ITT characters who are literally you
remember, they have to be fictional characters
>>718063785
You can control the poLice on your computer?
I hate myself and everything else.
I feel like I'm going to die and I hope I do.
I have done nothing to make the world a better place.
>>718063785
>>718064140
me too
Everyday I go to a job I hate because I am too cowardly to take chances.
costanza dot jaypeg
I refuse to take any measures to better myself simply because the intense self loathing I feel dictates that I don't deserve it.
>>718064177
>>718064140
ITT weebs who like to pretend being socially retarded is cool.
>>718064259
>>718064194
>>718064141
>>718064108
>>718064065
>>718063928
none of this trash is fictional
>>718064259
that's called a personal problem and it won't get better until you decide you want it to. nobody else can motivate you, and throwing pity parties isn't the answer
you must be a girl, because only girls say things like
>i'm cold
and then don't change the thermostat, grab a blanket, or put on a jacket
I removed the mirror in my bathroom because I couldn't stand seeing myself any longer.
>>718064141
Why not spam one of the cancerous porn threads instead?
>Wear black shades and black leather outfits at night
>Quiet and stoic with limited eyelid movement
>Take a sword whenever I walk to the 7/11
>Feel like I could slash a vampire in two at any second
>>718064298
>>718064339
Me too
>>718064298
Isn't that all weebs?
>>718064395
Feels good man
I mindlessly consume products in a vain attempt to numb the nausea that I feel.
>>718064363
max edge
>>718064338
The issue isn't a lack of motivation. The issue is an intense self hatred.
>>718064596
again, personal problem, you've got to work on it instead of bitching
"fictional"
>>718063785
>>718064621
Just ignore him... He just want to spam shit till someone gives him attention.
>>718064338
let's not pretend that neckbeards are happy with themselves
>>718063928
fair enough
>>718064621
You can't think yourself out of a mental illness.
>>718064724
actually, yes you can
>>718064395
>>718064339
>Generic masked pedophile
Boy you sure know how to set the standards high boys.
>>718064730
cringe.
>>718063785
For me its tom
retarded,cant speak, and is a failure at everything he tries
>>718064777
You cannot. You do not control the chemicals your brain produces. It is a process beyond the control of the conscious.
>>718064883
kys gaylord
This one is easy.
>>718064883
m8 go fuck yourself, you can choose to think positively or negatively, and you can control the chemicals your brain produces by controlling your diet, and drug intake.
>>718064140
>>718064177
>>718064339
>>718064395
>>718064702
>>718064915
filthy disgusting weebs
>>718064943
>stars 3 wars to get laid while running a whore house
You sound wonderful anon.
>>718064676
This spam is the most interesting thing in this stupid meaningless thread.
>>718064944
That is a sin. I will end up a tree with harpies tearing at me.
>>718065016
I don't take drugs and cannot afford foods that aren't loaded with chemicals.
>>718064883
Well, how about the the free will to take medicaments that change the natural chemical reactions in your brain.
Also, the chemicals in your brain vary on your day to day exercise, regardless the routine you chose for yourself, you in a certain way can chose the chemicals in your brain.
Now, if you are not willing to do something about your problem, just kill yourself asap, it's better than bitching on the internet
>>718065101
>implying the rest of /b/ isn't full of stupid and meaningless threads
>>718065101
that's a copout excuse, learn to cook for yourself, fresh food is cheaper.
>>718065286
>being this upset
Did anon hurt your itty bitty feelings weeb-chan?
Furthermore, thinking positive does not negate a mental disorder. You cannot tell a person with intense paranoia to stop thinking the way they do, or a person with obsessive compulsive disorder that it's fine if they don't do whatever specific ritual they have to do before doing something else.
>>718065286
I'm aware of the state of this board.
>>718065200
I don't believe it is right to take SSRIs.
>>718065328
I can cook, but even the fresh foods you buy at the grocery store are pumped with chemicals, hormones, etc.
Since she left, I've become an awesome man but inside, there is nothing more than emptiness.
> Do you feel it now ?
Accurate.
Good at what I do but no where near masterful, conflicted as to what path to take in life, mentally unstable at times and am prone to violent outbursts and I have a gorgeous head of hair
>>718063785
You mean figuratively.
I wish it were a good thing
>>718064883
The wiring in your brain is plastic, very plastic. You want to rewire. Start with the Greeks. Your problems probs all come down to fear of pain creating other problems as symptoms. Because you're not acting in the interest of your underlying programming you start to resent yourself which makes more problems. You're going to have to peel back a lot of layers of insecurities wrapped around that fear. Enjoy!
>>718065514
You forget to mention your accute, severe autism.
>>718064826
>>718065092
OMFG YES!
>>718065841
I am not afraid of anything metaphysical or even a fear of actual pain necessarily. I am simply this way because I am not capable of being another way.
>>718065842
>implying
this is me.
>>718065869
At least I don't suffer from originality you assmouth.
>>718066007
Nah that's bullshit you tell yourself to protect yourself from having to be responsible for your actions. Start to peel back the layers of shitty wiring. There's a lot more to your head than the mind that speaks.
>>718066054
*unoriginality
even though that's not a real word
>>718065869
my sides
>>718066007
What a convenient excuse
>>718064724
Psych fag here..
The best and favourite treatment for mental illness is CBT. Aka teaching you new ways to think... Aka thinking yourself out of mental illness. There are some cases where only medication can help but those are rare and extreme cases where people have an actual physical chemical problem, be it in the brain, or some other organ thats fuckin yo shit up. The thyroid can cause mental illness for example but thats a super easy one pill regulation treatment.
You can also think yourself into mental illness.. 9 times out of 10 thats essentially what happened.
Get off your facebook memes. Mental illness awareness campaigns got taken over by misinformed uneducated idiots.
"You cant just snap out of it" means its not over night. Not that its impossible. Its more than possible. Its the best way.
If you hate yourself so much, become someone you dont hate baby steps at a time.
Go find a therapist.
As you can imagine I drink to much impose myself on other people and have millions of get rich quick ideas.
>>718063785
Global Warming is definitely me.
Hot and coming fast.
Also fictional so it meets the criteria
literally me
>>718066264
>>718066257
>>718066113
Yes, and that thing that is deeper is a traumatic brain injury I sustained as an infant that has left me with daily moderate to severe headaches and a massive and permanent chemical imbalance that causes regular visual and auditory hallucinations as well as glitches in perception, and a chemical imbalance that causes severe clinical depression. It's all in my medical records, I'm basically a diagnosed insane yet stable person.
I did go to a therapist. She got me to the point where I no longer think about suicide every single day and can actually get out of bed every morning.
>>718064541
haha hecause he's fictional. yousoclever anon
>>718066628
Well I didnt know all that.
But dont say shit like "you cant think your way out of mental illness" no matter how dire your situation. Its simply not true and takes hope away from others, and realise that the people against you are generally people who dont believe in psychology, had mental illness, and successfully fought their own way out of it.
Saying "you cant think your way out of it" is obviously a lie to them and empowers their anti science position which is one thing we do not need.
Keep with your therapist, anon. They will do all they can for you. Good luck.
sporting wood all the time
single word vocabulary
thats me all right
>>718066628
What I said still stands. A chemical imbalance won't create wiring for self loathing, that's all you mang. Yes having severe pain and being unable to trust your senses more than the average is shit, but still not going to cause self loathing without shitty wiring.
Sometimes I run my finger over the fracture on my skull where the split fused improperly and pushed into the cranial cavity that is now covered in a, as my neurologist put it last time I had an MRI, somewhat alarming amount of scar tissue that has increased over the years. He told me if it got very bad they would need to remove that part of my skull entirely.
>>718066837
The way I see and think of it is that seeking help from a mental health professional is not thinking yourself out of it. It's like any other illness, you go to a doctor and do what needs to be done to make you better. And like some illnesses, occasionally there isn't anything that can be done.
>>718067188
My wiring would probably be fine if that didn't happen to me.
>>718067417
That's not the point. The point is that you CAN CHOOSE to try and change the wiring. If you choose to do nothing you probably will.
if he werent handsome and rich
>>718067694
Fights Persian army, doesn't want rain to touch him. What a cunt
>>718067797
>seeing enemy position with rain covering your eyes
You're not leading anyone anywhere..
>>718067568
You can only choose within certain parameters. You are not capable of doing something that you have no experience with. It would be impossible to suddenly start speaking Chinese if you weren't even aware of what Chinese is.
>>718067606
So you're an unreliable narrator that fantasizes about killing and mutilating people yet in reality does a mind numbing job and lives a hollow and meaningless life void of any sort of excitement?
>>718067913
But you can seek out tools to start learning Mandarin/Cantonese. You go and get experience. That's what we're built for, learning and adapting.
>>718067913
Got that 100% right
fuck off al those shitty weebs you should fucking die
>Also I would be Rick
>>718067913
And of course there are limits, but if you assume them before you hit them, you'll never reach them.
>>718064298
>weebs
>not getting the joke
Either you're a newfag or you're trying to operate under two levels or irony. Either way fuck off.
>>718068097
>>718068097
>my cartoon is superior to your cartoon
>>718067869
That's right I forgot the intensive and critical tactics used during this battle. Gotta make sure you deploy correctly.
>>718068468
What do you know you're still trying to figure out why everyone is blurry when the sky is mad.
>>718068055
If you have no knowledge that Chinese even exists you cannot even seek out tools to learn how to speak it.
>>718068100
I don't know about all that.
>>718065092
it's been so long since i've seen this.
>>718065092
a poor mans God Bless America
>>718068097
Same.
>>718067366
Nice feet
>>718063785
>>718063785
>>718063785
What if i figuratively remember the character?
>>718068605
But others have and offer the tools and through their knowledge can allow you to build them too.
Start asking why you feel the way you do and behave the way you do and when you get an answer, ask why that and keep following the trail until you start to figure out how it works.
Starting you off with the end was never going to work. Reading and writing will seriously help though (intro psych textbooks/philosophy are good starting places). Feeling sorry and defeated will leave you that way. Blame your choices not for the beginning of, but for the continuation of your problems and treat that ownership as empowering.
>>718068605
It's your assumptions that fuck you in the end.
Me and my gf are like these two.
She's fearless and crazier than me.
God help any of you who dares to disrespect my queen.
>>718069942
I don't take anything for granted unless I know for sure. It was a given that I wasn't going to survive the injury, yet here I am today, it was also a given that I was going to be blind because of it, yet I have relatively good vision.
>>718069900
But those others would exist outside the parameters of your experience. For all intents and purposes if you have no experience of a thing that thing does not exist.
>>718070158
>God help any of you who dares to disrespect my queen.
Then you're nothing like the Joker. Educate yourself, cunt.
>>718063785
>angry
>Nerdy
>Possibly gay
>short
>Angry little slice of pie
>>718063785
ME IRL
>>718064646
The only likeable character in the whole BF series
>>718064883
>implying your thoughts are not composed of those same chemicals
>simultaneously implying that those chemicals don't alter the general chemical environment
>implying that just because the thought originates in another entity it is no longer a thought or has thought-like qualities
You're retarded
>>718070268
Fuck you. You know nothing. Kys
>>718070810
That would mean that you also don't control your thoughts as well. And ultimately that you don't exist.
>>718063785
>faggots arguing again
Can't you have at least 1 thread without getting triggered by something?
>>718070892
>>718071105
>>718070210
I get what you're saying, but I disagree that you have no capacity to understand or experience it.
You seem to assume a lot of knowledge about the brain. You need to update your model of how the brain works. Multiple layers with the conscious mind just being a small part. The conscious brain creates rationalisations post hoc a lot of the time, but they aren't always correct (Studies done on people with severed corpus callosum). Think about why you want things or do things. If you assume you can have no knowledge of something you won't gain it.
Also if you had no fears or insecurities you wouldn't hate yourself. There is always a reason for wiring, it's the result of learning. How you've learned a thing isn't always important, but why you keep the lesson is.
>>718070954
Identity is a useful social concept, but isn't really true. You are a by-product of cognition.