Hey, /b/ I need to fill up my depressing images folder. Help

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i got'chu

>>716662123
The sad part is that minority is responsible for the majority of the advancement of the human race while that majority does nothing but set us back and leech off our progress.

>>716661760
i spent this christmas alone. getting ready for work.

>>716663020
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>716663380
:,( winner

>>716663456
I dont get it

>>716662545
WE WUZ KANGS AND SHEET

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here's a classic for you guys

>>716663794
Fuck you anon.

>>716663561
is 4pm, and his/her dad have been inviting him/her all day long (and days before) to see the super bowl.

>>716663891
R.I.P OP
There's never been a sadder picture on the internet.

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classic

>>716663041
Ive noticed that 20 is always one of the most forgettable birthdays. I just had mine a few days ago.

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Is music okay? I made this fir a depressing part in my autistic story.

https://m.soundcloud.com/thestoryofthewhos/lament-for-trielle-original

>>716664428

*sigh*
I know that feel bro...

>>716664590
is true, had mine a few months back. had to really recall what I did. Family just took me out for chinese food.

>>716662422
Where is this from?

>>716662545
Even the yellow ones?

>>716662123
In the US, UK, Australia, Canada, most of Europe, the majority is still white, by a long shot. White people aren't going anywhere.

>>716665194
Yeah but we make up less of the population ever year

>>716664766
That was good for this thread.
Nice one anon

>>716664666
This fucking post. It's always this one.

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>>716664666

>>716665032
Earthbound

>>716664794
Its not like my life is depressing or anything. Its quite the opposite, but that day i actually felt the slow march of time working against me for once. Im not afraid to die, but does our experience have to be so short?

>>716665790
I know the feeling. All day I was joking "i only get about 3 more of these". Idk with science, it might get better...

>>716665457
Thanks. I really miss that character. She was pretty based. Her death was catharsis for me getting through some shit in real life. Nothing like sitting on a train going into NYC on a gray day and imagining the guy in pic returning home from the war trying to forget his friends wife is dead now.

Of all the deaths, hers is the one I regret second most. She got pinned down and shot a dozen times defending a bomb that would destroyed a weapon that would have killed her children had it begun firing.

And the guy in pic was also oinned down so All he could do was listen to her screaming and swearing as she got shot.

>>716664766
This image reminds me of Firefly.

>>716666232
How so?

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>>716663902
Lost.

>>716665522
Nice dubs

Anyone ever seen " The secret life of walter mitty"?
I kinda used to be like that guy. zoning out, day dreaming all the time. I was also always angry and depressed.
then i met my gf and the daydreaming kinda stopped. not angry nor depressed anymore.

been together for over 10 years.

I got lucky I guess. I just wish that all my /b/ros would get the same luck i got.

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>>716667466
I am the same way, I've been daydreaming the same continuity since age 7.

Just today I went walking with family for boxing day and imagined some kind of fighter jet attack.

The originally characters are mostly dead now and there are three generations of the main family.

It's hard to believe I've been imagining this shit for almost 15 years.

>>716668004

I lost the "zoning and daydreaming" when I started travelling with my gf.
We've gone hiking mountains, scuba diving, snorkeling.

I guess once a person starts living, the daydreaming will stop?

anyway, noone else will make it happen for you.

this may sound cheesy but the nike slogan "Just Do it" actually works. ( no please don't kill yourself lol. not for suicidal attempts ).

>>716665060
Yeah, we design everything, they build it. All they are is cheap labor

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>>716669018
>I guess once a person starts living, the daydreaming will stop?

Guess I've never lived then....

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>>716661760

anyone have the half asian businessman sitting in a random diner with a cake and a candle he light with a cigarette lighter? I seem to have lost it.

>be me
>break up with gf bc been distant
>the next day shes with a new guy
>talks to me like nothings happened

>>716662667
this shit got me

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>>716670192
fuck her /b/ro

>>716662998
Happy birthday champ. I might be a little late, but im happy for you! :)

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>>716662123
What about mixed race? Also, where's the red people? This graphic doesn't add up.

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>>716670151
Well, I just searched for its description in spanish, and here we go.

>>716671525
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wt0T3P5ggO4

>>716664666
>>716664666
>checked
you think he bangs her?

>>716662446
>>716662567
Ain't nobody got time to read these busy ass screencaps

>>716662667
This shouldn't be this powerful

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This is my fridge /b/ros
>glazed ham that I planned to use for Christmas dinner
>cake for dessert because I can't bake for shit
>TFW I've been looking at this for the past 3 days
>TFW I has to wrap the ham that no one except me ate
>tfw no one came

>>716663561
Her child is not only ignoring her but is ignoring her attempts to have a good night during the superbowl.

>>716663456
What a heartbreaking image

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>>716670924
made me smile

>>716664666
>quick napkin press against welling eyes
ain't no tears dropping over here, men

>>716662567
someone actually put "dicks"
I had to kek
fuck

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>>716663020

>>716670634
>>716670671
>>716670924
look at this fucking smile, that's why we are living for

Things have been going south for years.

Dumped my gf of 2.8 years because I didn't love her anymore.
Haven't played the date game in so long, and never was good at it...

Don't meant to be a supreme gentleman but lots of people respect/look up to/need me...but don't feel they love me.

Most days I can't get out of my bed and kind of handle my law freelancing laying down.... wasted on alcohol and drugs.

You faggots are the only ones who know the truth about me.

>all these people upset over breakups and shallow relationships

i have no fucking sympathy for you

if you're one of those "i thought she was THE ONE" idiots you deserved it

>>716674224
Fuck this thread

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Worth the read even though I think some of it is either fake or exaggerated for effect. Any anons who have read it what do you think, real or fake?

>>716674488
but something else is making you miserable
>and the rest of us have no sympathy for you

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>>716663477
its alright he hosts bad unboxing now

>>716674489
?

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This picture both sickens and breaks my heart.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCfp56X-D6c

>>716674574
i was well aware of that before i even came to this thread

you're all just a bunch of whiny lovesick fucktards

>>716663794
I started to reply to you to tell you to fuck off... but I just don't have it in me... thanks anon... I think that is what finally broke me...

>>716663456
kid was dead

>>716674586
ThingsIllNeverHear.gif

Why dont you just take a bunch of selfies?

>>716663794
This got me out of all the shit this

>>716662545
The truth is that western minority is responsible for technological advance and warming the planet along with them. Thanks to them life on this earth is going to get destroyed. Social progress surpasses technological advances.

>>716674684
Nothing, /b/.
...
You know, fuck it, y'all want to hear a story?
I go to prison when I'm 15 cause I'm a little fucked up and did some terrible shit. Life sentence. Never getting out. Yadda yadda, prison fights even though I'm skinny and fairly meek, years sliding by, this is life, 13 years, parole denied, self destruct, get in trouble all the time, 4 more years, parole approved because the victim's family goes to bat FOR me like it's their mission on earth to save me.....
What?
They let me out. Week before Christmas 2011.
Never been happier.
Been out six years. Never been lonelier. All damaged, don't know how to make friends with men. Serial dater, 12 or so lady partners so far cause I'm just trying to fill the loneliness.
Fam who love me, ladies who love me, right now resting my foot on the legs of a lovely girl who loves me and is super sweet, but I never stop feeling alone. I don't miss prison. I just feel broken for this life.
Finished my Associate's in Engineering last spring. Don't know when I'll continue on for my Bachelor's. Don't know if I care about anything anymore.
Then this thread. Fuck /b/. Fuck life. No one's attached to anything. "We're all in this together"? Nah, fam. You're all by yourself and you're always going to be....

>>716675662
China and their shitty regulations are the main force behind the porblem though.

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>>716675662
>social progress surpasses technological advances

do people actually believe this?

>>716664766
"You know nothing Jon Snow"

>>716675847
why were you in for?

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>>716675662
>Social progress surpasses technological advances.

surpasses in what, exactly?

>>716675662
I dont think there are hope for social programs too. People (in my country) that have no schoolling tend to have more than 3 childs, the population are getting bigger and their lives will be so fucked because theyre poor and the problem is becoming insolvable, they expect the government help but he is fucked too because he have to waste money for social programs for stupid people

>>716663794
The atrocious grammar, punctuation, and random capitalization in this made me weep.

>>716674572
probably fake, but some of the best stories ever told were fake

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https://youtu.be/W9A52UWmmrE

>>716661760
When his mom dies someday he will be sad that he didnt appreciate her effort to make him happy. Silly cunt she even made a cake for him, And he is sitting there like a emo manchild

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>>716676589
sounds like your technological advances got surpassed

>>716676391
I killed my dad.
I don't want to talk about the details.
I almost hesitate to even tell y'all what I'd done because teens and young adults are super impressionable and the one thing a fucked up brain would take from this story is, "he did it and he got out to live a normal life... so can i....."
all i can say is, dear god, please please please fucking don't
He used to come back in my dreams with bandages on his head. And I miss him, he was my dad. Just don't. Ever. You don't know the trauma you lay on the world if you do something like this.
Self report. No matter how disappointing you think you might be to your fam, just tell a counselor and make sure they know that you're a danger. You need help, and maybe they can't help you the way you need, but they can intervene long enough to stop this tragedy from being your life story... they can get you on a path to a less fucked up life, /b/.

>>716675662
Hope you can reason with our sun when it has to start burning heavier elements like iron to survive. If your social progressiveness isint enough our planet will boil. Hope you can talk dark energy out of expanding everything to molecular deconstruction. Hope you can compliment the internal organs of a dieing being enough to kick start them back to life.

Atleast you know which celebrity is fucking which celebrity tho. I mean thats cool.

>>716676803
Agree totally, stupid little faggot doesn't know how lucky he is that he has a mom that cares enough to make him cake! Fuck the little emo shit up the ass with a piece of rusty metal!

>>716677165
Yep, a long time ago. Brazil had a chance to be a world power but it was ruled by animals and nowadays it's so fucked up that I do not think life here will be better in less than 10 years (this estimate if it starts to improve today). Smart brazilians are getting out of here

>>716677703
Fuck those cheesy poofs look good

>>716664666
Anon, this was a good 4 years ago, she is ten now.
OP, I doubt you still come here, but I hope you're okay, and that kid. Bless you, and bless that child. I don't know if you're religious, but I am, and that woman is safe, and cared for, and she's waiting for you and that child to live your long, happy lives, so you can see her again.
Bless you OP, bless you.

>>716677366
what a shitty argument, the sun still has millions of years worth of hydrogen

you could have cited something like:
>the discovery of DNA
>antibiotics
>ALL OF MODERN MEDICINE
>fucking electricity
>automobiles

these are the things that are supposedly surpassed in importance by social advances

>>716663794
>Implying that there ever was a "her"

>>716663456
>saved

kid isn't dead in my interpretation

he just can't talk to his dad and probably can't leave the house

>>716674572
I really want to believe it's entirely true, but some parts were just too perfect..
Also, thanks for reigniting feeling and shit inside of me.

>>716678121
U forgot #blacklivesmatter

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>>716664171
>>716674939
>>716675509
>>716676612
>>716678197

one day things will get better and it won't matter to you. only if you make it so. it's all in your head.

>>716677703
I don't get what's sad about this picture. Sure the kid looks a bit nerdy and awkward, but he's still a kid.

There's a cake, cupcakes, cookies, jello, and cheesies on the table, along with balloon decorations. Obviously someone cares about him enough to go to all this work. It's also likely that there's other people at this party who just aren't in the picture.

>>716675662
>he bought the global warming meme

>>716677968
Got me. Beached whales always make me sad.

>>716678582
>C-H-I-N-A

>>716678121
What a shitty argument. You could of used examples that effect our entire species and not ones that just effect you. How selfish.

>>716663891
The nazis euthanized to prevent suffering and to purify the race. I will forever love my reich

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>>716677374
you dumb fucking subhuman chavs are so wrong about this
he's grateful to his mother for making the cake, in fact, she is his favorite person, and the most important person in the world to him

how fucking dare you assume that he didn't appreciate it,

in fact, in the picture you're quoting, he wasn't even that sad, it was later when his father cheerfully showed him the photos of his birthday that he became overcome with sadness

he is a useless parasite but his parents treat him like a king, and it hurts
and i think a lot of other people know this feeling too, which is why that photo gets posted in feels threads

>>716663794
At this point I really wouldn't give a shit.

>>716664666
Shudda hadda a V8. And an abortion.

>>716676803
>>716677374
>>716678778

is there a story behind that pic? seems like you guys are either pulling huge things out of your asses or theres a story.

>>716678735
>implying modern medicine hasn't worked miracles for and beyond all of humanity

>>716663838
the lack of replies is appropiate

>>716676391
being a fucking faggot.

>>716663891
this one is too brutal

>>716663203
skritch skritch on the head to you girls out there,squeeze to the hand

this guy put up a nice waifu/thought
a pat on the head to the fellas like this

how do you get through this? it is tough.
middle school graduation,mom went to california for college graduation of the first to do so in a hundred years from both sides of the mob.
never went to a school dance. kind of had a gf who drifted off,
me,skinny bean pole,bashful buzzard.
stuttered,told get over it,,stuttered to the point of rage,went home & swallowed it.
the freeze occured less & less in HS, just glad to not have that happen often,
graduation,no party,dad was on the couch like the cuck in the pic.drunk
passed out,,older brother & bully nowhere around,, married sis came along,saw the scene when she entered the kitchen ,went into the bathroom to sob,,then called up her hub,who showed up later with orders of chinese carry out.
if there were a gun in the house back then,I;da never made it here.

>>716674064
wtf

>>716678942
some guy's parents threw him a birthday party, even though he requested to not have one
he was just a little sad that his parents are so proud of him even though he's a failure
somebody found the picture on his mom's facebook and posted it to 4chan for some reason

>>716678459
I'm with you.
The one that got me was dad in the background too wrapped up in 4chan or whatever the fuck he was looking at to pay attention to hiss kid's party

>>716669376
Why is "day-dreaming"?

>>716663456
Kid isn't dead but this is one of my least favorite images I've seen on here. There's a couple other like this I've seen too

>>716679082
Maybe, but it fucked me up and I saved it to my hard drive

>>716674224
>my law freelancing laying down

You had me until this point. I think I know just how you feel. Thinking about dumping my gf right now. I feel shitty because my family look up to me and love me but they can't fix me. I feel worthless and I just keep going to work and coming home...

But what does "handle my law freelancing laying down" mean?

>>716672096
it's only depressing cause he's drinking fucking Boone's Farm, why on earth would a grown man do that to himself

>>716679185
Like you could get him more down about it with trolling. Good luck, fag anon

>>716679476
i think it might be the most heartbreaking one for me thus far.

>>716663794
Ha as if I didn't have shitty dreams about this at least once a week or find myself sitting around doing when my mind wanders off and starts to picture all that shit already. Nice try faggot

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>>716679673
ENGLISH MOTHERFUCKER, DO YOU SPEAK IT ?

>>716679324
love to you, nony
i'm glad there was no gun

>>716675662
>right now resting my foot on the legs of a lovely girl
>>716675847
>Finished my Associate's in Engineering last spring
>>716677358
>I killed my dad.

you know the rules.

pics or it didn't happen.

>>716678459
fucking normies can't relate
you can only understand if you've been in that situation

>>716663794
my dick actually got hard.

fuck, I am such a cuck

>>716663891
i can almost hear him saying, 'ere wat you looking at

>>716669532
Lost :,(

>>716679770
Your butt speaks it

>>716663456
What are you doing man, that's like.. your dad

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>>716679874

>>716679041
>implying our species will never have to deal with our sun becoming a white dwarf
Your move, cherry picker.

>>716679545
I do tax law litigation for businesses.

My dad's brother has a firm and lets me use his office for meetings and such.

If I don't have to see anyone I'll spend the day on my bed, making phone calls and on the laptop.

What's the matter with your girl bro?
Why do you feel worthless?

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>>716680005
Magnificent, my butt.

>>716679863
guess it didn't happen then, who cares?

>>716678942
depressed dude didn't want a party, had no friends, no one wanted to take him out for drinks, no one remembered his birthdays except family.

by asking not to have a party, he wouldn't be left with the pain of being alone looking like a beta. as much as his family cared and did it anyway to make him happier, it made him sadder.

>>716662181
god damn ;_;

>>716680142
My 15th birthday, I have friends, but whatever I guess I told my mom I didn't want a party or something? I don't even remember what led up to it... but she throws me a party and dresses up the vacuum cleaner and some chairs and brooms and shit as party guests.
I actually thought it was pretty cool of her. I didn't start being embarrassed about it until later and I realized people passing in the road probably saw us through the dining room window. It was a pretty small town. People probably talked, but I moved away not long after. Word never got back to me anyway so that's good

>>716680112
Oh, I don't know.

My girlfriend is exactly the kind of person you'd expect to find on 4chan.

Really into anime, manga, video games, Japanese...

Even though I spent years thinking that if God would send me any woman, I'd be eternally grateful, I've noticed that it hasn't turned out that way at all.

I'm realizing that I am obsessed with experiencing a very specific kind of interaction with women. Being totally incompetent in that department isn't helping me figure out exactly what that is.

Gf showed me a place and told me a story that was really important and emotional for her. But ten minutes later I was looking at some couple and the way they interacted with each other, and realized that I didn't think Gf and I would ever be that way with each other.

But that may just be a continuation of the theme in my head that there's something wrong with me and that that's the reason I'll never have that.

I'm starting to think that maybe when people say the Supreme Gentleman couldn't have been helped by getting laid might be right. One guy in particular said that he thought SG was obsessed with re-experiencing his own humiliation. I wonder if I might be doing something like that. Like, even if I get whatever I want, will I just identify something else I don't have and roll that up into my obsession with feeling inadequate?

>>716679690
I'll read about break ups and dead family members but that dam picture of the kid ignoring his dad breaks me heart. The other one I saw was over a 9mo period of some anon ignoring his dad's attempts at communication

>>716680042
>implying we won't have extrasolar colonies by the time the sun has destroyed the earth

YOU'RE MOVE.

>>716680696
You think you're doing it to yourself?

>>716680838
I assume many of these images are subjective and ie that one, shadows something in our lives.
Are your parent's divorced? Despair is like electricity waiting to unleash and jump onto the next possible insulator. Shit analogy i know

>>716680696
How long you've been dating?
Maybe the honeymoon's over and you get to see her with colder sunglasses.

What was the other couple doing? Intimacy?
You can talk it through with your girl.

Things will never be enough my man, that's why you have to avoid certain types of ambition and focus on the simple good things you do have.

>>716680696
Care to rent your girlfriend to lone anons who need one for a while?

>>716681541
No, you don't deserve it

>>716681019
Well, yeah. Who else could be doing this to me? Maybe I'm not sure what you mean.

>>716681462
>How long you've been dating?
4.5 years. Living together for 4.

>What was the other couple doing? Intimacy?
I guess so. He touched her face and she looked up at him some kind of way. I'm starting to think I just can't ever inspire that kind of feeling in someone.

>Things will never be enough my man
I'm kind of afraid this might be the case. I feel like I just can't let it go. Sometimes I'll go for a week thinking these kinds of things constantly and it's messing up the rest of my life.

>>716681541
>Care to rent your girlfriend to lone anons who need one for a while?
btfo mate

>>716661943
What is depressing here?

>>716680696
>But ten minutes later I was looking at some couple and the way they interacted with each other, and realized that I didn't think Gf and I would ever be that way with each other.

Wat is Aperger's?

>>716680917
>implying we can have galactic colonys without technology
Checkmate.
>bonus imply, ing earth will not be a hotspot of human activity, being as it is the focal point of our entire species

>>716682032
>I'm starting to think I just can't ever inspire that kind of feeling in someone
When I say this, I mean that my obsession used to take on the form of, "I'll never have a girlfriend," other foreveralone.jpg type of thinking.

But now it's taking on this new form.

An interesting thing happened at work.

I'm kind of a big deal where I work, but I play it real low key. Some people can tell immediately, but other people not so much.

This one guy shows up. Apparently he worked there years ago. He's in the sales dept and those people come and go, not unusual.

Anyhow we start chatting a bit, and within ten minutes of talking, he's telling me that he's got this HDD with decades of homemade porn on it that he needs rescued.

This became a pattern. He's always telling me about women he's fucked. He's always using words like "smashed" and "destroyed."

I've been thinking lately that either he gets off on voyeurism and wants an audience, or that he knows that deep down I'm a weak beta piece of shit and he's getting off on that (although he's really been nothing but nice to me, so I have a difficult time imagining that.)

I actually was really up-front with him about this recently, but our conversation was cut short, and I'm not sure it will ever come up again. It's not too important I guess, but I mention it because I feel like it highlights what I'm afraid of.

My girlfriend had a really abusive mother who basically beat the shit out of her 24/7.

She doesn't have much physical affection left in her after that experience, I guess. Pleasant somatosensory experiences that I take for granted like affection, showers, or sex, she will often describe as being physically painful.

I love her. I feel like we're both pretty damaged and we try to take care of each other. But at the same time, I feel bitter and angry that I should be considering spending my life with someone so broken and damaged. What if she can just never give me what I want? etc.

>>716682032
>that kind of feeling in someone
Every relationship will have different feelings, they don't have what you do. To have everything you'd have to date everyone at the same time.

>Sometimes I'll go for a week thinking these kinds of things constantly and it's messing up the rest of my life.
Overanalysis>Indecision>Paralysis>Overanalysis>Indecision>Paralysis.....
Feel this too...but most often than not it doesn't help at all.

Since you've been some time together... and the butterflies phase is gone...do you see a best friend to live with? a partner?

>>716669070
>We
You didn't design shit

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>>716682088
>implying i fell for the social advances meme
>implying earth will survive long enough to see the sun turn into a white dwarf

Kekmate.

>>716682078
lol stfu faggot

I mean, maybe you're right.

I've never been diagnosed and I've seen tons of doctors for my life long condition of being a sad sack of shit.

But there was ONE doctor who said that to me within minutes of meeting me. I shit you not, this is what I told her, because she was Chinese: "Oh, hahaha... sorry, but I have very good social intuition. It just doesn't translate well because you're foreign."

I've always kind of assumed that "autism" is a bullshit diagnosis -- lo and behold I'm now told that it's a "spectrum" so we'll see where that goes. Maybe some day I'll be included. Idk.

>>716682751
>butterflies
Here's a question: Do adults still feel butterflies?

I remember when I was 13 feeling really intense butterflies about girls.

I don't feel that anymore, ever.

I used to feel really intense feelings just to touch a girl's skin.

I haven't felt that in many years now.

I never feel that way with my current gf.

>do you see a best friend to live with? a partner?
I don't know. Should I be planning for a wonderful life or just coping? I feel like if I'm always going to be a head case, my Gf would be the best person to be with. She's nuts, too, and tolerates me when I'm acting like a crazy person. But I wish I had more...

>>716683228
the longer you go the number you get
butterflies can still come, but they're shortlived and far between

>>716683228
>Do adults still feel butterflies?
I felt that with my third gf at 26, lasted like a year of pure bliss. Dumped her 2.8 years later cause I didn't love her anymore, we were really confortable and she was the only one that could bear my shit...I felt like I was conforming.

>I wish I had more...
This is why I bailed, been searching for 2 months now. Last week met a fucking perfect girl but she lives in another country, we had a couple of great days. At least felt hope that I'll find something.

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>>716678704
It's pronounced GIIIIINA!

>>716683556
>the longer you go the number you get

Another thing I'm wondering is if it has anything to do with the shit I put in my body. I smoke a lot of cigarettes and those have a VERY noticeable numbing affect. I also consume a lot of sugar which I've recently heard has a similar effect (don't know how true it is.)

>>716683721
>Dumped her 2.8 years later cause I didn't love her anymore
I still love my gf. Sometimes I get really aggro and start thinking about dumping her. But when I imagine how sad she'd be, I can't imagine doing that to her. I want her to be happy. I don't think I was taught a very strong sense of self-interest when I was growing up...

Ex-bifag here. You'll understand why in a moment.
More recently, I was dating a girl. She was awkward, clumsy, and had cute mannerisms. A walking weeb cliche. She'd shown some interest in me, so I wasn't really surprised when she agreed to go on a date.

For our first date, we saw a movie. Some throwaway horror flick. Standard shit went down. We held hands and prepared to kiss but both chickened out so really we just got abnormally close to each other's faces for a few seconds.


We were about to seperate and she gestured for a hug. As the hug ended, she pulled my head down and we kissed. It was my first kiss, in fact. And it was horrible.

There was nothing particularly wrong with it. It was about what I expected. But it really did it for me. I lost all interest in her, all interest in physical contact, all interest in people. And I've been hauled up in my apartment since. This was about a week ago.

I've ignored all incoming calls, so for all she knows, I'm dead or have skipped town. I know I'm a garbage human for doing this, but I just can't bring myself to care. I kind of wish I was dead, because at least then I wouldn't run the possibility of having to explain to her how much she, and everyone else, revolts me.

I have no idea how or why any of this happened.

>>716684459
Nah, homey. It's life. It just loses its edge and it's freshness. Doesn't matter how you live, you just slowly don't give a fuck anymore. When the life expectancy ceiling is shattered, you're gonna see some depressed as fuck 200 year olds walking around.

>>716684459
>I can't imagine doing that to her. I want her to be happy
This feeling made me delay the dumping at least 1 year.
Bro, you're number 1 in your life. Don't stay out of pity. Do as you please.
I'm really surprised I don't miss my ex, felt bad for a couple of days for hurting her but it's an investment for the best. I had taken the decision for many months before actually doing it.

Bro... I'm going to bed, I hope you have a nice life!

>>716684678
Was it just the kiss? I was in a steady relationship for almost a year and never could bring myself to kiss her. I have never felt compelled to kiss anyone and the idea makes me very uneasy.

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>>716663891

>>716663794
>tfw its always been clear she's not interested in me

>>716685302
I think so. But it's turned me away from conversation, sex, etc.

>>716662422
Lireally the worst think you can say to a depressed anon

>>716663902
https://youtu.be/F9OqyUuCY0s
;-;

>>716663891
The unsung hero of /b/, I know he's browsing!

>>716662814
god damn it

>>716679874
What situation????

>>716679922
It was all the ampersands, wasn't it.

>>716685695
f*** dude! Call her right now and apologize. Let her know that you are trying to figure out some personal stuff. Tell her it was rude of you to just drop off like that without telling her the problem was on your end not hers. If she is a good match for you she will understand and give you a chance to make it up to her, if not you will at least undo some of the psychological damage I am sure she is dealing with right now. You can fix this!

>>716673695
Fuck you, asshole.

>>716662108

/b/ does not reach out to stop those standing at the edge, because of sentiment. /b/ does not want to help.

/b/ does not want to see those about to go over to finally the suffering. /b/ wants to see them keep suffering, just as everyone on /b/ suffers.

It is the ultimate crab bucket. /b/ is not a happy place.

>>716664428
this is more than likely staged and/or teen are over dramatic because they think life is a tv show

>>716686099
You're right. I should stop being such a self-loathing pussy. I probably made her feel like shit.. thanks anon.

>>716666666

>>716671956
the fact you actually believed these were real stats, even though there were no sources and there wasn't even a way of knowing how the graphic worked...

well sorry mate but you're kinda gullible

>>716686381
anytime /b/ro. I feel for ya. Idk what to call whatever is up with us but I have repeatedly gotten myself into physically intimate situations and regretted it every time. Its nothing wrong with the girl but I just feel weird about it. If she gives you the chance try cuddling, just hang out while holding her, I was able to do that without feeling too awkward.

>>716663456
This but in reverse for me

>>716686624
Good advice. It brings me some solace. Take care, guy.

>>716686966
Take care and good luck!

>>716686624
It's comforting knowing this isn't exclusive to me. Seriously, take care.

>>716687080
yeah, youre the first Ive heard of being like this as well.

>>716673695
lmfao

>>716663794
>implying I have any feels left to feel with anymore

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>>716661760

>>716671956

Compare to images like this:
http://imgur.com/1plsHRL

Double-check figures with CIA World Factbook
https://www.cia.gov/library/publications/the-world-factbook/

Or download spreadsheet from UN:
http://esa.un.org/unpd/wpp/DVD/Files/1_Indicators%20(Standard)/EXCEL_FILES/1_Population/WPP2015_POP_F01_1_TOTAL_POPULATION_BOTH_SEXES.XLS

I don't give a shit enough to see if the infographic posted in this thread is actually accurate, but yeah, white people are not even close to most people on a global scale.

White people's main advantage in the world is that we hail from the British Empire which colonized the world. It's given our societies growth-centered dynamics which for a long time has allowed us to dominate the rest of the planet in terms of exploiting natural resources, possessing and exercising military power, inventing and leveraging new technology, manipulating high finance, and creating and disseminating entertainment.

Those things tend to make us really important worldwide, but probably it could have happened to anyone else.

Fun fact: White people are white because we left Africa and there's not as much sun as you travel further from the equator. We need sunlight so those of us with a lot of melanin died. The first light-skinned people were probably regarded as freaks, but ultimately they persevered.

Maybe it's not a coincidence then that light-skinned people went on to colonize the rest of the world?

>>716686539
I'm not gullible, I just enjoy getting triggered easily. I get offended an the ever-so-slightest push of a button. In fact, you don't even have to push that button. You just have to look at it with that male gaze. I don't understand why buttons have to be so gendered. An unpushed button is like a ripe woman, waiting to be penetrated, showing her forbidden redness to the world. The finger doing the pushing is obviously the phallus. When the button is pushed, you can feel that penetrating act occurring. It's the moment of violation. The experience where you cross the threshold from pushing over the surface into the nether-regions. Those naughty areas where your finger should never venture, but accidentally did and it felt good. Next thing you know, you are swirling your finger around that button. Feeling all of its edges. You sir are now a dirty button pusher.

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>>716687434
>You just have to look at it with that male gaze
I lost it right here

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>>716661760
:(

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>>716661760

>>716663551
y

>>716673345
Its okay anon same thing happened to me during thanksgiving atleast no one was there to see me embarrassed. People are assholes

>>716677214
Not gonna lie that shit looks pretty good.

>>716677507
>when the kids are all in school

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>>716688572
What have I been doing with my life.

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>>716661760

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>>716661986
There is nothing as emotionally crippling as waking up from vivid dream about a loved one that passed. It's like they're brought back to life for a short amount of time and then ripped away again. It's brutal.

>>716663891
he looks pretty happy to me.10/10 would take to disney land

>>716689125
My girl's heart fell apart and she got all melty when I showed her your pic, nony.
Hella feels

>>716664666
Lost

>>716661760
Take some selfies op

>>716662277
Fucking hell those repeating numbers

>>716663891
the one on the left will prolly look really hot when she grows up.

I feel sorry for that boy btw

I really have everything I want. I live at home at 20, go to college, have a good social life and no money problems, but I have no direction and I'm lonely and bored and have no direction.

Sound familiar?

>>716674776
really? it`s my wallpaper.
yeah, I`m actually celebrating the 8th of May every year.

>>716688073
... Is this real?

>>716663464
Not everyone has good parents anon.
>be me
>mom and dad divorced when I was 3
>mom won because woman
>worked 3 jobs just to have me clothed and fed
>all I did was piss her off and break things because I wanted to live with me dad
>she finally gets tired of it and my dad takes me
>dad lives with grandparents as he also works 3 jobs just to take care of me
>very rarely see him but still love being with him
>school starts and I never see him
>we go fishing sometimes never really talk as we never had anything to say
>I start getting trouble in school because I'm obviously a terrible child
>dad beats me senseless everytime
>mom slays him for beating me apparently they agreed to not to
>fast forward a few years in 5th grade still being an idiot
>in ap courses but still a prick
>100% emotionally withdrawn
>dad got married to young girl and they had a kid she's one
>stepmom clearly hates me
>now with this I never actually talk to my dad he just get off goes in his room and doesn't say anything to me
>6th grade Katrina happens and I happened to be with my mom for the weekend for evacuation
>we lose everything
>all I want to do is talk to my dad
>finally get a hold of him and he sounds like he's actually dead inside
>finish school a state away before I move into a trailer with my dad
>finally get house repaired just in time to start 7th grade
>dad literally does nothing doesn't work eat or talk to anyone
>I'm still arrogant and being a moron
>fast forward to 9th grade dad kicks me out for eating a bagel on the couch
>move in with mom
>start school and I cause massive problems get in fights and almost get my mom fired
>spend 9 months in juvie because mom testifies against me in court
>blame parents for everything
>get out dad apologizes for everything and go back to live with him
>same shit never talks to me step sister is a cunt step mom does nothing
>get blamed for every problem
>graduate highschool barely in 3 years
>decide i need to move with mom

>>716664428
what is it with this self-pity

man up anon

Fuck me I worked all day 26th does anyone know if cum bottle guy came? Jizzus Christ? Jizzmas?

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>>716692566
>still blame her for everything
>become a hermit like my dad
>I am literally dead inside I can't show emotion and I don't know how to feel for others
>dated the same girl from middle school up until 12th grade
>start trying to fix myself but I can't
>all my mom wants to do is help me but I can't get help because all I know is treating people like shit
>fast forward 2 years still living with mom
>step mom divorces my dad and that entire side of the family blames me even though I haven't been there in years
>barely talk to my dad before that(maybe once a month but it was so awkward)
>dad is by himself and tries to kill himself by eating pills
>doesn't work he gets hospitalized
>family blames me even more
>fast forward 2 more years to now
>dad is apparently trying to get back with my stepmom they live together or something
He calls every 3 days, I haven't talked to him in almost 4 years and I feel no regret.
My dad was a racist kkk member that taught me how to completely avoid emotion and want nothing in life other than doing just enough to get by.
Tldr I'm mentally and emotionally fucked because of him.

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>>716680534
Cherish your mom anon, she is golden and really loves you

>>716680917
we wont. the human species will die in a nuclear hellfire

>>716663456

I almost cried.

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this one hits me hard, probably because my younger brother died in combat last year

>>716691031
it gets worse from here.
right now you still have drive
you'll lose that too

>>716663456
but maybe he did show up or atleast call his dad. well thats atleast what i want to think

>>716687282
Wow, she's a bitch

>>716663794
i dont care for i dont love her anymore

>>716693032
read daniel goleman, emotioal intelligence