depressed as shit - flat fucked out of motivation
>be me - a drummer in ny
>at club to be stand in for a bands drummer.
>offered a fat wod.
>alright - lift off.
>after playing i see a wicked chick.
>intro myself in too her life.
>we dance and get rekt.
>anyway me her go back to her place
>fuck like a pair of rabbits - drummers rule
>on top of the world and on top of a hot chick - balls deep.
>fastforward.
>we date for a while then move in.
>things good for a year - fast foward.
>go to party.
>things are good. gf is dancing.
>later that night can't find her.
>call her a few times.
>cannot get in contact with her.
>worry. #panic mode.
>next mourning she comes home - i pissed.
>she doesn't talk to me - goes to bed.
>later that night we go back to the club - still pissed.
>she ignores me most of the way there - feel like screeming at her.
>i do my bit on stage - go looking for her at bar.
>see her with a dude - introduce myself.
>guy is a drummer from another band.
>she tells me she met him last night.
>feeling pissed.
>she tells me that they fucked - I throw up a bit in my mouth.
>they offer me a threesome. wtf??!?!?!?!
>i loose my shit - he knocks me out.
>they leave together.
depressed since then.
fuck drummers.
fuck them all.
had to let it out.
have faith, be willing to change, and accept life, but never quit