>ctrl+f feels thread >no results found Feels thread?

I looked in the mirror and I didn't like what was looking back at me. I saw a short, ugly, moronic, annoying, disgusting slob and overall waste of life. I should spare myself and the world the embarrassment of seeing me struggle through life and just kill myself now. The only positive I can see in myself is that I'm good at my work but when that work is just part time at a dairy queen, you realize your worth to the world is non existent and there's nothing there for you. And on top of that, I've forfeited practically any chance for happiness. I abandoned almost all of my childhood friends during my senior year of highschool. I threw away the chance my councilor gave me to get professional help after school. I didn't work hard enough to get good grades and instead of getting a social life, I was too awkward to make friends so I just stayed home wallowing in self hatred and pity. I only have about $150 in my savings and I have zero ambitions or aspirations for the future. I used to dedicate myself to physical self improvement but then I just couldn't do it anymore with work so now my mental state is just worse.

The only place to go is up at this point but how do I do it?

>>718319420
Get back into education. As bad as it sounds, it really opens things up. Just persevere, it'll be hard at times, stick with it though. The more you learn, the better you'll feel about yourself. Be open minded also, helps quite a bit in social situations.

I just miss her.

I still miss her.

Is she thinking about me?

NOPE!

I just think about her.

Does she think about me?

What is she doing right now? Fucking Chad?
Probbaly...

I miss her.

I still love her.

She doesn't miss me.

She probably misses Chad.

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Her.

I've been talking to this girl for about 3 months now, she's a cute blond with freckles and i'd say shes about a 8/10, we were talking for for sometimes 4-5 hours every other night.
I really started to like her and she asked if I'd like to go to watch a film with her.
I said sure and felt happy as fuck that things in my life actually might be going well

About 1 hour ago I find out from one of my friends that she already has a boyfriend who is about 10 years older than her, he is like 28.

I literally feel like death at the moment.

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>>718320462
Don't worry she will leave him some day and he will kill himself
(it's probably me. I was 10 years older than her.)

>>718320661
I can only hope,
yea feelz bad tho

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My dog died Wednesday

>>718320761
the guy probably feelz bad too, he can see she's hanging around with a younger guy

>but i need to live my youth!
>i feel alive with him
>i dont want kids, old man!

>>718320923
I've never met him so I doubt he knows I even exist tbf

>>718320990
I never met the younger guy she left me for. Trust me, he knows.

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>>718320406
The pronoun game is strong in these ones

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>>718321149
ty for all these y(ou)

>>718321105
yea well I think I'm just going to give up with her and stop replying etc, She has already caused me to literally feel like dying and its only been 1 hour.

>>718321277
Kys

>>718321277
Then kill me

>>718321277
wow fgt

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>>718319872
wipe that cum off your face, dust yourself off, get yourself some new jeans and meet some people ya virgin wizard faggot

>>718321490
no I just want her

>>718319665
fuck outta here with that up-beat attitude.

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exactly what i need right now! i am feeling so hard right now

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>>718321844
i'll just dump some pics, maybe

>>718321277
fuck off dante

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>>718320839
Dude... that hurts... My dog died 6 years ago, and still have the feels...

REmember him like the friend he was, and cherish good old times...

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>>718319852
Honestly, as ultra-beta as this makes me, I HOPE she's found someone else. Because I hope at least that she's happy. She deserves to be happy.

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>>718322350
that's fucking beta. I just want her as much as I wanted these (you)

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>>718320839
There are dogs our there anon. That want to love you just as much and have just as many adventures with you. Find that dog anons

>>718319420
join me and live to wage war on feminists sjw's and niggers.

there is nothing to life but struggle, a life without war is meaningless and void. and these marxist rats need some killing. if we dont exterminate them all they will destroy human civilization, without the white race there will be nothing left, all asians do is copy us, blacks are monkeys and arabs are just blacks that are better at it.

if we kill enough of them we can start a war, win it, and save the world

>>718322555
I still have another dog, which I got it as a present and as a companion to my old one,since I started working and he got really lonely at home.

>1st dog 9 years old
>2nd dog 4 months old
>1st dog dies six months later, liver failure
now my 2nd dog is 6 years old...

I mean, I grew up with my 1st dog, I feel there was a stronger bond and with my 2nd dog... and now that my 2nd dog is coming near the 9th year death mark of 1st dog, I don´t feel really good about it... I love my 2nd dog and all, but it´s just not the same...

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>qt girl at my classroom think I'm really awesome and wants to be friends
>got no problems with my strange hobbies like collecting used tampons and wild insects, also likes introvert guys apparently
>we start talking about lots of stuff in classes and break time
>one day she comes at my house for homework
>we finish and end up playing vidya at the end of the day
>a few days later
>she comes at my house again for the fourth or fifth time, she has already stayed for the dinner once even
>feel like there's some connection buildinf up between us, she looks sort of really relaxed with my company
>for some retarded reason I felt really horny for her while we were playing vidya and asked her out
>she says "sorry anon but I have a boyfriend" and looks a little awkward and bothered
>she goes home
>send her messages and she didn't return any
>hasnt talked to me in two weeks already
I blew it

>>718323117
yea feels bad man

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>>718323117
you should have just made a move on her (put your hand on her leg, or just go in for a kiss). it is rude to treat women any better than cum dumpsters. they actually get offended if you try to give them respect and equality. don't listen to what buzzfeed tells you

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>>718323117
>no problems with my strange hobbies like collecting used tampons

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>>718323020
I got my dog in 2000. Ive had him for a long time. Lots of squirrels shot and sniffed out. I regret anything bad I ever did to him. Any time I got mad, or yelled at him cause he ran away. He's still alive, he's pretty much deaf. But not 100% blind. He gets excited for food. Trots around sometimes. But generally barks at things for a long time after.they are gone and the other dog has barked. But as the song goes "he spoke with tear of 15 years how his dog and he, would travel the South. The dog up and died, he up and died. After 20 years he still greaves"

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>>718323769
And a follow on left hook to the heart

>>718324060
The sad thing about this is that I was thinking that maybe for the first time in my life, I had been blessed with being allowed this sweet a thing, Only for it to be ripped away from me so suddenly.

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>>718319074
The picture OP posted makes me feel. So alienated the lain makes me feel like home

>>718323639
fucking kek