I want to fucking kill myself, all because of a cancerous wallpaper

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I want to fucking kill myself, all because of a cancerous wallpaper i made (pic related).
A little while ago, i decided to have a nap on the couch in my room while having the OST to Beyond Good and Evil play in the background. I minimised all windows and had my cancerous wallpaper showing.
My mother (yes, i still live with my parents at the age of 19, laugh it up cunts) walks in and freaks when she sees the wallpaper. she wakes me up and asks what it is, and why i have it. she asks if i need to see a psychiatrist or some sort of help.
I just say it's a joke, but she thinks that it's dead serious.

fast forward to now and I want to kill myself. my mother couldn't help telling everybody, and life started to roll downhill from there.
I'm being forced to see a shrink; nobody lets me near any sharp instruments; the rope up in the shed has disappeared (all 120 feet of it); nobody wants to ride in the car with me while i rack up the 100 hours i need to go for my Provisional; friends and family avoid me like the fucking plague. My life has, generally, become more bubblewrapped and less independent
if Australia had more lax gun laws, i'd fucking top myself. all because of a shitty wallpaper i made