Situation: I took one tab and im currently approximately 2 hours

wrap in blankets and put on terrance mckenna

Basically, I'm not enjoying my trip because I cant relax.

Also cant focus on anything so i want someone to talk to but I have no close friends or anyone really.

in my personal, day to day, I dont really have anyone to talk to at all. I usually talk to myself.
Texting, its almost no one. I have a group chat with the people I grew up with that lived on my street, but im not really involved. I dont even see them except for maybe once every 3 months. I'm pretty much a hermit.

A hermit who is on acid, with not much to occupy him.

I also have asthma and im worried about the acid interfering with my ability to tell if im breathing properly. Which is fine if im awak, ill manage, but I want to sleep this all away but rather not die in my sleep

>>722578007
>Heavy and without energy.
Dude I was recently prescribed an anti-psychotic called Geodone, and I got the very same side effects, like I was so heavy and out of energy that I nearly panicked. I also had labored breathing.

>>722578204
Thanks anon,

ill try it.

Now how about the crippling loneliness and feeling of isolation?

I truly feel like i basically dont exist to anyone except my mother.

To everyone else, im just like another ceiling tile. Unique, but not. Just there to uphold the structure.

>>722578007
Lay on the couch with a nice blanket and listen to pink floyd.

>>722579311
I'm having labored breathing, but im not sure if it was my asthma or my tripping out.

maybe im on geodone

>>722578727
Dude if you need someone to talk to, for reals I'll throw you my number and you can give me a ring. I'll chat with you on just about anything.

I'm this guy btw. >>722579311

What would be a nice relaxing soundtrack or song to listen to?

>>722579668
Pink Floyd's wish you werection here album

I once thought about my breathing too much on shrooms. Just remember your body won't let you stop that and you'll forget to worry about it m8

>>722579553
Not sure, but coincidentally enough I just read an article like just now, where they say never to take acid when on geodon.

But as far as the labored breathing goes, to be honest it could just be the trip. I had like 15 teeth surgically removed, and even still, I have a couple bad teeth, and sometimes when I smoke weed, it feels like my teeth are aching, and I even get some pain where I no longer have teeth. It's hard to explain, but I know I don't really have pain and it's just the high.

Get in bed
Listen to any pink Floyd song, feel good inc, or an a slow artic monkeys song

>>722579621
I would but im also terrified of social situations(rough childhood)


I also cant seem to bond, trust, or get close to other men. I'm able to approach women sometimes, but there is an extra layer of fear and anxiety in dealing with men.

But i appreciate it though. A lot.


>>722579815
Thanks anon, im going to try that right now

>>722579815
Yeah actually I'd second that. Amazing, chill album.

I'd also recommend I want to know what love is by Foreigner, and other soft 80's songs. It seems cliched, but I love 80's music when I'm high.

>>722580385
Wish you were here album* woops

>>722580099
I cant tell if you are serious or trying to make me have a bad trip by mentioning death and having teeth teeth removed.

Either way i laughed at this because its either a joke post trying to make me trip out, or im tripping out and this whole post is a joke

>>722580385
Hey I hear ya. I used to have social fears, hell I still do to an extent. I was completely friendless for like 4 years after highschool, and I rarely had friends in school anyhow. Once I got into college things changed a bit when a couple of fellow class mates introduced me to pot. It's really hard to call up my friends and say "hey, let's hang out", but I force myself sometimes because I know it's healthy to maintain relationships, but after a day of hanging out I have to hole myself up in my apartment for days because I can only take so much interaction.

Come in here, dear boy, have a cigar
You're gonna go far,

>>722580953
You're gonna flyyyyy

>>722581059
You're never gonna die!
You're gonna make it if you try
>they're gonna love you

>>722578007
Try music

Have a good trip OP but seriously watch out for the
>spiders

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>>722580622
I hate showing my mouth, but no I'm not making nothing up. I'm missing teeth on the bottom row too. When I smoke pot, I legit get phantom pain, it's weird.

>>722581467
Wtf happened to your teeth man. And why are you spending money on pot instead of new tooths

Listen to music but not in loops, I also find albulm covers too intense to look at

>>722580849
well if we are sharing personal stories, listening to my weird life.

0-10 average kid
10-18 I was ugly and annoying. No one in my town, small rural one, liked me. I was the class scapegoat and punching bag. "best friends" made fun of me, left me out, etc. No girls gave me any attention etc.
18-21 moved to city, became a player(apparently puberty did wonders and im handsome now) and slept with 22 women in 6 months. I lived a completely mirrored life
but for the past 2 years, after getting my heart broken in 2 relationships, been a social recluse. I've never been this alone, because at least when i was younger I lived with my parents.
Its almost like my 18 to 20 years were all a good dream.


Im currently trying to figure out what it was about me that let me live that social life, and what it was that made me become so antisocial and unmotivated in others or sex.

>>722581643
Opioid addiction man, shit wrecks your teeth. Pot helped me quit pills, and I don't get the rest of my teeth fixed because I have a ridiculously crippling fear of the dentist that stemmed from getting punched by a dental assistant when I was 6. I only went to the surgeon because I was doped up on Valium, and they put me out anyways, plus I was getting infections weekly, and bad abscesses at least once a year, so the risk of death was kind of high.

>>722581643
thats not me btw, im the OP.

I appreciate you interacting with me, a lot actually since not many people get to.

I'm also not as overwhelmed by the acid anymore, so thanks for helping me focus on something and put my energy towards something


Pretty much all of you have helped me out.

>>722582087
Fuck dude. Do you have insurance? Have em put you out and drill you in some new chompers

>>722582346
this was supposed to reply to >>722581467


im not >>722581643

Actual LSD? Not nbome or DOx?
Listen to music. Liquid Sound Company was fantastic while I was on LSA, will be doing LSD soon.

>>722582087
I've tried opiates once, it was dreamlike and so amazing.

I dont miss it.

I tried coke and it doesnt sit well with me.

I loved mdma, i think i may have minor brain damage for doing it every weekend for 2 months. It's actually my current suspicion of why im not as social or motivated as I was 4 years ago.

This is my second time on acid, and I didnt really enjoy it last time either.

>>722582582
I have no clue to what it really was.

>>722582703
Is the album helping? I love that album. Where do you live that it blizzarded

Very bitter or numbed your mouth?
Gotta test it.

>>722582388
I have decent insurance, but what I need is a specialty dentist with an in house anesthesiologist, and those are the types of dentists that don't take my insurance, I was quoted around 3500 dollars for the work, plus 250 for the anesthesia. I can't pay that, and I can't afford to put myself in debt. Sure I spend 50 bucks on pot each month, but even if I didn't, I couldn't afford those kinds of bills.

>>722583687
I'll pay fer your teeth if ya give me a gummer first!

>>722578007
I did acid for the FIRST time a few weeks ago, it sucked because i didn't quiiitteee take enough to see actual hallucinations. but i was still tripping. i was alone in my house and kinda freaked a bit because i had NO idea what i was supposed to do. i ended up calling my friend and just kept repeating "Idk what i'm supposed to be doing right now man" I couldn't finish my thoughts, and essentially couldn't focus on ANYTHING so that made me anxious.
My buddy (an experienced tripper) told me to go on youtube lay down and listen to phish. (one of the longer 30 minute to an hour songs)
I listen to metal when i'm sober and don't like phish at all. BUT when i was tripping it made EVERYTHING better.
Listen to some phish and start grooving/dancing, you WILL feel better /b/ro

>>722582703
I loved it because it was uplifting and made me very social.

I've never done coke, but meth was a thing I tried once. I LOVED the high, but the come down was such a nightmare that I swore to never do it again, and I never got addicted. I've also done MDMA a couple of times with friends. The first time was amazing, I took a cold shower with a straight friend (Who was also on mdma) and we jerked each other off in the shower. The second time was at an anime convention, and it was great for the first hour, then me and my friends walked into the in house rave, and just like that, fucking ruined. Either it was just me, or this is contrary to popular belief, but mdma doesn't seem make raves great if you don't already like raves.

>>722584305
3750 is an expensive gummer anon you should probably take the deal

>>722584536
Ha, reminds me of when I was coming off of my meth high. I called my best friend up and I was like "Dude, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, please don't be mad but I;m so sorry, dude, I really am, dude, but fuck I smoked meth with a middle aged cross dresser earlier and had a shitload of sex and now I don't feel good at all, Jesus I feel like I just pulled a bank heist and there's a small army of police and swat outside my house."

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>>722582943
I'm from newfoundland, the province with a fuck ton of oil, fish, and potential for wind energy. Somehow still poor because canada takes everything from our province but gives nothing back.

Better off if we stuck with the UK.

I also havent started the album because I cant focus or keep headphones on long enough.

>>722585341
God damn canadians man. You should kill them

>>722583687
50 a month for weed?


I smoke a quarter in 5-6 days. Is that more than normal? I thought I was average or even below average.

>>722585341
Ok guy with the geodon side effect, I remembered what I did to calm myself down. I wrapped a soft plush blanket over my bedsheet, placed two blankets over me, made sure my feet were fuckin' covered and comfy, then repeated back to myself in my head how comfy my feet were until I fell asleep. Try that possibly?

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>>722585597
RCMP pls go

>>722585599
That's above average. A quarter should last you at least two weeks if you have a job

Op, get super cozy, if you want get some food or a cup of hot chocolate and watch this movie:

Samsara

For the next hour and a half you will forget all your problems and have the best trip of your life.

>>722585629
i already got my feet in slippers, space heater blowing behind me on low, and this thread to distract me.
Things are already looking up

>>722585599
I live in government housing with my grandma (I'm her live-in caregiver because she's old as fuck), and despite living in Washington, I can't smoke in here, and she wouldn't want me to anyhow, so I only ever smoke on the weekends when I go to visit my sister, and when I'm with friends, which is maybe twice a month, plus we share our weed, so mine lasts a lot longer. For reference, I buy half ounces, they're 60 for middle shelf stuff, but the owner is a buddy/ex dealer and he gives me a discount.

>>722585814
When I was working full time, 40 hours a week monday thru friday, I was going for 10 months smoking about an entire ounce every 10-12 days.

Is that more than the average? Would that cause psychological problems?

>>722585759
Those fags?

>>722586345
That's an inordinate amount of smoking you'd have to be smoking all day to go through that

>>722585970
Pls tell toothless anon to gum me up

>>722586206
my buddy is also my dealer. He was originally from NC actually

we used to be roommates, then buddys, but then i cut myself off from literally everyone but work.

>>722586495
I literally dont have a life.

I work 8 hours then come home and play videogames/smoke.

I barely eat because I'm anorexic. Not in the sense i want to not eat, but i dont feel the urge to eat and eating also turns me off mentally.

So 99% of my time is bong in lap, and me heavily invested in a videogame or porn

>>722587044
Also remember, i dont even text anymore so literally nothing but taking bong hits, jerking off, and playing video games

>>722587044
I do the same thing but I just come home and take like 6 bong loads the whole night

>>722587195

I constantly need to feel like im doing something or working towards something. So I end up taking bong hits to fill the gaps between loading screens, or chat rooms, or time when i can multitask.

And even though I whine about having adhd, and its obvious it makes my life difficult, but i refuse to take meds because they make me feel like a robot.

>>722587044
How do you smoke this much weed in a day, Well I mean it's possible, but what the hell man, my ex dealer buddy was smoking every day since he was 15, and even he only required about an eighth a day to function without getting irritated.

I'm not denying that you have a dependency issue, but fuck.

Also dude, jerking off feels SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER when high, right? Shit I get so horny when I'm high that even things I would never dream of being hot get me. Were talking the fact that I got so high once, I jerked off to a picture of Chris Chan in women's underwear, and any other time of the day that'd make me sick.

>>722587448
I was Ritalin when I was 7. My loss of appetite was so bad that you could see my ribs, no joke, my parents would try to feed me, and school tried to feed me, but I wouldn't eat, then the fucking quack ass doctor admitted to misdiagnosing me. I hated that shit. Fucking 90's man.

>>722587867
i think i have dependent personality disorder. I've considered it for awhile.
Everytime i start dating a girl, I cut off all social contacts but her.
Everytime. It also has been the reason they left, because they want to socialize and meet people but I stop socializing.
When I'm at work, or with friends, or even visiting home for a few days, im fine. But if im alone, I want to be high. I can occupy myself and have just as much fun while alone, but i keep feeling like I would have more fun if high.
Usually I spend my free time without weed scrapping my buster, bowl, and bong for resin/crystal to smoke. I think of it as a cleaning period.

http://thetripatorium.com/
Hey OP, check out this website, also check out a top sites to visit while on acid list on Reddit. They have some great sites to check out.

Ro.me is great
http://www.a-way-to-go.com/ Is also great.

Listen to Thievery Corporation, their music always seems to improve my trips. Amerimacka is a good one to start on, Lebanese Blonde, Stargazer too.

>>722588209
See i have that exact feeling OFF adhd meds. I tried concerta for 3 months and weighed 114lbs after i stopped. I'm normally 135lbs.

Hey OP, if you like chiptunes, and want an ACTUALLY competent, totally not generic ass sounding album, try this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BaF5spsqMc8

>>722588964
Also OP watch some family guy. or any tv show, you'll appreciate the humor they have in a more in depth manner. It's amazing

>>722589094
I dont listen to it regularly but chiptune is maximum comfy always.

I was actually looking for a album similar to this to listen to, thanks.

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>Trying to feel comfortable
>Not going with the flow
>2 hours in
>Not really hallucinating
What the fuck? Have you only taken 75 micros or something?

>>722589126
Shit this happens just smoking weed for me. Everything feels more pronounced, in depth, and I appreciate TV shows and music more. But nothing I didn't actually like to begin with. I feel like there is a misconception in that old adage that weed makes EVERYTHING BETTER HOLY SHIT. It doesn't make me all of a sudden like shit I hate, it just makes the things I do like better.

>>722589126
i had an ex who would watch family guy obsessively. She would spend her free time watching it if she was alone.

I have hated the show ever since.

>>722589524
I mostly hated it because of my fucking peers in Highschool in 2006. They were absolutely fucking horrible, tripp pants wearing, kingdom hearts playing autists and they made me want to fucking kill myself. It also made me hate everything they liked, and that included family guy.

>>722589312
I took one tab. There is a bit of visual hallucinations, only serious ones are just starting. my fingers are bumping into each other trying to type this actually.
so yeah it was very tiny, I only spent $10 to get this zonked.

I think it may just because im a high anxiety person nowadays, I used to do mdma like a champ but now it overwhelms me at any dose.
Acid just overwhelms me and i cant go with the flow because I have control issues admittingly.

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It looks like they're charing money for it on Youtube, and the other version on there is probably fucked up by the uploader. But if you can, watch this fucking movie. Best fucking shit when you're on acid.

>>722589785
yeah i mainly hate it because of the few people that it reminds me off.

Family guy just attracts those kinds of people.

>>722578727
>sleep it all off
LOOL sorry OP you're not gonna be able to sleep for at least 12 hours after dosing

>>722590043
funny story, the last time I did acid was actually around a year from now.

I tried much more my first time, 4 tabs. We started at 11am, and I was still tripping when i went to work at 8am next morning up until 5 when I slept.

>>722589440
>>722589440
Agreed! Since my first trip I've been able to reach a new level of appreciation under the influence of marijuana and truthfully it's a great feeling, music, writing, television, all of it man
It's amazing what people can come up with