No feels bread? Let's fix that. Talk to me /b/, let's

no 404 pls

>>716116588
chekt

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>>716115959
>be me last march
>18 years old
>become fed up with the degeneracy at my college campus (Oberlin College) and become a trump supporter
>plan to vote for Trump in NY primary (my home state).
>also feel constantly anxious and depressed due to unrelated reasons
>posting on 4chan about how to commit suicide (reveal some personal info, but not name or address)
>someone reports my info to campus police and they track down my identity
>get kicked out of college
>family send me to mental hospital
>get put on antipsychotics and antidepressants (stop antipsychotics after a month)
>get out of hospital (primary occurred while in hospital)
>feel disinterested in politics while on the drugs
>become politically neutral
>never check anything about politics like I did before all this happened
>stop taking the drugs in mid september (it takes about 2-3 months for the full effects of the drug to wear off after stopping)
>fill out absentee ballot a month before the election in favor of Clinton (since she had more political experience)
>two weeks before the election, realize that I've made a mistake, and should have voted for Trump
>finally feel my desire to follow politics come back to life
>mfw I won't get a chance to vote for a republcian candidate for at least another year now, and who knows if i'll get put back on the drugs before then.
>however, depression and anxiety also reemerage.
>drop out of college in early december

now I'm at home and working a job as a cashier at Walmart. I want to save up money to move out by next year. I can't stand the degeneracy of this world, but more than anything else, I can't stand myself. What do, /b/?

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>>716115959
commencing dump

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>>716117416

anyone ever feel like powerful figures in history were more glorious, legendary etc...
why does it seem nothings a big deal anymore?

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>>716117462
possibly because you're depressed? Or due to post-modernism

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>>716117566
I found this in a feels thread like 3 weeks ago. The thread 404d after only 15 replies, but this story really touched me, and I didn't want it to die off.

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>>716117541
i dont know man. i look at niggas like julius caeser and napolean and think god damn. now i look at people nowadays and think fuck me.

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>>716117786
well, thats probably because you're comparing tumblr feminists to Julius Caesar.

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>>716117861
naw i was talking about trump, people that are held up in the limelight nowadays, its fucked dude.

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>>716118181
Well, that ends my feels dump. I hope you all felt something seeing these stories.

>>716118117
i dont see what the issue is really

ITT A bunch of nerd loser virgins who are too autistic to actually do anything about their pathetic basement-dwelling life and would rather complain about it on the internet.

>>716119590
Everyone needs a venting point anon, you, you just project to vent.

>>716119787
Nope, I have a very well-paying job, a wife and I use my spare time to laugh at losers like you. Keep the salt coming

>>716119923
you're so full of shit that you might as well live in Michael brown's asshole.

>>716120118
I don't need the validation of any of you losers.

>>716120208
apparently, you do.

>>716120208
He doth protest too much, methinks.

anyone got anymore feels stories? This thread is slowly dying, just like /b/

>>716117566
Gets me everytime

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>>716120589
Got no OC, but I've been trying to breathe some life back into the three disjointed feels threads currently fading off this board. Hopefully this one gets going again.

How's your night been so far, Anon?

>>716121549
Im the same person who posted this.
>>716117147
so my night hasn't been going too great. I have work tomorrow at 2 (have to be up in 10.5 hours) and im on here to kill some time. Do you have any advice for me going forward?

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Lets try and get this thread fired up again, I'll start.

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>>716122038
too long, didn't read.

>>716120208
The fact you keep responding proves you do

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>>716115959
>Started dateing Chick Mid October
>Things are good
>I said some things
>She said some things
>You know how it goes
>She said she loved me
>Like a pussy I said it back
>All is good get most of the perks
>Ass grab Tit Grab
>Argument happens
>Find out she was cheating
>I told her thanks for the wasted time whore
>Made her cry I apologize two weeks later
>Turns out I made her suicidal
>Sometimes I feel
>Like I don't have a partner
>Sometimes I feel
>Like my only friend
>Is me
>Lonely I am
>Spending the holiday alone
>Yet Again
>Happy Holidays Bros

>>716122779
you're problem is you need to stop being such a pushover pussy. Seriously, I'm not trying to be rude or a troll. Im saying this because I want you to improve as a person from the cuck that you currently are for your own sake.

>>716117384
awwwww...

>>716122994
How long should I wait for the next one?

>>716123437
for the next what?

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>>716122779
So? That's her own fault. If she kills herself at least you aren't liable and at best you feel satisfied with the Karma?

>>716123747
Next Girl
>>716123860
True True I think I'll be fine soon anon I just constantly think I should have never fell in this bitches tarpit in the first place

>>716124106
I'm pretty shit at advice but heres what I say: Don't go for low income skanks who weren't hugged enough by dad and go after some uptown womens?

>experiment with gays at uni
>full on claim homosexuality
>only interaction with males is kissing and receiving head, and having a more comfortable relationship with women because I was so beta
>finally suck dick, take cock
>donewiththis.exe
>2years later
>bf has major depression, multiple suicide attempts
>let him move in with me cause he needs a place

idk if u wanna hear more

>>716124495
Sounds kinda boring but the thread is moving slowly so go right ahead.

>>716121819
damn, where'd you go anon? I thought someone would respond to my shitty story. Oh well.

>>716118108
this one got me cause my gf sounds like this when/if i have no phone over the weekend and i realised if i died like this, she'd probs act the same way.

>>716124259
Come to think of it your right man,her parents divorced when she was 7,Her mom was a whore should've saw it comeing,true about the dad also.But at the end of the day there's two sides of me one part I don't wanna see her dead the other i don't care or give a damn what she does.Im stuck in the middle

>>716124615
>ex boi and i never once fuck around
>maintain good roommate relationship for a while
>he gets dog
>dog is obnoxious but cute
>roommates start neglecting bills
>I'm paying all the bills but not primary lease holder at uni for 3 months
>start beating his dog

things get worse

>>716124840
beating his dog? Cont.

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>>716124628
Hey anon, sorry I took too long to reply, things have been hectic over here.


If I'm being honest, Anon, I can't say I've ever been there myself. What I do know, though, is that what you're going through is, to say the least, pretty damn rough. And while I can't say I've ever gone through the exact same thing, I can certainly say that thekey thing I feel you should take away from all of this is that even though you may be sometimes beat to shit by circumstances out of your control, that doesn't strip you of your agency. Your life is still yours to dictate. I'm sorry I don't really have a better way to put this, but the sooner you realize who's really in control the sooner you'll be able to hopefully make things better.

Or at least, so I've been told...

>>716118247
im crying like a fucking idiot but atleast i feel something. thankyou anon

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Good dumps so far, I got some shit. Also dealing with things myself might explain but they are irrelevant to what I've dealt with last year or years prior. If anything I'm just filled with regret and for some reason it's washing back into me right now in life.

>>716125039
thinks for your reply. I appreciate your advice. At this point, I'm trying to figure out how to better my life. Idk how. Im currently working 30 hours a week as a cashier (it pays 10 dollars an hour). Im hoping they'll let me go up to 40 hours a week soon so I can start to save up money. I also have a NYS emt certificate, but im not sure if I can do anything with that.

>>716124840
Things actually get better
>He was beating dog much worse
>He gets mugged multiple times meeting random guys for sex
>We leave house trashed
>All of us drop out
>Dog gets taken by good people
>Roommate in therapy
>??????
>Profit

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>>716125176
Share with us your woes, Anon. If nothing else, we're here to listen. And who knows? Maybe one of us might have something valuable to say. If not, though, at least get it off your chest and out of your system.

>>716118247
>Room smells awful

What did she shit her pants? What a fucking retard

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>>716125284
I'm actually hoping to get EMT certified myself someday soon, if I can. I've always wanted to be the one person that can actually make a difference in an emergency situation. My recommendation is to use that little outlet to try and make a difference in other people's lives. And even if you don't, hey, at least you'll be able to be the guy that responds when someone asks "is anyone here a doctor?" (though it won't be technically 100% correct)

thank you /b/ for threads like these. I haven't cried in a good year at least and it feels much better to let it out finally since irl I need to be the strong man who solves everything and never shows his emotions.

>>716125333
Thanks Anon, I knew there'd be a happy ending :)

>>716125618
Mother is a nurse and I can confirm when they ask for a doc and you "oh I am a nurse" they tell you too fuck off.

>>716118247
Thanks, anon. It's always nice to see these threads, ironically enough.

>>716125800
Too bad she shit her pants

>>716125618
I guess, but I just don't think that I'm strong enough to be an EMT.

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>>716125572
samefagging this hard.

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>>716125381
thanks m8, I've been lucky and have had good luck with girls. Currently in a relationship with a girl. Recently I've been snapchatted by ex girls or they cross my mind here or there. Doesn't really bother me until I start comparing my current girlfriend to them. I feel like i settled. I always convinced myself I wouldn't settle. My girlfriend is sweet but just not the kind of girl i want to spend forever with.

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>develop some autoimmune disorder 1 day (BAM, that fast)
>lose hearing
>lose balance
>attacks liver too
>in the span of a day lose my ability to drive, date, live, work.
>LOVED cars
>LOVED scuba diving
>LOVED dating women, intimacy
>silver-lining: early-middle-age, so I had the chance to party, date, travel, love cars, scuba, live
>ready to punch out. but dad gets dementia, can't check out (because mom would be devastated, so would dad in his current capacity)

In Dante's Limbo

>>716126061
i mean that physically, although I also don't really like talking to other people either.

>>716122038
Oh thank fucking god that ended nicely.

damn this thread is moving slow.

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>>716126061
It doesn't take strength, Anon. Trust me, I've seen the effects of Adrenaline on the human body. It doesn't matter how strong you are at the gym, if you want to save someone's life, there is no amount of bullshit last-resort back-pocket strength you won't pull out of nowhere to get the job done. I don't mean to sound corny when I say to have faith in your abilities. You won't be let down.

>>716126141
Honestly I've struggles with that same thing myself. But what I've learned is that those insecurities are rarely actually significant in the slightest. The whole concept of "settling" is dumb to begin with, really. Who cares how perfect she is? Who cares if she's the kind of girl you'll spend the rest of your life with? None of that matters. All that matters is that she makes you happy. As long as she's still making you happy, there isn't a single thing wrong with being together, and anyone that says otherwise is only doing so out of their own insecurity.

I started talking to a chick I knew in 5th grade recently and I'm starting to catch feelings. However, I'm scared of dating because the last relationship I was in she cut my name into her arm shortly after we broke up. I want to try dating again, but I'm terrified of that happening again. It's been 4 odd years and it still really bothers me

>>716122411
tbh it wasnt that sad or anything and the end was a bit weak. if its true then good read but if its fake its shit teir

>>716126566
I think you're severely underestimating how weak I am. I can't even pass the entry level tests to be an EMT for an agency. I guess I might as well just keep working at Walmart for now.

>>716126678
I mean, you play video games, don't you? In so many games there's a level requirement to reach certain areas or unlock certain abilities. This is literally the real-world equivalent of that. If you can't pass the entrance exams, then simply grind a few more low-level encounters until you've got enough XP to level up. Alternatively, train STR specifically.

I started paying a lot more for gym memberships once I made the connection to skill points and leveling.

And anyhow, I think you're severely overestimating how weak you are. The human mind is a negative place, anon.

>>716126873
i dont know. I just feel too demotivated to even want to work out.

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>>716126566
Maybe I'm depressed again, or something. I just can't seem to say I'm ever happy. I guess the guilt just gets to me.

>>716118117
Nobody has the same level of power today as people like Julius Caesar or Napoleon. Sure, trump could beat Alexander the Great with a nuke, but at the time nobody could rival him. Trump isn't that powerful of influential. People have to change the world in a big way to be remembered like that. More recent examples would be Hitler or MLK. No single person is really changing the world significantly right now, but someone will, someone always does, and they will be remembered for it.

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>>716127563
This is so unimaginably gay

>>716127369
Damn...

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>>716127726
song is fucking sad though

>>716127327
Some stories are just too good to be true, but fuck it I'll believe this one.

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>>716127133
You don't have to work out, though. There's a million and one ways to accomplish any goal. And who knows, you might just enjoy one of them. I built up a decent amount of arm strength during the brief time I was a member in a crew rowing club, but that's just one way. I don't mean to sound like one of those airhead motivational speakers, I'm simply trying to show you that the problems you face are not out of your control. Real? Yes. Daunting? Sure. Insurmountable? Hardly.

And don't take this to mean that you're somehow a worse person for not having overcome your challenges by now. If it were that easy, they wouldn't be challenges, now would they? But like any good game, life always plays by the rules. It never throws you anything you can't handle. Because that wouldn't sell in this economy. Okay, maybe I'm taking these metaphors too far...

>>716127296
I don't know how much this'll help, but try not to let it bother you. If you're really not happy with her, then by all means you should probably find someone else. But really give it some serious thought. Does having her around improve your life? Does she make you feel happy? Maybe not always, but does she make certain experiences enjoyable? Does she brighten up otherwise boring aspects of life? If so, then you aren't "settling" in the slightest. You're doing what any rational creature would do and staying close to the one who makes you happy. And I'd like to think that she's doing the same.

>>716127927
i dont know if I even want to be an EMT tbh. I just don't see the point.

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>>716127494
Fuck man, the dog ones always get me.

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>>716127927
She makes me happy when I'm with her, but I can't always be with her. She's great. She's redpilled and just like me. She tolerates me which is more than most girls can. I need to improve her and I think thats the infuriating part. She isn't like me with standing up for what she believes. Maybe i should help her be more vocal.

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>>716128141
I'll try and fuck you up man.

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>>716128411
nuf said

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>>716128054
Nothing wrong with that, man. My simple philosophy is to do what makes you happy. But something tells me that if you've already gone this far, you probably want to be an EMT, even if you're not fully aware of exactly why. Besides, you've not lost anything by trying, unless they cut off a limb or something every time you say the letters E, M, and T in that order :P

>>716128225
That doesn't sound like a half bad plan at all. Just try to consider her point of view while you're at it. After all, if she's happy not being vocal, then that's just fine, too.

>>716128289
Jokes on you, I've already seen that one.
Still hurts, though.

>>716128522
Oh fuck, I'm surprised at how hard that one got me. Fuck you, Scooby Doo. You're not meant to make me feel sad. Know your place.

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>>716128661
I ran out of dog ones. Barely have animal ones.

Her and I got into a bad argument last night and today she was distant and acted like we were not okay. I texted her and she was not sure if we are okay. She's had boyfriends where they had anger issues and always yell at her, I don't need a girlfriend who shuts down every time we differ in ideas.

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>>716128825
I appreciate the top-tier feels, Anon. I think it's possible you may be letting your ideas come between you. I can get pretty heated about certain issues in politics and whatnot, but I didn't even know my last girlfriend disagreed so strongly with me on so many key issues until long after we broke up. Opinions don't make people, actions do. That's why the "feminism is all about equality" argument is completely moot. I think it best to judge people based on actions rather than labels or ideas.

>>716128893
Oh shit, is there some story I'm missing? Would you kindly share it? I'm intrigued.

>>716128893
Who are you?

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>>716128893
Nope, I'm waiting for someone else.

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>>716129515
hold up i copied the greentext
Was waiting for one for a while here goes
> Be me
> 8th grade
> My middle school did this weird thing where they divide everyone into 4 teams and each team has 4 teachers
> Almost all my friends get put on other teams
> Start making new friends
> One is this dude I knew from elementary school named Colton
> Get really close to him
> Start hanging out
>Town has a music festival
> Colton, his gf, my friend and I spend almost 2 straight days together.
> feelsgood.jpg
>Make an assload of other friends on the team
> Yearbook signing comes
> Colton is the first one to sign it
> Freshman year
> Colton and I have almost no classes together
> Don't talk to him any more
> Find different friend groups
> Drift apart
> Sophomore year Nov. 1st
> Some friends me and are playing LOL over skype
>at my dad's house alone (parents are divorced)
> Mom comes in
>know something is up
> She is bawling her eyes out
> "Anon, Colton is dead"
> Died in a car crash cuz his friend floored it and lost control
> Immediately tell my friends
>This kid was one of the most popular kids in school
> We all sit in silence
> I go to his funeral
> cantspellfuneralwithoutfun.png
> Actually the saddest thing I have ever seen
> His 13 year old brother has to pry his mom off his brother’s corpse
> Go home
> See 8th grade yearbook
> "Anon, you are hilarious and smart, hope we have some classes next year"- Colton Taylor
I have to keep that yearbook wrapped under blankets in my closet or I can't sleep at night.

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>>716129282
I wonder if it's like chasing the dragon. I can never get it perfect.

>>716128661
what do you mean "if you've already gone this far?" I don't think that I've committed that much at this point.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWVDa1ssBZk

>>716118021
My mom texted me out of the blue the night before she died.
>"Hi Anon, just wanted to tell you that I love you."
I hadn't spoken to her in five years, and I didn't reply. Regret it every single day.

>>716131044
this is a quintessential feel. Short, yet eternally bitter and saddening.

>>716127369
Tears.

>>716133551
I think the thread is dead at this point

>>716117147
stop going to pol

>>716133908
ive never been to pol in all my life. Why did you think id been there?

thinking about posting my own story, but don't know if the thread is gonna last, anyone know how much longer?

>>716134387
Who cares? Get it off your chest. I'll read it

>>716134520
im afraid it may be too long, maybe thread will 404 as im typing it.

I can tell my tale of woe real quick like if anyone has the care to read it before the thread 404s. Been drinking alone since about 2 and I figure I may as well post something to the bros that come to actually feel.

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>>716134387
Ill keep it alive as long as i can.

>>716134799
>
i'll read but wondering if I should post too. how long do we have?

>>716134875
>>716134799
>>716134580
guys this thread will last at least another hour if you keep contributing - post your stories!

>>716134875
Well if we can keep going then should be enough time to vent. Im mobile currently worst come to worst I can start a thread if we 404. I'll start after I post and see what happens.

>>716127669
Nooooo...

>>716134931
>>716134520
well here it goes
>be me in middle school, around 13 y/o
>only messed around with girls a time or two.
>in band class
>tell my friend this flute chick is pretty cute
>shes redhead maybe almost brown hair
>his name is Jake
>her name for short, is bella
>get the courage to ask her out
>told my friends it was a "prank" or "joke"
>that way when it fails i have something to fall back on
>do it
>says something like "weirdo"
>think nothing of it, just laugh with my friends
>next day or two she comes up to my seat before class
>she says shes interested or something like that
>act all cool like I knew she would want me
>we start holding hands on the way out of class I and visited her church with her on time on sunday
>old fucking parents driving us there and shit
>kinda awkward
>turns out her "parents" are actually her grandparents
>her mom is fucking retarded or something, giant hippo and ugly as dicks
>meet her friends at church and she tells me she didn't really have a dad kinda like me
>felt real close to her
>we started kissing after school when we parted after band class

>>716134799
Alright.

>Be me in junior year of high school
>Not popular by any means but also not a total reject
>Have a decent social group
>All of us pretty close, about 5 of us consistently
>One friend Ive known since I was a wee lad, 3rd grade
>Be placed next to one another all through our lower grades
>His name was Jacob
>Now Jacob and I got close because each of us had the same letter at the beginning of our last names
>And funny enough we both had to take the same speech class
>We became immediate best friends
>Stayed this way until junior year
>Jacob was wanting to join the marines but knew that he had about a year before he could join up so he was looking for a job
>so he was out putting job apps out to local mechanics
>and god damn does he love vehicles
>before he left school one day, i was fucking with my other buddy, lets call him Al, by throwing his bag into the back of Jacobs truck.
>And Jacob knew this so he drove off real quick like and we had to chase him down
>finally got up too him laughing manically about the whole ordeal
>tell him ill aee him tomorrow and what not
>tomorrow comes, no jacob.
>hours into our regular classes, a rumor spreads
>Jacob was in an accident
>Ok, cant be too horrible, just a couple scraps
>Wrong
Need to smoke a cig Ill continue if its worth it to anyone

>>716135525
2 seconds apart got damn.

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the fucking feels

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>Be me 19
>Dreaming
>Rude qt asian in dream
>Feels like I've known her for months
>Oh great another friend.jpeg
>Helping her move into new dorm
>We finish and I get ready to leave
>Her bf calls
>They argue a bit
>She hangs up
>I suggest vidya to cheer up
>We play
>Friend comes over
>They talk and I pass friend the controller
>Slowly move closer as we talk
>Able to get hand on thigh
>She's cool with it
>Finally move in
>Friend is still playing whilst we make out
>Start slipping her out of her jacket
>Got her down to her short tank top
>Friend is still playing MK 10
>Don't know I'm dreaming. It feels so real.
>Mind intrudes and thoughts start racing
>Why did she give in so easily?
>You don't really know her.
>Come on this can't happen to you.
>Why would her friend not even look over?
>She isn't playing, but her character is moving
>Stop kissing her
>"Is something wrong, anon? "
>Make myself wake up.
>It's 2AM
>Raging boner
>Can't fap
>Won't fap
>I can't get back to sleep until 6
>Miss appointment at 10.
>Don't want to do anything.

I feel awful. Why did I wake up? Was I sparing myself from disappointment? Can I not dream anymore? What's the point in even trying? I'm on vacation in Germany and missed my chance to renew my passport, by 10AM. My dog threw up and is laying next to me. He's bummed out too. I'll probably feel fine later on, but I'm so goddamn sad rn. I just want to give up.

>>716135527
Continue, please.

>>716135525
>>716134931
>>716134520
>we got real close and went on for three months or so
>felt really attached
>friends tried to fuck it up for me by sabotaging my shit with her by telling her some fake shit
>took it real seriously and cried in english class
>teacher asked my friend whats up
>thought she would break up with me
>spent whole class with my head down
>desk was pretty wet after that
>while after that got fed up with the fact that my girl was a christian
>I am stout athiest
>realize that my gf is a giant fucking moron
>try to convince her out of christianity
>at some quince thing with parents
>talking to my friend amanda who was hot as hell
>told her things were bad with bella
>ended up dumping bella for amanda
>we hung out one day and went to the desert by my neighborhood
>she was really fucking slutty and would probably have fucked me after a week
>we started making out
>best feeling of my life
>amanda dumps me same day
>ifgodactuallyexisted.jpg
>feel lonely
>try to get back with bella
>she accepts
>its been a while
>remember being the 20th of december, 2010
>we get back together
>happy again
>its never like the first time and we break up and get back over and over
>i fucked it all up

>>716135788
I feel that. Dreaming things that you desperately want but can never attain. You wake up though because that chance of change. That maybe this day will be different than the last. It's just one day at a time. And maybe, just maybe, you get the happiness you have wanted for so long. Take chances. Its the best way to live.

>>716136094
I'll try to take more chances when I get home. For now I'll just pet my dog and lay down.

>>716136078
Going forward.
>Jacob got t boned by a semi truck at a 4 way stop
>Hes on life support and its bleak
>The family are the only ones allowed in his room
>doctors tell them that even if he recovers, he wont be the same Jacob
>they dont want to have him live if hes not him
>the call is made
>they pull the plug
>he doesnt make it
>the only thing I know to do is scream in anguish, whats else can I do?
>days pass and his funeral is a reality
>at the age of 16, I am asked to speak at the funeral of my best friend and be a pall bearer
>I internalize my sadness during this day
>I do not cry during the service
>I hold it in for everyone else throughout the calling hours
>but when I carry him to his final resting place, I weep
>I still dont understand why hes taken from us
>Funloving, goofy faced Jacob.
>the negligence of one man took the life of someone so dear to me

I am finished with the greentext. Jacob was a loveable goof with the ability to make you laugh because he was a lighthearted guy. Nothing to serious for him. He loved rainbow six las vegas 2 and stayed up for hours on end playing it. Everyday without him hurts. And I,wish i could share a drink with him now and laugh with him again.

>>716136576
I have my fat cat to keep me company while I drink away my sadness. Same guy that just told the Jacob story. I hope you find a time to take chances. Its important.

guys

when do i text the girl who
>wants to star anew
>blocked me to talk to her bf
>she got back with him at the beginning of this year
?

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>>716135525 (You)
>>716134931
>>716134520
>>716136087
pic is first girl mentioned, bella
>next year starts and i get with a new girl i met at the bus stop name is amanda which is also the name of the other girl that dumped me
>tell her about bella
>she talks a lot of shit to her while we are together
>friend talks shit about amanda, says shes fat
>get pissed and fight him
>it gets all cleared up later and we're cool
>eventually break up with amanda but don't remember why
>end up getting real fucking emo and listen to a shit ton of alt music
>me and my cousin and his friend patrick at the bus stop
>bus gets us
>patrick talking about having adhd and his grama makes him take adderall all the time, he doesn't like it
>hes showing it to us
>i take it and swallow
>enjoyed it for weeks to come
>taking my friends adderall for him was nice
>told my friends at lunch about it
>friend gabe was already becoming a pothead
>he tried it too
>got 3 or so different people to try it
>we all took turns taking patricks pill
>before that i was taking it everyday and acing math
>shit got crazy later
>one friend started bringing vodka for us hidden in water bottles
>had some of it casually sipping throughout classes
>other friend just plain came to school high
>me and my best friend gabe at the time just relaxed as we were brought vodka and adderall

>>716136755
Do your best to realize that shes stuck on someone else and it isnt you. I have been stuck on one girl for so long and I just finally got angry enough to realize how useless it is to wait for something that wont ever happen. Everyone will tell you to move on, and I am doing the same. Because you wont get over her entirely, but you will always be able to find someone who will give you their all because they truely give a fuck about you. I am waiting on that girl now.

>>716117416
of all the shitty things i've read on here, this got me so fucking bad

>>716136618
Jacob sounds like he was a great guy. It's good to remember him. Thanks for sharing.

>>716136755
Move on

>>716136915
she was stuck on him yes
but she realized that getting back with him, after dating me, was just building upon the past which didn't work

she texted me that she wants to start anew, leave the past behind and that sort of stuff.

>>716136971
it's been a year i have

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>>716136850
Jacob and I in the 6th grade, hes in blue im in red. I feel your story man. I do.

I listen to pretty music, slowing lullabying myself to sleep with thoughts of true love or joy, things I can barely even comprehend let alone reach for. I fear I have lost something important or possible missed an important aspect of life, and I'm not sure what it is. I no longer hurt, I no longer feel sad, I just feeling nothing.
Mild excitement, perhaps. Sweeps of anxiety that riddle me in my vulnerable moments, definitely.
It's odd, I don't know what has changed in me, and frankly I'm not sure if it's for better or worse.
All I seem to want to do right now is drown myself in pretty music.

>>716137028
If i actually had a functional relationship I would be able to give better advice. The best i had recently was for 2 weeks with a girl and that was a fluke. Still got the pictures she took on my phone because I dont want to forget about the brief happiness she brought me. Realize if a person does want you for you, they would have known the first time they were with you.

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>>716136850
>>>716135525 (You) (You)
>>>716134931
>>>716134520
>>>716136087 (You)
pic is amanda that dumped me

>gabe saved some of the pills and took two or three of em at once
>didn't see it myself, but apparently he was going nuts in his 2nd to last class
>he was taken to the hospital
>shit hit the fan
>few days later, friends tell me the principal has called them up and they are getting suspended
>thought i'd get called up for the longest time
>happened when I thought i was in the clear
>principal told me gabe was put in the hospital and expelled
>denied everything he asked me
>he asked if he could search my backpack
>i let him since I had nothing to hide
>he searched and found this white slip with a dvd in it that was unlabeled
>OSHITIMDONEFOR.JPG
>couple month ago, my uncle gave me some porn he had lying around, i never used it and left it in my backpack
>he asks what it is
>I remain silent
>he asks if he is gonna need to put it in the computer and play it
>i say no and admit it's porn
>he calls my stepdad and tells him that they have nothing written about forbidding the ownership of porn
>i slip out of punishment
>get drug tested by parents
>pass despite trying weed a few weeks prior
>go back to school next week
>everyone else associated was suspended (4)
>lunch table was nearly empty
>too many empty seats
>never gonna be the same from here on out

>>716117682
WHAT IS THIS, FEELS FOR ANTS?

>>716134173
because it`s full of conspiritards who support trump and use the word degenaracy unironically, just like you

>>716137424
Side note, you have fucked around with some very attractive girls. Kudos.

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>>716126182
I wish I could swap with you.
Than I would finally have a terminal illness as excuse to kill my self and you would have about 10 years till you get yours. Probably cancer of either blood, lung or liver.
I'm in a really really bad mood.

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>>716117305
>Talking to a soup can named neville longbottom

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>>716136850 (You)
>>>716135525 (You) (You) (You)
>>>716134931
>>>716134520
>>>716136087 (You)
>>716137424

pic is other amanda that I dated

>end up spending the rest of middle school in shame
>everyone knows about the shit that happened
>people keep calling me pot head even before I tried it
>moved houses
>finished school at same middle school
>around the time of my birthday in january, bella comes back to me, on and off again
>finish middle school
>tired of life
>start high school
>get in contact again with one of my friends from middle school, luna
>she says she has insomnia
>we have distanced relationship but she made me feel good during freshman year
>she dumped me because I told her she had no tits
>tried to bring it back around by telling her she has plenty of ass to compensate
>never really talked to anyone from middle school except my friend Nick who brought the vodka for middle school
>he called me one time and told me his parents told him that my parents didn't want him to talk to me anymore
>didn't actually happen
>we hung out all the time
>got him really into PC gaming
>we best friends for the rest of high school up till now
>things go well in life for a while but right after I broke up with luna my cousin set me up with her friends sister
>shes hot as fuck too and sends me nudes and shit and we talk about fucking eachother but never do
>she moved back to wyoming which sucked and dumped me

>>716122038
so nice story dude it gives hope for humanity and that on fucking /b/

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Last week I drunk myself in a delirium again.
I've hallucinated extremely AWFUL stuff. Hundreds of murders an corpses for hours and hours.
I had the worst anxiety ever, but you know what?
I'm probably gonna crack a few beers today trying to level my anxiety with my depression.
>Inb4 dramaqueen

>>716136755
bump

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>>716136850 (You) (You)
>>>716135525 (You) (You) (You) (You)
>>>716134931
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>>716137424 (You)
>>716138037
pic is ashley the girl on the left that my cousin set me with, no pics of luna though

>met a new friend after PE class
>his name is julian and he just got dumped too
>turns out he is in my english class
>we get to sit together and work on a project
>talk about video games and shit and become good friends
>get resident evil 6
>play it at his house
>fun as hell
>he gets into weed later on and smokes everyday
>I find myself lonely again and want a gf
>been talking to girl in Spanish class: joanne
>shes literally a fucking goddess
>a few weeks before I got dumped she broke up with her boyfriend and was real sad afterwards
>I was a good friend to her and tried to be as nice as I could to her during that time
>figured that since I was single I would give her a shot
>asked her out kinda terribly after class and she rejected me
>got real butthurt about it.
>go single for a while
>so much time has gone by after that
>now my junior year and im friends with joannes brother
>kinda a weird situation because I was eating lunch with him everyday of freshman year without even knowing it.
>I even talked to him about her, just never said the name i guess
>nothing to cool until senior year though

>>716115959

>tfw this is the annoying paramedic woman driver off scrubs' story even down to the baseball card quote

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>>716138492
>>>716136850 (You) (You) (You)
>>>>716135525 (You) (You) (You) (You) (You)
>>>>716134931
>>>>716134520
>>>>716136087 (You) (You) (You)
>>>716137424 (You) (You)
>>>716138037 (You)

pic is joanne

>moving on to senior year
>invite julian over to go swimming in my pool
>brings shit ton of friends
>my other friend hawk and his sister come and bring their friend daphne
>shes kinda a bigger girl but would go out with
>first day of school starts after that pool party bullshit
>decide to come hang out with friend hawk and his sister brooks
>their friend daphne is literally always there
>she has giant fucking tits and was hitting on me hard and I didn't even know it
>she gets close to me and puts her head real close to mine
>kinda stare at her
>been so long since I had contact with a girl
>don't know whats happening
>everyone is looking at me like i have to kiss her infront of them
>never do it
>walk her home
>kiss her there
>we start going out and shit
>shes actaully a freshman and I'm a senior lol
>go out for about 2 weeks
>she tell me she has no time for a bf after she ignored all of my texts for a long ass time
>dumped me and then i find out weeks later that she would have banged me
>virgin for life

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>>716138935
>>716138492 (You)
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>>>>716136087 (You) (You) (You) (You)
>>>716137424 (You) (You) (You)
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this pic is daphne
>spend the rest of my senior year alone
>take life for the shit it is
>graduation breezes by
>need a job
>go work for electrical company with my step dad because i couldn't even land an interview anywhere else
>work for a month or two
>go to college
>here I am
>just finished first semester
>doing the same shit I always have
>always wish I could have adderall again
>jack off everyday, sometimes twice
>need a girlfriend
>life is fucked.

>>716138352
you gotta chill on the bottle homie, if you want to. there are other things you can do to help the anxiety, an breakin yourself out of the hole youve conditioned yourself into is ultimately how youll be fee. but you gotta take that first step and stop settling for a fix. try meditation, it helps me. its hard at first to be just there with your thoughts. but if you can push through that antsy stage you will begin to understand why you do the things you do and why your mind works the way it does. if anything, it will help you be at peace with your anxieties and depressions and you will see how they are just fleeting feelings in a world that is constantly moving and changing

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>>716118181
Until /b/ got swarmed by the intense amount of shills, normies and chads from certain social media sites rendering /b/ itself a slightly edgy facebook group, stripping it of it's depth and those rare, occasional golden threads we all love.

>>716139202
Thank you. That helped a bit.

>>716135788
No Anon, you can't give up. You can't for one simple reason. You have a dog.

You have a loyal best friend, someone who cares about you. Someone who loves and cherishes you. Most of all, your dog relies on you because you are the only one who can care for it.

Call me crazy, but dogs are just people in a body that cannot speak, grab, or form coherent thought. Don't tell me you haven't had a moment where your dog felt like someone you lost. A friend, a relative, or even just a human with real love and compassion for you. Dogs demonstrate qualities that, as people, we all admire and would emulate except for "muh dreams don't work"

I don't know what life is like for you, but that doesn't matter. The truth is, I don't care. You have made a commitment to each other. To love and support each other until the end. This vow is unbreakable. If you kill yourself, an hero, whatever; what will happen to your dog?

Life without a best friend. Life without a companion. Life that ends in starvation in a few days is the worst case. Could you force this onto someone else? Could you do that to your dog?

So before you give up, just remember you have at least one person in your corner, one person who's with you 'till the very end.

Your dog.

well, thread has laster much longer than anticipated so far.

>>716139316
I know my writing sucks but i just wanted to get the message across.

>>716139309
just passin it along. much love stay up

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>>716139682
shall i post the last?

>>716139731
sure

>>716139731
obviously you peice of shit

>>716125572
the dead normally evacuate their bowels involuntarily.

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>>716139776
>>716139796
k then.

I had to have my best mate put to sleep last year thanks to his dumb decision and a car.

Anyone having a drink, raise a glass to my mate Baldric next 12th feb.

>>716136755
bumping

would it be too much to send her a new years card?
i haven o idea on how to proceed here

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Every night lately before I go to bed, I beg the universe to let me die in my sleep. There is nothing even that wrong, I'm not in debt, I have a job, a place to live. I just don't want to go on anymore, and the amount of work it's going to be to get to feeling better seems insurmountable.

I can't kill myself because I love my family, and it would hurt them too badly. I can't disappear because my friends would freak out immediately.

I just don't want to be sad anymore.

hi guys

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>>716140151
I would like to mention, the sort of toerag who could abandon an animal like pic related should be disqualified from the human race for being a cunt

i'm a dirty dirty human being

i have not vacuumed in a year
i have not changed my bedsheets in a year
there are multiple pizza boxed on my table months old
mold is on my window

my pseudo-asthma has gotten worse
my feet have small bumps
my one ear lobe has a small bump

fuck

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got some oc over here

I'll share mine since I have nowhere else to turn to
>Be me, 25
>Just married to my highschool sweetheart, I literally adore her more than anything in the world
>Got married because she found out she was pregnant, plus we had pretty much already decided to go the marriage route
>Fast forward to the first ultrasound, find out we're having twins
>we're both nervous but ecstatic, always talked about having kids
>Fast forward to the day we find out that we're having a boy and a girl
>I'd wanted a boy, she wanted a girl, it was a win-win
>Fast forward to D-Day, everything goes great, both babies are born without problems and the wife is tired and sore, but happy
>D-Day was early January, so we all have our first Christmas together as a family that year
>First Christmas it's just us four since we live across the US from any of our relatives, make plans to travel out the following year to spend the holidays with the family
>Fast forward to the next Christmas, I'm spending it on crutches because of a work accident but we make it out to spend it with our parents
>My mom decides to take the wife and kids out for last minute shopping for the men, leaves me at home with my dad and brothers
>Few hours pass, it's getting dark and they aren't home yet, but don't think anything of it
>Try calling the wife a few times, but it goes straight to voicemail so I figure they're stuck in a shop somewhere
>The doorbell rings, dad gets up to answer it, there's a police officer standing on the steps
>Get a cold feeling in my stomach, officer asks if he and I could come to the hospital with him
>We follow him there, the entire time I'm blowing my wife's phone up, begging her to pickup
>Get there, a doctor takes us into a small room with a priest and closes the door, brain is telling me something horrible happened
>They'd been on the way home when a drunk driver had swerved into their lane going 85mph and hit them head on, crumpled my moms beetle

>>716140989
is that end?

muss gleich los zur post

meine vitamin tabletten abholen
veganer anon hier

>>716141282
macht dich das traurig oder warum postest du das hier?

>>716138037
The names you've mentioned and the pics you've shown are mad familiar. In your town, are the highschool mascots a bulldog, vikings, and hornets? Also, is that Gabe latino and that Patrick bald now?

>>716141455
Because life is what it is.

You don't get to chose another's time of death without paying the cost. you learn to either live with the pain, and move on with your life, or you don't and you let yourself die.

Cherish the life you had with them, but you move on, or you die. That's the sum total of the universe.

you should never live in the past

that's why you want to get back with an ex

>>716140989
someday you will be with them again. in the mean time make them happy by trying to make yourself happy. they wouldnt want you to hurt for a second.

>>716141455
That's literally crap, I have no idea how to come out of that

I'm just a dumb 20 year old with a girlfriend i'm pretty sure i'm in love with

I want to say good luck and all that but i'd feel like i'd be insulting you

>>716120208
Nice

>>716115959
never in my life i wanted to lurk or post in feels thread, but yesterday was fucked.

>be me, college student 40 days ago, living with male roommate and recently with his sister, let's call her Jenny
>Jenny is pretty, smart, sexy, not a basic bitch, laughs a lot
>he goes home for a weekend, and she throws a party in our flat with a few of her friends
>we all get drunk, preparing to go to some club
>she seems flirty, makes a lot of uncalled body contacts (like laughing and touching my legs)
>they all get blazed and collectively black out, so we don't go out
>2 of her friends go home, 1 (her brother's gf) is dead asleep, and I remain helping her throw up for hours
>she doesn't seem to get better, so i laid her on my bed and opened the window, brought the multivitamin and water
>she gets a bit better and falls asleep, i fall asleep beside her

>wake up with a morning wood spooning her
>she smells so nice despite throwing up whole night
>start closing in and breathing on her neck
>she is visibly aroused and starts adjusting her ass on my wood
>eventually we start kissing, i don't mind her puking last night because damn she's perfect
>continue cuddling until roommate's gf wakes up and finds us in the same bed
>i somehow explained that she was feeling ill so i took care of her (being 100% professional about it) and she buys it and goes home
>whole Saturday together with Jenny, watching movies and kissing from time to time
>it continues like that on Sunday when things got hotter
>we kiss and touch each other until we're both too horny to stop
>beside that, we stop and talk about the consequences, what if her brother finds out and what will happen to us etc. and we both agree that whatever happens it will be ok
>continue, again both horny as fuck
cont

>>716142291
>she says "i only slept with one guy before" but is down totally
>my dick was never harder, i stick it in, and fuck me that was the tightest pussy i ever had, and i even took a couple of viginities, but this is some next level shit
>we fuck for like an hour or so, i was so hard yet i could fuck for hours, and it also felt good (tight pussy gave me so much confidence, it's unbelievable)
>we fuck 4 more times that evening, every time more than an hour
>we sleep together, and fuck in the morning
>she says it feels so much better than her previous bf (yet again confidence is in the sky)

>her brother comes back, we act like nothing happened, but can't wait for him to go to the college or somewhere else, or to sleep, so we can be together and eventually fuck
>there were few close calls, like him knocking on the door, while we were fucking and she was moaning, so i pretended i was asleep and she pretended like she was in the bathroom and it was awkward because he heard her "masturbating"
>this continues for like a week, i knew this shit was too risky
>one day he leaves at 4pm and tells her that he'll come back at 9pm
>we start making out, taking off clothes and eventually having sex, when we hear the door opening
>we don't have time to get dressed or anything (i took the trousers and she was totally naked) when he entered the room
>i went to my room to get dressed, she went to the toilet, he started breaking glasses and shit
>i come back in, hug him and tell him i'm sorry
>we start talking and he opens up to me
>"i've never met a better guy than you, Anon, but how could you do this to me?"
>couple of hours of tough emotional talk and eventually he says "do what you want, just don't do anything while i'm here"
>he continues to be grumpy most of the time, but as the time goes he can tolerate us holding hands and stuff like that
>but the problems began a week ago when he started having problems with his gf
cont

>>716142988
>at this point, i really started developing great feelings for her, and she did for me as well
>we constantly text and laugh together, everything is perfect
>couple of overly romantic (almost pathetic) drunk texts from both sides confirm that
>i haven't loved a woman since 2009 even though i had lots of gfs, and that's changing now, i can't believe it
>BUT he's passive aggressive all the time and is nervous just about anything
>to be even worse, he found us sleeping and hugging in the living room
>yesterday she wasn't in the mood at all (never seen her like that)
>tells me that she accidentally got into the room while her brother and his gf were fucking
>and adds that he's mentally abusing her every time they're alone, having some psycho talks, being overly negative and ruining her every day, says she doesn't know if she can continue the agony
>i suggest we wait until he straightens the things with his gf, because he's obviously channeling his negativity from her to Jenny
>she agrees and i start making jokes and bettering her mood
>her brother comes in to drink water 3 times even though he's "sleeping"
>third time he sits and starts complaining how she never studies but stays up late, and starts attacking her
>i can't tolerate that so i step in and say "do you really care that much for her, or is that an excuse to sabotage our relationship"
>"well i care for her grades..."
>"her grades are almost perfect, so i don't know what the problem is. Besides, i personally will not let her drop out, because that way i'll lose her"
>he sits silent for like 15 minutes
>eventually says "i was wrong, i thought i could tolerate you, but i can't. You guys need to break up"
>being a poorfag, i can't afford me or them moving out
>knowing we fucked up big time, we know we can't go further

>proceed to cuddle with her afterwards, saying all kinds of beautiful things to her (i even let the tear, and so did she)

Man, this hurts a fucklot. I genuinely don't know what to do..

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>>716127906
always come back to reread this.
feels too good

>>716127494
Is kills me because I'm going to have to do this soon and I haven't loved anything more than that fucking dog

>>716143944
What is this the 1840s

He shouldn't have much say if he's fucking around as well

I'm no feminazi but this is some onesided BS, on both sides for you two

rough

Lived with my ex for nearly 5 years.

Talking about wedding and stuff like that.

Dumped me because she had the feeling that she did not belonged to herself anymore.

Saw her last saturday, 3 months after the break up.

She told me she met dude nearly two weeks after the break up who told her "hey you are beautiful, marry me !"

Bitch accepted. So long for belonging to herself.

I was still hoping to get back together and still love her.

>>716144852
it is onesided as fuck, but i can't afford to argue, because they'll move out.
I'll see how it unfolds in the future, it's still fresh, haven't seen him or her since that happened. One thing me and Jenny established is that we'll continue being together when he's not around at least in the beginning.

But man, what happens after few months? I wouldn't survive her having a bf, and even if i do get over her, it would be awkward to bring another girl home

>>716143944
I wish I were in your situation tbh.

>>716145192
*was

>>716145192
it was interesting even when he caught us, but it sucks now because i really have feelings for her, and she does for me, but we can't continue. Nothing more tragic than that

>>716145170
Oh shit I didn't even see this situation.

If you really want it fight and work for this shit, but remember the years old saying

"You don't shit where you eat"
aka don't fuck around with women at work or some type of place you will constantly see them without a way to fix it

But hey if the pussy good

>>716145303
You could absolutely on the DL, just go out and fuck in the park or rent a motel, just hang out i'm sure as long as he doesn't see it or isn't exposed to it, it may blow over

>>716145303
Bro, I've had strong feelings for maybe half a dozen of women but I have skin issues and therefore an inferiority complex and couldn't speak to any of them. Now I'm a forever alone alcoholic.
I'm not in love though. I don't have that problem currently.

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>>716145364
i know, we have a similar saying in my native language, and i thought about it before sticking it in, that's why we even talked about the consequences.
>>716145414
we can't do it forever like that, i have 3 more years, her brother 4 and she has 5 on college

I won't let this slip, i waited almost 8 years to feel something like this

>>716145511
I see now...that sucks man, but i know the skin issue struggle (also started drinking when i was 12 because of that)
>not me, but pic related

>>716144962
You're better off if she accepted a marriage from someone else in such short time.
Love is the best and worst thing /b/ro

>>716140179
same here /b/ro

>>716140989
>>716141455
your father lost love of his life,
but you lost four.
stay strong anon

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Save this photo and email as needed if you need someone to talk to.

Or email now. Up to you.

Just don't lose this photo.

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I wasnt ready for this feel trip..

>>716126566
that pic is so comfy anon thanks for that feel

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>>716126566
Checked for the feels.

>Be me, many years back
>Perfect relationship with dream girl
>puts up with a lot of shit from me, since i am an asshole and also got some other problems, got trust issues and stuff, sexual abuse as a child and so on, you get the picture, she tries to cope and keep me running
>really puts lots of work into the whole thing
>never appreciate what she is doing, instead take it for granted, always blaming her or others if something in life doesn't go my way
>be fed up with university, join military
>feel happy and at home, finally found a place where i belong
>inb4 militaryfag/idiot, i liked the sport and cameraderie and it was different from studying all the time
>fast forward some years, being sent abroad
>see things, do things, it's disturbing but deny that something could ever get to me because i earn lots of money
>come back home, still a little shaken up downward spiral begins
>fiance says i act different and more aggro
>don't_ask_don't_tell.jpg
>tell her it's just a phase, keep doing job
>have accident, knee won't do 100% of what it used to, think can't keep up with military, truth is i wanted out but didn't have the courage to simply quit
>get discharged because of that
>get all moody/slightly depressed, go back to Uni
>start blaming everyone for my "misfortune", stay up late and sleep during day,
>fiance grows desperate, after all those years can't take anymore.

cont.?