Get random shit off your chest thread. Even after all this time,

There's a married chick I almost fucked. Had her yoga pants around her ankles and just about to dive in and she wiped out. After the second time I stopped playing her bullshit and stopped associating with her. I see her all over the place though. Literally the college, the gym, her dad owns a fucking car dealership in town and I hear his shit on the radio all the time. It's been about 6 months and I want to try and smash again but its not worth the hassle but I still think about that missed opportunity every day.

>>719255239
Who was she?

There's a girl that I feel like I may be falling in love with at college but I live with my current girlfriend. I want to fuck this other girl so bad but like I don't want to give up on my current relationship and we've already had issues for the past few months about me not entirely being the most faithful but the worst I did with another girl was makeout with her. My current girl is the kind who does a shit ton for me but like all I can think about is fucking the brains out of this girl from my school. What do?

>>719256468
Just a girl I went to school with, 5-7 years ago...

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>>719256638
Are you me?

>>719256791
You got the same situation eh?

I want to kill everyone. I literally just want to go on a killing spree. But instead I'm just going to continue killing people one by one. because I am a normal person.

Love my gf - but

Huge crush on this other chick who is coming back into town. she has been messaging me a lot lately and I am pretty sure she's jocking on me

definitely not going to cheat. I just feel crumby about it because I hella want to bang this chick and based on the amount of attention she is showing maybe she really is DTF.

How can someone tell me they don't love me any more out of the blue after 7 years. " I don't see a future with you . I still love you but I'm not in love with you"

Sometimes I think in my head so much, like imagining my own world that I forget that I exist for a few moments. Then I usually remember and get hit by a wave of depression then I feel normal again. It feels different from just spacing out, like for a few moments I actually forget everything in my normal life.

>>719257209
They never loved you that way to begin with.

>>719257209
>I still love you but I'm not in love with you?
Is this legit a thing? If so I feel like that may explain my situation. I recently didn't fuck my girl for 2 weeks and I felt like I lost nearly all emotional connection t her but we started having sex again recently and I feel like feelings are coming back idk if it's just cause of the sex or what but I'm hella confused if I even deep down truly love her. I don't want to break up with her cause she's so sweet and I don't want her to be with anyone else but I'm having such a fine and amazing girl throw herself at me rn and idk what to do

I keep falling in love with my friends and people I just met, I'm so desperate because my last girlfriend was so great and I was so self destructive that I got rid of her. I've convinced myself and everybody else that she was bad for me, even though I know that was a lie.. and I can't get her back, so now I just fall in love because I feel as if no ones there for me, as if I'll end up alone, and that's my worst fear.. I don't know what to do anymore. Jordan Christiansen, if you're reading this, it's Christian, I'm sorry, and I love you still, always will..

my girlfriend is possibly pregnat. we cant afford an abortion or anything really so imma try messing with her hormones through food to make her period come. or the essentially "cook" it out by having her eat alot of pineapple stuff. im not ready but i gotta take action. its my mistake for not using a condom and its mine to fix.

Was out of town for a business conference. Hit it off with a solid dime piece. I couldn't be the piece of shit who cheated on his pregnant girlfriend a month before his kid was due, so played it oblivious. Still chat with her thru text.

Still not sure if I woulda had any regrets.

>>719257679
bruh plan B is like $50

>>719257853
its been over the effective time for plan B

>>719257735
good job man. you're going to be a great dad.

despite the fact i try to make everyone feel nice and comfy ,no one wants to talk with me.
i hate this shitty world i wanna start over somewhere else

i still get bummed about my ex wife (4 years together 8 months married) cheating on me in my bed while i was away at work. on the plus side i now live in the house that her parents own, dating a 10/10 bartender who could suck the chrome off a bumper, and my divorce will be finalized in a month or so.

>>719258143
Try to move somewhere and get on your feet in that place
Probably much easier said than done but it is the only way to start your life anew

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>>719256768
I know your pain bro. Though this girl I'm about to spill about is more than just a girl. I still think of and love this girl I dated about 4 years ago. She was everything I ever wanted. Literal perfection in my eyes. I did everything I possibly could for her. She has MS so there'd be days she didn't feel like doing shit so we'd stay at home and watch tv. Her favorite show was house. We'd stay there and watch it all day long on Netflix. Just me and her. Bonding. She'd be in so much pain and she'd lay there and cry and I'd massage her body wherever she was hurting to try and stop the pain. Nothing really seemed to help but I guess she figured at least I was trying. She knew I loved her with all of my heart. The shittiest part of it all was how she acted like it was so easy for her to let me go. Maybe 5 months later, after we had broken up, we spoke again and she was already dating some new guy but she was telling me she loves me and she was ready and willing to come fuck me. The day she's supposed to come to my house she puts up a front that she hates me. All I want is to have her back with me. I miss her more than anything but she acts like she hates me. Girls are confusing but life goes on. We just gotta try to fill that void they leave in us with sad music and cool instrumentals.

>>719258216
how did you find out?

>>719258419
left her email open on my computer at the house like a dumb bitch.

>>719258559
:/

I found out my GF was cheating by checking through her phone like two years ago.

shit sucks.

>>719258559
did u get fuckin pissed

greentext reaction

>>719257001
please don't kill me.

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I'm tired of feeling so disembodied that I can only watch as my inspirations and dreams play like a film in my mind

that I can never touch.

I kinda raped a girl and my only regret is that I didn't do it twice

>>719255239
I really feel like work and school have taken over my social life. I haven't been on a date in a year and it's really getting to me. I see all the fun my friends have when they come home from uni (going to community college right now) and I've been getting depressed because I feel like I'm missing out on so much.

i have literally only 2 friends ive known for about 10 years, both who i met online, and only one of them ive met, the other i like for some reason unknown to me, even though i try to convince myself that i really dont like her at all, all it takes is one text and im back at it again trying to get her to like me. why cant i be a sociopath and not care about anyone?

I'm moving back into my parents' house for the time being because financially it makes sense. But they're hoarders who eat really unhealthy and it's making me gain weight too. I have a younger brother whos on the specturm who gets clingy, so if i ever leave the house i feel bad because i get guilt tripped. Also my grandparents are starting to get to the point where they need us more and more so we're always on the road eating out. Not sure how long I can keep this up before I need to move out.

>>719258559
>email
thank god women are such fucking morons

>>719258143
how do you try to make them feel like that?

>>719258922
>kinda
how do you kinda rape someone?

>>719258713
>>719258815
literally the worst feeling.
not gonna greentext but it was an emotional rollercoaster to say the least. angry at the fact that i was too stupid to notice all the signs of it going on, sad for my daughter who has to grow up in a broken home like her dad (me). i dont know its been a lot to deal with but its gotten a lot better. reconnecting with someone from my past has been a major help, getting out with friends all that kind of stuff. sorry i dont post much on here but its good to get some of this shit off my chest.

>>719259175
Well I mean she wasn't able to say no

I have an extreme fetish for blind women. I always have trouble revealing that to anyone I speak to,

>>719259035
samefag here, i also failed a nursing program last year and i hate myself because its the first time i gave up on anything. kinda made me wanna kill myself from the shame, even though everyone around me told me it "happens to the best of us"

>>719259256
here's a pic of her btw http://imgur.com/HT9ibES

My gf is a fucking cunt and psychopath. Daddy issues + family issues and she had this friend who betrayed her and that really fucked her up. Absolute cunt to anyone who doesn't do what she wants after being "above and beyond" nice, which is being kind but expecting something out of it. She got in a fight with my kid sister and I would break up with her because she cries a lot and is generally a whiny bitch at least 60% of the time but I'm not sure if I could find anyone better. She's a hole to fuck and boy does she love to do it but I want someone better, however I don't have any leads on new gf

>>719259581
nudes?

I'm 29, former college wrestler, former Navy SWCC. I've been with dozens of women on 3 continents.

I just found out I have a needl dick.

Nobody ever told me. I never noticed. Trying to understand why it took me so long to figure it out occupies my mind an unhealthy amount of time.

Feelings of inadequacy have invaded my mind for the first time. Shit sucks.

>>719259214
why did she cheat?

I don't have many friends and I'm slowly losing the few I do have because of my loner tendencies.

>>719259636
It can't be that bad anon, post a pic

>>719259619
fat and beefcurtains, also she's mentioned /b/ before and as far as I can tell, she's familiar with 4chinz and actually browses occasionally.

>>719258356
At least you got to be with her albeit for a short time.

I never did get the chance to date Rachael. I just creeped around her for two years straight before I got the fuck out of that town and barely ever spoke to her again.

Putting a hardware keylogger on school PCs to get her facebook password, evesdropping on her, buying her shit all the time and inviting her to Spain. My obsession knew no limits.

She kept me around though. Sometimes confided in me. Told her friends that I would treat her like a princess if she dated me and made me out to be a "backup plan" if it didn't work out with whoever she was dating at the time.

Essentially, she knew that I was stalking her, and just lived with it. Only when I was about to start self-harming over the whole situation did she really confront me about it.

But despite that, she never stopped hugging me. Oh her hugs. She was a hugger, really, she hugged everybody, all the time. That's what I miss the most. Feeling her warmth against me, smelling her perfume, the endorphin rush that it triggered.

I can still feel it when I think about it. I feel it every single cold morning before heading to work, when I step into a nice warm shower, and my brain flares up like I'm getting a hug from Rachael.

Nobody since has, or will, ever make me feel like she did. I should know, I've seen a few other women and even had a long term relationship in the handful of years since I've last spoken to Rachael.

I don't stalk her any more, by the way. I know she's probably not even the same person that I used to know, and I'm under no delusion that I'll ever end up with her.

It just feels so good to remember.

>>719259636
After fucking more women, have you been more satisfied than when you were when you'd only had sex wth a handful?

people only like me for my voice and now that my voice is damaged, i am realizing how utterly useless and unappealing i am to people
i leave groups of people becasuse i have bouts of self-destruction that make it impossible to comfortably be in the group
i have no direction in my life and death seems more and more appealing every day

>>719257236
I do this almost every day. I have like 5 different people that I become in my mind, I usually go to that place during long drives or bike rides

>>719259728
she told me she was in a "dark place" and that i wasn't emotionally available. i work offshore for an oil company so i'm gone a lot. i'm guessing she couldn't take being a mom for a week by herself and that it was "hard" on her for me not being around, when i sacrificed my time away from my family to provide for them and make sure food is on the table. can't tell you how much i've missed in the 3 years my daughter has been alive. talk about hard.

>>719260159
If it was only a week and she couldn't handle it kick her to the curb

>>719255239
The government is spying on you, they're monitoring your online activity. Stay invisible, stay anonymous http://anonyourself.club

>>719260263
i work a week on week off, she's long gone already. almost done with the divorce.

>>719260351
Good for you anon

>>719260412
thanks pal, felt good to get some of that stuff of my chest.

Fuck man ik shes into me but why dont i make a move or ask for her number like fuck we talk so much in class like FUCK can yall /b/tards help a fag like me in this situation

I'm realising none of my friends actually truly ever gave a shit about me. I'd always be the one to get plans together to hangout with others but I just recently thought I'd stop talking to people to see if anyone gave a shit and wanted to talk to me fist and no one has. It's been 6 months and I've lost all contact with anyone I've really ever been "close" to. I honestly feel like the only person who cares about me is a fraction of my family. I feel so bad finding out that people I've known since I was really young will never go "out of their way" to hangout or be friends with me

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>>719255239
Niggers are subhumans and we need to stop pretending they are anything but that.

Whites are the most advanced race. Deal with it.

If we had any sense at all we would ban islam and take out every muslim on earth.

Liberalism will be the death of western culture.

>There. that feels better....

I am in love with my best friend for the last couple of years but I never share my feelings with her because I know it wouldn't work out if we did go out longterm. She is also now bi and just hooked up with a girl for the first time. We talked about how weird eating out a girl is, she also explained how much better sex is with a girl.

Fun stuff overall

>>719260549
Come up with an excuse as to why you need her phone number. It works so much, just say maybe you're having issues wth the work and would like to see if she could help or something. After that, it's up to you to show that you actually wanna start having coversation and hopefully she'll talk to you regularly as much as you do to her

>>719260833
Like bro u dont even understand she tries to start conversations sometimes and she looks so fucking beautiful tht i become shy but i look like a douche tht doesnt wanna talk and i feel so bad

>>719258888
me

>>719260668
Same here, Anon. It sucks being no ones first choice.

>>719261025
Honestly like you really gotta get over that before you lose the chance man. Don't let her slip away. The worst things will come if you do nothing. Honestly she might like it if you can muster the courage to tell her you feel shy around her because you have feelings for her. It'll show her that you care. Eventually you absolutely have to get her out of the classroom and go for coffee with you or something once. Once you get those first few words out and can start talking, it'll be a breeze. Sometimes I have thoughts of "should I say this, should I not" but notice that if you don't say anything, the worst will come. So force yourself to start with a few words and since you'll already be committed to what you're going to say, you can follow through with it. Trust me. Just start talking about your feelings and past those first few words, it gets much easier. Just don't let her slip away because you didn't say anything when you had the chance. You'll never forgive yourself for it

>>719257001
Who have you killed, so far?

this is a bit long, sorry, but maybe someone has some insight.

I made a lot of friends over the last 30 years or so, and I would like to keep in touch with some of them. but I procrastinate a lot so I never really get back to anybody. when I think about them, I think of them fondly, but often I'm thinking about other things.

since I've had some luck fighting procrastination by making to-do lists, I thought I might make a list of all my friends and then make a point of e-mailing, calling, IMing, or otherwise contacting one friend every week. the list wouldn't be set in stone by any means. I wouldn't force myself to rekindle close friendships with people who have drifted way off in the distance - just keep the friendships I care about healthy, albeit in a more systematic way. and of course I'd notice whether they tend to respond or not, or resume initiating contact on their own, etc. and act accordingly. not going to over-buddy someone who clearly has their own thing going. if someone expressed that they wanted to get together more often, I'd be fine with it.

question: if you were someone's friend, and you knew that friend had major problems organising shit, and they were implementing a schedule system like that to make sure they got in touch with you on a semi-regular basis, what would you think?

would it offend you because they can't keep the friendship going naturally? would you find it weird? would you be flattered that they tried to get their shit together enough to keep in touch with you, even if it was in an odd way?

>>719260774
Always tell people when you have feelings for them. Worst case scenario is you stopped being a pussy and got it off your chest.

I've been texting this girl on and off for a while now just as friends, but I realized a couple weeks ago I might have feelings for her. She keeps asking me to hang out all the time and watch movies with her.

Unfortunately we were watching a movie and I realized she had a huge thing for black guys. She hangs out with a couple of black dudes occasionally. I know them and they're generally pretty shitty people, so I think I'll just distance myself from someone who would betray the master race.

>>719261094
Or even third or fourth. I see my "friends" hanging out with people that they'd talk shit about more than they'd hang with me. The worst thing is that I've never truly gotten close to anyone enough to ever have what I consider a "best friend" and once I even get half way there with one, buddy just basically stops talking to me completely. Like i tried to hit him up over the weekend as a last chance kinda thing and started with "Yo what you doin today" all I get was like one word answers and that he was hanging out with someone else to begin with so I tried to get myself to type out "oh I was gonna see if you wanted to chill or somethin" but like I know I'll just come off as a huge faggot saying that and I know anyone couldn't give less of a shit about hanging out with me

>>719261557
Thx man never realized in these years ive been on /b/ tht i could get help from someone ill get her number on wednesday if u wanna keep up wit me ill let u know heres my kik divme42 thx m8 just havent gotten tht one off my chest ina while

>>719256638
dump gf and go with girl from school because you will probably end up cheating anyway you got decision between which one you want

>>719255239
I never used to be such a hatemonger.

I was thrown to the wolves too often.
Made the butt of too many jokes.
The first 16 years of my life was a brutal combination of bullying and authority figures protecting said bullies.

I used to be a good person. But I'm not, anymore.

>I've done terrible things.

>>719261585
I'm the anon who's been having friend issues and honestly if they can't make plans with you then they don't try care enough. I've has it to where I told a buddy after we made plans to chill that day that I'd be out at his place at like noon or something and he says cool, when I get out to where he is though I get to his place and he's not there so I call him and the motherfucker is halfway across town chilling with other people and I'm like what the fuck I said I'd be here then and he just has no sympathy and I guess expected me to either leave and take my hour long bus ride back out home or walk after him because obviously the fucker doesn't care enough about this friendship to actually wait on me or even pay attention to the plans we make. So really, if people aren't making plans with you, following through with them or if they don't ever like message you first or if they're never the ones trying to make plans with you, you don't matter enough to them

>>719261835
Were in the same spot man. I have to sleep now so I wont be replying anymore. Ill probably lurk tho. I should really stop browsing /b/ before bed.

>>719262280
Fucking feels so bad man I feel like I'm never going to get a true friend irl

>>719255239
Girls always want to take pictures with me and actually ask me for my phone number to text. I am still emotionally scarred from girls fucking with me in middle school and high school by asking me out only to dump me 15 minutes later in an attempt to emotionally destroy me. I cannot come to terms with the fact that a girl would actually be attracted to me so I play oblivious until they give up. I still have girls who will literally feel up my leg and I just act like an autist who doesn't understand what they're after when they do. How do I make the jump from autist to alpha so as to take advantage of my perceived attractiveness?

>>719259900
checked

>>719262213
sounds painful, sorry anon. heres a virtual hug.

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Yesterday was the first time I've seen my girlfriend in person. She was more beautiful than I'd ever been prepared for in all of our Skype calls. I can't wait to see her again. I love her so much. I just wish I could drive back up there whenever I feel like it.

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>>719255239
>broke up with my first girlfriend on september 3rd (I remembered this because it was two days before our anniversary)
>She was the best person I've ever met
>We had the same interests, sense of humor, and she was just a blast to be around with
>Literally think about her at least once every 10 minutes
>Had a nightmare last night about waking up to a text from her, without me being able to respond
>tfw I never got to tell her that I loved her in person
>tfw I never got to her say "I love you"
the thing is is that I don't want another girlfriend, I just want another chance with her, but I can't.

>>719262574
hear her say*

I hate my mother for being a cheating bitch. I also hate my sister for not getting an abortion and keeping her kid. Now she has to grow up with a dumb, stupid slut who wanted to play mommy with a meth-head deadbeat.

I hate my relationship, and I just want to have a casual relationship. Honestly I feel like a piece of shit parasite but people like to have me around so I guess that's not all true.

I grew up in poverty and I just want to make a lot of money and get out of that socio-economic class.

I think I peaked in high school. As the days go on, I feel my life has less and less meaning, I buy concert tickets for shows months ahead of time so I have something to look forward to. I keep on falling in love with my friends. It happened in 2015, and I lost that friend, and the same shitty cycle is about to repeat itself. I can't kill myself because I'm a pussy, but I wouldn't mind dying if I don't find my purpose by the time I hit 30.

>>719262574
>sept. 3rd
>it's January 17th
> anniversary

>nigger detected
You don't know math. Kill yourself or a fellow Tyrone.

>>719262532
Well you've already noticed when they are trying so start paying more attention and take action on it

>>719255239
I failed qualifying exams at school, and am getting kicked out of the PhD program I'm in.
This is straining my relationship with my fiancee, and letting down my family, professors, myself, etc.
I'm upset at myself, depressed, and don't know where to go from here.

IF I AM PLAYING MERCY AND YOU ARE HALFWAY ACROSS THE MAP NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU SPAM IT I CAN NOT HEAL YOU, D.VA

>>719262213
you sound like you are operating on a whole different level of friendship than I am. you sound like me about 15 years ago. nah man we all have lives now, most of us got jobs, some have kids. for me it's more a concern of wanting to keep in touch, not specifically go out and do shit. where are we gonna go? we're all in our 30s and 40s, often broke, usually reclusive. I'm takling more like the situations where you go "hm I haven't heard from dave in a while, I should call him" but you keep forgetting. before you know it two years have gone by and you still do wanna call him and catch up, it just...doesn't happen because you didn't make the time.

all I'm talking about is a systematic means of making the time, since my natural means are a mess. is this weird?

>So really, if people aren't making plans with you, following through with them or if they don't ever like message you first or if they're never the ones trying to make plans with you, you don't matter enough to them
that's true with some people but not others. I have an old friend who's flat out said, "I probably won't call you because my life is a mess, but I'm always happy if you call me." and we're solid. we go way back. she just has some kind of anxiety about making phone calls.

>>719262517
I've had someone tell me I was they're best friend, but the same person never wants to talk to me first and is always hanging out with (way more than me) the same people we would talk shit about. The only reason i talk to him ever is because without him, i would have no one. I guess ill stay up.

>>719262788
September 3rd of last year you fucking idiot

>>719255239
I raped my car in the back of my uncle.

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>>719255239
electronic harassment and v2k technology is compeltely real.

i know a guy who works currently talkin to people inside their heads lol.

fuckin no joke nigga dudes a sick fuck too

one time i went to britain and got some fish and chips from the grimiest roach coach i've ever seen. i said to my friend i says "that's the kind of roach coach you die in" and to this day i have no idea what that meant.

>>719262788
>>719262967
Actually, I still don't know what you're trying to say.
We first started dating on July 5th, so every 5th would be an anniversary

>>719261585
I doubt they'd be weired out, your finding a solution to a problem of yours while also getting closer to your friends
>>719262213
bitching about it is useless, he obviously doesnt give a shit about your time so dont give him any of it! also that didnt really answer the posters question, it more just was you finding something loosely related to respond to and bring up your own issues. Alot of the replies in this thread are just that. A way for someone to skip over other peoples problems and talk about their own
People need to actually listen instead of waiting for their turn to talk
also always confirm an hour or two before that you are still heading over.... I know im forgetful and a reminder is very nice

>>719262893
Thanks for the advice. I'm not very good socially but I am good at faking it. Maybe I have faked it until I've made it, finally.

>>719263190
thank you

>>719262557

what's wrong with her

>>719263093
Tell us more, son

dropped out of college like a year ago and still havent told my parents

>>719263379
ouch

I hate 2/3 of my little cousins. The two I hate are fucking cock head bastards. They're praised by their parents and glorified but the one I do like is bullied and treated like shit by his parents. They do whatever they want and never get disciplined for it. I used to be around them a lot, but I can't stand to be anywhere near them because I know they'll do some bullshit to piss me off. Like take my lighter and throw it at my head, or try to steal my phone. The only one I do like, he's my favorite lol he's cool as fuck, is literally autistic and he's 12. I bought him a game like 3 weeks ago but haven't been able to go to their house to give it to him. I try to hang out with him when I get the chance but work gets in the way. At least if I'm working I can buy him stuff he wants since his parents won't. Hes the only cool family I have. I miss my little bro cuz.

>>719257001
lol

Cheat on my wife with a asian whore i meant an asian massage parlor twice a week. At first it was at the parlor, got invited to the house the whores stay at. Had a couple threesomes there. Wife has no idea

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>>719263313
well this nigga i know was homeless and shit so he got in with these dudes that were sellin drugs and possibly manufacturing them.

long story short now hes fuckin with people day in day out waking up earlier than them, taking more drugs himself to counter the victims sleep deprivation lol just to stay awake and shit

they fuck with people that rat out drug dealers cus the drug dealers cant kill them without getting caught.

by all means rat them out but dont get caught. they are truly dispicable pieces of human shit.

I love my brother but I don't like him

>>719260045
dreamscape

>>719262932
Ahh okay I feel like that would be how my life might seem if I kept gentle touch with friends until 30 so at that age I can see where you're coming from having actual careers and kids but as a kid who's 19 it's easy to tell who flatout doesn't care enough to ever want to hangout with me first because my "friends" don't do anything other than have bonfires and drink on the weekends. Honestly I didn't have a whole lot of fun when I was going to bonfires to begin with because drinking around tons of people isn't entirely my thing but it hurts to notice the only reason I was going to them was cause I'd have to talk to everyone first about what's going down and where and it just makes me feel so bad...
>>719262960
I totally get that anon. I'd only Co tinge talking to this guy cause sadly to say, he was/is the best friend that I have but like I can just tell he gives way more of a shit about anyone else over me and it was becoming so obvious with the one word answers to literally everything I texted him that I'm just straght up not talking to him ever again honestly. The only time I'm really gonna say something to him would be if he did the rare occurrence of asking me how I am or what's up but like really no one does that soo I think I'm just going to continue being with myself as my best friend...

>>719262574
Why can't you be with her again?

>>719262698
Go to college. It will help.

>>719259133
i send them cute pictures of my cats ,or food i make

>>719263770
I'd only consider**

>>719263190
Ya I realized after I'd posted it that I continued to just take about myself and disregarded what the other anon said so sorry about that other anon

>>719262746
You haven't even really become an adult until you hit 30. Calm down anon

I'm in love with an ex who reconnected with me after about two years, we're friends and both single but even though she said before she'd like to try again i can't convince myself to tell her because i'm sure she isn't into the idea now, even though she said otherwise a few months ago

>>719263813
She's blocked on everything, even my number.
The reason she broke up with me was because whenever I would try to help her feel better about things (mostly stuff about her friends) and I failed, I would beat myself up about it. That hurt her more than I realized, so in order to stop me from doing that, or rather to not see me do that, she blocked me. She still comments on my youtube channel (which I won't name), but hasn't unblocked me on anything, which hurts bretty bad

>>719255239
I believe I am having an existential crisis,
First off >inb4 edgy14yo
I havent felt real emotions for about 3 years some times anger but nothing else. I have no idea what to do with my life. I just seem to be waiting for the next thing to happen/come to me. I am not really afraid of the future i just dont know what to do with mine. also colors seem to be fading. nothing really pops out at me anymore color wise.

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I'm a dude, I live with this girl... She's gay (and I mean proper lesbian, not just for shits and gigs.) and she's my best friend. I love her, but I'm not in love with her, and she says it's the same from her. We basically do everything together and are more or less a happy couple, except no sex.

I ain't even mad, I'm happy with this arrangement. Had years of living alone and hating life, suddenly there's someone to live for.

I'm just confused. I know if she decided she wanted to try jumping fence and have that kind of relationship with me, I'd fucking go there in a second. But I'm content with it not being that way. How am I ok with this?

Pic totally related.

Fuck lol

i cant stop fucking bitches and ez sluts, but my heart belongs to my ex and i cant stand myself that i abuse her kindness and love. I want her to be mine but my dick has other plans. Even when we were together i couldnt control myself so i know getting back together with her will only allow for me to hurt her again.

I just hope one of us can get over the other soon

>>719259955
no direction in life, yes. this describes well where I am now, I think.

I hate everything

Most people are conniving two-faced faggots and I hate having to deal with them when they go out of their way to try and fuck with me.

I don't know what it is, hell I try to be nice to everyone. Do people get the impression that they can just walk all over me?

>>719264748
Stand up for yourself if people try to take advantage of you

>>719261988
why do you write like a nigger?

I had homemade tacos today and they were delicious. totally worth the warp core breach that almost happened in my pants just now.

>>719255239
I believe that China should be nuked.

>>719265705
just wait, I firmly believe there will be global thermonuclear war in our lifetime.

>>719263269
She lives in southern Michigan and I live in southern Ohio. It's a four hour drive.

I would really prefer if fat single moms would stop trying to chat up my okcupid account.

Fuck off and make better life choices, it's not my job to clean up that mess.

I none Ironically liked the movie Pixel.

>>719264202
Does anyone else feel like they have lost all sense of the happier emotions? Like I only laugh at things because I feel like I have to, I'm never truly happy or have a genuine laugh at something. I've even been starting to either lose the feeling of sadness and pain or its become so familiar that it is my usual emotion and I feel it is what's normal

Did basic military qualification two years ago and ever since then I've always wanted to fully enlist.

Broke my scaphoid about 5 months ago and it's still non Union, waiting for a surgery date to get s pin.

Stressing the fuck out if I can't join the military

My high school GF and I were together for 2 years roughly. I broke up with her before I was going to try and kill myself, and then didn't. We got back together half a year later for 2 months and then she told me she was seeing someone else. That was 4 years ago and now I'm studying engineering at university and still haven't gotten over her. It's been 4 fucking years man

>>719262532
I've literally slept in bed next to a girl and had her tell me that I'm a pussy for not making a move, and still not made a move. This happened on multiple occasions. Different scarring, but don't worry about it man. You'll get through it some how

>>719260668
Are you me?

>>719267472
Listen, it's not her that you can't get over.

You can't get over the feeling of love.

You feel like you threw her away, that you caused the relationship to die. And although that might be correct with how you handled "killing yourself" you can't obsess over what you had.

She taught you what to look for in a woman, she showed you what you like in a woman's personality. There's billions of girls out there, at least a few million are just like her.

Want some useful advice? Get out there.

You're depressed because of the stress of engineering school. You're stressed because inline high school, it's hard to socialize with people in your age group. UNLESS YOU PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE

Get the guck in some clubs, joint some sports team go meet some fucking people until you find a new person who will make you fall in love again. It's not hard.

>be me
>June last year
>ask this amazing qt 3.14 I met through friends
>says yes and we hit it off
>go on a few dates around town
>I start falling for her
>cutest thing I've ever seen, smart funny etc...
>month after dating summer starts getting hectic
>we both have things going on at different times
>start not seeing each other as much
>keep in contact via texting
>rake up courage to tell her I love her
>"oh anon that's so sweet. I don't think I'm ready to say it back yet but it means the world to me"
>definitelyinlove.wav
>shit continues to get more hectic but we're still going strong
>"anon. I love you too"
>fuckinghell.jpeg
>most amazing girl ever is in love with me
>last 2 weeks of summer
>fucking bliss never been so happy in my life
>meet up with her Wednesday
>semester starts Thursday
>make out
>hnngggh.txt
>give her necklace with reference to inside joke we had
>"by anon see you at school tomorrow"
>go to school
>talk with get and friends
>compassion about summer being over etc...
>Saturday spending night at buddies apartment
>watching event horizon (pretty good movie )
>texting her
>feel a disconnect
>whatever. Ignore it
>go to sleep
>go back home next morning and get in shower
>long ass text from gf after out of shower
>"anon. You're a great friend. I love you but can't be in this relationship with you anymore"
>heartbroken.py
>spend first quarter and 1st half of second quarter fucking up in classes
>devastated
>about 2 weeks ago start getting shit together
>"I'm over it. I've moved on"
>2 nights ago
>friends texts me
>"anon. Me and ur ex gf are dating"
>no words

/b/ I've been friends with this guy since the 2nd grade. But he's dating the woman I feel in love with and who left me over text for no good reason. Wat do

>>719267822
I once slept on a hot girl's futon after wandering drunk through the city with her. We had multiple guys come up to me and tell me how hot my "girlfriend" is. She did not stop this and say that she was not my girlfriend. She told me she likes to be dominated. I still slept on the futon and did not crawl into her bed to fuck her. I feel like such a fucking retard for not doing that.

>>719267970
I've been lurking on 4chan for a couple years now and have never posted or commented on anything until today. Pretty funny that I'd find such an amazing reply on a website I come to for cancer and keks. As gay as it sounds thanks bro. I'll take your advice.

>>719268019
That's not your friend anymore

>>719257236
Same, brains are weird, i think we all do this but people just don't talk about it

>>719255239
There's this guy I've been friends with benefits with and he says he doesn't want a relationship because he wants to focus on school. I didnt want a relationship either but I have massive feelings for no fucking reason. :/. I'd like it he reciprocates those feelings

>>719260668
Get a dogger, humans suck

>>719255239
I fucked my roommate/friend's ex-girlfriend while my own girlfriend watch. He's still in love with her. Part of me thinks he suspects something because he's been depressed lately and somewhat terse with me. Happened while I was away for New Year on holiday, while he just visited his parents. I fear if I admit it outright, it would cause a serious rift in our friendship and living situation.

>>719268511
Awe

See what abusing sex can do to a girl like you?

Tbh I was in the situation that ur guy friend is in and I managed to get her into an open closed relationship.

Just wait, that's what my girl did 8)

>>719264200
sounds like you are both just a liiiittle fucking stupid

>>719268511
Lol you're just the person he fucks and that's his excuse to keep you at bay

>>719264202
Good job, you just described half the people here. Dumbass edgy14yo.

>>719268711
Very much aware of that. I went in with the same intention. Things change though.

>My whole life the only real goal I've ever had was to settle down and have a family
>Very introverted and pretty boring.
>Also have a lot of depression and anxiety
>Social skills aren't the greatest
>Makes meeting women pretty difficult
>Had a few relationships over the years, usually end up getting cheated on
>In the Navy now. Makes it even harder to have a relationship due to going out to sea a lot
>15 month relationship with a girl. Planned on asking her to marry me. Got cheated on again
>Want to die, but too much a coward to suicide
>2 years later I finally feel like I'm over it and ready to move on with my life
>It's time for me to go to a new duty station, and I find out I'm being sent to Japan
>Okay, maybe I'll find a cute girl there. Decide it's best to stay single until I get there
>New girl gets stationed on my ship
>We hit it off immediately
>Texting all day, every day
>We have sex a couple times
>Fell for her hard even though I didn't intend to
>Ship is getting ready to deploy. She's leaving and I'm staying behind until I transfer
>Out of nowhere she suddenly is barely talking to me anymore
>Avoids me on the ship
>They're gone now and she still won't talk to me
>feelsbad.jpg
>Feel like I'll never be able to settle down with someone
>Still want to die

>>719257209
It's not out of the blue. Some people are just really good at lying to themselves and try their best to make things work. It's weird thinking, how far back did the "I love you"'s start having a tinge of anything other than love?

>>719268019
how many girls has this friend of ours cuckolded you with? Also good movie.

>>719257209
probably hasn't loved you for a while

>>719268972
No, your cycle will never change.
>you'll get heartbroken
>vow off love
>find another fwb
>repeat process

Then you'll be 30 with at least 10 different cocks in your hole emotionally fucked up that you'll only either marry a man you don't love or get a divorce that will only repeat the process

>WHY ABUSE SEX

one night i was at my cosins house everyone was asleep and i started to have sex with one of them you know felling there breast and finger fucking them

I was the one who shit on the floor cole. Sorry bruh.

>>719269219
Well I will take your advice to heart. I have never had a FWB before. And now that I know I wouldn't do it again.

>>719269308
uhuh

>>719269113
The guys never been in a relationship before (me and my friends are not the most social or outgoing people) but the friend group the chick hung out with before (also all guys) all dated her at some point or another. They were all really shitty to her and none of em really treated her well. Has some self image and self worth issues because of it.

I mean, I guess id rather it be him with her than some shitty dude who doesn't realize how lucky he is

>>719268596
hahahaha i did this and 12 years later my dog died and now i'm back to square one, except with the added pain of my lost companion and a constant feeling of emptiness doing day to day tasks that i always used to do with her

>>719257663
Omg christian... Text me.

>>719257663
jordan's a dude's name. you're a faggot

>>719269397
Ok, as long as you don't make a habit of getting cucked by a friend, then I guess all good. If thats how you want to make it seem ok to yourself anyway.

>>719255239
>Be me
>Like girl 1
>girl 1 is troll
>girl 1's friend likes me
>told girl 2 that i like girl 1
>girl 2 insults me
>roasts girl 2
>girl 1 blocks me
>girl 2 says girl 1 is lesbian
>girl 2 says girl 1 has boyfriend
>girl 2 says "ily"
>girl 2 says "ily" again
>girl 2 tells me she has followed my journey
>girl 2 calls me a stalker for liking girl 1
>girl 2 blocks me like girl 1


Life

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This cunt is the shityest cunt we ever had working for us he was signed off early because he was a dick bag pls roast his fb page

>>719269594
what the hell is up with that process

>>719255239
My mum is an utter cunt. Literally the worst person I have ever known.

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>>719269594
fucking stalker

I'm falling in love with this girl, she's fantastic and the pussy is tops, but I'm joining the air force soon, for a damn while, and she's moving to North Carolina. I know it's stupid, but I just wish there was a way I could keep her around. Love you, pretty girl.

I no longer see myself in any relationship. It feels like no matter what, the other will eventually decide that I'm not worth it. It could be after a week a month. Seven years as my case. Eventually they'll see me as nothing.

>>719269705
Women m8

I read minds

>>719269405
I know it's cheezy but it's better to loved and lost than to never loved at all, I know it's rough losing a doggo, but it's worth the pain. I actually had to put down my dog today :^( brought him to the vet two days ago for an infection and he wouldn't stop throwing up after we got home so we brought him back today and got some xrays done, turns out he had an inoperable tumor in his stomach. He was totally fine a week ago, and now he's just gone, it's the weirdest feeling...

One time in high school I prank called 911 at school and got in huge trouble and got away with it because I pretended that it was an accident since our area code started with a 9.
---
I'm also a huge kleptomaniac who once taught a 7 year old how to get away with stealing because he was young and adorable and just had to apologize and blame it on something he saw on television and I'm pretty sure he's in Juvie to this day.
---
I've had sex with a best friend's partner.
---
I'm a compulsive liar and the reason we don't talk to one of my friends anymore is because he called me out on it and acted like a dick, so I made up some bullshit story that people believed me over him because he's just that much of a dick to people.
---
I had a crush on a guy and he kissed another girl at a party we were at while drunk, and so I pretended to accidentally tell his girlfriend and said that "he made out with her on purpose" and it broke them up and then the boy went and had sex and dated the girl that he kissed at the party and so I got jealous again and cut them both from my life


God damn this feels good and holy fuck I'm a monster.

A girl left me 2.5 years ago and I've been abstinent ever since. I never check out women on the beach or talk to girls with the intent of dating them, I don't even think about women in that way anymore. A girl I work with started asking me how I don't have a girlfriend since I'm apparently really great and I just replied with "I'm honestly not interested in anything like that." I've had a few girls develop obvious crushes on me over the past couple of years and I would talk to them and keep telling my friends that I am going to date them, but eventually I just tell them I'm not interested and I won't date them. I'm practically celibate, even if I do like a girl I just wait until those feelings go away. Anyone else feel the same.

>>719270190
I feel you anon, shit sucks bro.

Too sleepy to type it out but like
>Fall for girl
>Solid 10/10, still a 8.5/10 on a really rough day.
>We date for a while
>Ends up she cheated on me
>Have no sexual drive or even romantic drive
>Wish for death

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>>719269682
>>719269594
She apparently loves getting sent nudes, her snapchat is same name. #yeahtheboys

The only thing I feel that stops me from killing myself is I don't want people afterwards to be pretending that they truly gave a shit about me and fucking talking about it like they lost a brother when I mean fuck all to no one

>>719259900
>I'm under no delusion that I'll ever end up with her.
I kinda know what this feels like. I missed out on a girl because I had a gf at the time. Then once we broke up I found out she had a boyfriend, I felt I missed out but it doesn't really matter, shes still a really good mate even if we barely talk.

I want to go back out with my ex. I'm starting to lean away from my best friend. I wanna be depressed, depression is a feeling I like. I want to get away from my current life. I want to be successful but live a low easy going life. I want to stop talking about things I want.

Start falling hard for girl. Last time I felt like this was with my first love. Get to know her friends. Going to tell her how I feel for sure. Before I do, having a random chat with her friend. She drops that the chick im into only digs chicks. Funny in retrospect and luckily timing was good so I didn't make an ass of myself, but it did plant a seed of thought that makes me wonder, am I so inept at this socializing stuff that on day ill fucking blunder without a friends tongue slipping to save me?

>>719260497
Fucking oath mate, I'm with you. I obviously dont know the full story but it sounds like you were working hard to support the family but she couldn't see that.

>>719270652

What do you like about feeling depressed?

>>719255239
I had a fiance, i was at my mates place with his sister and girlfriend. My mate felt sorry for me that i wasn't fucking anybody that night.
I had fancied his sister.
He went and convinced his sister that i was a good root.
He went into the next room to start fucking his girlfriend.
His sister came into bed with me.
We fucked.
Next day she told her brother she was sleeping an that i assaulted her.
Best friend questions me,
Best friend knows sister is a slut,
Sister tells family when I'm over.
Sister gets rekt by family when told she has fucked half of her brothers friends.
Family tells her she enjoyed it.
Sister confesses she enjoyed it.
Siter was best friend's with ex fiance.
They both know.
Fucked girlfriend next day.

>>719270388
Yeah dude I have pretty no libido anymore. Sometimes I feel really lonely but I just make myself busy.

>>719270985
It's a feeling that isn't a lack of feeling and once it ends for the short time it does it feels rewarding. Plus I just have this weird fascination with being sad.

>>719269943
Very sorry to hear that anon. In the past two years I've had to lose five pets. My two dogs both ate a whole fucking 200 pill bottle of extra strength Tylenol and their organs started to fail. My cats both got super fucking old and started to die. 6 months after my cats died I was completely against getting more animals untl my mom one day came home with the most adorable kitten in the world. She was black with tiny orange smudges here and there on her fur and her face was half black and half orange (wanted to name the cat deathstroke cause she looked exactly like his mask but didn't when I found she was a girl) I resented her for the first week because I was still in pain over losing my oldest friends but she grew on me. I had to go away for a week during the second week we had her and when I got back she was still as normal as she always was. A few days after I got back I found a whole in her stomach that had white puss coming out of it and had no ucking clue how long it was there for. I couldn't take her to the vet immediately because of how late at night I found out about it so first thing in the morning I took her to the vet and had the vet check her out and she said we had to euthanize her. Once the vet brought Smudge (that's what we named her) back into the room I held her for a quick moment and she died in my arms before even getting euthanized. The happened in November and I still cry everytime I think about her. My older sister felt so bad about it that literally 3 fucking days (definitely not even close to enough time for me) later she brought to my place 2 Tabby kittens that were 8 weeks old and one was black/grey and the other completely orange. All I thought of in the split second of seeing them was Smudge and I fucking cried like a bich for the next hour while my sister hugged me... I love having pets but I hate losing them. Very sorry you had to lose your friend today

>>719269909
That's cool. Stay free, bang hookers.

>>719269942
No you don't.

ITT: Bitches that have bitch problems. Focusing on women is your #1 problem. That's why only a small percentage of us actually are successful. Good luck anons.

>>719271415
Do you have any problems though?

>>719271415
This is true, i have focused on money in the last year and what i noticed is woman chase you more not just because of what you earn but also because you're a man an do not need to chase down girls. Woman love mystery.

People complaining about their made up mental illness, stop it I dont give a shit

>>719271634
Women love not having to work themselves and feeding off of the success of the man that they can hold down

>>719271225
Thanks, sorry to hear that about your pets, thats some really bad luck

>>719270770
This gave me cancer you illiterate bastard

>>719271832
Man the worst part about it was right when I opened up to allowing her into my heart (I know that sounded corny as fuck) she fucking had to get sick so fast and is just gone like she was so fucking beautiful. I'd post a picture but all the pictures of her are on my girlfriends phone... I'm thiking about one day getting a small tattoo of the basic little outline of a cat head with one side shaded in orange and the other shaded in black because fuck it's still hurting me every day. I had so many thoughts about her getting older and everything but fuck she was just gone so fast. I don't mean to keep going on about my issues but I just miss her so much

>>719271828
Bruh i feel ya, broke up with an ex because of that exact reason. I'd rather be spoilt instead hahaha

>>719270770
This story sounds like a revised edit of an OP a few scrolls above

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>>719259731
Same here man. You'll get through it, just keep trucking.

I'm 24 i have autism Andy I just got fired from my job because it was apparently to fast past for me now I feel stuck in this limbo because I feel like I am an adult child

>>719272065
It's good to let it out man, I really do feel for ya. Lost my 15 year old cat a few months ago too, literally had him as far back as I can remember. He was a best friend to me, I haven't felt the same since he passed. And now my damn dog, I don't know how some people can just move right on, I wish I could but it just doesn't feel right

>>719272558
How do you even really find and build friendships? I'm a huge introvert and the best friends that I've ever had have just been people I play video games with online but I always make great friends with them

>>719272768
I'm really glad that at least this place is where I can talk with people about how my feelings are deep down and not entirely be scolded for it or anything. Very sorry to hear about your loss. What did your pet look like? What was their name? I think getting to talk more about them and being able to appreciate them allows us to be able to let go of all of that pain. Sometimes I have to truly fight back tears because I feel the only people who understand me are on /b/ and everyone I meet in reality just fucking gives you looks if you apear to be anything but happy

>>719272860
Idk man, just gotta follow your passions, live your life for you, and friends will happen eventually. Try not to dwell on it.

>>719272860
I can relate to this i am the same way try to find a social thing that fits with what you love find a video game club or find a convention or some sort of event that has to do with it if there are none try to organize one