hope you slept well.
tell me why you will not KILL YOURSELF today.
congrats i'm happy you're happier than that guy.
going to do something about that ?
sounds like a good plan
Cause I have to shoot another load in here later
But also, she might let me cum in her tight little asshole again too
Haven't slept in a while and it's triggering a manic episode. Those are fun so I'm going to see how long it lasts then sleep. So probably won't off myself today. Plus I'm going to try an ice cream roll. Did you know they roll that shit now? What a world!
ur a lucky guy.
i hope you get some sleep soon anon.
Missed you and your threads anon
I really don't want to kill myself
Been changing crutches...left booze (0.5-1liter of vodka whiskey) for clonazepam like a week ago...then taper off and be normal again
Been sleeping 2-4 hours daily... for a bit over a month
being kind of dozed off makes my writing skills sharp
Between 2am-7am I wrote 3 short stories, kinda feel good.
>Missed you and your threads anon
i've not going anywhere, iv'e been here.
congrts on the life improvement.
coool. i hope she returns your affection.
u ever heard of timezone bro?
Yup, plenty of time tomorrow to kill myself though
cool bro, we'll be chatting
the only thing that I think got fucked big time is that I don't like porn anymore, probably fap 1-2 times a week to imaginationland
Must've been because I fucked waitresses and sluts like that...feels like assisted masturbation
last week I fucked my ex 2 days apart and for the first time in months it felt like glorious love making
in EST, you're probably cool but sharing info on b sounds liek a bad idea. Hope our day is good tho.
>cool bro, we'll be chatting
>the only thing that I think got fucked big time is that I don't like porn anymore, probably fap 1-2 times a week to imaginationland
>Must've been because I fucked waitresses and sluts like that...feels like assisted masturbation
>last week I fucked my ex 2 days apart and for the first time in months it felt like glorious love making
that's cool. congrats on the sex. and yea porn can get played out sometimes. I still enjoy it. And enjoy sex too.
stay trap-free, anon.
take care bro, I'm off to work
maybe on another of your threads I'll post a translated version of my insomniac stories
one is inspired on a friend that OD on heroin and his conversations with death
stick around bro,
do it for me. GIve it one more day.
Go for a jog today, to clear your mind and report back tommorrow. :-)
have a great work day.
i like your logic
i agree with this.
why not just be happy with what you have, or learn how to eat pussy really good ?
Because I am a 32 year old man who called in sick to work and spent the day cuddled up in a blanket with some hot chocolate, reading a book and periodically glance out to window to see the snow slowly falling.
Guess I just need to get comfy.
happy to help out.
coool, is hot chocolate your nickname for a cute black girl ?
stay alive, get a new place to live.
fuck that bitch, keep living. >>721860070
i think your day sounds great anon.
>a cute black girl?
Aw man, unfortunately not. I used to be involved with a colombian chick. Amazing ass and had the libido of a fucking rabbit.
She was also a tad bit insane, but oh well.
Should probably hit her up again and see how she's doing.
>Aw man, unfortunately not. I used to be involved with a colombian chick. Amazing ass and had the libido of a fucking rabbit.
bet you have asome great memories from her.
i fucked a columbian before too. Very passionate.
>She was also a tad bit insane, but oh well.
lol, the hot sexy ones always are a little off, aren't they.
this is good to hear.
I'm not really sure. I guess just because I'm on an SSRI and my life could be worse but I don't feel like I'm really going anywhere with my life, so logically I don't see why not to just end it. I'm a senior in highschool and my anxiety/depression is so bad I can't even get to school most days. I have friends but I can't make any progress with this girl I like. Help?
i hope you stay alive after this year, anon.
g'luck getting your shit done.
stay alive anon.
sweet dreams anon
that's not a good thing.
I'm too much of a bitch to do it. I hate my life, its really not all that bad, but I just don't want to be alive.
have fun at the concert anon.
that's a good reason.
Do any of you ever think of death and how when you die you don't know what happens, like all your memories will be gone and it is like you never existed or would something else happen.
Also I didn't sleep much last night
only the bad ones do.
>Do any of you ever think of death and how when you die you don't know what happens, like all your memories will be gone and it is like you never existed or would something else happen.
that some deep thoughts.
I just went on a date and the chick thinks I'm hot. Sometimes I force myself to socialize just because I want to finally kill the remains of this social anxiety once and for all. Also I have two Benzos and some Hasch left to use.
I did not sleep well. My wife has a parrot that is hell bent on making sure I don't.
I've decided as of 0400 this morning, that in precisely one month, I'm going to kill, cook, and eat this bird. I'm going to post everything on /b/, and I'll just tell my wife the bird escaped.
i'm glad about that.
i hope u get better sleep tonite anon.
tried drugs, like some overthecounter sleep aid? could help. either way good luck. lack of sleep isn't a good thing.
I've got one more thing to fail at and then I can do it with no qualms.
Hiking accident, here I come!
rip to your cousin.
i'm glad you found strength though. g'luck anon.
Benadryl does nothing for me, I've tried homeopathic stuff like melatonin and magnesium. I smoke weed daily. These things make it easier for me to go to sleep, but I'm just a naturally light sleeper, always have been. Im the kind of guy who wakes up swinging sometimes also.
well at least you have learned to live with it. When was the last time you got a good amount of sleep in ?
lol, dick too big.
most of wish we had that problem. congrats.
for your sake, i hope you're right.
but why not enjoy this pre-adventure time here on earth alive ?
ive enjoyed my time enough, i feel like i get it already
i just see no point really
its impossible to be even mildly intelligent and somewhat observant and want to contribute to this thing we call humanity
ive always said when i hit 30 i will just "be done" here, but maybe instead ill become a freemason and see what happens
>ive enjoyed my time enough, i feel like i get it already
are you old?
a young man shouldn't be talking like that. there is so much more to do, and see. Have you done and seen everything you want to do ?
your dubs stay stick around.
there's much more to see and do.
>tell me why you will not KILL YOURSELF today.
You alright OP
nice, hope you get laid.
cuz I have a gf who's not only hotter than any girl you've ever seen ( and in a sorority) she's smart too. inb4 "girls are dumb bitches" she literally tutors a bunch of guys so suck it
I get that you guys are being jerks cuz everyone here is an angry virgin
Last good night of sleep I got was the last time I got super drunk. I drink occasionally, but I'm talking fuckin wasted.
Yes. We used to keep her in the on the other end of the house, but she squaked all night. So we moved in into our room because she was "lonely". Doesn't squak as much, but will let out shrill noises throughout the night.
I'm going on a date with a pretty girl on Saturday.
surprised this thread lasted this long.
i hope you get in her panties.
nah, that's ok.
yes, this is what a man does.
well, i hope you get in her panties (when you desire to get in her panties).
Because over one year ago I stopped being anti-social ugly shut-in and managed to lose over 20 kg (44 lbs) and forget about all the bad stuff that happened. Even though I put about a quarter of that back I once again am losing it and thinking about the future. But the future really scares me. The girl that I think I like leaves in 4 months to study in Germany and many of my friends will also leave me or at least stop keeping in touch with me. It's really fucking scary thinking about what can happen because if not for one of them I would have never made the transition. And when I'm thinking about it I return to my old self who cries every day and is an emotional wreck
alot of my favorite tv shows and video games are coming out in the next few week to months. maybe after though
grill? or guy who wears grill underpants?
don't let your life be dependent on her tho man.
nah, stick around there will be more stuff after that too.