Green text thread. Both feels and non-feels. >H E N E V E

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im gonna dump... :/

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>>719428419
I'm always fighting with my mom she thinks I'm a loser ever since she figured out I was taking benzos I been clean for 6 months but everytime I tell her good morning she just looks at me

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>>719430323
Same, mom hates my

>>719428419
>16 at the time
>madly in love with a girl in my class
>way, way out of my league
>amazing rack, big eyes and a really cute smile
>I usually sit right behind her
>her and her other hot friend like to tease me from time to time, because I get nervous as fuck
>months of this go by
>me sort of ignoring them, them probing for a reaction
>I had funny hair, a lock in the back was always sort of pointing up, could never get it to go down, like an awkward head boner
>girl asks me if she can put a hair clip in there to pin the thing down
>I say "h..hokay"
>she turns around, sits on her chair on her knees, puts one hand on my desk, the other is going through my hair
>"it's so thick, I wish I had hair like that"
>all the while I'm staring straight into her cleavage, which she practically pushes in my face
>she leans on my shoulder and puts the clip in
>then sits back down and gives me a super cheeky smile
>the next day I complement her on her shirt
>she actually blushes a bit and says thanks
>do this a couple more times over the next few weeks
>one day her friend is sick, so she's alone
>math class
>she asks if she can sit next to me so we can do the exercises together
>she's having trouble, so I explain how to do some stuff to her
>she says, "you're so smart!" and pinches my knee
>stare at my books the rest of the class
>a week later, her friend is back
>her friend turns around, and says to me "you know, she thinks you're really cute..."
>in total shock at this point, super happy inside
>what comes out of my mouth is "yeah, okay"
>it sounded super sarcastic
>her friend and her look at each other, both kind have kind of a disappointed look on their face
>she asks if she can go to the bathroom and when she's walking out I notice a tear on her face
>literally never spoke to her again after that

>23 years old
>virgin, but had many close encounters of the beta kind
>quite a few girls voiced an attraction towards me
>I had always been just too chicken shit to do anything about it
>start masters degree
>meet many new people
>start to gain confidence, and generally stop to give a shit
>make lots of women friends
>inside I'm still a beta, but no one knows
>one girl (let's call her girl X) I hang out a lot with, we go on smoke breaks together
>she's just a friend
>we go on vacation together, me, her, her boyfriend, and a fourth girl who up until then I considered to be just a friend as well (let's call her girl Y)
>have an awesome time
>afterwards I get quite strong feelings for girl Y
>I never used to tell anyone how I feel about anybody, ever
>I decide, fuck it and tell girl X about it
>she's super excited, sees an opportunity to match-make
>organize a movie night at girl Y's place
>just me, girl X and girl Y
>smoke some weed
>girl X falls asleep
>we decide we'd better go to sleep as well
>girl X wakes up, and in a total wing-man move says she'd rather take the only mattress in the living room because she snores (which she doesn't)
>leaving the only place for me to sleep in girl Y's bed
>pillow talk, and she’s flirting with me
>I’m nervous as hell, so it looks like I’m unresponsive
>she asks if she should turn off the light
>I say something like ‘how else are we going to sleep’
>she turns it off
>on the inside I’m kicking myself in the head
>I turn the light back on, and I finally decide to tell her that I really, really like her
>she smiles and says she feels the same
>we kiss at first, and it escalates to me losing my virginity that night
>we're still together, five years later

>>719430323
My mum is same with me smoking weed, pal.

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>>719428419
damn son ...

>>719430650
I know man... I know.

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Elisa Milicent Sinclair

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>>719431707

>>719431626
>>719431707
fuck. I haven't read this without crying.

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>>719431783

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>>719431833

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>>719429986
woah

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Dumping some classics
>Mummy found my hentai drawing

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>Oh Firefly

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>Life has no second chances

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>Until we meet again

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>Papa

>>719429937
Fuck..

>>719434278
That got me

>>719429937
Can't tell if funny or feels...

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>>719430619
>I really, really like her
Fucking bananacancer has rotten my brain

>>719430282
Lay it down...

>>719434278
I'm trying so hard not to cry

>>719429937
I didn't miss out on any of that. But that's part of why I'm here, because it is no more.

>>719431305
That shit's from Shwiftposting fuck that group

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>Do you want happiness, /b/?

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>Spaceman

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>Remember the good days?

>>719430323
>still living at parent's house
>smoke weed to pass the time, no winter job
>both parents hate me for it
>at the point where we always try to avoid each other at all costs
>they hate the way I live, and I hate the way that I live is making them miserable
>feel like a pile of molasses every day, too gunked up from the weed to get exercise
>I'll probably die like this
>aware of why my life is the way it is, just don't want to change it

I know that feel and then some

I got a whole story to right about the past year and a half. But it's likely thread will be dead by then. If so, I'll start a new thread.

>>719431914
>>719431833
>>719431783
>>719431707
>>719431626
Tl;dr? I don't have the time to read it all right now but I really want to know what the fuck happens.

>>719434278
I want to kill myself. It's always harder when they care for you that much.

>>719429895
oh brother

>>719437432
Anon's best friend becomes a fuck up and the love of his life kills herself after being raped

>>719436070
the only thing i really feel is my wish to die

>>719435599
Tell me, mate, is it a shitty group?

>>719430467
What the fuck

>>719429937
>tfw I haven't fully missed out on it but can feel it slipping from me quicker each day

>>719438119
Well fuck. Thanks anon. Now I'll be ready for the feel.

>>719430467
You.
Fucking.
Idiot.

>>719438735
Fuck