spent the entire day yelling into the mirror about how I won, reading the posts on facebook about how they were breaking up and how upset she was.
Today I was walking a few blocks down to the store and I saw this old guy, homeless, sitting on his walker sucking the sauce out of a mustard packet that he probably took from a store somewhere. I didn't feel anything. In fact I looked down on him and actually felt angry. I don't know why.
For most of my life I've been vengeful. If someone wrongs me in some way all I can think about is getting back at them and i'll go through steps to fuck with them even if it means I have to alienate people from my own life in order to do so. An example would be my ex girlfriend. We spent our teen years together, and her family saw me as basically their "adopted kid". Even her dad liked me. After we broke up I started spreading rumors about her. I knew her facebook password so I got onto her facebook and started spreading around the extremely lewd messages she was sending to her new boyfriend for all of her family and friends to see. Then I changed herb facebook password so she couldn't get into it and delete them. I even confessed to this, and her entire family now hates me, for good reason. She fell into a severe depression. Her boyfriend left her shortly after that. I always look at that point in my life as my greatest accomplishment. Even typing this I can't keep a straight face because of how funny the event is to me.
And today I realized that because of all this, i'm alone. There's no one around me to take comfort in. I have no friends, or family. I've alienated and severely hurt them all.
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I'm pretty fucking depressed too OP.
We just envy their happiness for some reason, or at least I do.
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If youre on the younger side- its a phase that youl grow out of. Probably. Otherwise youre just an unattached douchebag, welcome to the club.
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>>722602441
I'm 19. I'm worried that I might be mentally ill because my grandmother had Schizophrenia.
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>>722602879
Honestly I would look up therapists in your area. A lot of what you wrote sounds similar to what i was dealing with a couple years back. Getting medication and talking to a therapist helped me be less impulsive and destructive- but i wouldnt say anything "cured" me.
Talk to someone though, if the therapist is worth anything it will help.
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I think this means you are a sociopath, which if you don't know is basically having no sense of empathy or human emotion.
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>>722602207
nope. you're not sick. you are just a cunt.
you are not amusing, nor are you unique or special. you laugh because deep down you know you are weak and this is the only thing that makes u feel like u have control over the world.
you are pretty fucking sad OP
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>>722603685
OP wishes he was a sociopath and interesting. In actual fact OP is a faggot
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>>722604157
This is true
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>>722602207
Keep up the good work anon, being alone isn't because of how you are, it just happens, change social groups and move on.
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>>722602207
The strong is strongest alone.
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It's always funny to spread a story around that's not only not yours but not true in the least isn't you fucking bitch?
I sure wish I could help ruin someone's fucking life, fuck their fiancee and put a wedge between them and do all I can to make sure they break up because I'm so utterly petty, pathetic and have abandonment issues as well as bipolar disorder.
I hope you fucking tank that college bullshit and I hope your fat ass gets raped to death after your disgusting 50 year old cuckold finds out that once again for the umpteenth time you cheated on him and just fucking blows your head off you sociopathic sadistic cock juggling cum gargling dumpster fire.
Fuck you, you worthless cunt.
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buncha angry fuckers in this world eh
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Yes, yes you are accualy retarded.
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>>722602207
learn from it, being 19 you have all the time in the world. move on, find new friends, but at the same time find a therapist to in the meanwhile understand this whole thing better and not do the same mistakes over and over. You may learn to forgive a bit and to become a better human being. Or maybe not, but at least you have tried.
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