/b/ i need to tell my mom im addicted to cocaine. im 28 and

The solution is obviously moar coke.

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>>722426278
How long have you been doing coke daily?

She doesn't need to know. Sort it yourself don't make it her problem

>>722426464

a little over a year now

There is never going to be an easy way to do this or a perfect opportunity. You need help and she loves you, just tell her the whole truth and brace yourself for a hard few months.

>>722426566

Check em

>>722426541


she knows somethings wrong and i believe she needs to know. the collection agencies wont stop calling her, discover, chase, citi, bestbuy, walmart, capone, school loans. She thinks i paid electricity and water, but its gonna get shut off cuz i didnt.

i avoid her though we live together, its been months since we've had a conversation.

she knows somethings wrong and i cant fix this myself.

>>722426730
Read the room, man.

just tell her bro. She probably won't be surprised, just relieved that you're being honest for once. Check yourself into a detox after that

>>722426278
Just stop doing coke your pussy. I've been addicted to heroin for over a year now. Now that's a real drug you can't quit

>>722426278

Kinda off-topic, but how did you get "addicted?"

Some guy I know does it but has never felt any compulsion to do it and has it around him all the time. But he does it every couple days or whenever, just isn't like he HAS to have it or is selling shit.

>>722426737
Not OP.
I started doing coke when I quit smoking. Not really a sustainable alternative. I definitely don't do it every day. I generally limit myself to 5 times per month so I don't go overboard. Any more and I know I'd start to get addicted.

Maybe just try to do less? I know it sucks, but it's better than the way you've been going.

If you're into the whole god thing, you might want to do something with that, but it's 2017 I think we know god doesn't give a shit about your petty coke habit.

>>722426278
Do some more cocaine. Just to even out and then you'll be ok

>>722426880
some people don't have an addictive personality, although pretty much anyone can get addicted to coke/crack

>>722426880

it started with random events, sniffing a bump or two and then i started getting really pure quality. i bought an 8ball of it for a treat one night and couldnt stop afterwards

Rob ur coke dealer.

>>722426737
You have to tell her. She loves you and needs to know. I'm sorry you got in this deep, but if you haven't got out of it yourself yet, then obviously you never will.

Stop destroying her, and bringing her down with you. She will want nothing more than to help you, and brace yourself for a rough start.

But always know that things do get better. Once I got off of it my life went back to where I never thought I'd be again. Finally happy, without putting chemicals in my body day in and day out. It can happen, stay strong willed.

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>>722426278
Just stop? People have been addicted to much harder and stopped on their own. Don't be a bitch you're a human being you control your own mind and body not some chemical.

stop being such a faggot coke isn't that addictive you just have a very weak will, i do coke every weekend and im fine, maybe just try and actuly stop rather than making it other peoples problem cunt

>>722426278
you don't need to tell her shit. you need to stop using drugs. go to an NA meeting and be honest. they'll help you. stop focusing on your mom, that will solve itself

>>722426859
Luxury. I've been addicted to quavers for over 9 years. Now that's a real drug you can't quit.

>>722427038
thanks anon, thats very helpful to see someone got clean.

can u suggest a way to break it to her?

i was thinking of telling her that i love her a lot but im doing something bad and i feel i no longer have control over my life and i need her more than ever.

>>722427120
fuck you my Cheetos habit is the most debilitating

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die on overdose problem solved? most people die painful shitty deaths, you died while being high from something you loved to do

no shame from mom, no disappointment, no hard work of rehab, the only one who has to pick up the bill is your dealer and the guy who finds you

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>>722427107
>stop being such a faggot coke isn't that addictive you just have a very weak will, i do coke every weekend and im fine


kys faggot

>>722426278
you should become a coke dealer and turn your life around.

>>722426566
Ive been doing everyday off and on, yours situation is more severe. Ask for help t but telling ya dude, 50 hours? You gotta prioritize and thats overboard. Good luck man, one step at time and dont let guilt destroy your ability to continue whether you fuck up or not

>>722427373
once or twice a week i do 50-60 hrs straight. no food, no sleep, no breaks.

im scared tbh. ive fucked evrything up. when i come down i think "im dying right now". i dont know how to stop

>>722426278
>confront her
You're looking at this the wrong way. Your life is in shambles, and you're reaching out for help. You're trying to pull yourself out of this slump, for YOUR benefit and no one elses. It's not something to throw in her face or suddenly hit her with during dinner. You just start a conversation about your concerns in life, be honest with yourself in front of her and when you're both comfortable with the subject, tell her. Dont make it into some gigantic deal, just tell her. This isn't reality TV.

>>722427176
There's no easy way, reading that last sentence of yours gives me the feeling that you've thought this out enough to know what to say.

Tell her you've lost control and need help, if you really feel telling her is what you must do.

Otherwise go to NA and try quitting yourself. If you really can't do it yourself and you're 100% sure you can't, bring in mum.

>>722427300

This is the best advice. Screw or get screwed, OP. Always remember that.

Life is very much a zero-sum game. Even for cokeheads.

>>722426278
Sorry...but...if you want to:
JUST STOP.

It's just in your mind.
No real physical addiction.
After the first day, you don't think about that much. After the second day, you don't have to do it at all.

>>722426989
You do coke every week and think you are not addicted already?

>>722427574
correct. it's what i did to overcome my coke addiction.

>>722427300
>>722427552

I like both of these approaches.

>>722426278
Convince your mom to do coke with you so that she can better understand how you wound up in this position.

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>30,000 in debt
>Lost your job

Enjoy your kneecaps while you've got em

>>722427672

...cocaine is a multi-receptor uptake inhibitor coupled with euphoria and a physical rush of energy.

It's chemically and physically addictive against certain people. Like anti-depressants that actually give you a boost and make you feel good.

Check yourself, boi.

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>>722426278
ask your mom to take you on a boat ride upstream on Vancouver island and drop you off somewhere you'll have to survive for 30 days. just take the bare essentials and survive fish and raccoon meat. this is how bear grylls overcame his alcoholism. it really works.

>>722426278
Save yourself while you still can anon, you don't wanna live this live. I have faith in you.

Former coke and pill head here. The best way to restart is to be 100% honest with those you love and most of all, yourself. 6 months ago I was coked out of my mind nearly overdosing daily, having just lost my job, ect. I shut myself out from the world and started fresh with nothing. I'm now sober with a great job and life is much better.

You've got this OP.

>>722427833
>Check yourself, boi.

what does this nigger jumbo mumbo mean? is there where the sjw privilege check bullshit comes from? faggots.

Just tell her, she'll help you

>>722427833
Sorry, but thats bullshit.
You seem like you have no idea of a cold turkey.

The real problem is, that most of the products, which are currently on the streets, are "optimized" to keep on selling it.

>>722427943
Your mother took you to Vancouver Island to survive in the wilderness for 30 days to overcome your cock addiction? Tell us more about that.

>>722426278
im addicted to cocaine as well as booze, not in the same predicament but i feel for you, hold strong, time passes, go to your loved ones if you really need it

it's easier to get off coke than it is cigarettes

>>722428009
Actually, Rebecca, he does know. 722427833 is a doctor.

>>722427965
Took the wrong ID!
Thats BS.

It would be stupid for people who want to make money, to sell you meth, while they could sell some specialized drugs for about 10 times the money.

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>>722426278
Damn nigga go hop in the shower for 1 min, it's not that tough. But yeah I feel you. I'm not in debt but I blew about 12k on it in the past year or so.

And it's as easy as you wrote it. Just tell your mom you want some help. It seems like you are ready to get some help for it, which is a step in the right direction to getting through the struggle. I wish you the best of luck sir.

>>722426278
>28 and no longer own anything, im $30,000 in debt and just lost my job

Oy vey, goy, you are making America small again.

>>722428194
You're right. I remember this one time I ordered Lasagna, but my stewardess brought my fettuccine Alfredo instead. It was delicious but cost like $14 more.

>>722426805
You gotta focus on the postives. In this case, internet access and dubs.

>>722426278
>i need to tell my mom im addicted to cocaine.
Mom, guess what movie stars, Sherlock Holmes, Sigmund Freud and I have in common?

>>722428122
And he's seen all the shit?

>>722428200
That's assuming his mom has a boat and they live on Vancouver island. You're right though, they could probably just rent a boat.

>>722426278
why not just kill yourself?

Hey man, you need to get some help. The good news is that you already know that. Your mom/ family will most likely help you as long as you're honest.

Also 30K is a lot of money, but it's not like it's 200K. With a good job you could pay off 30K in a few years.

Some people say the hardest part is realizing that you need help. If that's the case for you it will only get easier once you start getting help. Best of luck. Take care of yourself.

>>722428334
That's the point!
I mean, I just know central european stuff.
But: I know, what it was like 25 years ago and I know whats it's like now.

There's a big different!

>>722428417
Is this really how you want to spend Valentine's Day?!

>>722427013
This. Or start suckin dicks. You know what you gotta do...

>>722426278
at least you are thin

>>722428040
Exactly. Is was quite the experience. By day 9 all I could think about was thick veiny cocks... I fist fought moose and bear out of pure fucking rage for my lack of cock. Day 17 was the start of me getting over my cock addiction. I would hunt and gather and tend to my fire with nothing but pure determination and pussy on my mind. Day 30 I was a new fucking man.

Fucking Vancouver Island.

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>>722428400
I musta missed something considering im drunk. But why the boat? even if it's being stuck on Vic island or Van city you take the fucking Ferry.

Again i'm sure i'm missing something.

>>722428556
Hmm. This sounds more like a Mike Pence meme than a coke addiction salvation story.

>>722426278
>in debt
>no job
>really thin
>bad hygiene

She already knows. Just get it out in the open. There's probably free rehab available somewhere near you if you're not in a complete shit hole country. It's not going to be a vacation resort like rich people rehab but that doesn't matter because rehab doesn't work. The best it can do for you is give you a stable place with meals, a roof over your head, and no mother to manipulate or steal from to get money for dope. The rest is up to you.

>>722428615
Goddammit. The boat to go upstream to survive in the wilderness for 30 days to overcome his cock addiction.

>>722426278
Im sorry to hear that shit man. I was addicted to prescription opiates for a time. Shits horrible and it can cause you to do some awful shit, I used to steal from family and shit.. But these days I just do benzos and smoke bud, I used to be a pretty heavy drinker but had a crazy episode one night mixing xanax and liquor, ended up in jail and shit

>>722426278
yeah dude you're kinda fucked. As much as it sucks, you need to ask for help.

>>722428841
This. Vancouver Island.

>>722426278
Cocaine/Heroin Wall incoming.
>Make America Great Again.

>>722428869
>mom, i need you to get the boat.
>why sweety?
>uhh

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>>722428539

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>>722428846
k

>>722428851
Forgot to mention I haven't gotten wasted since that day, been sober from alcohol for about 4 months now

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>>722429017

>>722426278
Saw this in another thread I'm lurking, watch it OP, maybe it will give you some insight and stimulate an internal discussion

https://www.ted.com/talks/johann_hari_everything_you_think_you_know_about_addiction_is_wrong

>>722429032
I'm sorry for your loss.

>>722426278
Buy a pair of hand cuffs, tell her and have her hand cuff you in a room until your withdrawals subside. Then go to Narcotics Anonymous like a fucken monk and make friends and help other people

>>722429079
Johann Hari has been pushing this "survive on Vancouver Island for 30 days to overcome your addictions" bullshit for 14 years now. I know it works and all but not everyone has a boat.

>>722429117
>help other people
gross. who the fuck wants to do that?!

Idk how u pussies get addicted to shit like this , thats why i feel drug dealers should get lighter sentences . whats the first shit they tell you in school"dont do drugs" what do most parents teach their kids " dont do drugs" so HOW THE FUCK do you end up doing it on the regular not expecting consequences?

Im not saying i dont do em , havnt in a while but i used to do a gram either saturday or friday and so did a few of my boys we would go out drink a couple bottles and end up doing blow and fucking prostitutes , come home at 7-8-9 am sleep it off and play poker the next night or something. We knew not to do it during the week cuz we had shit to do jobs , gym so we would smoke weed every evening chill maybe go gambling and call it a night. We did this for years like 4 years and now none of us do blow we still do all the other fun shit but because of girlfriends/wives/ work responsabilities we cant go as hard as we used to but thats life when your not a musician or actor or fucking coke dealer . you gotta grow the fuck up.

Man up op drop that shit cold turkey , if your too pussy then off yourself world doesnt need your weak ass

My suggestions are the following, its kinda hard to quit something you've been addicted to suddenly, but try it it might work, so try to limit it, day by day, 2days by day, then a week without cocaine, and thus until you hit one month or so and it'll be easy to quit it, also i HIGHLY suggest following a religion, also read about religions and see which one fits you the most and answers your questions more, i suggest islam, christian, jewish, but mostly islam because outside all the racist shit goin' on lately try to find the real meaning of islam not whats trending, and though confronting your mother is really necessary at this time but i suggest that you try to find a solution yourself first, also try to be more social, engage in religious groups, keep away from bad company, keep your self busy, try to commit to a job, pay your debt, and move with your mother, also mouhammed ali used to say that every time he was about to commit a sin he grabbed a lighter and lightened it close to his skin and said to him self:"mouhammed, if you can't bare this heat how will you bare the fire of hell". in btw("yes i haven't been on 4chan for that long").

>>722429104
Kek

>>722429344
What was it like growing up on Vancouver Island? Do you think that gave you a natural immunity to addiction? What does your mom think?

>>722429240
You are a social animal, it's a fact. There are people out there who aren't completely retarded, as hard as that may seem to believe.

>>722429104
Nah man fuck drinking, you feel like shit the next day I'd rather just do better drugs that dont leave me feeling awful the next morning

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>>722429419
Fucking kek anon

>>722429475
I assume you're referring to the people surviving in the wilderness on Vancouver Island? I suppose I would help them, if I had a boat.

>>722429344
Quitting cigs has been harder than coke and i even have the ecig to help , break your moms heart like that makes me wanna break your face op what a degenerate be a fucking man for a change and go ask a friend for money and pay your water electricity drop the habbit cold turkey like a real man and start figuring your shit out , who knows you might land a better gig and make more now that your not gonna be a fucking waste of skin

>>722429526
such as?

>>722426278
Tell her you have a problem. Addiction is a disease, anon.

>>722429666
Shut up, Satan. I don't like your tone.

>>722426278

That's your own problem OP.

man the fuck up!....

>>722429419
Not from canada BRUH

>>722429821
click clack ooga booga

>>722429854
Not black either MENG

>>722429714
any kind of opiate is automatically better than alcohol because it produces euphoria and doesnt have a hangover, psychedelics are superior, even stimulants are better than alcohol. Honestly almost any mind altering substance is better in comparison. Alcohol is pretty sub tier but it affects GABA receptors so it has some value, plus it's legal as well so its really easy to obtain.

its hard as fuck but if you got strong mind u will beat it

>>722429931
one does what one can.

>>722429666
those trips dont lie

i feel so ashamed.

Thanks everyone for your helpful words and stories, even to the assholes. i really fucked this up.

never in my life have i, but the past two days ive just felt like ending it all but i wont, i cant. i can get through this.

>>722429344
Although this guy sounds like a bag of turds, no offense dude, I think he is right.

>Man up op drop that shit cold turkey , if your too pussy then off yourself world doesnt need your weak ass

mind over matter

addicted to coke? I've never had the urge to do more than an 8 ball at a time, and won't do any more after that.

You're a faggot OP

>>722429990
look at little trayvon offering up fortune cookie advice! adorable.

>>722426278
I'm not sure where you live but in around here (Midwest US) there are clinics and hospitals that have programs that will pay for 100% of all medical bills if you've been turned down for county medical assistance programs and have an income less than something like $30k. I would have been dead 4 years ago if not for these.
Spent a week in rehab and 6 months of outpatient. Total cost? $0 (unless you count the cost of gas to get to outpatient appointments).
County would not cover anything because I had assets totaling more than $2,000. Basically, I had a shitty car that was too valuable for them to consider it.

This was all before obamacare, though.

Also, don't worry about breaking your mother's heart. I thought talking to mine would destroy her and I almost didn't get help because of it. After I did talk to her, she was fine. It was emotional but not bad. If anything, she was far better now that I had admitted what was going on.

>>722427540
What the fuck do you do during that 50 hours? Play vidya?

>>722430057
You'll find redemption on Vancouver Island, but only if your mom has a boat. God speed.

OP, if you are still here. I am sorry. I know for many this sounds stupid but have you thought about Church? You have a real problem if you use that much, so often... we know it can kill you but you haven't even seen what "hell" really is until you live life as a homeless bum.

If you have insurance/money, you can go to rehab. I would also recommend church, gettin a little Jesus, doing some singing and being around nice people for change can be pretty decent.

All that said, you need help and bad... professional help.

>>722429370
Cocaine doesn't work well with tapering. It's too short lived and the come down is too harsh. It's not like opiates where you can take a little bit and take the edge off getting sick. Opiate withdrawal puts you in intense physical discomfort. Getting high off opiates makes you happy. Cocaine withdrawals give you the blues. Doing cocaine makes you MOAR COCAINE. Cocaine addicts tend to binge until they run out of money or their bodies can't continue. When they come down they tell themselves all kinds of lies about how they can just do a little and how they won't go crazy with it this time. Then they go spend $20 on it and it all starts again.

>>722427818
This.

i like you anom

>>722429240
It's about.finding satisfaction in life

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trust me, you are all she has and cares about. just tell her. no matter how bad it is, a mother will ALWAYS try to understand and help her child.
if she has no idea about your addiction, this will really shock her, you might want to give her time. addiction isn't a choice, it's a trap. it's very important she understands that.
stay strong anon !

>>722427107
aren't you damn edgy
kys

>>722426278
really the best advice I can give about your mom is post nudez

>>722426278
why didn't you just switch to crack? way cheaper.

>>722430140
being paranoid as fuck, looking out the window 3 times a minute and hating every bit of it while im high but wanting more as it wears off. sometimes i just sit there, only to get up to pace around and sit again.

cocaine has taught me i have no hobbies, i cant enjoy what i would typically do without coke. i cant enjoy anything anymore, not even orgasms.

>>722430250

i've thought about it, when i look up free rehab centers churches host NA meetins but im not sure how to go about that, just show up to a random class, any class, any location?

>>722430484
When I try cocaine I can expect to become addicted. All the info is online and accessible to everyone. Addiction is a choice. RIP anon

>>722430297
You sound like the kind of little lady who could use a nice boat trip upstream on Vancouver Island. The first step is telling your mother that you have a problem.

>>722430453
that sure as fuck isn't found by helping people.

>>722430596
This. Post nudes and anons will donate some bucks for a quality rope

>>722430095
im in miami, florida

i assume theres free clinics but when i search google so many sites pop up advertising b/s instead of letting me find what i want. website says its no cost or low cost, i go to the website and theres no mention of free or low cost, its all paid.

>>722430634
>any location?

Vancouver Island.

>>722430660
bitch, started smoking a year ago. would smoke 1-2 cigs a day, could go for weeks without smoking.
never thought I would become so addicted that now I smoke up to 2 packs a day.
you are aware that you could become addicted but something in you just tells that "nah that's not gonna happen to me, I'm stronger".

>>722430720
Of course. Read Mihaly Chiksentmihaliys book on Flow. Finding satisfaction in life has very well to do with satisfying others

>>722426278
dude just man the fuck up and go to rehab or tell her.

I know it sounds nuts to you obviously but fuck man coke isn't even as hard of an addiction as opiates, benzos, gaba inhibitor type stuff. your brain will obviously just have to get used to producing certain chemicals without the aid of coke again. but legit not as bad as some addictions.

the whole shutting everything out to do coke for 50 hours kind of just sounds like you already hate yourself a good deal. fix the coke thing (few months) then take the longer step towards mental health maybe?

stay strong

>>722430854
>"nah that's not gonna happen to me, I'm stronger".

This attitude is what got my through 30 days in the wilderness on Vancouver Island.

>>722430886
i said no.

>>722430912
i was really into oxy but gave it all up for coke.

fuck opiates. i liked coke and stuck with it, now i want it out of my life.

>>722431001
Ok

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>>722431234
How did your mummy take the news?

>>722428841

I agree with this anon. She will probably be relieved when you tell her, at least she will know what's wrong. You can't fix a problem unless you admit there is a problem.

I would add that the main point of rehab is to get you away from everything and everyone in your life. This is what makes it easier to stop; you don't see your friends, you have no one chasing you, you have no problems beside drugs because everything is cared for, no temptations etc...

It's when you get out that you need to break the circle. Take this time off to reflect on the real reasons of your addictions, don't deny your responsabilities, think about the times your consumption was at its highest, when would it happen ? With whom ? What was the purpose ? Identify your triggers, confront them or avoid them.

>>722431291
shut the fuck up.

>>722430764
http://www.dcf.state.fl.us/programs/samh/SubstanceAbuse/AccessRecovery.shtml

In my state I found something under this program. It was free. It looks like the same thing.

>>722426278
Just tell her and get help before you can't tell her anything. My brother oded and died last week. He never got to tell her.

>>722431327
>I would add that the main point of Vancouver Island is to get you away from everything and everyone in your life. This is what makes it easier to stop; you don't see your friends, you have no one chasing you, you have no problems beside drugs because everything is cared for, no temptations etc...

This. Ask your mom today.

>>722431414
Will you have his funeral on Vancouver Island or nah?

>>722431414
Was looking for a place. You have a connect there?

>>722431234
well heck who knows man. not trying to say coke isn't a major trap or anything. just saying the actual recovery isn't quite on par with other addictions I don't think. talking loong term addiction to any other these for convo sake

>>722431346
THANK YOU ENORMOUSLY! that site has a wealth of knowledge and is a legit state website.

>>722431427
fuck wish I could go do this seriously

>>722431558
This. 9/11 coke addicted faggots don't even need the full 30 days on Vancouver Island.

>>722430250
>I've thought bout it.

With NA, usually they host it at a church but that varies. Just google it for your area and read what their website says. usually a phonecall or email... or walk-in. They are used to people like you just showing up. Don't bring drugs, don't be too high or they will kick you out for triggering the other addicts. Be prepared to hear some sad sttories and feel like you are a pussy.

But you need to hear the stories and you need to feel bad and let go....

>>722430634
>>I've thought bout it.
>With NA, usually they host it at a church but that varies. Just google it for your area and read what their website says. usually a phonecall or email... or walk-in. They are used to people like you just showing up. Don't bring drugs, don't be too high or they will kick you out for triggering the other addicts. Be prepared to hear some sad sttories and feel like you are a pussy.
>But you need to hear the stories and you need to feel bad and let go....

>>722430095
It wasn't something they normally advertise. It was a program at a chain of clinics/hospitals in the area. They probably get some incentives from the government but it wasn't as overt as you would think.
I'm not sure how they are able to pull it off but it saved my life.
Allina Partners Care Program
http://www.allinahealth.org/Customer-Service/Financial-assistance/

i love cocaine

>>722431624
>FL
>GOP conservacuckland
Wouldn't count on too much assistance. You people are cruel heartless bastards.

Vancouver Island

Survive in the wilderness for 30 days and overcome your addiction.

Ask your mom today.

>>722426278
Ok how retarded are you?
obviously you don't have self control you beta fuck.
>if you can't stop doing it.
then treat it like food.
1 L in the morning.
1 L on break
All lines on lunch
you get home it would wear off by then.
Make sure you fucking eat retard. Your mom will be suspicious if she finds out that your not eating or look like a fucking tweaker.

>>722431919
bro i cant afford a trip to vancouver and i bet its cold as fuck, ive never even seen snow (water kind). im from florida, vancouver is out of the question.

unless u want to paypal me some cash

>>722432084
Ask your mom.

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.This little bitch got me blocked from FB for 24hrs for using the word faggot, who all wants to report him so he learns what happens to tattletales.

>>722432084
OP?

Check into NA, you are doing too many bags. I am looking into AA because I drink too much. I am researching it for the first time in years because of your post.

>>722432035
lines would make me throw up. 55-70mg is what i need to get my heart racing hard. its really strong stuff. i pay $30 for a half gram of pure or 20 for a shitbag, its 20 for a 0.3 everywhere else of shitty stuff.

Get into rehab op

>>722432084
You'll just spend it on coke and you know it.

>>722432238

Why are you buying small in the first place? if you know you're going to go through x amount a week then buy that amount.

>>722432497
That is not good advice, he wants to quit.

>>722432235
ill get my shit from the pawn shop back, im done with coke.

>>722432235
god speed. if we're not in control of our lives, then it just aint worth it anymore. we got this shit. Gonna be a rough ass couple of months ahead.

>>722432222
Have you talked to your mom about your problem?

>>722426278

1. Do you have any friends? if you really reach out to them, they will help if they truly care about you.

2. Let a highly trusted person deal with your finances. If you are not in control of your money, you can't buy coke.

3. go into rehab, or a drug free household. do not worry, it is not a place they will try to shame you. they just want to give you a space for support. they want to help you.

4. file for bankruptcy, get rid of that debt. there is no point in paying back that money.

you are seriously ill and need help OP. there is no shame in it. the worst thing you can do is sit around in your own depression without acting on your situation. do something about it NOW.

>>722432590

I know that, I was in a similar position myself, but all he's doing is wasting money. The trick is limiting the financial damage while slowly gaining control, get someone that doesn't use to hold your stuff and only give you small amounts (ie 1g per day) failing that I've heard of people mailing coke back to themselves meaning after their 2-3 day binge they still have little on the way back to them to ease the comedown.

>>722432497
b/c i keep telling myself "this is the last bag and no more, you're done, forever" and i get another one.

i would've saved cash in bulk but it was a small bit, for the last time. that shit isnt working out for me either. done is done, even if u dont feel like ur done.

Go live in the wilderness for a month or two. If you survive you are will have become stronk. If not- you meant die

>>722432698
Both of those replies were to me.

At the very least, you came to 4chan and spoke out. That is a step. Lets do this, you go to NA, I go to AA. I am searching it now, it seems for AAA that there are like 30 different churches and spaces it is help, pretty confusing.

I am going to go to a church in my area and ask how to proceed.

This shit can be done... for both of us. My on;y further advice is that I know coke. I'm not saying I am better for being an alki, but I have seen bad things my friend. Please get off that shit before it's too late.

>>722432883
I see the logic, but, and I am sure you understand, he should not be trying to ease the burdens and normalize it at the moment. It's time to comedown, ya know?

Well buddy I got three options for you, you might not like it but that's that.

Step one:
When your electricity and shit goes off as soon as it's very dark In your house just let it out and say
>momma bear I do coke
You'll prolly have to check into rehab cuz Ur mom doesn't want u to be a retard crack head forever

Step 2: Kneepads

Well prostitutes are usually crackheads like yourself so why not become one?

>30k in debt can be solved by sucken 30k cocks for a buck a piece. Not bad right?

Or you go ahead and fuck some fat chick's too

Step three

If you can find someone to loan u money or W. E go ahead when they ask for it back. I'm assuming you'd spend the cash on coke again but you can go ahead and eat them
>you said you're hungry
>you don't have the money anyways
If cops ever found out why u did that be like it was the coke that made u do it

Step 4
Idk you can rob people and shit

>>722426278
tell her you're homeless, point.

>>722426278
start suckin dick bro

>>722432908

Fair enough I know how it can be. One thing that really helped me was deleting the numbers of anyone I could buy from, you'll find it a lot easier when its not a case of just picking up the phone, that little bit of time it takes you to walk to the person makes a big difference. You also seem to care about your mum, use that, when I stopped any excess money I had was used for gifts to the people closest to me ie going for a smoke and noticing your mums got a new patio set instead of a coke addled son you'll feel much better about yourself. Good luck m8.

>>722427105
Yes its easy to say 'im addicted'. He is an free Person. He choose to do because he likes the feeling.

>>722431343
Fuck off you piece of shit. Fucking low life scum

>>722427116
Thats it. Get an job. Speak with the guys you owe money. Work 5 years hard to get rid of doubts and to travel anywhere as target. Mommy wont pay so high doubts. You have to work for it. Also mommy cant watch over U 24/7, so its about your willpower

>>722431808
underrated

>don't be a faggot
>don't be a nigger
>do cheap drugs
>???
>profit

>>722427833
>>722427833
Antidepressants are non-addictive and dont give you a boost. AD slow recycling of Neurotransmitters down

>>722433158
i do feel a lot better atleast talking to someone, anyone about it. First time i mention it. the mom came home from work and i cant bring myself to break her heart. I'm going to try to do the NA thing. I wonder if i should keep it a secret until im no longer craving it. If i cant do it alone with NA i'll let her know sooner.

its a deal bro, we can get over this shit. We'll find a way out and ive heard a lot of former alki's that went to AA and got clean, i havent heard much of NA but we gotta try something and not give up bro

>>722426278
Tell her straight up. It's gonna come out regardless op so might as well get it out of the way sooner than later..

>>722428851
Next you get addicted to are benzos

>>722426805
Read the room.....fuck this faggot, he did this shit to himself. He should just go and kill himself now so he's not a drain on his mom/society

>>722426855

Detox won't give him anything for cocaine. They give suboxone for opiate withdrawal and valium/ativan for Alcohol withdrawal but nothing for crack/cocaine/meth. OP might as well do it at home.

>>722434700

"Hey, everyone! Cocaine is a highly addictive drug that over time is nowhere near worth it."

"Fuck, that sounds great. Gimme some!"

Eventually, you have to let evolution do it's job.

>>722434788
Exactly!

>>722434700
This. Op should just write a letter to his mom saying he's found his dream man and is going to live in the woods forever don't follow me and offer himself to cannibals on a forum such that after he dies on overdosing and is eaten by cannibals everybody is happy. Op is in the best place to be and his mom thinks he's living happily in the woods

>>722426278

Lick the bags

>>722426278
Ok then

Hey dude,
Ive had a minor coke addiction myself. For your situation i would suggest to motivate yourself to just quit cold turkey. Coke isnt physically addictive so you wont get any physical withdrawal effects but you probably often will feel like shit and feel like u cant be happy anymore for quite sometime. This feel does go away with time though. Its probably a good idea to tell somebody about ur problem but maybe u should reconcider if that person should be ur mom. U just need to stay strong and motivate yourself to stay off the stuff. If its really difficult for you, maybe you could visit a doctor and ask him if xanax or valium or some other benzo could help you quit. Dont get addicted to benzos instead bro.

>>722434750
I'm addicted to sucking dicks and I'm male.

thank you everyone, my nose is pretty fucked up and its gonna be tough, im all shakey from weakness, feeling pretty defeated but ready to give this shit up and move on with my life.

sigh, im gonna take a lot of hard hits and reality checks in the coming months. straightening my finances out and setting my life back on track is gonna be met with a lot of resistance from the mistakes and damage ive caused myself. it's gonna suck but ill live.

i still cant believe i bought a shitload of ipads on credit and sold them for 30% of what i paid for them just for cash.

and goodbye $1500 daniel defense that went to the pawn shop for $200.

im pissed at myself, how could i let this go on for so long. what a fucking shame.

>>722434788
This. Evolution the best tool in cleaning up society.

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>>722434326
It's me.

I feel the "mom" aspect. That is the hardest part, admitting it to loved ones, there have been so many mistakes and bad days... you know, I know. Don't admit it yet, put time in at the meetings and then say "hey, I have been doing something about this" . Much better that way I think, but the pros will tell us.

It's a deal. We will never meet eachother, but let's keep the deal. I gotta stop drinking and find out why I drink so much. You gotta stop doing coke. At least we are wise enough to know that and talk about it. Bless you. I have this tab open for any replies.

pic unrelated, just a bump

>>722426278
KYS faggot

>>722434959
an hour before i started this thread i licked 12 other bags, when i felt like throwing up i stopped, showered, neti potted, sprayed some afrin and started using the neilmed nasogel which is great for keeping ur nose moist after hours of coke, helps get those yellow hard mucus out faster.

>>722435057
Bro you know exactly that this feeling of motivation only lasts a day. Tomorrow you're at it again and during the next months you're probably get some sort of cancer due to extreme malnutrition. Either you'll call your mom in the next 5 minutes no matter what or you decide unconsciously to die

>>722435186
thanks bro, like u said, we probably wont ever meet but theres definitely someone out there rooting for ya all the way even if you dont know it.

im gonna take up some hobbies, maybe work out, do some fishing or w/e (ive never fished), just to get myself out there and doing something constructive with my free time. I shouldnt have any free time, all our time should be spent towards bettering ourselves and advancing forward, making something great and big out of our lives, something we can be proud of.

You may not know it but ill certainly think of you anon and will keep rooting for ya.

>>722436205
This is all good shit, but something that stops me is seeing that "bigger world". Making too many plans and then just...drinking. But we take that first step and talk to real people, then we admit our faults.

Just be prepared, I went to AA many years ago, whatever your story is... you are about to hear some real sad ones and bad ones. They are going to make us feel weak. That is my warning bro.

Besides that though...I am rooting for you too. We got this. Lets try to do it this week? Have you started searching for NA locally? Get on it.

I have to go shower and the thread might 404, but I am here for you too. At least got tabs open on AA stuff, next step is just going.