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Is anyone out there? Hello!!!!!!!!!! Oh hi. Well i just wanted

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Is anyone out there? Hello!!!!!!!!!!
Oh hi. Well i just wanted to tell you that on new years eve im gonna commit suicide. Ill be sitting alone in my room like i do every night, playing some music, and when my favorite song ends im pulling the trigger. The gun in the picture is what i purchased just for this occasion. It was expensive($2000) but i dont need cash where im going so why tf not, amirite? Ive always hated the way i looked so im hoping when im down there wont be anything left of my ugly face. Ive already told my parents in passing to cremate me and take me with them wherever they move too because i doubt theyll stay in the same house i commited suicide in. I went on one last date last night and i couldnt get hard as usual. Oh well fuk it. Today i got in one last workout in. Im tired from stressing all night and not being able to sleep. People at the gym thought i was drunk because i looked tired. Im still gonna continue to eat my meals untill the hour of my death. Idk y i will. Ive been taking steroids for the last three months in hope of getting this girl. But to surprise to me she still doesnt want me.i messaged another girl i had a crush on last night but turns out she has a bf and would perfer to stay with him. So im just gonna delete all the porn off my computer or better yet just hit it with a sledge hammer a few times and toss it in the trash. Im also gonna clean my room cause i dont need saying seeing the shit i have in here. Well boys its been a ruff life. I look back at my life and wish i couldve done some things diffrent. Ill see whoevers reading this on the other side . Just look for the balding loser sitting by himself in the corner. Ok peaceout bye
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>>716969416
good for you
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Tl;dr
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>>716969416
k
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>>716969416
glhf
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life is priceless faggot. and your just going to throw yours away? fucking idiot. you can always do something with your life
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>>716969416
Do a flip, faggot.
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>>716969416
Been thinking about doing this myself. Maybe I'll an hero with you on new years eve.
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OP you and about 20,000 other people.
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>>716969416
Do something right for once in your life and stream it.
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>>716969416
NO ANON
DONT DO IT!!!!!
LIFE IS SO PRECIOUS AND YOU SHOULD CHERISH IT IT'S NOT WORTH IT MAN!!!!!!!

Please, think of the children :*(
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>>716969836
This is all ambiguous.
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lmao i r8 8/8 m8 gr8 b8 i congradul8 ur b8 m8.
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stream it
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>>716969999
Let's see who got the spicy quads
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>>716970076
me? nahh.. cant be me. lmfao. i want to an hero
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Leak your teacher or even your sister lol - snap leak,cf
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Dont do it mate, If You need to talk i put myself in disposition, Just hit me up
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more pictures of deagle op?
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I am gonna stream it. Make sure to download it before youtube takes it down. Spread it all over the net brahs. Thats all i ask for
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>>716969416
OP has a mini desert eagle
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>>716969416
Paul if thats you im coming over right now to kick your fucking ass
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>>716969416
just go out with that gun and get a deag ace. I'll be watching ur stream buddy : )
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stop being a faggot OP
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>>716969836
nigger it's his life he can do what he wants with it
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>>716969416
GJ boy, finally something changing in your life.
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>>716969416
>Well i just wanted to tell you that on new years eve im gonna commit suicide. Ill be sitting alone in my room like i do every night, playing some music, and when my favorite song ends im pulling the trigger


I double dare you to live stream it. Do it from a Holiday Inn hotel room too. I fukin hate that place. I love the idea of them having to spend money to shut down the room for one or two days to clean the brain matter and blood out of the room, then having to throw away the sheets, maybe even replace the carpet or part of the wall.
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>>716970282
dont be a faggot and post deagle pics with timestamp
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>>716970606
OP is a faggot, he wont deliver. This is faker than that faggot who was gonna microwave his guinea pig
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Heres my desert eagle 50cal. 24k gold plated
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Timestamp nigga timestamp xdd
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Or you could use your cash to buy a plane ticket to Syria and assassinate the top guy in ISIS?
You know... something USEFUL for planet Earth, ya selfish, unimaginative fuck.
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>>716969416
Probably falling for bait, but whatever. I'll take the risk.
Dude, you just need confidence. Just join the military and let them make a good man out of you. Die killing some ragheads, not yourself.

Fuck, I have to say it.

This life is not for you. This life is your gift to God. Heaven is his gift for you in return. Live well, asshole. Radically change your life. No more computers, porn, vidya. Live for America and God.

Hope you pull through, brother.
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>>716971040
"top guy in isis" is located in usa you stupid democrate shit
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>>716970918
how long should i wait for suicide stream i wanna go sleep soon
kill yourself already
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>>716969416
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>>716971163
Is this what redneck soldiers actually believe? Life is a gift from god? Really that fucking retarded?

>How come you didn't die
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also if you gonna die anyway try to get some niggers with you
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don't be a fag OP
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Do live steam plz
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>>716971470
yeah, he should go on a homicide run before hand. he's going to hell(if u believe in that stuff) anyways for comiting suicide so why not take a few with him
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>>716971424
>Is this what redneck soldiers actually believe? Life is a gift from god? Really that fucking retarded?
>Life is a gift from god.

You didn't read what I wrote, cuck.
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>>716969416
there are those with worse lives than you. your just being selfish.
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>using a gun

Look faggot, get yourself a real weapon, and use one of these.
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I reverse image searched, OP is a madman. And I agree that life is pretty precious. It'd be a shame, OP. But I understand what you're going through. I've been through it, even as far as being placed in a mental hospital. Good luck, OP, in whatever you choose. Hopefully it's life, but I can't do a damn thing.
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>>716969416
Less QQ - More PewPew!
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>>716971820
thumbnail fag
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>>716971559
How is cuck appropriate you dumbass?
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>>716969416
do you expect people to actually read all this????
>protip: nobody is going to
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>>716971820
here.
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I mean if you remove kebab before death youll be a hero for some ppl
if you just shoot yourself youll be just another piece of shit and most of ppl wont understand why you did that anyway
get some ammo and go for a hunt you cuck
bonus: film it and become a real human bean
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>>716970551
Dude when someone pukes or shits they have to get new carpet. If someone offed themselves like that you can be sure they are replacing all the carpets and repainting at least, if not replacing all furniture entirely.
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>>716971890
A guaranteed accurate assumption of your character.
Your disdain for American, Christian soldiers paints you clearly as a libcuck. Go watch your non-binary demigirl feminist life-partner get fucked by a raghead while you rub your little pecker in the corner.
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>>716969416
if you do it OP, best credit card info
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>>716969416
>I look back at my life and wish i couldve done some things diffrent.

Then do something different. Move to a new city, or rural place. Start over from scratch. Rebuild who you are into a new person.
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Gold plated Deagle...

Fuck, I had a blued one and that thing is an absolute bitch of a handgun.

Like being married to a goddamned model/celebrity.
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>>716972147
If anything i have extreme right view.
Just don't understand why rednecks would believe such retarded stories. Sure you can fight, just don't pin it on retard religions.
>faggot
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>>716969416
Are u sure dude just do something different and stop blasting yourself so what if your ugly there has to he something else you can do set a goal, build a house, climb the tallest mountain, Rob a bank, become a Kung fu monk, fuck prostitutes, etc. There has to be something you liked to do or wanted to do all I see is self rejection, stop that shit it is that behavior that is moving you to suicide no one wants to die you deceived yourself into wanting to die, basically be a fucking man who.cares what other say or what the random voices in your head call u.
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>>716972078
this
do it
kill kebabs and make the society and do some good instead of dying miserably alone.
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>>716972084
I used to work in mold/water/fire/bio/hazmat remodeling and restoration. Once I had to clean up the liquid, mush, piss, and shit from a 3 week old corpse of an old man who offed himself in his bed. it soaked through the mattress, box-spring, carpet, padding, floorboards, and drywall on the 1st floor ceiling. We gutted everything in both rooms.

Btw I did this wearing a full tyvek suit and respirator in the Florida heat in june.
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>>716969416

if you live with your parents that means you probably don't have a lot in the way of responsibilities. That's actually a good thing in your case since it means you can start over somewhere else, pretend to be the person you want to be, and eventually you might find you are that person.
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JUST DO IT!
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I know other people have it worse than me but i dont have to live their life. Mine is filled with loneliness and rejection. Im not gonna live my life being alone so id rather kill myself. Also another thing i dont want people to think i did it because of money issues. When i had 24,000 grand in the bank in the beginning of this year i was still unhappy. When i was making 1800 every five days id come back to my dorm, get drunk, and try to talk myself out of killing myself. This went on every day for three months im just not happy with the life i was given. You know, the girl im obsessed with has the power to save my life but like she said whenever we kissed, 'i dont feel anything'. Fine bitch.
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>>716972331
>extreme-right
>atheist

Get the fuck out, liberal shill.
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>>716972499
Whatever, redneck. If you're not going to argue based on arguments posted anonymously then go have sex with your inbred mother.

>Cheers
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>>716969416
>>716970918
if it's real, timestamp it, fag.
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>>716972498
>dorm

Call your school's counciling and tell them you are in a crisis and need immediate help. They will listen to you, respect your privacy, and help you through what you're dealing with. I did this once and it was incredibly helpful.
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>>716972498
POST PICS WITH TIMESTAMP THEN FUCKING KILL YOURSELF YOU FAGET
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>>716972499
Conservative Christian here, have a good day, anon. I support your views.
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>>716969416

I can tell based on the way that you wrote this that this is actually real.

I promise you Anon, it really does get better. You'll figure it out one day. And you'll find peace.

Do not give up. Respond to this if you're interested, and we can figure out a way to stay in contact.
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>>716972624
Conservative Christian here, have a good day, anon. I don't support your views.
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>>716972400
Jesus fucking christ
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>>716969416
>addicted to porn
>takes juice uninformed
what? my dick wont work? REEEEEEEEEE
please use your fucking brain dude there is a way out but you cant keep doing the same things...
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>>716972498
>dorm
>living with parents

by the way, since you're obviously young, I just want you to know that one of the weirdest things about attractiveness is that people who are cute when they are 18-25, tend to be hideous after 30. Guys who are unattractive or even ugly before 25 tend to mature into really handsome guys as they age. Sounds like you're on the road to fucktonofpussy-ville for the rest of your life if you stay in the game.
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>>716972499
People who genuinely believe god exists/dictates anything that happens to them can fucking kill themselves in my book. (not any sort of religious book)
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>>716969416
Maybe you can get some grammar lessons when you're in Hell, you fucking idiot. Can you get anything right?
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>>716972966
>>716972941
Why are we stopping him, hes self destructive and obviously pretty damn stupid. Let him die. PRESERVE THE RACE.
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>>716972966
Thats what mothers say to their ugly children. Has no basis in reality. Either that or its some bullshit buzzfeed thing you saw on Facebook.
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>>716971729
kek
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Please do it and.. I Will be watching you..
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>>716969416
You lowsy faggot. You could do so much with your time and you decided to be a faggot. If your life is that pointless in murica leave your country in search of thrills. Travel around, try new and exciting things. You don't need money, you don't need company, you don't need anything. What's the worst scenario? Dying? Atleast get something out of your pain, you piece of shit
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>>716969416

Streammmmmmmmm
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>>716973237
I was an ugly kid and now that I'm 37 I get laid literally daily by randos. Think about it. Do you think Harrison Ford was a good looking teen/young adult? Hell no. Sean Connery? Probably not.

There are very few Brad Pitts and Channing Tatums in the world who go from cute to handsome.

Handsome is something guys age into most of the time.
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>>716973587

And actually, if I remember correctly, Brad Pitt was considered to be a nerd in High School.
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>>716969416
How do we trace down the frame number? Lets find his name and tell his parents.
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>>716969416
Yup, do it, enjoy every second before you do
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>>716972624
Mother is German. Father is Russian. Inbred how?
Nah, I'm gonna fuck my German+Polish woman, make her my wife, and make a fuckload of intelligent, successful, white, christian children.

>>716972813
Respect, Brother.

>>716973030
Christians have one of the lowest suicide rates in the world. Not likely.
By the way, denying the existence of God to declare yourself independent or advanced does not make you stronger. It makes you weaker. You are like a thirsty man drinking seawater.

By the way, go suck your muslim overlord's dick.
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>>716973731
Only police can do that
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>>716973731
Same framenumber on the other pic as well. Could be legit
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Stream your death please.. So many want to watch you now you are a tendence..
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Wahhh wahhh, the girl i like has a boyfriend. You sound like a straight bitch, there are millions of other women out there. Its pathetic that you are going to kill yourself over a chick. Tons of guys start balding get over it wear a hat or shave your head and move on with life, if you really take steroids and work out then even if you are ugly as fuck you can still pull decent women if you are in shape. Man the fuck up you pussy, suicide is for cowards.
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>>716973717

All actors are narcissistic nerds. How do you think they become so familiar with their own movements?

Actual chad bros are so unconcerned with how they're acting that they wouldn't stand a chance as an actor.
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op still didnt post timestamp
abandon thread
cya shitlords
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Timestamp with gun or we all think you're a faggot
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OP is not suicidal because gesture thread and putting off suicide. This thread is bait like every one of the others.

OP is boring.
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>>716973844
Teehee, stupid christians i mean like my explanation of how everything was created make way more sense. It was like a loud band and all the complexities of life were created from nothing at all it just happened teehee im so smart stupid christians. - Sincerely Atheist logic
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Don't do it, there are downs im everyones life. Don't be the weak one who gives up. This shit is part of it, handle it like a man and not like those retards here. Man, at least you got a Date.....Wtf. Man Up, Take a break, Go Out there Talk to people. This tard Board won't help
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Attention whore.
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>>716973902

Facebook has been really interesting for me. I get friend requests from guys and girls that were very popular at my High School. And always they look tragic, and are leading shit tier lives.

I was such a nerd in high school that a few years ago a guy who I thought was the biggest nerd at my school messaged me to apologize for bullying me. I look at his photos now, and while he ain't Brad Pitt he's not ugly, has a pretty wife, etc... He also matured into his looks.

I'm gay so my life trajectory has been different, but today I feel confident when I go to a bar that I will be one of the most attractive men there and that i'll get laid with near certainty. I was a fugly kid, but became a Harrison Ford as an adult. I'm good with that.

Cute ages poorly.
Handsome is ageless.
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>>716969416
stream it
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>>716974416
That "Loud Band" concept was written by Tolkien. Music of the Ainur. Something like "In the beginning there was Eru, The one, who in Arda is known as Illuvatar, and he created the first of the Ainur, the Holy Ones, and he commanded them to create a great theme..."

Christianbro here btw. Tolkienbro as well.
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Man, try parkour live your last days to the limit, good luck the other side, i would love seeing that you didnt pull the trigger, but. it looks like you have take a decision.
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>>716974517

Coming from that popular kid. It's because we we were all faking it. The actual confident dudes kept their head down and then went back to their loving families. Those of us starved for attention played personas
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>>716969416
That has got to be the gayest and niggest gun I've ever seen.
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>>716974867

I'm sorry man. Life is rough for everybody.

I hope you've found happiness now.
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I have a very hard time talking to women. Thats why ive never had a gf. You guys calling me a faggot are actually right. Ive been with several twinks. I only did so because i thought it was the only way i could gain sexual experience. But i hate myself even more now that i did. I tried guys i really did. Ive never been good at school. I blew every oppertunity that ive been given. It all comes back to that girl. How can she reject me? I just messaged her and she didnt respond although she saw my message. It hurts knowing she'll be with another guy tonight. I have $3000 in the bank that is enough for my parents to cremate me. Im gonna clean my room and trash my computer so ill be ready for new years eve. Ill post the youtube link when im ready
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>>716972078
yeah but you have to write a note or spray it on the wall so people can read it. that would be cool to do in holiday innnnnnnnn. if you are going to make them replace the carpet, you may as well get them to repaint the walls/ceiling/windows/etc. if you do it i would like you to spray "anon from tx, what's uppp" that way i know it's to me. i'm sure they will run my ip but remember everything here is a work of fiction, so... but post pictures of it or a video of it that way i would have it as my screensaver on my phone. that would so rule.
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>>716975136

Haha it's all good. My trajectory changed considerably when the girl I was getting intimate with for the first time ran away. The entire illusion of my life shattered overnight and through a lot of suffering I learned a fuckton. All of my "friends" are leading those shit tier lives but I'm learning a ton about real confidence and emotional maturity.
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>>716969416
Are you completely sure of this? Think twice I assume that you are less than 30, a couple of years ago I wanted to do the same, I had a lot of problems and shit, I felt that I couldn't stand more time, and I was about to do it, but I still had a bit of hope and I began to think about what if I didn't do it, what I will do then? Who is gonna help me then? The answer is you. You're your only friend, mate. And the answer of the first question is get better, get better in everything, give you a second chance, don't give a fuck about people, now the most important is you. Think about it, I hope it help's, I know that I'm not the best motivating but I hope it help's.
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>>716975257
Shut the fuck up. Enlist. Become a real man.
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Do it on new years. Start the new year with a bang
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>>716975257
Everyone will be better off, you're doing a good thing.
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>>716975257

I've posted a bunch of times in this thread hoping to talk you into changing the direction of your life by basically becoming a new person. Is that something you'd even consider?

Somebody said enlist, that'd be the easiest way to start over from scratch and find out who you are.

You could also just move somewhere new. You have a bit of money saved up so it wouldn't be financially impossible. Just hop on a greyhound. Ever seen New Mexico? It's seriously the most beautiful state ever. What about Yosemite? Holy Shit it's beyond belief, enough to bring tears to your eyes upon first arrival.

Your life is wide open. Go live it.
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>>716969416
just don't do it anon.
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>>716970338
not op, my names paul, dont kick my ass
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>>716969416
you're being selfish. your suffering in life is less than your loved ones once you commit suicide.
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>>716975828

I've thought about enlisting. Thinking it might find me some emotional maturity. I've got a couple questions though if you don't mind. Assuming you've enlisted.

1. How mature are the people I'm around going to be? Part of me feels that basic must do a good job of getting people mentally there. But part of me also worries that the amount of drinking on base might turn people into egotistical dickwads

2. What do you actually do in the army? I've heard it's a bunch of grunt work. And I know that seeing combat is pretty rare. Do you like clean things or what?
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Ive tried enlisting in the military but they wont take me because i have a GED. They look down on my for having a ged but little do they know it was my only way out of that hell hole. For three years in high school i had no friends and no one to talk to. Every lunch peroid id ve forced to sit alone at a table by myself l. I know people saw me sitting alone but nobody cared. When id get made fun of by the popular kids the teachers would all look away. So now i have no sympthy for anyone just like they didnt have any for me.
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>>716969416

OP I don't really know how you feel right now. But I think what you need is a fresh good start. With that money and the help of your parent, you can move somewhere else and start again.
I hope you don't do it OP
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>>716976308

I'm sorry the system failed you anon, you can open your heart back up though and find peace.
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>>716969416
>but i dont need cash where im going
you're not going anywhere, bitch, that's the thing about death you will be NOTHING FOREVER
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>>716976249
Not OP btw
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>>716969416
dude why not just run away and be happy elsewhere?
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>>716969416

>I have a very hard time talking to women.

You're not the only faggot here homie, I too have troubles talking to women. There's this girl I REALLY REALLY LIKE and all I can do is to pray for god that she talks to me first like she did before, because I can't start conversations with girls and I'm afraid of getting rejected.
>I'm a faggot too.
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>>716976249
Be a SEAL
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>>716976308
Stop being so pathetic. People didnt sit with you because you never bothered to interact with anyone. No one is born with the ability to talk to people with confidence it has to be learned. You cant expect people to like you just because you think its unfair. Look up Elliot rogers, he had the same mindset as you but went down a different route. Both gunna involve guns though. Everyone else was in the same boat as you at one point or another. Man up or fucking pull the trigger.
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>>716976308

You sound a lot like me man. Life gets better for people like us.

You've already shown you have the ability save money at a young age, that's impressive.

Keep working out, keep healthy, maybe consider dropping the steroids.

Once you are in your late 20s the fact that you have money and fitness will get you laid more than you can imagine.
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I did move three states away for awhile but my atitude didnt change. Im just so lonley. My whole life has been this way. I cant go on living like this anymore. I dont care about money because its true what they say it doesnt buy happiness. I need the love a woman. But ive realized ill never have it. Its ok. Im actually at peace with my decison to die.
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Dont do it, man. How are you gonna eat chicken tendies if youre dead?
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>>716975389
yeah, i thought the same thing too. once i hit about 27-28 i thought about life a little differently. after my girlfriend left me at 30ish i did a lot of thinking about myself and i came out of it better. it sucks that she left bc she was the female version of myself but i just moved on instead of crying about it.
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>>716977170
Then shut the fuck up and pull the trigger. Your comments mean nothing and you will shortly return to the nothing from which we all spring and return to. Thanks, entropy!
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>>716977170
You'll never know what the future holds OP.
>There's other women OP she's not the only one
I know you don't want to believe that, but it's true. Just imagine you in your own house with a wife and your own children. Isn't that good OP? Too bad that will never happen if you pull the trigger.
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>>716976878

(Not OP here)

When I was in fourth grade my narcissist of a mother moved me from a school where I had many friends to the school she taught at so that she could "talk with my teachers". She then basically ignored that I had zero (LITERALLY ZERO) friends from the age of 9 to 14. The fact that she was a teacher there was a reason to hate me. At 14 I made one friend. Of everything that has happened to me in my life, I feel that that has damaged me the most. To this day I don't feel I understand other people, or how to interact with others.

When I was in fifth grade I was sitting at lunch, alone, and a girl and her friends sat down next to me and actually talked to me. I was so lonely, and it was so so so nice to have somebody actually talk to me. I developed a huge crush on her as a result, and tried to talk with her again, but it was just a one time thing that I got to have a conversation with another person.

You don't know this guys circumstances. When people are alone, sometimes it is because literally nobody will even try to be their friend. To this day when I think about those years of isolation I get upset.

Life can be hard sometimes. Never be afraid to change your circumstances, move somewhere new, become who you want.
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>>716969963
probs OP trying to weasel his way out, OP dont be a faggot do it and make sure you fucking record it for us or better yet live stream dat shit give back to /b/ >>716969416
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>>716969416
Dude, why not use a shitty hi-point?

A gorgeous gun like that Eagle doesn't deserve to be desecrated with your suicide and destroyed by the police.

Seriously, think of posterity.
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>>716969836
Ironically,seeing this suicide hotline tier shit on /b/ will make anyone consider an hero
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>>716969416
More pics of the gun faggot
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>>716977873
Stop projecting your sobstory (which by the way makes you sound spoiled and whiney as fuck.) This guy has 'moved somewhere new' and his attitude stayed the same. If he doesnt want to help himself than its nobody elses responsibility to do it for him.
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>>716969416
With a gun? Atleast be original.
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>>716969416
just do it now you arent famous or no one likes you end your self on live stream now
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>>716969416
Women are more trouble then they are worth OP basically 99% of all men in relationships wish they were single and had freedom. Just fuck some chicks and stay single. I just got out of an 8 year relationship and im way happier now then i have been for the last 4years.
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I don't really know if this is bait, yes im new on 4chan , but in case this isnt bait. OP , it's not too late, don't kill yourself beacuse the moment you pull that trigger , you're gonna realize your mistake you're gonna wish for life and a new chance but it'll be too late. As someone who has attempted suicide i know how miserable and bad i felt at the point of no return, so please OP i am telling you it gets better. Start enjoying life for yourself, Sell the gun , go travel somewhere, get friends, it's going to be better.
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the question is: where is the stream link?
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>>716977170

Do you love your parents? They will absolutely be wrecked by this. In the short term they will be destroyed, and for the rest of their lives they will always question what they could've done, what they missed. If you think about it, it's selfish to do this to them.
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>>716969416
DUDE, you may have heard this somewhere else, and yup its from a videogame, but it is actually true,
Crazyness is doing the samething overand over hoping for different results, you know you should end your life in a symbolic way, if your actual life its just crap, just make another one, start fresh, do new things, go for new habits, try other disciplines, and the most important thing is stop running from your reality. accept everything what you are and say it to yorself then change it, put an end to this dude, i know you can, but if you kill yourself its okay, it is your life after all, you took a decision, its alright, but here in other place of the world, a stranger really thinks that you can change everthing that you want, and if not that same stranger tells you this: Maybe someone will miss you a lot, but its okay, just let it go dont have fear everything will be okay.

Sincerely, Ernesto

Hope you change your life, one way or another.

Have a good day bro.
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but yup, BAIT!
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Shoot up a place before dying and say something like
>WE DO NOT FORGIVE
>WE DO NOT FORGET
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>>716970168
Would you fuck off
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>>716978413
I bet hes been nothing but a horrible burden on them for years. They have probably tried everything to help but he still views it like hes alone and no one cares. Self absorbed people like this cant be helped.
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>>716978197

It makes me sound spoiled?? I can get that I sound whiney. But spoiled? How so?

God I wish I could understand human interactions.
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>>716977873
what a pathetic little bitch you are
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>>716969416
>Is anyone out there? Hello!!!!!!!!!!
>Oh hi. Well i just wanted to tell you that on new years eve im gonna commit suicide.
And that's where I stopped reading. Kill yourself tonight you waste of food.
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but why post this on 4chan dude? just why!
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>went on a date
>could talk to girls
>could ask a girl out


Literally just kys
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>>716978756
Watch out guys. Theres an edge lord in the thread
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>>716978617
Your acting like you had a serious traumatic event, you moved to another school, probably just because your mother wanted you to have a better education, at a school where she could pull strings. People like you are why millennials get a bad name.
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>>716969416
That looks nice. If you're killing yourself, post an address, I'd like to take your everything.
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The most important question is.. Where is The stream Link??
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>>716970338
please just let me be
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>>716978865
You are a fucking miserable person, old faggot
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>>716979176
im 18
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>>716969416
could I have ur lifes savings OP?
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>>716978948

I'm significantly older than you think. Of course her impulse to move me was based on good intentions, she didn't follow through though. She is a narcissist, and I think I inherited some of that unfortunately. I'm just thankful I know myself well enough to have not gotten married, or had kids, or done anything that would make somebody dependent on me.
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>>716979374
You sound like a genuinely toxic person.
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>>716979374
>u
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>>716979374
you already planned everything.
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>>716979566
Literally, the fact he said hes older just multiplies the awful.
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>>716979564

I think I am too. It makes me so sad to say that, but when I look around me, at the friendships I've had and lost, the relationships I've had and lost... I think you're right.
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the most important question is...but God approves?
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>>716979794
Do you really think you deserve all this attention then?
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>>716979564

On the other hand, I'm doing good financially and get laid literally multiple times a day. So...
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>>716979975
He isnt OP, he just used this thread as an excuse to tell his pathetic story. He really is a narcissist.
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>>716979975

Dude, I turned somebody else's suicide thread into a thread about me. If ever I needed proof I'm a narcissist, that's it.
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>>716969416
If money means nothing to you and you're going to kill yourself, can you deposit your savings into my account please. Ta mate.
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>>716969416
>DON'T
DON'T
>DON'T
DON'T
>DON'T
DON'T
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>>716979837
Or god is a great sadist.
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>>716980036
Obviously a different person, sorry.
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>>716980075
Alright sorry. Didn't read it anyways.
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I can't tell how real these posts on 4 chan are. I come here in the morning when I wake up. Good morning.

Stephen Hawking was not a scientist when he was younger. He was a little shithead that didn't follow the rules. When he was diagnosed with ALS he was depressed. He didn't know what to do so he started reading. He read many books and found his love for science. Now he's one of the smartest people on the planet and has discovered many incredible facts about the universe.

Isaac newton didn't have sex one time in his life. He spent all day every day studying math and inventing calculus. It was said that he died a virgin and might have been gay. He still was a phenomenal man.

There are people that have what you want and there are people that want what you have. Sometimes what you have is a clean slate. Maybe you didn't do something horribly regrettable. Some people have horrible burdens on their life that they cannot fix or change. You probably have a lot of free time. Do kill yourself.

1. It probably hurts way more than you think. Can you even imagine what it's like to bleed to death? Your body keeps pumping blood to keep you alive but every pump puts you closer to death.

2. There's no "afterlife" and if there is god is gonna be disappointed in you and you might regret it.

3. I bet you could figure something out t have some fun. Girls aren't worth killing yourself over. They want to be that special but they're not. Don't not fuck up.
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where is OP, that guy we all love and want to see his fall?
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>>716969416
Yo will you leave me your gun in your will? I'd love to have it in my collection. So far I only have japanese weapons, but I see myself buying stuff from all around the world over the next 60 years of my life. I'll clean it and care for it.
If you're interested ill toss you my email address.
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>>716980395
Did you get that from a facebook buzzfeed article? Almost nothing you said is true.
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>>716969904
this
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I felt the same way as you, but you have to make something out of yourself. Becoming a fire fighter and making my self important and devoting my life to society changed my own, I'm still a fag lord that can't get the only girl I want but hey one day
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>>716980629
Oh yeah? Provide your evidence.
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>>716980629
Out of everyone, you should kill yourself. Nothing I said was false and the fact that you're even here to argue means you are a low life scum.
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This thread is a trainwreck wtf.
Just don't do it OP ok?
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>>716971989
i had no problem reading it all. then again; im not retarded
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>>716980823

Well, for starters, who the fuck would know if Sir Isaac was actually a virgin? It's not like there were records of times somebody got fuck up the ass in a garden cruising ground.
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>>716980958
Ill kill myself if you find any evidence of what you said about Stephen hawking. He was an oxford graduate, he was doing maths you cant even comphrehend many many years before he got ALS. You should kill yourself mate, and your family.
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I'd suggest not doing it, bad luck comes in waves, just wait it out and you'll be glad you did.
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some people where born to die, suffer and even if they try hard they will fail, learning for next incarnations.
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>>716969416
Kys
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>>716981037
exactly my point, this guy obviously just read one of those YOU WONT BELIEVE WHAT STEPHEN HAWKING DID NEXT things.
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thats a pretty fuckin gun
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I'll you what OP, come live with me in Cali, I'll keep you so drunk and so stoned, and fuck you multiple times a day, until you decide this life ain't for you and you go back to wherever you live now.
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>>716978493
that's might be from a video game, but it's also from real life way before that
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>>716981365
OP should be Indian or maybe japanese
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>>716970252
any contact?
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WHATS THE SONG?
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>>716981902
Beck - Loser
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>>716971163
Lol, Jesus freaks. As if ancient bullshit ever helped anyone
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>>716981971
lets see
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>>716969416
You want me to, uh, throw this into the tub when the white rabbit peaks? Is that it?
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Don't do it op
It's not worth it
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RUSH B CYKA BLYET
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>>716974416
It doesn't take any scientific knowledge to know religion is a manmade construct for politics, money, and control
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can't you at least take some niggers or muslims with you before you go?
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>>716969416
timestamp or its fake faggot
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>>716969416
Nice gun m8.
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>>716982828
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