No offence anon but would it not be fair to say that you wanted to dig this girl's meat trench? If so you were never really friends and her abandoning you was probably just her realising that youre disingenuous for pretending to be her friend when deep down you actually want some snatch. Tough break about the other stuff. Do you feel unintelligent or just poorly educated? Because one is easily rectified
>>719853063 Will mention I'm only 18 (graduated and got a job at 17) with a high school diploma and 1 semester of community (on my second semester). Not enough to get me a decent job though which is why I said no education. Anyway I would move from the US to Mexico to study (most likely engineering since I have an uncle who makes a living in that profession and might help me find a job in that field). That's one of many scenarios though. Thanks for cheering me up though.
fucking assholes think they can just be happy without even thinking about it. It just comes to them so easy, they don't question anything. Everything just happens and there's no thought as to what comes next, maybe it's god or nothing but they aren't thinking about it. But the fact of the matter is, whatever happens after this is fucking terrifying. Close your eyes, imagine it, really imagine it. It's scary if you never experience though again, but it's also terrifying that an all powerful being gets to judge you. Being able to think is absoultely terrible in every way. Why? What's the point? There's no end goal, it's not a video game. We're just animals that had the unfortune to be able to thik and I think that kinda sucks.
I'm not trying to instill 'muh edge', I'm legitimately scared of everything all the time and wish I didn't have to think anymore because it's all the worst and I hate it!
>>719852323 >be 21 >Dropped out of HS May of Senior year >Didn't go to college >Dumped my gf in November >Started a Real Estate business 2 months ago >Quit my day job 4 days ago >Moving to LA with $95,000 and no car >Happen to know one Instagram famous girl there very well(12 million followers) >Got a beachfront apartment for 500 a month
Starting a new life with you OP, Just network and make some contacts, where ever you go you'll be fine.
>>719853867 Get the fuck out of here with that bullshit. $95k is so much god damn money to me and all the other suicidal poorfags. That's half the reason we're in the situations we're in is because we have no money, friends or future.
>be me >junior year >no gf no friends >nobody cares about me >everyone calls me a school shooter >depressed >decide to come back my senior year wearing hip new clothes and acting happy >still nobody cares >nobody wants me >hate myself >feel worse now than I ever did before
>>719852323 >Be 22 >deleted all social media >only interact with my uni peers when necessary >paint w40k, smoke hash >got an nhs research grant to make a synthetic muscle to dampen the motion of new prostetics >life is good
>>719853799 It's not an interesting story but I'll make it entertaining since you got dubs.
>be 17 years old >have huge crush on grill >we'll call her Jane >second grill has crush on me >we'll call her Mary >Jane and Mary and me are friends >every time Jane sees me she gives me a hug >not just ordinary hug but an embrace >working up balls to ask Jane out >find out she has a thing for my cousin >assume she would flirt with me to make him jealous >angerydoggo.jpg >talk to brother about >he tells me Mary likes me >she told him she was willing to leave her bf at the time for me >don't care since still heartbroken and angry >a couple months pass >brother says Mary asks what's the situation with me and Jane >wat >according to Mary, Jane likes me >immediately become angry and sad and all those emotions from before return >was going through other troubles at the time so I put all that at the back of my mind for another month >when I cared enough to find out, I heard Mary still likes me but Jane has another guy in the picture >resent them both for no real reason now >that was all last year >still see them both at least twice a week
>>719855016 I don't really resent them. Fuck I meant I have like a sort of grudge against them
But anyway yesterday Mary tried showing off her tits in front of me >in a good mood so I make small talk with Mary >hey Mary that looks like a 21 Pilots shirt >it's a spoof of it with donuts but I didn't notice before >opens her jacket to show the shirt >oh no my cousin got this for me >isn't it cute? Look at all the donuts! >waves chest from side to side >skips away like a schoolgirl >instead of getting a boner like a normal person I just think about how much I wanted a coffee at the time
and Jane is still a bitch who never says hello anymore despite all her friends receiving me with hugs.
>>719855417 Nigger I was in high school at the time filling out all my college shit. I didn't even try with them. It was shit that happened. Yeah I should've put more effort into my education but I was 17 at the time and didn't know any better. I see where you are coming from though. I should've applied for more grants and should've made school my priority amd not work. The only reason work came first at the time is because my family didn't have any money. All that bullshit was high school drama. Doesn't fucking matter though does it?
its kind of like when one team starts snowballing.
that's the thing about life. everything you do builds into more exponentially.
but to get better in one area, you gotta make sacrifices in others. that's just the way life works.
you make a goal, you work for it, you realize you gotta work harder and you neglect other parts of your life to get to that goal.
ultimately you're either all in or you fall short. the middle ground is an illusion.
you cant afford to coast along in life. not as a man. as a women sure, you may find a nice guy before you hit the wall and settle down, but as a man, you dont have that option.
gotta make goals, decide what you want, decide what you are willing to give. that is why we look up to people with morales and integrity. its because they know the boundries of what they want and what they are willing to give up.
its never too late, but early is always better than late.
>>719855700 Checked and yeah I know. I intend to just feel with some image dumps but I don't even know fucking why we got into my situation and then the other guy with dubs asked about the love triangle so I didn't shut up about that and I keep responding to the (you)s
>>719854316 Fuck this is my situation for like 3 years she's happy and im dead inside hopefully I do sports so Im fit so I fuck some pussy but I want to fuck her pussy so idk and btw sorry for bad anglish
>>719856734 brother if your situation is like this for 3 years then maybe it is time for some change. i know your feels, i am in a situation like that aswell. it will hurt at the start but then it will feel better.
>>719856455 I get you. Right now though I am unsure of that goal. It should be education but the thing I have no idea what to study or to study it here or in Mexico. I mentioned engineering but I want to be a movie director. But I also have to try and find a way to support my family so I do need a job. But I do think I am thinking in the right direction. Thank you for the advice.
>>719856592 Yeah that shit was completely unrelated to what the op for this thread and isn't what my original feels were. I just posted that story since that one dude asked and he got dubs so I did.
>>719857202 here's a tip from the other side. what you want to do careerwise is irrelevant.
once you get good at something you'll want to do it more regardless.
therefore just choose something thats got job prospects. good ones. like 6 figures by the time you're in your mid 30s sort of jobs. once you get good you'll automatically enjoy it. if you dont, commit to getting good and the enjoyment will come naturally.
>>719857273 sometimes we want something comfortable. but the fact you feel shit is an indication that you need to change.
when we feel like shit, that's an indicatoin there's something wrong. so fucking man up and change it.
its one of the hardest things you'll ever have to do. but do it anyway. no pain, no gain.
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