I'm paranoid that all my friends are shit people/jealous

>>722114110
what does jealous mean?

>>722115059
off google: feeling or showing an envious resentment of someone or their achievements, possessions, or perceived advantages.

>>722114110
nice pic

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>>722115393
thanks man

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>>722114110
Do you smoke weed ?

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>>722115489
yes

>>722115850
Ok how many joint a day ?

>>722115949
Some days I don't smoke at all some days I smoke a lot.

But If I am smoking with people I am usually the highest/smoke the most.

>>722116362
Of agreement stops and everything will return in order.

Believe me I had the same shit and more, it's not funny.

If you do not want to stop the weed, try to heal yourself like i did.

>>722114110
holy fuck the grey beards do exist!

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>>722116489
Are you saying there is something wrong with me?

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>>722117006
Yes dude in some case it can be.

Try for a week to stop smoking

>>722116489
I don't smoke and I'm that paranoid too

>>722117006
>>722114110
had the same fucking shit
dropped the weed and everything is better now... but i still get that feeling sometimes, maybe something is wrong with my head

>>722117927
then you should go and see a doc

>>722118001
Do you have someone to talk ? Like a good friends or a gf ? and good relation with your family ?

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>>722117927
Yeah dude this guys is right.
>>722118042

Or heal yourself by the force of your spirit. It works for me. Never feel some one behind me after that.

>>722118118
yes i have, understanding gf, good friends and super good bonds with my family

sometimes, its there, but it becomes less...im also in therapy right now.

>>722118252
great, if you can handle it that way

>>722118298
Nice

>>722118042
I'm seeing a psychologist but I can't trust her either

>>722118417
thank you

>>722118515
have you told her?

>>722118607
should I?
I also feel like I might be retarted or autistic and people are hiding it from me, making me believe I'm normal

>>722114110
Just because you're paranoid, don't mean they're not after you.

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the word is loosing energy. not all people are guided by forces that create their own energy. to keep their brainslugs at bay they partake in energetic exchanges with people. u just have to give them back the same underhanded kinda shit that they give you. or just drop them. that part is up to u. I don't keep others energy when I take from them tho, I simply leave the energy and I look at it as a learning experience for them as opposed to anything that is "for me". very cool pic btw any details on it?

>>722118788
just tell her, if her reaction is shitty, you should leave and never come back, because then she is just plain bad
but i dont think her reeaction would be bad... its her profession
maybe she can help you with this issue

i had the same feeling, are the people around you your best freinds?
if so, just ask them, if you re silly or strange sometimes... i did it once and it cured that thought

>>722118788
Do you feel like a retard ?

Do not look for something to confirm your thoughts but something that proves you are wrong

>>722118788
truman show shit...i get that feeling sometimes too

>>722114110
You're just a paranoid narcissist.

>>722119143
this

>>722119217
i don't think i'm a narcissist, but I guess I wouldn't know If I was right.

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>>722119080
This is esoteric nonsense anon, like what the fuck do you mean by energy? Do you mean a will to conversate? Do you mean bringing life into a conversation? What kind of underhanded shit do they give to you? What do you mean by keeping other's energy?

This post doesn't make ANY fucking sense and I'm trying really hard to understand.

>>722119080
I think I kind of understand what you are saying but it's sort of gibberish too.

>>722119217
maybe not narcisstic...

>>722114110

OP, do you have any other problems?
and also, dont take a diagnose from someone who never emt you, and dont make a diagnose for yourself either

>>722115224
that's envy.

>>722119080
>the word is loosing energy.
What do you mean ?

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>>722119357
well learn to catch flys u dumb fucking shit..lol now u will wonder forever.

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>>722119391
What sort of problems?

Don't you ever think about how fake all the people are around you? How many people shit-talk others success because they can't apply themselves?

>>722119384
u not understanding dosnt make it gibberish. enjoy not understanding.

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>>722119752
That's ok I don't value you opinion

You can't even form a complete sentence, why would anyone take advice from you?

>>722119873
No one understands you because you're a moron.

>>722119611
my mistake. I meant to say world*. meaning people here.. not really the world itself.

>>722119873
I understand what you mean.
Your idea is clear and well explain.

>>722114110
I want a wizard robe now

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>>722119953
whatever makes you boys feel better ;)

>>722119787
problems like crippling depression or anxiety? dunno...i am not you

nah not really, only when i am high

but does it circle all around success? nothing else?

>>722119873
Can you try and explain a little better then?

I want to understand.

For the pic this guys are from russian orthodox church

>>722119080
Can you explain a little bit further? I feel like I understand but don't fully grasp what you're getting at. Like, everyone around me acts so droll and uninspired until I talk to them, and I can see the difference in their attitude after we've talked. It's like a little bit of me rubs off on them. I've experienced this both ways, as the giver and the taker (no homo)

Like, I know people are calling this nonsense but I actually think there's something to this post.

>>722120156
I have never been to a psychologist so I couldn't tell you.

Not necessarily success, just anything that would make others envious of you.

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thats a depresion not your shit friends

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>>722120047
well it was fairly vague... but not difficult to understand for some people. society has been trained to not see certain concepts for what they are, so they will look unfamiliar when truthfully examined. and there are many reasons that many people are far to dug in to the human societal system to be WILLING to recognize truthful analyses pf certain concepts.. I would gladly explain more, but clearly some people here are threatened by certain notions.. which is the case for about 75 percent of people..

>>722114110
ya man trust me they'd talk shit all day long. yes they're shit people, but you can rest easy knowing everything they say probably doesn't have a double meaning, considering they're simply not intelligent enough to be spitting esoteric insults 24/7. they're probably not even intelligent enough to carry that on for an hour tbh.

>>722114110
>ike they want to shit talk me but know if they did it blatantly that i would fuck them off

People want to have the discussion:

>You know what your problem is?
or
>You know, I like you, but there's a lot of things I don't like ABOUT you.

They can't have that discussion because your obvious "i would fuck them off" disconnection is what forces them to remain silent about the harsh truth of things they're holding back. You're actually the one who is making a non-conducive social environment for them because they have to hold their tongue instead of having a civil long discussion about things they would like to address so you all can move past it.

This idea of them feeling like they can't be honest is what makes you part of the problem. You're not a good friend. A good friend wants criticism from their peers to better themselves and each other.

>>722120670
>considering they're simply not intelligent enough to be spitting esoteric insults 24/7. they're probably not even intelligent enough to carry that on for an hour tbh.

Wisdom from an ex-paranoid, I presume

>>722114110
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9sQDTDSim18

>>722114110
nah you're just a narcissistic prick, unless they have something material to gain from faking being friends with you they probably don't give a shit about your achievements. You're insecure and probably a braggart and that makes them uncomfortable, which you percieve as them being dishonest with you...because you think too higly of yourself. In essence stop bragging, you are not that important, stop digging around for conflict.

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>>722120867
What is with all this fucking wisdom

>>722120181
>>722120340
its hard to just go a bit further.. which part u wana know more about? and the "a bit of me rubs off on the: thing, that's really more of an attitude thing. positivity in general.. its not the specific energy was speaking of but its in the same ballpark. u are talking about different echanges of energy tho so that's a different topic, what u wana know about that one... heres a hint for u tho. ur last sentence was only a thought but u stated it. its a vague hint but still important to u in understanding...

>>722120670
this makes sense man
>>722120867
why are you assuming I wouldn't want (constructive) criticism.

>>722120613
I miss friends like you...

I still have 25% chance to find someone like you.

>>722121112
sorry for typos but not sorry..lol just tired and out of weed so not at full function...

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>>722121020
I'm humble...faggot.

>>722121112
Do you think some people have more energy than others?

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>>722121185
>friends like me
I truly envy that particular despair.lol seldom do I encounter someone who knows what the fuck im talking about..llol

>>722114110
this is early signs of schizophrenia, age? how much weed? other drugs? mental health in family?

>>722121182
Some people's only form of criticism is a heated onslaught of attacks. Many people don't know any better to divide constructive criticism from verbal bludgeons. If you want to move forward and become better friends with them, you have to be the better one and let them know that they can let out their frustrations about you and you'll try to diffuse it by looking at it objectively to divide the constructive criticism to the outlandish personal attacks. If you can't be the moderator or impartial, you can't be the better friend or person.

>>722121507
its not about how much. its about can u make your own. many can not. they attempt to take from others, but that's never real energy. u can take and take and take from others through energetic exchanges, and it adds up, but its not of any use to someone with self respect... and we are talking about emotional/psychological/spiritual energy so to speak....

>>722121777
signs of personality disorder maybe. not what ur saying tho. having personality disorders will effect friendships and even effect who your friends are.. but those words get thrown around a lot...

>>722121411
then you're either paranoid and insecure, or your friends are actually being dishonest with you and are probably backbiting you but you are not willing to confront them. Fear of confrontation is not a trait you want to keep. Talk to your friends about it, if they get angry about it, then you were right, if not then you'll talk things over and everything will be fine.

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>>722114110
You strike me as an attention seeking emo whore. Industrial accident. Go find one.

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>>722121881
What if they don't have anything to say?
>>722121888
How do you know if you can make your own, and if you can, why would you let anyone else take it?

>>722121112
>its hard to just go a bit further.
But you haven't given any sort of idea what that energy is.. is it drive? I feel like any guesses I'd have would be under the umbrella of positivity.

I feel like explaining what you mean by energy would make everything else make sense contextually speaking

>>722122303
scavengers will stalk and even peck at the dying until they can eat it...

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>>722122403
Yes...

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>>722122403

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>>722122194
Confrontation isn't even necessary mate. Who needs friends.
>>722122303
That says more about you then it does about me mate.

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>>722122403
This fucking shit man.

I feel like a lot of the people around me are scavengers.

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>>722122403
Prepare your anus

>>722121888
So exchanging positivity was a piece to a greater whole. What do you mean by psychological energy?

Is what you're getting at, ultimately, just a will to live and succeed and grow? With the aforementioned types of energy being means to accomplish this goal?

>>722122318
everyone can. its all about being honest with yourself and loving yourself. people who don't want to understand themselves because they cant love themselves will avoid making their own by taking from others through exchanges.

>>722122318
You have to let them know that you feel suspicions that they may be holding back about personal feelings against you, and you're okay with it. You have to let them know that you're want to hear what problems they may have been holding back for so long because you want to address it and move on. Let them know you're extending your hand to tell them you want to be a better friend by hearing them out and bottling it up is not healthy for the both of you.

If they keep shut withholding their grudges/resentments to you, you're justified in doing your due diligence and decide if you want to keep them or disconnect. You'll be justified with either outcome.

As long as you did everything you could.

>>722122331
the energy im talking about is spiritual/emotional/psychological positivity is good. but it has to be real... people can exchange energy without trying to take. its more sharing and making more. it is all really under the umbrella of positive and negative feelings.. I was only saying that u were talking about a different type of exchange when u said u rub off on people.. if u said that..

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>>722122845
What If I don't want to deal with pussies to begin with?

And how did you get so smart?

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>>722123016
negative energy serves a purpose too doesn't it?

what if some people are pre-disposed to creating negative energy, to keep the balance?

>>722123104
That's wisdom, coming from someone who's likely experienced what you've been through.

>>722120091
me2

>>722122650
yes they are. that's what the energy discussion is about, in case u havnt been following. my way of dealing with them is to trip them over their own advances.. like a judo throw. but make it clear that u are happy to simply defend without "offending" so to speak. that's a psychological part.. then when they have grown weary and desperate u flick them in the nose with such truth that they can not bare to have been themselves for as long as they have been.... id rather not deal with any of it, but #life as a target...

>>722123337
I thinks your stupid, just stupid. go read and learn something don't tell bullshit like this.

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>>722123337
That is how I deal with them, but it gets boring. I'd rather they not target me, you know what I mean? They should be behind me.

>>722122693
im talking about how to deal with people. u are a very success driven person. concentrate on u and ur worries of others will become more clear.

>>722123104
If you don't want deal with them, don't. You make the choices, but in the long run, you're gonna regret what you didn't do over what you did.

Regardless what actions you make, make up your mind the sooner and run full speed ahead. Just get it done. Disconnect, or arrange a one-on-one intervention of some kind. Just consider how much of them you have to see and if it's gonna be reoccuring, because you don't want to make enemies with a person you have to live with or work with.

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>>722123637
That was my first impression, but he's just not very eloquent. This is a legit real life experience a lot of us go through, and even though it's not the prettiest, he's helping put words to the feelings. And I actually really appreciate his posts.

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>>722123829
>you're gonna regret what you didn't do over what you did.

bullshit, the only mistakes I have ever made is second-guessing myself.

on a completely different note, but I'm interested to hear these poeples opinion on, do you think there are only so many types of people in the world?

>>722123227
good questions. u probly don't need to be asking..lol but il humor u. negative energy serves the negative mind. murder is negative.. but to murder a murderer is positive..and pre disposed? not sure about that.. and u may have a point about the balance. not sure.. that balance is a real son of a bitch.lol we met before?

>>722124023
I understand

>>722123801
Intelligent observation, using my interpretation to judge me. I like you, dude. Thanks for posting tonight.

>>722124242
Gotta keep the balance mate.

I doubt we have met before.

>>722114110
you're extremely vain, this is why

>>722124023
ondeed. I don't waste punctuation and spelling on the internet.. if someone wants to understand they surly can :) glad ur pleased. I myself learn from attempting to teach... and yes its not the prettiest by I see no ugliness in the way I deal with such situations...

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>>722123637
say something better then faggot. lol

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>>722124556
And why should I trust you?

>>722124104
It's those mistakes that define you. And without it, you'll never have learned the damages second guessing can do. Just remember, whatever action you make, promise not to regret it. Because at that moment in time, it was exactly what you wanted.

What is a man without his memories? What character or depth does he have without it?

As for personality types, I don't know. I've met plenty of people who differ in every observable aspect but their MO (method of operation). I may not know you personally, but I know people, and finding similarities from one individual you just met and tying it to someone you've long known is a faux pas. Just because they carry the same fragrance of an old friend doesn't mean they'll treat you the same way. To me, it's all a case by case basis. Many similarities to personalities, but each one of them is a snowflake of their own. You have to learn these differences in them with people you've known to understand that there's different treatment for different people. You have your rankings and your own treatment of people, sometimes you have to tailor your MO to learn how to keep a mutual relationship of benefits and how to become more proficient in it all in due time. It's all a learning process with some patterns.

>>722124559
Simply trying to help that anon look past his kneejerk reaction, when I said "not the prettiest" it was only in reference to how you type, not your way of dealing with life.

Your way of dealing with life is actually quite beautiful.

>>722119401
It's being a creedy cunt now fuck off

>>722124262
u do seem to carry some high opinions of urself that often cloud peoples perception of friendships and people. a good criteria for judging urself is the most important. if u cant be wrong, u wont ever learn.. people who never understand that they were foolish children will always remain as foolish children. not to say u are one.. but be sure what u want from urself is what u really want and be sure how u see people is fair. look for ur flaws, if u don't find them keep looking. bettering urself IS NOT being better than anyone else. if u compete in life U WILL ALWAYS LOOSE. goodness is the only thing anyone is fairly judged for. being strong or motivated or smart or any shit like that might as well be a hobby and it may find u success but only a fool judges a person in this world by their success... if that sounds foolish then think about it as much as u can....

>>722124731
I understand what you mean, i have a "friends" who need energy from people.

And i call you stupid because of this :
>my way of dealing with them is to trip them over their own advances.. like a judo throw

I try to emit good waves And make pseudo "judo throw" is not a good solution.

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>>722119080
they are shema monks.
they dont give a fuck.

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>>722119217
literally this

>>722125113
Thanks for all of this knowledge mate.

For real I understand it all and it's shit I feel like I couldn't talk about with some people/they wouldn't understand.

>>722125636
I wasn't being facetious anon... It's fair criticism. I just wanted to nod to your intelligence.

>>722124489
at the end of the day tho, keeping the balance and being desperate for energy are probly not the same thing. I care about goodness. and those who don't are weak and starving for energy... the lazy and poor could steal from the hardworking rich and that would be a balance...but that's not how I play, unless they deserve it...

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>>722125638
ur just a dipshit. I cant help u. great job emiting good waves..lmao keep on trying bro.

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>>722125849
they are wizards.

do not trifle with them.

>>722125134
oh haha I get it. yea im prone to typos.. no I figured u meant the situations I was discussing. I didn't think u meant my way of dealing with peoples advance, was just pointing out that my approach is purly self preservation and not the desire for outward deterioration. and thanx.

>>722126392
>ur just a dipshit
See that not good energy. But nice to meet you.
I like see your shitty reply full of ostentation

>>722125849
well they care about their spiffy threads..im all about spiffy threads..lol

>>722119896
(you) opinion
Critiques sentence form

Get a load of this asshole

>>722126126
I didn't think u were being that. I didn't mean to sound negative to u. that's my advise for all people. we all have to feel that to learn and grow...I didn't take any offence from u at anytime I assure u.i was just pointing out what ur "common pitfall" seems to be.. I could be wrong tho. u know u best, its just about being honest with urself.. and hey, some people make being a go getter achiever accomplisher, they make that work. but for some it comes from an unhealthy ego. u don't seem that way to me, but we all have to keep ourselves in check. understanding the archatypes around u and the archatypalisms within urself will help u break to stay out of the pitfalls that come along with archatypalismssss

>>722127024
ima be fuckin frank with you anon

I was salty cause I couldn't understand

I lashed out cause I was insecure. My attitude towards the dude (I'm guessing you) has flipped 180 degrees.

>>722126829
>>722123637
have fun trying bro. whatever makes u feel better ;)

>>722127474
here you go !

And btw i'm not trying i do. And i love human kind. And if i don't i ask myself why.

>>722127290
im who u speak of. next time dont be a retard about it..lol

And a other thing
This : >>722121185
And this : >>722123637

Are my post.
Why ? because i wan't to be sure of what you are by give you some confidence.

You're just a random guy who thinks you've figured it out, who thinks he's unique. And therefore think to be able to help people with his ways of seeing life because it is the best ...

You're stupid that's it.
Is not a big deal.

>>722127729
lmao. looks like trying to me. then love humankind.... why u saying instead of doing..u seem desperate... just saying..im kinda busy having good convos tho. maybe u can try someone else ok bud...

>>722127924
It's easier to chock it up to nonsense and insult than accept my insecurities, sort of a involuntary reaction. Bad habit I've had since I was a kid. Sorry man.

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>>722128177
wow dude.. get help.. *no laugh*

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>>722128258
id buy that story.lol

>>722128625
Explain me why and i do.

>>722128177
Where did he claim he was unique? It's fair to say he has a good way of viewing life. Fuck off asshole

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>>722128177
your autism is the least funny of all tha autisms...

>>722114110
Yes. You spend a lot of time thinking about options. Just relax and enjoy some 'simple' time with them.

>>722128798
just here :
>>722120613

>>722128798
I feel like u just really werid same fagging..lol u don't just wana build someone up to tear them down now do u? that sounds like one of those enrgy games someone was talking about.. spooky stuff..

>>722129023
You're twisting his words to fit your narrative, he didn't say he was unique, he was saying a lot of people don't open their eyes to this kind of thing.

>>722129093
He is samefagging but I'm not him. You're just a nogood prick looking for a fight.

>>722129093
Soo weird this guys right ?

make is little show...

>>722128177
schizophrenic or just retard ?

>>722129233
im actually the him u speak of..lol just seemed like maybe a samefagging.lol

>>722129474
Calm down anon but did you says ?
..im kinda busy having good convos tho

Why are you still here ?

>>722129395
iv met those people, they are ok.. hes just in desperate need of energy to feed his brainslug...

>>722129474
hum btw same fag here :
>>722129636

>>722129636
im clearly calm. I told a specific person I was done talking to them. I didn't say im leaving the thread...

>>722129711
kek bru

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in this thread everyone be like "oh u wana see the weak and desperate for energy? IL SHOW YOU WEAK AND DESPERATLY STARVING FOR ENERGY AND SELF ESTEME OF ANYKIND PLEASE GOD!!!" niggas be fuckin crazy...

sry guys little late here.

>>722119080 : who did this ? how old are you ?
when did you find this ?
<forces that create their own energy>
is spirit ?

>>722130062
lmao
>trying that hard

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the funny thing about people trying so desperately to get energy from u is, they are too busy to realize they are draining themselves of the small amount that they have. and when they realize its pretty amusing... pitiful and sad. but still worth a good chuckle if nothing else.

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