Any advice? > be me > have crippling anxiety attack >put

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Any advice?

> be me
> have crippling anxiety attack >put in a world of confusion
> have to put college on hold
> move away to cheaper city to pay off debt from hospital
> can't stand the town I live in now
> move back after some financial dust settles
> a year passes, still getting blindsided by bills
> picked up college again, but due to new bills have to focus back on that
>my work requires me to do 40 hours in 4 days
> isolated at my apartment while I do it
> with my spare time I start working out, actually doing well at getting the ball rolling and dieting. Maybe only eat out once every couple weeks
> got out of a decent ltr of five years about two years back
>qt3.14 gives me number
> go out on date everything seems to be turning around for me
> month passes
> she seems uninterested now
> can't blame her
> I'm still overweight and just barely getting back into shape
> I'm uninteresting because it costs money to go out and do shit I like spare from ride my mc around town

It's going to be another year or so until I dig myself out of this hole. I fucking hate my life right now. So lonely it's almost tragic, and I can't help but think that I don't know how to survive another year like this