Greentext thread. Here is mine: >Be in 3rd Grade >Innocent

Yes continue

I've been waiting for the rest of this story for over half a year, continue.

>i run inside the house
>grandma comes in yelling at me for bleeding on floor before realising what happened
>screams.png
>we hop into car, everyone crying while my mouth soaks on a rag
>i flutter my conscience
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>as we got to the hospital my dad smashed the door open and fell on the floor as a result
>mfw we all walked the dinosaur

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>be me
>be 12
>moms out
>decide to fap
>about halfway in to fap my mom is back
>dont see nor hear her
>continue
>hear front door open
>ohshit.jpg
>about to cum
>she walks down the hallway
>bust the biggest NUT in full view of her
>she stares at me as i scramble
to get my pants on and get porn off computer
>shut the door on her
>dont talk to her for a day
>mfw

>>719108126
Stupid anons, this has been posted a shit ton of times

>>719110355
Basically dumbass anon expects us to believe he went to shitty dentist for fake teeth(even though a third grader is gonna still have baby teeth so fuck niggers) and it fucks up his life

>>719110616
My third grader son has most of his adult teeth and he was born in December, so he's young for third grade.

>>719108126
This shit's pretty heavy, but sharing it helps me.

>be me
>be 18
>best friends with girl since 13
>always kinda wanted to hit but i was super un-confident
>also kinda relied on each other in a fucked up codependent kinda way so i didn't wanna lose her over tryna bang, if i could get it elsewhere
>both pretty fucked up individuals
>her father raped her repeatedly when she was a child and then an-hero'd with a shotgun
>she found his body
>mother honors fathers memory like he was a saint most days
>doesn't know he fucked her daughter until her pussy bled
>i grew up in care homes/foster families because both my parents were junkie fucks
>care homes were ok, bit lonely but meh, food, water and a bed
>one foster family was lovely but they sent me back because i was torrington scum and acted like it (i was 6 so it's not like i was consciously acting scummy or anything)
>2 other foster homes were fuckin death
>one would treat me like a business, keep me locked away with a bucket to shit in and a loaf of bread and tins of beans to eat
>taken from them because a random inspectin happened and i hadn't washed for 5 days and looked fuckin malnourished
>next foster home (this was between about 10 and 14) beat the shit out of me for even the smallest shit like accidentally dropping a glass of water or whatever
>least they fuckin fed me tho
>started cutting at like 11 because they drilled it into me that i was a worthless little shit
>ran away at 13, crashed on 3 different buddy sofas
>met this chick
>i think when you've got some shit to deal with, you can detect it in others too
>start talkin a lot, not about any of that but like general shit
cont

>>719111665
>over time we end up sharing all this stuff and basically acting as each other's pseudo-therapists
>actually saved her life once, found her bleeding out with slashed wrists in this forest place we used to go to smoke and tied my hoodie tight af around the cuts
>emt was like 'you saved a life today'
>still living on friends sofas
>save up enough from selling weed to buy an old RV
>live in that until 18
>throughout all this time talking with this girl, we're super close now
>im talkin if we had to be apart/incommunicado for even a week we'd start losing our shit
>we kinda...
>idek man it was a really fucked up friendship
>so anyway at 18 i get a job as a trainee drug and alcohol rehabilitation specialist
>being torrington scum brought up the way i was i had some substance issues in my past
>realized that my relationship with the girl pointed out that i work and function best whn my purpose is helping others who are going through some shit
>shit pays pretty good
>within 2 months i got a small apartment
>around this time the chick snaps on her mom and tells her about her father's rapism
>mom doesnt believe it and kicks her ass out
>'come crash on my couch then'
>never seen her this fucked
>i've seen her bleeding out and she wasn't this bad
>she would just scream and pull her hair for hours, crying and shit
>trying to comfort her, usually i'm pro at this but this time... not so much
>eventually she calms down
>next day i go work she goes school, all is as good as it can possibly be
>that evening we end up fucking
>i didn't even really want it, she'd been cutting pretty bad and that shit ain't hot
>keeps asking me to hurt her, choke her, pull her hair
>dont think she meant it to but this slipped out
>'make me scream like daddy'
cont

>>719111717
>at this point it's all a total turn off, we stop
>she's crying again
>fuck.jpg this is my fault
>we talk it over and shit
>keep fucking for like 4 months, never really discuss it but we're like partners, clingy ones at that
>one day i come home from work
>i remember i'd picked up beef jerky
>this was her favourite shit of all time (yeah i know, weird favorite food)
>go to living room
>no gf
>go to bedroom
>no gf
>'ah well must be staying late at school for something'
>go for a piss
>shower curtain is drawn
>blood dripping down sides of bath
>freak the fuck out, open shower curtain
>she's obviously dead, no pulse, still desperately tryna get her to breathe, doing cpr and shit
>hugging her lifeless corpse and begging her to come back
>ambulance arrives, confirms she's actually dead
>police question me
>i'm breaking down, cannot handle it
>there was a note to me in the kitchen that i never saw
>said i was the best thing that happened to her and she was so sorry for doing this to me but she couldn't go on
>never cried so hard in my life
>imagine losing the one person who always gave you a reason to live, since like 13
>nobody to turn to
>compassionate leave from work
>stay inside cutting all day pretty much, cant stop thinking about an-heroing to be with her again
>probably wont happen anyway knowing my luck i'd be sent to hell
>this was like a month ago, im still of work and still in pieces
>typing this helped a bit but fuck man
>cant go in bathroom because feels so whores bath in kitchen and shit in gas station
>sleep with a bodypillow with her hoodie on and talk to it like it's her
>have recurring nightmare of finding her body and the emt's dragging me off
>pretty much cry for most of the day every day

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i have a similar story
>be 5
>have this short tree in backyard of grandparents house
>There is a blue cranking strap in tree
>i fuck with it and it hits me in the mouth
>knocks 5 teeth out and 1 tooth is still inward to this day
Pic related but not the same one

>>719111983
Shit dude, I have no idea what to say to that.... that's fucked up..... I mean I'd move house to swerve the bathroom situation though.

>>719111983

im so sorry

>>719111983
That sucks

>be in first grade
>gotta shit something aweful
>bout to ask teacher to go to bathroom to clean my bowels
>teacher announces its story time.
>ohshit.jpg
>Get so excited I forget about poop
>we all sit down crisscross in a circle
>it's the story of the fish and scales
>suddenly pants begin to flood with semi liquid shit
>I play it cool hoping no one notices
>5 minutes go by I think I'm in the clear
>someone notices
>they pinpoint the demons stench on me
>told teacher I didn't want to miss story time
>teachers aid takes me to the bathroom
>whipes my ass spotless
>mother never finds out no one remembers but me

>>719110147
Embarrassing but hot.

>>719111983
holy shit man

>>719112750
story>street rep

>>719112354
I'm trying but everywhere wants 2 prior references,and I don't think the roaches in my old RV are acceptable referees.
>>719112455
Thanks bro.
>>719112691
Can't function without her. We were so fucking codependent for so long. It really really fucking sucks man.

>>719111983
Damn anon, I'm sorry you had to go through that shit. What little I can say for the time being is that you found someone like her through your innate ability to bond with those going through the absolute shittiest fucking times in their lives. You've gone 5-6 years of some shit man, please don't have this situation be the one that pushes you over the edge. Fight.

>>719112171
someone pls pay attention to mah story

>>719111983
I'm sorry for your loss, anon. I'm sure you feel guilt along with sadness, but her mental state meant that she could have killed herself at any time; irrespective of your actions. You were good to her and probably the person she thought of when slipping away; her only comfort.

>>719111983
jesus dude, sorry

>>719111983
Don't kill yourself. You won't be with her. You'll just be dead.

>>719113263
kys

>>719111983
That is heavy as fuck dog. My girlfriend an heroed too. I had to move to get it out of my head. I aint gonna lie to you and say it gets better, but it'll at least help to move. maybe roll with the RV for a while.

>>719112750
Did it feel odd having the teacher wipe your ass? I remember a female member of staff cleaning me up after an accident once; also in first grade.

>>719113528
That must be awful to deal with. I sincerely hope you enter a better period of your life, anon.

>Be me, drunk as fuck
>Downstairs browsing /x/
>Begin formulating retarded conspiracy theories in my head
>Go upstairs
>Start screaming about the jews and the greys.
>redpill my kids on 9/11
>Wife takes me back downstairs

Good times. I'm so glad she hasnt left me.

>>719113555
Nice trip
And yeah it was weird for someone other than my mother wipe my ass especially at that age

>>719113769
Im doing my best. Not suicidal in the first place, I just find myself thinking about her sometimes, and wind up in tears. She didnt even leave a note, so I dont know why she did it. I was good to her, never hit her, never said anything cruel, and I was always faithful. I gotta stop posting now.

>>719111983
I've been on 4chan for a while and this was the worst/best life story i have ever heard. This shit is the worst thing i could think that could ACTUALLY happen to some one. sorry dude -\_/'-'\_/

>>719114061
We often try to rationalize these things. It's easy to forget or underestimate the haze a depressed mind is in. I understand why you ask yourself those questions, but it's not your fault and you were good to her. It doesn't mean you failed, just like it doesn't mean someone's parents or siblings failed if they die of cancer. Some things are beyond our control. I wish for peace to enter your heart and mind.

>>719113108
I only got through all the other shit because of her.

When I was living out of an RV, she used to sneak me into her house so I could do laundry and shower and eat a proper meal, when lost the plot and started getting fucked every night on vallies and cheap vodka, she snapped my ass out of it...She fucking showed me love for the first time in my life and made me a human worthy of actually living.

>>719113328
The guilt kills me. I should have been able to save her. I should have known what was going through her head, or noticed some sign or some shit. But I didn't, I just let her get to that point and never noticed.

>>719113361
Thanks bud.

>>719113398
It's the only comforting thought I can come up with. I just want her back man, more than fucking anything.

>>719114661
Believe it or not,at work, you hear stories like mine all day everyday. The day 'it' happened I'd been assisting a senior specialist in prepping a woman for rehab. She was 19, homeless, addicted to meth, heroin and alcohol,and was selling her body(not just normal prostitution,she whored herself to some sick fucks who did horrible things to her, beat her unconscious and fucked her, that kinda shit) to pay for her vices.

No matter how shit life is,someone else's is shitter. I might be borderline suicidal but at least I have a home and a stable income.

>Be in 3rd grade
>Gotta shit so I leave room
>Go down hall
>see tard guard outside bathroom
>think nothing of it
>Bathroom has one stall
>Door is not locked
>I push it open
>Potato named Scotty gets off toilet
>Walks up to me
>Scotty has his pants around his ankles
>and a diaper inside his underwear
>Which are inside his pants
>Scotty starts cursing me out
>Valling me shit like shit and fuckboi
>I didn't know until later these were curse words
> close door and stand outside stall
>wait 5 minutes
> potato still hasn't come out
>hes probably trying to shit out extra
>chromosome
>Decides to go back to class
> not going to kindergarten/1/2 grade b-room
>because fuck it I'm in third grade
>tard guard stops me on way out
> asks me if I have seen Scotty
>no
>she panics and leaves
>I go back to class
>potato still in bathroom

>>719115195
>I should have been able to save her.
She was mentally ill. Her mind was not going to respond to conventional help. I know why you feel the way you do though.

>>719111983
get over it faggot you were dating 4 months

>you're an oversensitive pussy
>your girlfriend was rape meat
>she deserved to be raped and she deserved to die
>gas yourfuckingself cuck beta

bet she sucked niggers off while you were at work m8

>>719115947
Edgy m8, how's middle school going?

>>719115947
Well that escalated quickly.

>>719115947
Woah nice memes timothy, whens your 13th birthday party?

>>719115195
She's not coming back. The consciousness that was her is lost to eternity. You still have time left. From what you've said, seems like you have some skill and opportunity at helping others who have dealt with these terribly difficult things. I wouldn't blame you if you found it all too overwhelming to do now, but maybe you doing your work saves someone else, or saves the person who loves that someone else. Dunno, it's not an answer, just one reason it might be good if you kept on living.

>>719115345
so the retard literally knew more than you did?

Yep
This kid was also two years younger than me

>>719115947
Hey dude whats your roblox account name?

>>719115815
I just miss her and it's so hard to fucking rationalize everything. She was my whole fucking world, and she's gone. I just can't stop thinking 'if only you noticed she'd still be fucking here'.

>>719115947
To be fair we'd been very close friends for years. Nothing changed when we fucked, other than the fact we started fucking. We both loved each other long before that.

I held the dead, bloody body of the only person I have ever loved. Until you've been there, hugging a corpse, half-crying half-screaming, praying to anyone who'll listen that she wakes up, you can't really comment on who's oversensitive and who isn't.

I'll just ignore the rape meat comment.

She didn't fucking deserve shit you utter mongoloid. Don't talk out of your arse. She was fucking amazing, in every way.

If anything I'll put a .22 in my skull and be done with it.

I don't think she did given she was at school when I was at work, but OK edgelord.

Anyway fuck you you literal sub humanpiece of fucking shit.

>>719117170
Honestly, the eventual goa lof going back to work is the only thing keeping me hanging on. I'm a long way from being in a fit state to be around vulnerable people though.

>>719111983
That's horrible dude, I hope everything gets better

>>719115947
Winter fag?

>>719111983
That's horrible dude, I hope everything gets better >>719113407

>>719117811
>I just miss her
I know, anon. I can't imagine how you'd feel. I feel for you.

>>719115947
Dont cut yourself on that edge there, you might get hurt.

>>719117811
>hugging a corpse, half-crying half-screaming, praying to anyone who'll listen that she wakes up

damn this got me roight in the feels. your a good guy anon, i respect the fact your the man you are despite everything you've gone through. don't be kill. she wouldnt want you dying in her name.

>>719117811
.22 itty bitty babby bulet furthure proving ur lil squishy

>>719111983
Torrington, as in Torrington CT?

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>>719116074
>>719117161
>>719117662
>>719118365

>>719118896
Not him but another connecticunt
There's a lot of people from CT here

>>719111983
Im so sorry man, thats so fucked. Myst3ryMan99 Kik me if u feel like talking and shit.

>>719117811
>Honestly, the eventual goa lof going back to work is the only thing keeping me hanging on. I'm a long way from being in a fit state to be around vulnerable people though.

That's entirely reasonable.

If you can find a mental health professional who charges on a sliding scale (often therapists who are still new), or even better if it's covered by your work, it's worth it. Trust me. But only if you're completely honest. At its most simple, it just feels good to say exactly what you feel, like you did here. But a well trained therapist can take that and dig deeper and help you unravel the deeper layers of why you feel the way you do and what you can do to deal with it.

I have to go now. Please survive. You're a better person than you think, and more valuable, and you can do great things. Cheers, mate.

>>719119133
you're not from either the Stamford or Torrington area are you?

>>719118080
So do I. Thanks Anon.

>>719118340
I don't even think there's a word for how I feel. Sadness,depression, anger, regret, guilt, pain, all at the same time. Thanks for the support man. Believe it or not I haven't spoken to anyone in real life since it happened (aside from the liquor store clerk and my body pillow) so this is kinda...Cathartic, in a way,I guess.

>>719118406
Thanks brother, and I know you're right. I'd just give anything to see her again, even my life.

>>719118694
>muh gun's bigger than yours
Fuck off this ain't a dick measuring contest.

>>719118896
Yup. Not quite Earth's asshole, but you get a good view.

>>719119133
What town?

>>719119142
Smashed my phone when it reminded me to buy her a birthday card, but thanks for offering bro.

>>719119181
I probably should see a shrink.I talk to a pillow, like a full on psycho...

>>719111983
Holy fuck... Saddest shit I've read in a while. So sorry man.

>>719108126
I don't really talk about this much mainly since I don't think it's a big deal and I'm sure others will make it so but here it goes.

>Be 5 or so.
>Have servants for varies tasks around the house.
>Have a full time babysitter who I guess was in her mid to late 20s.
>Parents are always at work.
>Not sure how it happened but I remember laying on the floor next to my parent's bed looking at a picture on the wall above the door.
>Babysitter letting me suck on her above average size tits.
>Felt guilty because it felt like something I shouldn't be doing.
>Babysitter takes out my toddler dick and goes on top of me.
>Her long skirt covering what she's actually doing.
>I ask to see what private part, she says no.
>Didn't know what she was doing at the time but she was grinding on my toddler dick until she cums.
>Felt something wet on my crotch.


That's about all I remember from that incident. Lmk if you guys want to know what happened later that day. Don't want to post for nothing.

My story is uneventful as fuck but pls

>Beme
>White , middle class white male
>Not terribly well off but never went hungry
> Rough ish childhood with family issues (father is come and go )
>Money is a little tight
>Start working when 15 weekends and summer as an attempt to rekindle relationship with father
>70-80 hour work weeks in the summer
>I enjoy it because learning shit and spending time with father
> Save. All money I make since money's tight
> Get out of highschool
>Don't want debt
>Hated school
>Decide to work instead of college
>Work 40 hour weeks one job , 20 hours at a second job
>Still saving everything other than rent and a vehicle/upkeep
> Feel good because not in debt
>Feel bad because 20, no social life other than work. And lack of higher education
>Also tfwnogf
> Not sure if I made the right decision.

I have no debt, a paid off vehicle (two actually going to sell one
10-12k in the bank plus maybe 2-3k for the vehicle I'm going to sell and work experience in 2 different things


Someone pls justify my decision and tell me I made the right choice

>>719119739
>Thanks for the support man
You're welcome. If you don't mind me asking, whereabouts are you?

>>719119360
>>719119739
I'm one of many Farmington anons
I've always joked we need to have a CT meetup sometime

>>719120007
You must have been a handsome boy.

>>719120129
Torrington CT

>>719120007
Moar

>>719120269
go bak 2 ur shota thread faget

>>719111983
What a fucking bitch

Lmk?

>>719119739
what is sex like is it good

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>>719108126
You have been visited by the morbidly obese child rapist of /b/. If you do not comment "pedo" on the linked video, you will become obese tomorrow. There are no immunities.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AvL0a1hI2P8

>>719120428
It stands to reason that he would have been. Why would the girl bother with him otherwise?

>>719120686
stop bullying :(

>>719120710
im just going to stop replying to u now ok pal

>>719120250
>farmington

I'm jelly dude, Farmington's really nice. Expensive as fuck, though.

>>719120461
She really wasn't. Like, not at all. She was the only person in my life who gave a shit about me, without her I'd be an addict, or dead. Don't judge someone you don't know.

>>719120684
Yeah, I'd assume that was pretty fucking obvious bro.

>>719120870
Fine by me. I'll shut the door to your little world of ignorance on the way out.

>>719120999
It is but I'm not quite as well off as most others
Nice houses and shit but my family kinda struggles to afford it
Mom kept me here for schooling because she didn't want to make me move schools
>So expensive
>Can't afford to move out on my own unless roommates
>Too socially awkward to try to find a roommate who isn't someone I don't know

Was going to ask a chick I work with if she wanted to go halves on an apartment or even a small house but. I chickened out

>>719120308
ahh I'm living in Canaan now, originally from Stamford

>>719113843
kek

>>719120080
Any opinions on. If I made the right choice. ?

>>719115947
Megaedge faggot detected

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I hope this story gets a snicker or 2
>be a freshman in high school
>p.e. Class had a choice day
>the special class joins us
>whatever.jpg
>we play one of the choices dodgeball
>one of the black players from my side gets eliminated and taken to 'prision'
>suddenly, the Down syndrome girl comes over to where dodgeball is being played
>we try are best to avoid here
>she gets a ball and throws it toward the black kid
>the black kid catches it and comes back to our side
>tfw a Down syndrome girl saves a nigger

>>719120999
Oh my god dude what ever you do, do NOT attempt suicide with a .22
You will leave yourself in a vegetative state for the rest of your life.
PLEASE. You've been through a lot, you don't deserve to do that to yourself. If you ever suicide, use a shotgun or rope.

>>719120007
>>719120333

>Evening.
>Parents are home.
>I don't think really worry about what happened.
>I go to the kitchen where the workers usually hang out.
>She was alone.
>She grabs my crotch area.
>Parents in the living room next door.
>She pulls my toddler dick out again.
>Feel anxiety of getting in trouble.
>The babysitter rubs her nose and lips on dick.
>Then suddenly I felt the urge to put a stop to it.
>Step back and put dick back in pants.
>Tell the babysitter I'm going to tell my parents now.
>She tries to stop me but I run to the next room.
>Tell my parents.
>Never saw her again.
>Next day some people came to the house to ask questions about the incident.
>Tell them that I put my mouth on her tits.
>Continue to tell them that she peed on my crotch (of course now I know she was just cumming, I hope).
>Notice the adults are very serious.
>I hear them saying she's with the police.
>Continue with my life and play TV anchor in my parent's room.

>>719120269
Yeah I suppose. Not really that exceptional now though.

>>719121740
what kinda job you doing m8?

>>719120999
>Don't judge someone you don't know
People who commit suicide are fucking cowards. Not matter what you say, you both could have prevented her death. You had a decent job and you had been her friend for years. You could have gotten her help but you didn't. People who toss their lives away are bitches, no matter how fucked up they are.

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Fresh OC from yesterday

>>719110147
>be me
>be 13
>at grandparents house for dinner
>using grandpas laptop looking at porn in his den
>start watching LezLoveVideo trailers
>getting good
>put weiner in my hand
>2 minutes in, my grandpa walks in
>"hey dinner is ready"
>SLAM laptop lid shut
>"anon what did you do that for"
>'UM, YOUR COMPUTER HAS VIRUSES, DONT LOOK'
>"YOU GOT VIRSUES ON MY LAPTOP, AWW PISS, WHAT DO YOU MEAN, OH WHAT A DEAL"
>storms out of room mad that I got virus on his computer
>never caught me looking at porn

>>719122067
Poor girl. I wonder what happened to her. Telling on her should have earned you a spanking.

>>719122314
I worked for a few years doing carpentry
Now I'm working doing basically my dream job. But only seasonally (pay is. Eh and little chance of a full time job opening up where I live). But on the positive side it is job experience in the field I want to be working in and it is a garunteed 40 hours a week, with 3%to a retirement fund)
I'd rather not the say what it is because it's pretty perticular and would make me easy to identify. And I'm a paranoid fag

>>719121740
You did make the right choice, you have alot of money as of right now and you can use that to good use, i would start thinking about what i would do for the future and goto college, i think you should do the same anon

>>719122754
>OH WHAT A DEAL
>storms outof the room mad

Wew, haven't laugh like that in a while, thanks anon

>>719122769
In retrospect, it would probably have been a good idea to keep her around for fooling around, as odd as that might sound. But like most spoiled rich kids, I was a bit douchy and just wanted to see what would happen to her. The same mentality that got me in the situation in the first place.

>>719115195
I hope you find yourself again one day, dont be a hero yet. She would have wanted you to live, and even if it hurts that she's gone, you will see her again in the light, make the most of your time here.

>>719115947
No matter how much of a edgebrat or "le 4chan memer" you are trying to be, you have to draw the line somewhere.

This is where you draw the line.

>Consider the life choices that led to you being a asshole to strangers online. If you can not change those choices, please seek professional help for your own help and the safety of those around you.

>>719121512
Let me tell ya, your posh schools over in Farmington beat Torrington High hands down. Only things I ever learned there was how to cheat on exams and how to roll a joint, lol

>>719121558
Everyone lives in nicer areas than me! No fair.

Never actually been to Canaan but I hear it's basically rich people.

>>719121900
I'd bleed to death because no-one would find me. No-one would be looking.

I don't think I'll actually an-hero, it's dumb to delude myself she's there waiting for me in the afterlife. It just comforts me. She meant everything to me and the thought of never seeing her again... I just can't process that.

>>719122913
eh just sounds like you need to get out more and if your job is something that's not going to get fucked by automation in the coming years then your decision sounds fine to me

>be me, some 4 odd years ago
>cousin from mexico comes to take care of a neice
>go down to visit her and stay the weekend
>she looks like a latina version of Mabel from GF, but 19
>very bubbly and playful, occasional hints at flirty that i assume is just mexicans being more friendly than US equivalent
>one night, in her room/guest bedroom, everyone but us asleep
>she has her laptop out, but says she going to go shower
>while she's showering, want to jam out to a song, do the "you" part of youtube in the search window
>2 days worth of youporn videos load up, alot of super obvious searches, but "petite" and "huge cock" in the keywords for most of them
>oh shit.png
>she gets out of shower, in pajamas (big shirt and short shirts), tells me we should watch a movie on the TV
>start watching some BS, trying to push the thought of her rubbing rounds out to being plowed out of my head
>tells me to get under covers with her, then after some 10 minutes, reverses dat ass to my crotch and tells me if my arms are uncomfortable, to wrap around her
Ill post part 2 if its requested, don't wanna make a novel for no one

>>719123158
That's true. Your attitude needed an adjustment.

>>719123108
But now I'm older and would feel even more out of place at a college not knowing anyone at all
I'm thinking of continuing my current job and keep applying elsewhere in the field >>719123174
Yeah. Good schools but wasn't ever taught anything incredibly useful to be honest
>>719123191
Job won't get replaced by automations ever. If I move up.a few ranks
Im thinking I'm probably going to have to move to get a better position but that's alright with me to be honest
But if I can step into a new job with 3 or 4 years of experience in the field that puts me ahead to work my way up p

>>719123425
Please tell me you pounded that shit

>>719111665
>>719111983
you posted this in another thread? otherwise this is some slick new sad pasta

>>719120250
>>719120308
Newington, CT here.

>be me
>7yo
>real dad left two years ago cuz mom is crazy coke addict
>mom still won custody some how
>mom gets crazy coke addict boyfriend
>when ever mom is at work, coke addict boyfriend starts touching me
>at first it was just like passing touches, like it was an accident
>but after a few months he was jerking me off
>felt wrong but told me if I stopped him or told anyone he'd do it to my younger brothers
>tookonefortheteam.png
>continues for almost seven years
>literalygotmolestedwhilegoingthroughpuberty.gif
>stepfather ends up getting arrested and going to jail for stealing a car
>grandparents come in and make my mom move to their city
>mom gets cleaned up and gets her life back in order
>tries her best to make up for being such a shitty parent to the three of us
>turn 15 and start highschool
>literally only now find out what a pedo is
>seriously fucks me up mentally
>start cutting and get supper depressed
>mom gets worried about me
>makes me see therapist
>refuse to talk to therapist about what happened
>know he can't do anything since he's in jail
>still scared and worried about brothers
>mom eventually stops sending me since it's obviously a waste of time and money
>keep cutting
>start getting anxiety attacks when ever around adult black guys (pedo boyfriend was black and from Jamaica or some shit)
>manage to get through highschool without killing myself
>start working a local grocery story at night stocking shelves
>co-worker is 6.5/10
>never had a girlfriend for more then a few weeks as I never really wanted to talk about what happened and they always took it personally
>me and her start talking a work
>pretty good looking, though looked tired a lot
I had (and still have) nightmares about what he use to do to me and it kept me from sleeping sometimes.
>probably 7/10, higher if i'd got to sleep
>got really close with her
>use to hang out all time and have fun
>though could tell something was wrong with her too
cont

>>719122457
Fuck you, man. Just, fuck you. You think I don't know I could have prevented it? You think that isn't eating away at me every fucking day?

It is. I hate myself for not picking up on how she was feeling. I hate myself for believing I was enough of a motivation to keep her alive.

She wasn't a fucking coward, though. Anything but. She couldn't live with the fact her fucking mother turned her back on her for telling the fucking truth about her father. I never really had fucking parents, and even I can empathize.

Talk shit on me all you fucking want, but leave the attacks on her out. I don't want to hear it.

>>719120308
I'm a torrington anon as well, bounce between Waterbury and Torrington though

>>719111983
Grow up.

>>719123425
Make the novel

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>beme
>well off white American boy
>have enough money for expensive shit like an alien ware in my freshman year in HS
>freshman year, things going good, end w/ 3.8
>sophomore year, things going good, end w/ 3.8
>junior year, things going good, end with a 4.0
>señor year, things going good, end with a 3.5
>FF to now
>in UW Madison
>well off
>have a good paying job
>things going good
>MFW I'm laughing at all these poorfags for not being as rich and white as I

>>719123998
Fuck man, you really have to open up about it. Its going to help.

>>719124461
It happens
To be honest I think life would be super boring if I had everything handed to me
Plus I actually know how to take care of myself and do shit in life
Though I'm pretty white too

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>>719111983
Why didn't you rape her corpse before it got cold?

>>719111983
think about it this way at least:
You're only like 18 and have already had a more interesting life than most 30 or 40 year olds.
Could honestly imagine at least a 4/5 movie with a plot like this

>>719123888
Yeah I did, same guy. I need to talk and /b/'s the best I have at this point.

>>719123957
Wow there's a lot of Connecticunts on /b/... Never knew

>>719124197
Wow there's really a lot of us here. Torrington High?

>>719124232
Expand on this.No, seriously, how would a 'grown up' deal with this? I'm open to fucking suggestions, cos what I'mdoing nowclearly isn't fucking working.
>inb4 anhero

>>719123425
Finish dickhead

>>719124646
I mean, I didn't get shit handed to me, and I'm not a stuck up snob, but dam I got lucky

>>719124730
BRB selling my life story to Hollywood.

'Interesting' is an odd choice of words. 'Total fucking shit show' would be more appropriate. lol

>be me, 13
>awkward beta
>just made a facebook
>friend some people I don't really talk to
>start messaging this girl in my grade
>we really hit it off, similar interests, similar humor
>end up talking irl and decided we like each other
>never had a gf before this, this is the best thing ever, like a best friend but better
>talk about how we're gonna get married someday
>we're together for years
>off and on sometimes, everyone has their arguments
>she was heavy into self harm, I always saw her cuts and she had been to mental facilities at least a few times
>once she was locked away for a month because she tried to kill herself, I had no idea how long she'd be gone, she just told me she had to go and disappeared
>gf was sexually assaulted by a friends dad, I was 15 when I had to deal with this, but I couldnt imagine what it must have been like for her
>regardless of the self harm and the unfortunate events that happened to her, I loved her more than anything or anyone
>never realized she was perfect for me until she was gone
>I made alot of mistakes during our relationship, neither of us were perfect, but I'd do anything for her
>we went from 8th grade, to graduating high school together
>four days after graduation, she tells me she's moving away and she never wants to see me or talk to me again
>never expected this, she gave no signs, i had the best years of my life with her
>i never got to give her a real goodbye
>over half a year later, today, at uni, I still miss her every day

I've dated several people since then but I just can't get her out of my head, I have a bunch of old photographs of me and her from when I was 14, 15. I thought about killing myself for awhile, I always felt that way but I remained the strong one to help her stop the self harm. I couldn't kill myself after I had a bad trip on acid and though I died, it was so terrifying. I'm heavy into drugs now and generally don't care anymore. I don't know what to do.

>>719123425
>>719123802
Wait and read anon
>wrap up around her, start slowly gliding my hand across her belly region
>shes in shape, i'm fit, so she seems to start squeezing my moderately decent bicep
>I keep watching that movie, she starts to try and sidetrack by talking about other shit
>she says she doesn't really know anyone in my city, and she gets lonely/bored
>tell her she can always visit me, she laughs and says she has her job down there for now, that i should visit her as often as i can
>tell her jokingly, if she's pent up, she can watch porn
>at this moment, i forgot i was talking to my cousin and slid my hands by her crotch region
>she lifts her leg up and closes it on my fingers gently, while telling me she does but "it's never enough"
>at this point, competlely disregard any consequence, start sliding into her pussy region
>a very playful "nooooo" (think latina voice) comes out, followed by a gentle kiss on the lips
>keep going, her no gets a bit more breathy, her kiss turns more passionate and she even bites down
>as soon as i got the 2 fingers inside, she pulls me in and its like a flood inside, she's straight up french kissing me while her legs are almost twitching
>finger her hard, she's moaning and telling me to keep going
>keep going for about 8 minutes (about the time my wrist starts to cramp) and the bed is soaked, she says shes gonna cum again (never got the number, but at least twice)
>i literally can not control myself anymore, and she stopped being a human being and was acting more akin to a hentai character with the ahegao treatment

>>719123998
continuing

>shed come into work looking like death some times or just not show up at all
>other times she'd just get a thousand yard stare or start visibly shaking
>didn't pry and she seemed to appreciate that
>she did the same for me
>skip ahead about a year and I finally get courage to ask her out
>she says yes and we go on a few dates
>never have sex
>kissing and light petting sometimes
>though either I or her would stop it before it got to far
was virgin since being touched sexually would trigger anxiety attacks
>eventually decide to try and talk to her about it
>shebeatmetothepunch.gif
>tells me she wants to talk to me about the stuff that happened to her as a kid
>tells me her alcoholic father would beat her brother and touch her when he thought she was asleep
>she was never asleep
>said it went on for two years before her father accidently killed her brother
>hit him in the head with an empty whisky bottle
>knocked him out and he hit head on corner of table and died before paramedics arrived
>she then got tossed around from home to home until she was 18 and started working at the store with me
>she starts bawling her eyes out
>hug her and try my best to comfort her as best as I can
>decide to tell her what happened to me
>starts crying even harder
>actually felt pretty good to finally open up to someone about it
>talk to her about us talking to someone about it
>adamantly refuses
>says she doesn't want to keep talking about it
>says it just makes her relive it
>drop subject completely
>go see therapist myself
>feelsgoodman.webm


Still with the girl now. Been together for almost 6 years now. Can't say I'm past what happened to me, but I'm definitely dealing with it a lot better. Gf still doesn't want to see anyone, though she does talk with me about what happened from time to time.

>>719124692
Because I'm not a degenerate, Anon.

>>719124959
CONT

I've been dating new people, I have new and better friends and I'm generally in such a better place than I ever was, but every day is still pain, I don't know why. I think about her every night. She's engaged now.

>>719124854
>>719124854
I feel ya. I consider myself lucky and money's tight
But atleast I'm not homeless , or a crackhead

>>719121146
well ive never had sex so how would i know

>>719120250
West Hartford here

>>719124987
I imagined her saying noOoOoo papi don't stop

>>719124466
see >>719125120

I have, and feels a lot better. Still want to just kill myself some times, though haven't tried since I got together with her. She hasn't tried either and she's stopped cutting. Think talking to me about it is helping a bit. Just wish she'd go see someone too. I know it'll help her. Just don't want to force her.

>>719124186
>She wasn't a fucking coward, though
She was though. She could have pushed through it if she really wanted to. But didn't. She took the easy way out. Fucking selfish.

>I hate myself for not picking up on how she was feeling
Faggot you had all the time in the world YOU HAD ALL THE TIME WHEN YOU MET HER AT 13
You have to move on dude. She wasn't worth anything you are going through. If she truly loved you, she would've stuck with you through the darkest days

But she didn't. A fucking bitch. A fucking selfish bitch.

>Fuck you, man. Just, fuck you
No fuck you asshole. You literally could have helped her, you just didn't want to because she wasn't what you wanted her to be. Dick.

>>719125125
So you're just a normal fag?

Why use 4chan?

>>719125240
There's a ton of guys from CT here
Not only this thread but 4chan in general

>>719125360
I've always wondered if anyone else who attends CCSU browse 4chan.

>>719124738
Yeah, moved to waterbury three years ago, but still come back cause fuck waterbury

>>719124738
>always kinda wanted to hit but i was super un-confident
>i didn't wanna lose her over tryna bang
Step 1, hit it.
>slashing wrists as a way to escape the hardships of life
Grow up. Seriously.
>so anyway at 18 i get a job as a trainee drug and alcohol rehabilitation specialist
>so anyway at 18 i get a job as a trainee drug and alcohol rehabilitation specialist
Grow up.

>>719111983
>>719111717
>>719111665
jacked off to the part where she said "make me scream like daddy" thx. If it weren't for that line I would have just wasted 2 minutes of my life reading that

>>719125458
I didn't into college. But I'm sure a lot do
I thoufht. For. A while one of my co workers might have but I don't think so

But he did know about another website not too many people know of

>>719121900
Never use any form of .22
The statistic that says 1/10 people survive being shot in the head? It just means 1/10 people got shot with .22

>>719111983
Yo I've been lurking for 10 years now, this is the 1st time I've ever made a comment but I wanted to say Thank you for being strong, definitely injected some hope into my sorry ass. Love you brother

>>719124772
>>719124987
Please no bully :(
>almost come to a halt, because as i got up, she was saying we were making way too much noise, and we should just chill, like the selfish ass she was
>whip out my pants dead in front of her, and as she was saying something about volume on the TV, my dick pops out and she literally stops herself mid sentence (don't think im too biig, but its 8 thick inches)
>she literally can not believe what she is seeing, and grabs it more like a grab of disbelief than sensual
>she throws the sheets off the bed, kisses my chest (she is 5'0 to my 5'9<insert manlet joke here)and starts making out with me again
>i unhook her bra and start eating her Bish-Cish tits, but it doesn't last long
>she literally wants to start, stop foreplaying, the main event is now
>literally rip her panties off, she moans like she just came from the act
>watch her spread her legs as she stares me dead in the eyes, with that waterworks now going straight to the sheets
>she takes turns staring at me and staring at my dick, slowly stroking it
>slowly proceed, but lust is overwhelming me
>she told me she's never had anything this big before, assume thats the generic "male compliment" all women throw out
>put it in, feel some tightness, can hear her asking me to slow down in spanish
>literally jjjjjjam it in, hear her scream/moan into the pillow
>she literally never had it this good
>go all the way into her cervix area, and pound her as deep as i can reach after that
>no condom, so have to really pace myself so i dont pop instantly, it was that good
>she is practically unresponsive, she was either moaning into the pillow, telling me she wants me to stay, and grunting as her pussy tightens up to cum (by my count an extra 3 times)
>so good she doesn't want to switch positions, as badly as i wanted her to be doggy style, all she wants is to keep being penetrated
>rubs her tits and licks her lips, shes fucking animal mode

Tbis thread just turned into a shithole. I wish everyone the best in life. Cya later faggots.

>>719125993
bye

>>719124738
Man, never let the pain push you down. It is not the most "modern" or "civil" way to deal with pain, but I personally believe that a bit of aggression (external) and lots of confidence and a great way to deal with pain, where you turn in into a problem that fights itself, at least that's what worked for me though years of being socially ostracized.
Also if you can acquire any artistic skill, you'll find a path for letting off the pressures of life and relaxing your psyche.
Finally, you've been through some serious shit, I think that seeking help for mental health would come a long way in helping you cope with the hardships of life.

And remember anon, it is only one life that we have on this forsaken place, might as well try to make the best of it, despite all the chaos and misery!

>>719125265
Im happy for you Anon, good luck out there.\

Forcing her to see someone would be a bad idea, agreed. Just having someone to talk to is gonna help a lot.

>be me

>>719126389
>be me
>a faggot

>>719125993
/b/ is full of good people, you just need to wait for everyone to stop jerking off.

>>719120080
Mate, everyone has their own path.
You're going to have a lot of cash, and get a house likely before most people your age.

Once you feel content might be worth it to go down to 40-50 hours/week, and get yourself a GF or something if you feel like it.

>>719126478
I just finished busting a nut shit

>>719125253
>>719125950
somewhat close. also, last greentext
>i'm literally fucking the incarnation of a hentai comicbook character, she wants it in her, then on her face, then wants to swallow it
>she eventually starts feeling me throbbing, and pulls my dick out and starts stroking it, with mild kissing
>i REALLY wanted her to suck me off, but she tells me "you'll choke me, and i've never done it before"
>she kisses the side of it and the way she looked straight back up to me afterwards pretty much instantly made me cum
>get her chest mostly, some on her face, some on her belly
>she kisses me hard, tells me had she known i had a huge dick, she'd visit more often
>wipes herself off with a sheet, then goes back in for another shower
>for the rest of the weekend, play a game of hide and seek with the family where i would fuck her in the restroom or other parts of the house when she could
>literally curse my work when i eventually headed back home
>some years later, she gets into an argument with me, tells me i'm an asshole for looking at her search history, and mutes me from all the chats
>only unmutes me just to tell me either she found a boyfriend and i'll never get to enjoy her again, or to message me to say she wants me to visit (drunk)

And that's the tale anons

>>719111983
Hey dude, write a book, im sure people out there could use your situation as some inspiration as something. That could really help people with problems know that they aren't alone.

>>719126611
congrats, we have found our first contestant

>checked

>Be me in college
>2am got class in morning roommate and his cousin run inside.
>10 minutes later RA is knocking on door
>banging like a riot at fucking 2am
>turns out roommate, in a drunken rampage, has took a bunch of snow poles out of the ground
>RAs saw him go up and follow him
>they open door and roommate's cousin says he has no id and his name is William Wallace. Hold in laughter
>mfw roommate ends up having to go to a alcohol meeting, do and essay a out it, and go on one year probation for it.

>>719125291
>mfw bleeding to death slowly is an easy way out
>expecting a homeless 13 year old to be able to pay for our therapy with no med insurance
>implying you can read her mind and know how she felt
>implying i didn't do everything i could for her with the resources i had

You'd make a great grief counsellor Anon.

>>719125311
Not exactly normal, just not into fucking dead bodies...

>>719125472
>fuck waterbury
This.

>>719125633
>doesn't wanna potentially ruin only friendship for a lay
>gets job with actual value to society
>basement dweller says grow up

Can't really argue with the cutting, it's pathetic but it momentarily makes shit a bit bearable.

>>719125710
Why don't you just watch porn like a regular human?

>>719125913
Thanks for breaking your silence for me man.

>>719126141
Must admit there's been times when I've just wanted to go out and beat the ever living shit out of someone. I never do but the temptation is real.

Problem is everything just reminds me. Pick up guitar? brain's like 'remember that time you tried to teach her barchords'.

I do need a shrink but it's one thing to type anonymously to people who are gonna assume you're bullshitting anyway, it's entirely another to open up in person to another human. I know for a fact I'd just break down and be unable to get my words out.

>>719127044
'How to be a Depressed Raggy Cunt, the new bestseller from Anonus Randomus'

For real though maybe this will help compartmentalize shit. Might give it a shot.

I might as well vent off too:
>be me
>be a massive nerd
>bullied and ostracized most of my life (even since preschool)
>always mentally ahead of my peers
>got good grades in school, but still fucked up some stuff
>tfw you see people that were dumber but cheated on exams and have started uni, while you still are trying to get in
>emotionally, I'm a mess
>holding on only thanks to music and my lack of belief (agnostic atheist, why an hero when yolo?)
>as stated before, never really was social, hence I'm a mess when it comes to relationships
>had one "gf", an uggo fatty, guess I was so desperate.
>Have an -so far- incurable anorgazmia (regular sex drive, zero enjoyment)
>I keep denying it, but with my social skills, I'll probably become a wizard in the end
>still somehow holding on by ignoring my issues
Don't know what to do with my life…

>me
>road trip with buds
>driving for at least 4 hours
>I feel a Nagasaki coming
>it's coming in hot
>pull over to a rest stop
>run to the bathroom
>"janitor cleaning do not enter"
>run to the other door
>quickly sit down and take a big fat one
>feels good
>smells like shit
>it smells like it's really close
>look down
>under my pants was a Hiroshima
>having a panic attack
>I lift my pants up
>shit drips on my arm
>its fresh
>I'm mortified now
>actual shit is on my shoe, pants, and arm now
>sends an SOS message to buddy
>"grab me my pants asap"
>after arguing for 10 millenniums he comes in and slides it under
>while I'm putting pants on I hear someone coming in
>its the janitor
>look to my left and sees shit covered pants
>Awolnation - Run
>run to my car
>looks down to shit covered shoe
>nope.png
>throw it into the woods with the power of 10 gods
>fucking book it
>had to drive for 4 hours with only socks on

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>>719111983
Know that you can continue to save others from addiction and depression through your job. Imagine how many people you've help so far. Keep on keepin on anon.

>be me
>be 13
>listening to reel big fish
>decide this is my favourite band
>still is
>listening to it now

>>719128003
kek

>>719128003
Man. Idk what it is about these guys but they are at EVERY fucking concert I go to... Usually rock/alt/whatever and these guys are there...

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>>719122754
>OH WHAT A DEAL
Priceless anon

>>719120080
You did not. Youre working too hard for minimum gain when everyone else your age now have jobs where they make triple your pay and do half the work.

RETARD!

>>719127536
I know how hard it is to talk about your issues directly to someone who isn't anonymous, but believe me, if you find a trustable shrink (and I mean someone that doesn't look threatening or something like that), you'll get better anon, I admit it is hard at first, very hard, but try to let the rational part of your brain to lead you out, remember, it is the reasonable and rational thing to do.

>>719111983
Thanks for sharing this man, I can't imagine the courage that kind of shit takes. I'm sure you've helped a lot of people by sharing this. Much love my man, hope things pan out well for you.

>>719113843
>>Start screaming about the jews and the greys.
10/10

>>719127536
>>mfw bleeding to death slowly is an easy way out
It is..especially if you have been used to it for years like she has. She was used to the pain, and just let it happen
>>expecting a homeless 13 year old to be able to pay for our therapy with no med insurance
nigga I didn't say that. You clearly said that you wished you knew how she felt, I said you had the time since she was 13. And then when you did have the money, you still didn't help.
>>implying you can read her mind and know how she felt
YOU SAID YOU WERE EACH OTHERS PSEUDO THERAPISTS YOU KNEW EXACTLY HOW SHE FELT BITCH
>>implying i didn't do everything i could for her with the resources i had
You didn't, hence she's dead.

All in all, it's practically your fault, you can keep trying to defend yourself, and herself, but by the end of the night, when you are lying in bed with her fucking jacket you still have for whatever reason, you'll know you didn't do EVERYTHING in your power to help her. You were just using her for sex, like you said, for 4 months until her suicide.

Just shut the fuck up you whiny bitch and accept it. Move on with your life. There are more people to meet and more to live for than to cling to a selfish cowardly bitch that quit on life AND on you.

>>719111983
russian here

we are normally not much liking Amerikanskis

but you my friend have the heart like lion. be strong man. men do not quit, blyat, men is fighting with pain no matter what. from communism we are learning this.

my American brother you need vodka for win this fight

rest in peace for girl. i am feeling very bad for her and you.

good luck

>>719128317
They're amazing tho

>>719129364
Shut the fuck up basement dwelling turbo virgin, and move out Kevin

>>719125291
Fuckin Christ dude, do you have no sense? This guy has been through all this shit in his life and you don't even have the decency to give him a break from your pointless shitposting? Good one.

>>719128521
I'll look into it. Maybe it will help. I'll try anything at this point.
>>719128773
I hope you're right, even if it just puts shit into perspective for others, that's a win.
>>719129042
You don't get it my man

I meant, I wished I noticed the specific thing that triggered it, or noticed her acting different in the daysleading up. She wasn't constantly depressed and suicidal and usually ifshe was I'd know and be able to fix it. Tis time I didn't know and she fucking died.

I said impyling YOU can read her mind, in response to the 'she doesn't love you' comment. Learn to read.

You're a total fuck Anon. I hope you stand on a fucking lego.

I didn't use her for sex, at all. You're just talking shit to bait me now.

Fuck off, you thoroughly nasty piece of shit. Even if you genuinely believe the horse shit you're spewing, just save it would you?

>>719129364
Vodka and communism, thanks Russia.

I'm kidding. Means a lot bro.

>>719127536
Late to the thread, depressing story man.
But holy shit so many from CT, Manchester here. Is our state so shitty and fucked that we all browse /b/? Ive been in the states care from the ages of 11-18 and im not mentally sane. Fuck this state.

>>719129553
i am living in own place, pidaras

>>719130541
stay strong bro, not like pizda talking shit on dead woman >>719129042

>>719130936
Pretty much, yeah CT's a shithole unless you live in Greenwich or one of the rich towns

>>719129553
>turbo virgin

fifty keks

>>719131385
Fucking Greenwich. Only in CT you can have one of the wealthiest towns in the US and Bridgeport, one of the highest crime rate towns in the US.

>>719132024
It's what happens when Democrats run things.

>>719132024
Greenwich and anywhere else with a decent school just prices the raggys out of the rental market so they all flood into places like Bridgeport and south Torrington. It's bullshit, basically saying only people with rich parents can go to a decent school.

Maybe I'm just biased because my school was a shithole.

>>719130541
>I wished I noticed the specific thing that triggered it
You said it yourself, she was depressed and suicidal. Are you fucking stupid??
>She wasn't constantly depressed and suicidal
Bro, after reading your shit I can tell what type of person she is. She was ALWAYS depressed and suicidal. How would you not know that? Depression isn't a fucking cold that comes and goes. Neither are suicidal thoughts. And if you say she was genuinely not being this way, then she wouldn't have killed herself.

>I said impyling YOU can read her mind
Why the fuck would you say if I could read her mind? I don't need to read someone's mind to know how the feel/what they are thinking.

>You're a total fuck Anon...save it would you?
No bitch. You chose to green text your shit on here. If you were expecting pity and condolences from other faggots, that's on you. I'm here to tell it how it is. YOU fucked up. Face it like a man.

>>719130505
I've been in a far worse situation than his bullshit. Don't tell me I have no sense.

>>719120080
Yeah man that's sick. Just use it to get a house and keep grinding. Don't forget you can always upskill later

>be me
>be biracial between Russian white and Somali black
>backhandbydefault.png
>grew up middle class with white kids
>never had a black playmate until 10
>acts hardcore white with Russian accent present
>giganiggapuberty.bmp
>be 14 1/2
>get access to internet after not having it for almost half my life in 2010
>start doing RP like all white kids
>find an alpha F-list
>intrigue.png
>end up making account and just chat on it
>inb4 not a furry
>end up talking to a 28 mother of three
>she finds out my age
>doesn't snitch
>we become cool friends for awhile
>never think of her in a sexual way
>after a few months she starts sending nudies
>not very good looks like granny nipples
>plays along not to make her feel bad
>end up sending her dick pics and shit
cont?

>>719133074
Wow dude, your ego's really something

Get your head out of your ass. It was a phonecall to her mother. She said so in the fucking note. Her mother told her she wished it was her dead, not her father and basically called her an attention seeking li'l faggit (much like yourself Anon)

Pretty sure I know her better than you dude. Some days were better than others. Some weeks were better than others. She fucking talked to me bro, unless she lied for some reason that's from the horse's fucking mouth.

Maybe not but you need a little more to go on than a fucking greentext. You really are deluded if you think you're smart enough to know how someone was feeling with only about 1/100th of the story at your disposal.

I did fuck up, we can agree there. I didn't notice the signs she was going through a bad patch - I think she hid it so I wouldn't interfere with her plan to off herself.

Also great bait mate you get me every time.

>have a little fling with a qt for a while IRL
>broke it off a while ago because the timing was just not good, we understood fine, nbd bruh
>she asked me just to be her friend
>it wasn’t ideal but I was willing to let it go
>doing_ok.png

>fast forward a couple weeks
>had a mechanical keyboard I was planning to give her for her birthday
>i’d been planning to do so for months, but was
>figure fuck it, I’ll follow through as just a friendship gesture
>not like I’m gonna use it for anything anyway (my current KB is superior)
>not really looking for anything anymore
>head down, meet her and her friend at a parking lot
>we have to park there because of winter parking restrictions: no parking on the street until spring
>greet them, try to make everyone laugh, it kind of succeeds
>ask politely if I could get some help bringing my stuff since we were all going to the same place anyway
>get a firm no
>uh…ok
>end up having to drive to the place, have my buddy (who lives there) give me a hand, then drive back to the parking lot
>they’re already gone
>have to walk back in the snow
>first_red_flag.jpg

>get back
>still trying to keep my mood up, not letting shit get me down
>set up my rig, gonna play the vidya with bud
>we play some various games for a while
>she finally gets back
>she greets everyone, all cool…i thought
>give her the present as she is going upstairs with her friends
>don’t hear from her the rest of the night
>second_red_flag.jpg
>go to the side room where i’d been sleeping whenever I was down there before
>sleep.exe

1/2

>morning
>playing some diablo with broheim
>conversation comes up
>it’s about last night
>ohno.gif
>had to find out secondhand that she suspected me of having an ulterior motive
>was told that if she accepted it would somehow make me think she wanted to date me
>fucking_what.mp3
>confront the mutual friend over facebook who was initially told
>mutual friend didn’t come to me first because she thought she was giving me a choice in the matter
>confront them on this and they should have fucking told me
>third_red_flag.jpg
>let it go for a while, that’s future me’s problem

>eventually confront her over text
>express my displeasure at having to find out that way
>explicitly declared numerous fucking times that this isn’t the case
>I had already got the thing and just wanted to do something friendly–she SAID she did want to be friends after all–and that there are no ulterior motives in play here
>apparently, that isn’t enough
>basically get (implicitly) told to go fuck myself anyway
>she will not listen and seems to continue to believe I’m trying to fuck her
>ohfuckthis.exe
>load up my shit in a hurry
>go home PISSED
>proceed to get shithoused drunk and shitpost all night about nothing in my depression
>i'd recently been cheated on and divorced
>almost killed in two separate car accidents
>struggling to break even
>generally unhappy even though i shouldn't be

>>719134866
cont anon

>>719135021
shit, i'm >>719134866
2/2 there

>>719135071
fucking rip you tho /b/ro

>>719133074
what a dickhead. throwin shade on the dead and tryna make a grieving bloke feel even more guilty than he clearly already does. this is low even by b standards.

basically climb the highest building in your city and jump off you cunt.

>>719134290
fuck that other anon, mate. you dont gotta justify shit to him, any normal person knows you did everything you could. you come off as a genuine decent bloke. respect and i hope you get throught it

>>719134265
yes

So wait why were you even chillin at her place if you weren't that cool with her?

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>>719108126

>>719135749
if you're referring to
>>719134866
>>719135021
i was honestly there to hang out with my buddy, he and one other person were roommates with this chick

>>719135356
Thank you. Not that his bullshit was getting to me at all anyway.

>mfw it was actually getting to me pretty bad

>>719111983
fucking copypasta grow some balls faggot

>>719137105
It's actually not, I'm the same Anon that posted it earlier.

>>719111983
Your fault for fucking her retard

>>719111983
My god dude, I'm so sorry.

A story from my retarded youth.
>be me
>17 yr old edge lord
>mom always trying to catch me smoking weed
>avoid detection with a bluff every time
>every once in awhile she will say " You smell like weed Anon"
>always respond with bullshit like "I don't do that stuff. Test me if you don't believe me"
>this strategy works for a solid half year
>get cocky with my bamboozling
>grow less and less cautious
>hot boxing friend’s shitty civic after practice (runnerfag)
>let’s call him Dan
>Dan just got a new bubbler and a quarter of Moby Dick
>OhShitDawgDatEuphoria.png
>Dan forgot to bring the eye drops
>Say fuck it because I believe strongly in my bluff strat
>Come home for dinner chromed af
>I try my usual "test me" bullshit
> she says “okay anon, I will”
>Wut.jpg
>Try to play it off and act indifferent
>say edge lord shit like “ ok whatever”
>She says she will get a test from Walgreens tomorrow on the way home from work
>Sit down and eat mom’s shit chicken. I need to think of a plan.
>Call Dan later that night
>Dan’s been a smoking the Devil’s Lettuce for much longer than I have
>Dan will know what to do
>Dan will save me
>Dan says I just need clean piss
>only one problem
>I'm a beta edge lord fuck stick
>Dan is my only friend
>Dan blazes more than I do
>Dan has a solution
>His parents tried to test him a while back but he had a secret weapon
>He has a little sister
>let’s call her Laura
>Laura is a 15 yr old 7/10 sophomore
>piss more pristine than Mr. Clean’s sparkling, bleached butt hole after a Oxiclean enima
>Dan gives me her snapchat
> I’d lie about getting nudes, but I’m too beta to even make up a story about that
>Hit her up and tell her what's going on
>Laura agrees to help if I pay for her lunch tomorrow and give some extra cash.
>Laura = Piss Jesus
> feel relieved
> go blaze in the shower with my shitty little pipe
> go to bed right after
>tomorrow is the big day
>Cont.

>Wake up and go to school
> day goes slow as fuck, but it’s finally lunch time
>everybody goes to Mcdonalds for Lunch
> me and Dan meet Laura at the Mcdonalds
> Give her extra an empty water bottle I brought to piss in
> She goes to ladies room and comes back with a full bottle in hand
> tuck warm urine receptacle into my backpack and step into line to get food
> me and Dan both get Big Mac meals and Laura gets the 10 pc chicken nuggets meal
>Total is $16.50 I just pay for everybody with a 20
>give Laura the change and she say’s we’re even
>eat, finish school, skip practice, and head home
>It’sShowtimeCuntWaggons.png
>stash Laura’s piss in bathroom cabinet.
>smug bitch mom gets home an hour later with multidrug piss test
>we'll see who gets the last laugh you cunt
>she hands me a cup and I head to the bathroom
> piss loudly into toilet
>quietly pour some of Laura’s piss into cup
>pour rest into toilet then hide bottle
> take cup to mom
>she puts the test stick into the piss
>5 min pass
> It’s negative for marijuana
>But it’s positive for cocaine
>WHAT THE FLIPPITY FLAM JIM JAM IS GOING ON
>Mom goes full ape mode takes my phone and says I am grounded for half a year
>searches my dresser and finds my weed
>I’m double fucked
>I'm in shock
>How could this happen?
>I, the Bamboozler was bamboozled by some 15 year old bitch
>can’t sleep
>stay up all night thinking of how i'm going to kick Laura’s ass tomorrow
>cont.

>next morning I’m in hulk mode
>it’s time for revenge
>barely even notice bitch mom
>can only think about revenge on Laura
>get to school early
>go to side door where she and her friends always hang out before class starts
>Walk up to the cunt and suckerpunch her in the kidney
>My fist bounces off of her scaley hide and she barely notices
>at that moment I realize...
>Laura is actually an eight story tall aquatic monster from the paleozoic era
>The god damn Loch Ness Monster gave me her cocaine piss
>I yelled “Why would you do this to me!“up to the towering beast
>Before that aquatic monstrosity could respond I remembered
>The Mcdonald’s cost $16.50 and I payed with a 20
>20 - 16.5 = 3.5
>The goddamn Loch Ness monster made me fail a drug test just so it could have some goddamn chicken nuggets and
about tree fiddy.

>>719137778
>sleeping with a woman you have feelings for
>retarded

Don't think she an-hero'd because we were fucking dude.

>>719138237
Thanks bro. Appreciate it. :)

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>>719138718
>raped by her father
>kicked out by her mother for finally coming to grips with her father raping her and seeking help
>denied and gaslighted
>comes to you for help
>your her last resort in the world, shitty RV and all
>"HMMM GOOD TIME TO PUT MY DICK IN HER WE'RE IN LOVE LOL"

Based on your response to my critique, I sincerely hope you end up killing yourself

>>719138718
The guilt kills me. I should have been able to save her. I should have known what was going through her head, or noticed some sign or some shit. But I didn't, I just let her get to that point and never noticed.

You fucking retarded prole scum, this is why you were given up to the state. Too bad they didn't gas you.

HUH MY WARNING SIGNS NEVER SAW EM
>*PROCEED TO FUCK INCEST RAPE VICTIM BECAUSE IT VALIDATES MY OWN SHITTY EXISTENCE.*
>*SHE ANN HIROS BECAUSE INSTEAD OF GETTING HELP FOR BEING RAPED SHE BECOMES YOUR COCKSLEEVE AS THE MOST FUCKED UP COPING MECHANISM POSSIBLE*
>"WOW WHAT HAPPENED HOW COULD I HAVE NOT SEEN THIS"

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>>719115947

>>719123118
samefag

>>719120080
Why would you go to college if you don't need to? That's wrong reasoning if you do that. I think you are better off like this. Also since lot of people go to college it's bringing the value down. If it's not special or needed why would anyone.. My opinion is you made the right choice especially since you like doing what you're doing.

>>719139072
Dude I tried to talk her out of it, she was pretty insistent. As I said in my original post I wasn't really in the mood to fuck her with fresh cuts all over her, but if I rejected her what the fuck happens to her self esteem then? Look man you have no idea, you're just spouting shit. What you're effectively saying is rape victims shouldn't have sex with anyone ever.

Also I scrapped the RV before this happened. Was a hoopty.

>>719139538
^
Wasn't a coping mechanism in the slightest. Again, your implication is that people who were raped as children should basically not have sex.

Fuck off.

>>719140414
Hah I was just about to apologize too thinking I was too harsh, then your faggot ass doubles down.

What I'm saying is a rape victim such as herself should have been in at least a year of intensive therapy before engaging in a sexual relationship due to the danger of bringing up unresolved repressed emotions by the stimulus of vaginal sex, PARTICULARLY WHEN SHE JUST GOT PUT OUT OF THE HOUSE AND CALLED A LYING BITCH BY HER OWN MOTHER FOR GETTING BETTER.

>As I said in my original post I wasn't really in the mood to fuck her with fresh cuts all over her, but if I rejected her what the fuck happens to her self esteem then?

You did it because your dick commanded you on top of being a sad and pathetic cunt.
Do you seriously mean to imply a fucking rape victim needs sex as the Rx?

>>719111983
Holy crap dude I'm sorry

>>719115947
lol this is some heavy bait my man

>>719140758
Y'know what,I could accept your premise, if it weren't for three things

>i wasn't the first person she slept with since it happened
>we'd been fucking every day for 4 months pretty much - if she immediately offed herself after the first time I could see your point
>she literally said in the note the reason she killed herself was her mother's comments about how she wished she died instead of her father.

The dead have no reason to lie. You're just conjuring up bullshit pseudopsychological crap to make me feel even more responsible for her death than I already fucking do.

You're an asshole.

>>719140967
Thank you man.

>>719141872
I've got a lot of shit I could conjure up if I really wanted to make you kill yourself buddy, this is me being understanding.

It particularly disgusts me that you're trolling for sympathy while completely ignoring how complicit you were in her demise.

So all I'm going to say is that she trusted you and you betrayed that trust for your own selfish reasons.

I think you need some therapy yourself and I think you need to meditate on how your actions cause ripples in the world rather than acting like you're some sort of fucking victim yourself here.

Its your own coping mechanism, to be sure, and an understandable one.
But part of your healing process will need to involve exploring your own culpability in this scenario elsewise you're going to bury this notion and it will resurface in a detrimental manner.

>>719142219
Ok you fucking asshole

>always there for her
>literally saved her from bleeding out (gonna claim that one was my fault too ay anon?)
>only person she trusted, was trustworthy to the fucking last, never shared a word of anything she told me
>did my fucking best to help her deal with shit
>literally talked her down from numerous suicide attempts
>tried for months to gt her to speak to the school nurse (we were fuckin ghetto kids, we don't just walk into some shiny-ass $1k per session clinic, that was our only option)
>doesn't trust them as far as she can sling them
>flat out refuses time after time
>gave her a place to stay when she'd otherwise have been sleeping in the fucking bando
>dealt with the fallout from her mother's behavior
>tried every fucking day to make her smile, laugh, forget all the bullshit
>paid for her term of school when her mother refused
>pretty much paid for her living expenses

So how, in the name of fuck, was I a bad influence? Come on cunt, lay it on me. Without me she's have been dead in a forest years ago you utter fucking prick. Telling me to meditate on my fucking actions, you pompous sounding fuck.

Maybe I've come across as a cunt in this thread. Maybe that's because I'm fucking dealing with the fact she's dead. Fuck fucking you, I did everything I fucking could for that girl. Her parents killed her, not me. I failed to stop it, and that's my failure, but I was not the cause, you asshole.

Jump off something tall. Maybe you get to ask her yourself.

>>719142219
Oh and
>acting like a victim

Nah I'm acting like a guy who lost the woman he loves a fucking month ago. you cunt.

I'd love to know where you got your psychology degree...i'm assuming you have one given how 'knowledgeable' you are on the human psyche. Daft cunt.

>>719138273
>piss more pristine than Mr. Clean’s sparkling, bleached butt hole after a Oxiclean enima

Fucking top Ken

>>719143426
Alright buddy, you wanted it you get it.

This poor girl, wished dead by her mother, no where else to turn in her life, goes to you for a last resort for getting help.

You put her up, so far so good. She's cutting, you're writing it off as part of your emo lifestyles.
She comes on to you in her psychosis, looking for some sort of validation, warping the male guidance she's looking for out of you into the sexual exploitation she'd come to expect out of her father.

Naturally, you being the fucking genetic piece of trash you are, jump on the fucking opportunity! She proceeds to re-enact her childhood trauma as you have now enabled her too. Aww, limp dick. Bummer.

Its cool, despite this episode, lets keep fucking her for 4 months! Haha right, just because she was raped by her father for years and was recently disowned by her mother, doesn't mean she shouldn't be sex-positive!

So you keep fucking this neurotic bitch -- for a quarter of a fucking year! -- because for once in your worthless life you feel truly valued, validated. Nevermind the whole part about, you know, she should be in a psych ward right now, I try to make her laugh! lol

Anyway, you end up finding this cunt dead in your bathtub. HOW COULD THIS HAVE HAPPENED? SURELY IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE FACT I'D BEEN USING HER TO VALIDATE MY OWN SHITTY EXISTENCE AND GET MY ROCKS OFF! NO -- ITS HER MOMS FAULT THAT I FUCKED HER FOR MONTHS INSTEAD OF GETTING HER PROPER PROFESSIONAL HELP, HA-HA!

So now you cry like a bitch because there is no way you at all are responsible for anything in this world! Of course nothing could be your fault, you were a ward of the state and shat in a bucket, that means you're entitled to abuse co-dependency to get your rocks off!

Anyway, the reason that hoodie is empty is because of you. Hope it smells like death and hope you're with her soon, you piece of fucking shit.

>>719118694
.22 has the nice effect to bounce inside your hollow joke of a head. Far better and deadlier than just blowing a little hole with a 9mm.
>hurr durr .50 like a pro
Like anyone would give you such a gun. not even in 'murrica.

What's about your underage ban, edge lord?

>>719136493
If you're still here anon, I've read the whole thread, I'm so sorry for your loss, I've gone through a relationship with a girl who was severely depressed, don't beat yourself up too much, you try to do what you can, but in the end, they make their own choices. That doesn't make it any easier, i know, but if you can take anything from your time together and use it as a positive motivation to go forward in life, do it. Be strong, fight on.

>>719144054
Ok asshole.

You're right one one count. I am scum dragged from the bottom of the barrel that is south Torrington. I'm not by any means qualified to know what the fuck to do,I'm just a kid who loves this girl and wants to fucking help her.

I tried to stop the cutting. I really fucking did. I threw away sharp cutlery and razors. Y'know what she did? found other shit to cut with. Am I supposed to live in a bare apartment with no sharp edges or CD cases or anything else she might use to cut?
>inb4 she should be institutionalized, I'll get to it.

I didn't 'jump' on the opportunity, at all. I tried to talk her round for a good hour or so, she was adamant she wanted to be fucked. I agreed reluctantly. Yeah, shit got bad.She said it wasn't that she yelled it, it was that I knew what it fucking meant where as other guys just assumed it was some kink of hers. We talked that shit out. What else can you do at this point?

We kept fucking because *shock horror* we're teenagers and we like fucking. If it was causing her mental distress, she would tell me. She just would, I have no doubt about it.

Ok so the psychward. Who exactly will be paying for this? I don't have health insurance, she sure as shit don't have health insurance, not to mention the fact that she literally would not go even if it was an option.

Again I'll direct your attention to the note where she clearly said the reason was her mother and that I was the reason she even made it this far.

Now, I've either inadvertently done a Stockholm Syndrome job on her, or she was genuinely just destroyed that her mother called and wished death upon her.

Sorry man, you failed. I actually feel less responsible than I did before.

>>719145155
I'm still here. One day at a time,man. That's pretty much my stategy, at least in the short term

>>719145446
>If it was causing her mental distress, she would tell me. She just would, I have no doubt about it.

Lmao you ignorant piece of shit. Abuse a mentally ill woman to bust nuts and then expect her to have the wherewithall to know whats bad for her.

>Ok so the psychward

You didn't even look into this did you cunt? Of course not, you were to busy burying your cock in her to think what was best for her wellbeing. The state offers numerous forms of assistance; women's shelters. Medicaid for low income. Obamacare has riders for mental health for medium income. School services, counseling, etc.

>I actually feel less responsible than I did before.
One of these days you'll come to terms with how you were more preoccupied with blowing loads than saving her life.

After our interaction thus far I hope its in the form of ending your own but maybe you can salvage something of the shitheap that is your life through again, MEDITATION AND SELF-REFLECTION THAT YOU ARE AN ACTOR IN THIS WORLD AND CHOSE TO SERVE YOUR NEEDS OVER HER OWN.

>>719145843
Not OP, but I honestly don't understand what you are getting out of badgering this anon for literally hours on end, you think he is responsible for what happened and is getting unfair attention for it, that's great, whoopie, but is it because of your own self-guilt or self-righteousness? You said you've had worse experiences? Not all experiences are alike, I've gone through some shit myself, not as bad as OP, but rough all the same. He can talk about all of this with a therapist at some point if he feels comfortable, but I see no point in guilt shaming him like this when he has come here for support. I know what /b/ is, so i suppose I'm surprised he hasn't run into more anon's like you, but if this is the only place he feels comfortable talking, it's nice to see all of the support he's getting. Don't let this one guy drag you down OP, there is such a lack of kindness and support in the world today, so any little bit that can be given is a good thing. You have friends here.

>>719146849
Because he is a piece of shit, anon. He literally fucked this girl to death when she turned to him to get her life together and then has the audacity to claim he didn't do anything, then to tell me to kill myself when I was still kind enough to wish healing upon him.

>>719147065
Maybe he told you to kill yourself because you have been trying to tell him this is all his fault. I've read everything that's been posted and haven't come up with the conclusions that you have. So what make's you right and me wrong?

>>719147257
Probably the part where you justify him still fucking this girl instead of getting her professional after she literally re-enacted her rape trauma with him makes me right and you wrong, friend.

I've already seen this fucking thread days ago.

>>719147349
How can you chalk it up to that? How do you declare it so simply? He said he wasn't the first guy she fucked! You weren't there, you think you can just understand their relationship, I don't believe you can based on this thread. So you continue thinking what you do and I shall think what I do. Good day sir.

>>719147601
Alright well if you want to be a moron that is your right. Cheers.

>>719145843
>abuse

Don't you fucking dare. You're a piece of shit bro.

Look man I'm far from perfect but I didn't fuck her to suicide. I know that, as a fact. You won't convince me otherwise. I know my own fucking partner better than you do, okay?

As for the hospital thing, I straight up lied. It wasn't a financial thing. It was a firm decision on her part not to go, that I secretly welcomed because I didn't want to live without her. Selfish, yes. I'll take the L. But I encouraged her, and she flat out told me it would never happen, so... That selfishness didn't really do any practical damage.

Also, if I an-hero, how are you any better than what you're making me out to be? Are you deluded by some notion that I 'deserve' it and therefore your actions are okay?

Face it dude the genetic trash from Torrington is twice the man you'll ever be. I may not have got it right 100% of the time - I'm a fucking human, bite me. I did my best for the woman I loved. I tried for years to keep her fighting. You'd have bolted like shit off a fucking stick the first time she showed a hint of not following your strict guidelines of how mental illness, in your fucked up head, works. And if you managed to stick that out you'd have definitely ran when at 14 you found her semi conscious in a pool of blood.

You're just some sad cunt trying to make people kill themselves on the internet to either satisfy your warped perspective of justice, or just to feel like you matter for a brief moment.

>>719146849
He's just a cunt. Thanks for the positivity bro.

>>719147065
OK you went full troll. You had me going for a while.
>you told me to an hero several times
>nigger calling the abbo black

>>719147349
>oh no
>consensual sex between a loving couple
>what a monster

Suck my dick asshat.

>>719147715
>nigger calling the abbo black
my fucking sides holy shit

>>719147715
I was going to apologize to you but you're a daft cunt.

I wouldn't have fucked her to begin with because I'm not a sad sack of shit like you.

If a cut up woman fucked me telling me to rape her like daddy I would've seen her mental services immediately.

But at the end of the day this doesn't matter to me at all. You'll keep thriving as bacteria tends to.

Just hope you pull your head out of your ass someday but that'd be asking too much.

Have a nice what you call a life anon.

>>719147668
I see no reason to argue with you anymore.
>>719147715
I'd leave the thread OP, this guy is just out to troll you. I hope you are able to make the most out of life. Best wishes and goodnight.

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>>719122754
>OH WHAT A DEAL

>>719111983
you should really reconsider killing yourself to be with her.
Just do it

>>719148508
I know I would. "What is worthwhile in the world, if you can't be with the one you love?"

>>719148022
Put your apology where the sun don't shine dickhead. And wrap it in razor wire first.

>daft cunt

Fuck off stealing my fucking expressions you mug.

Oh sure
>got some father issues that inform her sexual preferences
>discusses it with partner maturely and establishes boundaries
>enjoys regular sex in a manner other than missionary for the sole purpose of recreation
>needs to be locked in a padded cell for sure

If that's the case you better psych hold half of Connecticut.

Your idea that, because she was damaged, she was unable to enjoy sex, are bullpoop. Fantasy =/= reality.

You're making it about the sex when it's not about the sex>

>>719148508
samefag?^

>>719148879
Nothing. I guess I still have a job to live for. Other than that there's not a lot keeping me sticking around.

>>719149219
Do it for her, anon.

>>719149347
Sure, she'd want me to kill myself on the say so of a retard on the internet. That's definitely what she'd want.

>>719149219
Alright, buddy. When you're alone with the silence maybe you can figure out how you let your dick blind you to saving her life.