Feels Thread :(

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Im going to have to kill myself. Ive really got no other options at this point. I keep waiting to do it though. The longer i wait the more pressured i feel to do it. Ive tried many times in the past year, but it never worked out ( cords i used to hang myself snapped, found to soon, or even just weird fucking "miracles").

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>>715984682

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>>715985650
There is nothing like the feeling you get when you do it. Knowing that its finally over. All the worldly clamors no longer have any weight to them. Knowing that your "concious" will soon cease to exist. No thoughts, feelings, worries, joys, sorrows. Just nothing. Thats the closest thing Ive ever know to true happiness.

I feel like utter garbage. I'm lurking anons.
This night is just too fucked up for me guys...

Hardcore Character Ripped In POE. Took a swig of Rakia. Lurking this feels thread missing my ex

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Just watched this again

Bumping for feels

>>715985650
>>715986845
you need a better method to be honest
you sound like you want help to feel better, rather than to be dead
if you really want to be dead you jump in front of a train
if your suicide method is a cry for help you slash your wrists or do something retarded and with a less than 75% chance of fatality

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>>715985650
Please don't do that anon.
Look at this overfiltered picture and have smiles

>>715990569
Dragon-filter girl! Is this thread the new hangout?

>>715990657
I dunno, today is probably the last day I will post for a few weeks so I'm just milking it lol

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Bump

>>715986791
So relate-able, it's fucking scary.

>>715984682
A girl won't ask me if I am ok.
I worry about her everyday, but she doesn't notices. Maybe it's too busy looking up for /fit/ guys.

>>715986791
>implying someone asks me if I'm ok

my birthday is in 8 days. and the only thing i wish is that i wont be home. i cant stand the family.. i dont have any friends so i cant go out and actually have a good time. i asked one guy from work if he was down to go out that night but he just essentially blew me off. one of the two people i speak to at work and thats how i get treated...

i'll be 29. i'll get 2 birthday wishes. one from my mother, one from my ex/baby momma. and thats all. not from my sisters. not from my co-workers. if i drank i would go to the bar. but i dont. i have nothing.

>>715987783
I miss dreaming. I can't. Everytime I close my eyes and try, I know that is a dream and wake up immediately, try get sleep, and repeat. And repeat. And repeat.

>>715984682

I had to put my dog down because of the incompetence of a family member. I trusted them with her and I don't know how to process it now. My dog has been the only thing really meaningful in my life for the past 3 years and I had to bury her and I don't even think the person responsible gives a fuck. They treat it like a Facebook attention whoring asset but I've gotten zero apologies or remorse for it.

I don't know what to do /b/ the shock has worn off, I'm really depressed about it and I don't know what to do. I'm thinking of just cutting the person out of my life because of this.

>>715987783
Got me

>>715992702
This

>>715992820
classic

>>715993039
I hate dreams. I fear sleep because of the ones that make me feel loved. And I hate waking up, knowing that it was all fake. I sleep about four hours a day.

>>715992647
Holy fuck I'm about to cry

>>715993399
I sleep like 4 hours a day too. Cant sleep looking at the darkness, and light bothers me, so, the light laptop is enough for me. Watching porn that doesn't turns me on, talking to people I hate, spend ours in 4chan to laugh at memes.

>>715988601
that whole stupid movie was a damn feels trip.

if it wasn't a nostalgia trigger, it was BB-8 being a cute little bastard

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It's been almost 2 years guys

>>715984682
fuck i cried al ittle bit FUCK jesus fucking chist u cant make this tsuff up fuck i need to go help people now fuck if only you fucking asked him what ws fucking wrong maybe we could have set up a gofundme or something FUCK

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>because of my husband

>>715993653
For that brief, fleeting moment where I just wake up, and I can't tell the line between what is real and what was my dream is what kills me every day. I dream about a girl who loves me, even though I know everything I did won't allow that to happen. Hope is a killer. It's worse than being hopeless. Hope hurts more.

>>715994180
better to hurt than feel nothing

>>715994180
You gotta keep going. You have a whole life in front of you, 7 397 835 935 people on the world, you're not alone. Someone will love you.

My case is special. Premature I born, premature I die.

>>715994421
I'd rather feel nothing than be in constant pain

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>>715994627
image aside though in all honestly everyone has the tools to drag themselves out of depression
they're just very hard to perceive when you have a broken mind

i have decided to give up masturbation for the next 60 days in hopes of subsiding my depression and anxiety.

>>715985650
fucking retard cant even kill himself. did you swap your brain with shit? for fucks aake go kill yourself... wait you are too fucking dumb to even get something as simple as that done!

>>715994857
Absolutely demented

>>715994857

I'd prefer if you killed yourself tbh fam

>>715994851
doesn't work for me. may works for you.

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>>715994851
I stopped watching porn years ago, and stopped jerking all together 3 weeks ago. We'll be opn the quest together, my friend.

>>715994851

Substitute a consistent work out routine and it will work wonders, squats push up and ab workouts anon. Kill the depression with work

>>715994851
telling people what you intend to achieve activates parts of your brain similar to the parts activated when actually achieving something

in other words, telling people that you're going to do something makes you less likely to actually go out and do it

instead of telling autists on a turkish almsgiving symposium why don't you go set a concrete plan for achieving what you want to do without telling anybody else about it

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>Be 16 year old me
>Not popular, most people don't like me, so I remain quiet most of the time. Have small good group of friends, though.
>Have minor breakdown, develop anorexia, and lose 40 pounds in 2 months between high school semesters.
>For context, I'm 6'3'' and went from 170 to 130
>Heart failed, "died", and had frequent blackouts. Wake up randomly over the course of (apparently) 3 days while being transported between numerous medical facilities.
>Trippy as fuck, didn't know what was real or not
>Went to hospital for it, transferred to psych ward afterward.
>stuck there for over 5 months, miss first high school semester of the year.
>Go back after getting out of psych ward.
>Meet up with group of friends in the morning of my first day back.
>Randos who usually don't give me a second look all eye me with perturbed glares.
>Ask friends what's up about that
>"Oh yeah anon, people were making jokes about how you killed yourself for a while".
>mfw nearly everyone likes me better dead than alive.

>>715994807
I've been told that multiple times. When you have no relationships with other people, then those tools are nonexistent. Sure you can go to a shrink and have them tell you garbage, but what really mends things is other people.

>>715995067
>Godspeed you wonderful bastard.

>>715995246
please don't feel like you need to make your own recovery contingent on some external factor, if you continue to do this you will not get better

basically you have to change your belief that you cannot help yourself

look at the things that reinforce that belief and try to pick them apart logically. why are they flawed? what has caused you to think that way?

remember that wallowing in pain is far more attractive to most than helping ones self because by taking the steps to improve your life you open yourself up to more pain

the crucial insight here is this; the pain of trying and failing is cathartic and hardens you to try again. the pain of wallowing and avoiding trying is more subtle, and far worse.

>>715992702
Tfw you had this and lost it, now nothing is the same

>>715995246

I can only tell you what I do anon. I'm a completely forever alone virgin with very little friends who wakes up everyday, grabs a coffee and watches the clouds for about an hour. Then I head off to a semi shitty job, come home and listen to podcasts and documentaries about the universe after a solid workout routine. I used to be a disaster but structure has helped me a lot. If you rely on external relationships to save you you'll just fall through the boards when you inevitably lose them. Gotta start with yourself and work outwards.

I know it doesn't mean a lot because it's just words on the internet but try to build your own structure if you can mate

>>715984682
I don't know if this counts as a feels story, but I'll get this off my chest.
>Dated a girl for two years.
>Joined Army Reserve.
>Get dumped two weeks after I return from training.
>Six months later, my sis sees here with some BritFag.
>Later, hear that she moved to England.
>That's OK. She always had a thing for Brit culture, and I'll never see her again.
>Two years later, I finish my degree and move away.
>Two years after that, my cousin sees ex-GF in my hometown (several times.)
>If she's back home, she must be going to college.
>Search college webpage and find her email address.
>Drop her a message.
>She assumed I moved away and married previous GF.
>Been alone since she dumped me....
>She got married three months before I contacted her.

i miss my homegirl.

hey anons, i have been living in depression for years now and nothing helps me.
does the meds for depression actually help or is it just a scam?
i don't know if i should seek medical help or just kill my liver with booze

>>715994857
wew what a hothead

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>>715995213
a gift from an Ayanami Rei fag

>>715997268
Meds are pretty shitty. Don't really recommend them. Get support from your friends and family. Some doctors are good, some aren't.

>>715997268
Meds to me felt like a scam and made me feel worse
its better for you to talk your problems out
>>715997881 is the best advice as it helped me

>>715997881
friends and family won't do, no one is aware of my situation and no one will frankly give a shit.
>>715998149
i'll just carry myself somehow

>>715997268
I've felt depressed for years but it was never deemed severe enough for meds. I've read depression is due to low levels of serotonin. I also read that your gut is one of the main places in your body where serotonin is created. Started taking probiotics to help the "good" bacteria in my gut. Also read that your body can convert tryptophan (sold as 5-HTP) into serotonin. I take one pill each before bed, and I've started feeling better. Maybe not as happy as I'd like to be, but I definitely feel like I'm handling stress at work better than I used to.

>>715998209
Make them aware. Ask for help, because I think you need it.

/b/, I can no longer feel very much
I feel I am the actual definition of a psychopath as I cannot feel anymore, by this I mean, emotions don't feel real, it's like i'm acting them out, All I can "feel" is anger, but even at times it seems like its not even real, I've never cried at a funeral my entire life even when I was a child, help me /b/ it seems that I am slipping away.

>>715998659
same here anon
I've already slipped away, though

>>715999025
a real shame.

>>715992719
Where do you live bro? I'll buy you a drink if you're near by

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>>715984682
Ever since you left me I feel hollow.
Months have passed
Im doing better then I ever have.
But everything has become meaningless. My mental state has deteriorated.
I watched years pass as we went from friends to lovers.
I would have done a million things different.
They day we got into that horrible fight and you left for the night, I woke up as someone different.
I saw every mistake I made and it was too late too atone for them.
Sometimes people are so evil that they become deluded and ultimately feel they are doing good.
I only thought I was doing the right thing
>Hindsight is 20/20

I just want to wake back up at our place like everything was the way it was before.
I would give anything.
Why did the world rip us apart?
I just want my best friend back.

>>715992719

Happy birthday for the 29th, I hope it's a good day and that it isn't as shitty as you think it would be. Just remember that people love you, maybe you just don't know about it.

I hope you see this

>Too beta to ask out the girl i like

>Too afraid of rejection

>sit in my room and cry

I used to be an alpha. I used to be on top. I want off this dumb ride. You assholes did this to me. You denounced being a normie.


Fuck you all.

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I'm just going to put this here in hopes that someone acknowledges it but, anyways, I feel like shit because my best friend went off to college in the fall and I couldn't go with him because I'm a year behind him. I just got accepted to go to the same college for next fall which is great, but as of late he hasn't been talking to me as much and he posts a lot of Snapchats of him hanging out with his new friends. It makes me feel like shit because we used to be close. I guess it's hard to keep communicating when youre far away (the college is far north in my state from where I am). Anyways I'm just worried that when I get up there he won't want to hang out with me anymore or his friends won't like me and it'll make him ditch me or whatever. I've suffered from anxiety and depression, but I can't tell if this is anxiety or just jealousy or both. I'm also concerned that if the worst happens, that I won't be able to find any new friends because I'm really shy and awkward. Any advice? If no one reads whatever, I'm already drunk af and about to smoke some weed to drown the worry.

>>715994857
e d g y

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>>715993783 (this)
Correlates with how I'm feeling rn when writing my post: >>716001518

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>>715984682
I don't know of anyone who can watch this movie without choking up at the end

>>715997751
Thank you, for immortalizing my feels.

>>715994421
the truth

>>715994627
I'd rather be in constant pain then feel nothing. what's the point if there's no emotion in life. feeling nothing is hell

>>715993783

It's been eighteen years for me; nineteen, early next month.

I feel that its a lucky thing, that the fire that that person starts within us never dies. We need some form of comfort now and then, some method of warmth when things get too cold. It may be a memory, a feeling, or something like that; but it is something.

I remember being on a train with her. We were traveling and we had a little room, all to ourselves. I was sitting on the ledge of the bay window in our car; she was sitting between my legs, with her back against me. She was looking out the window and I had my head resting on top of her's, one arm around the front of her shoulders, the other holding a copy of an H.P. Lovecraft collection I was working on at the time. I thought, "This is it, I could just stay right here and that would be fine."

Over a decade later and here I am. I'm alone in my condo, hanging out in a feels thread with you guys. She's long gone, married, with a family and a good, happy life. Those memories though, those will never go away. I can choose to look back in regret, or I can choose to look back in admiration of the life I've lived thus far.

Being happy takes work and work is a choice, combined with effort. We have that though, at the very least. The belief in that ideal keeps me going through hard times and it can work for you too, if you let it.

>>716002743
Take it from a person who has constant back pain its not amazing... I'd rather feel nothing like I use too again. Just emotionless then what I am now. A emotional man who is in pain...

The Laughs, The Smiles, The Love And The Comfort
Thank You For It All
It Was A Feeling I Had Long Since Forgotten

-Dedicated to my friend, co-workers and family.

Hey fam


I know it probably doesn't mean much but if you're contempling suicide, don't. Take a vacation. Go around the world. Dont spend your life like that. Just spend all you have and try to live it


Love,
Anon

>>715984682
How about you go fuck yourself in your own fucking ass, you prissy little faggot? Are you sad? Are you fucking sad? You want to feel some sort of kinship with all the other sad fucks who stumbled upon this board? You're cancer. Fuck you. I came here to see racism, misogyny, and gore. I came here for tasteless jokes. I came here to laugh, but whiny faggots like you are fucking it up.
If you're so fucking sad that you need to create a stupid fucking feels thread then maybe you should just fucking kill your gay-ass self and let the rest of us have some fucking fun. Asshole.

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I've been hanging out with my ex recently. She was the first girl I had a relationship with after my ex of 6 years. Things were really good for a while, but after about 5 months they cooled off. She broke up with me, saying that she had to work on herself, but told me repeatedly that I was the perfect boyfriend. We didn't talk for a while, but after some shit happened in my life, she sort of came back in. To be fair, her best friend is also my roommate, but she's been doing a fair bit of hanging out with me on her own.

Anyway, without going into detail, my life has gone downhill real fucking fast. I'm unemployed, and I lost my car. My ex has been doing so much to help me out. She's been helping me find odd jobs, updating my resume, and this past week she got me a used bike. Today she went and bought a whole bunch of stuff for the bike too. She spent almost $100 just on that. It's really great that she's being so helpful, and I sincerely appreciate it. I definitely need all the help I can get right now.

It is fucking with my emotions though. She knows about my anxiety/depression, and when we were together was really accommodating with it. Obviously with all the shit going on in my life, everything is exacerbated. I've been thinking about suicide, and I've fallen back into cutting. No one knows about any of that though and I'd like to keep it that way. Anyway, with her spending so much time with me recently, and all the things that she's been doing for me, it has me wondering if she's regretting leaving me. I know my roommate has mentioned to me in the past that she feels "very single", whatever that means. I have very good friends that would not be going to the lengths that she has been going to help me. If she is actually interested, I would jump on that in a moment. She has her own issues, like many food allergies, but she's the kind of girl that makes me forget about those sorts of obstacles. She was worth it. I just know I'm misreading her intentions though.

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>>716003704
>implying

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>>715985650
I don't plan on doing it, but I have a plan set up for when I do wish to go.
I will take my rifle and drive out to the middle of nowhere.
Then I'll put the gun in my mouth, make sure to aim for the brain stem, and fire.
Even if I miss my brain, I'll bleed out before anyone can find me.

But I need to give my life a chance before I just throw it away like that.

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>>715993193
My immediate response is fuck your family member.

>>716003704
Boo hoo go fuck yourself you whiny faggot. Self-worshiping libtard. Satan-worshiping piece of worthless shit. You think you're a good guy? You're not. You're a bad person. Everyone is bad except for Jesus. Your parents must be complete retards. And you think you can spit on this peaceful and prosperous land built by Jesus-worshiping people, and you think you can worship Satan on this land? You should be hanged, faggot. Now that Trump is President, you better be a good little boy. We're a lot less lenient than your good boy Obama. We want a comfy society for people who worship God. If you are unwilling to submit to Jesus, the one true God, we will destroy you. If we were like Jesus, we would let you overcome us, but we are flawed sinners, who want to live in a comfy society. If you want to worship your own power instead of thanking God and repenting, if you want to worship your own strength, I'm sorry for the pain you will feel. You don’t hate or want to destroy white men. That’s a code word. The truth is you hate anyone who walks without sin. You want everyone to be a self-hating cuck like you. We don't give a fuck about the 'sins of our past', nigger. Jesus forgives the sins of those who repent. If you think that was bad, our damage output is going to be off the charts after all these years of being held down by the satanic establishment. Try us, little bitch

>>716003880
>I've been hanging out with my ex recently
STOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOP

>>715992702
>Tfw when I have all this
>Tfw it doesn't satisfy even after years of it being all I ever wanted

It's just not how I expected it to feel, everything seems perfect, I can't find a flaw.

I don't feel like killing myself or any shit like that I just don't feel very happy, like is this the best it can get? I think I was happier without it honestly, I always looked forward to the time I had this and that kinda kept me going but now I do I can't find anything else to look forward to.

>>716004670

Come on m8, did you even read the rest of the post.

>get first serious girlfriend
>she has bpd, is clingy, is really submissive, gets depressed a lot, is suicidal, has fetishes i could never do
>don't care about any of this shit and love her for her personality and how she makes me feel, start becoming dommy after i began dating her, end up genuinely enjoying it on my own apart from my own goals of fulfilling her sexually
>get along really great with my gf, naturally patient so i can deal with her occasional moods, never in my life cared about another person so much
>every person i've talked to about her tells me to get the fuck out of there and find someone normal
>can't ask for advice about my relationship or her because people just keep saying i should just leave her, apparently my gf who none of these people know will become a psycho and make me hate my life etc, ruin everything
>tfw i'm finally in a good relationship and i'm happy but these people want me to abandon my best friend and the person i love so dearly because le warning signs

>>716005461
Keep on with it if that's what you want, but don't act surprised when she does something drastic, like (and not limited to) leaving you out of the blue.

>>716005759
>leaving out of the blue
>'is clingy'
these things don't really go together well

>>715992127
>making me sympathize with a tank
fuc you

>>716005903
With BPD, they absolutely do.

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>>716005461
Nobody knows the situation like you do.

Note to anybody giving up in life, fucking sale everything and either go to Mexico or China and buy nothing but drugs and women. You got nothing to lose if your given up on your life. Go out with a bang.

>>715992719
Happy early birthday Anon.

I'all be thinking of you.

>>716005985
well... i don't see it happening really. not with her anyway.

>>716006265
Like I said, just don't act surprised.

A few months ago I didn't look both ways before crossing the road at a crosswalk. Ever since then I have not looked both ways every time I cross at a crosswalk because it was the first time I felt hope in the past 10 years.

this! So much this! Every depressed anon here, read up on this. I'm a doctor and I have colleagues researching how the gut can affect mental health. Spoiler alert: A LOT! Getting your gut in shape will help. Believe me. It's also linked to obesity, if that's your poison. Lots of evidence points that getting a bacterial transplant from a fit, mentally stable person can really help obesity and mental illness.

>>715998302
>>716006766

Meant to reply to this

I work as neurological surgeon at the local hospital in my town. I woke up at 06:00 and clocked in at 08:00 as normal and was to clock out at 18:00. It was the middle of the day before I hear a emergency call to Operation Room 3. It was a slow day so I took the call instead of passing it onto a colleague and go down to the operation room and prep for surgery. The operation was to be performed on a little 8 year old girl that just got out of a car accident and suffer major cranium trauma and is bleeding out. I went into that room at 12:48 and tried to help this sweet girl for hours. After 8 hours of surgery she went into distress and went brain dead. My fellow surgeons tried to bring her back while I am sitting there just shaking about it. Nothing avails and we lose her. We all are a little emotional about it all and can't leave her side. Our director on board for the hospital comes in and ask us to leave. She sees me very sturbly distraught and comes to comfort me telling me it wasn't my fault.

I was in that room for 8 hours doing everything I could do to save this girls life seeing somebody so young and innocent losing her life due to my lack in ingenuity just murders me. I walked outside to see the family breaking down in the visitor waiting rooms for each of our patients. The mother is holding onto her husband with so much sorrow and misery it kills me. The young boy there isn't coming to realty quite yet until he sees his mom and father. I can't contain myself and run outside onto the balcony.

I stare out into the night and the overlooking city and I hate every being in me. I took so much time and money to perfect my skills over my life so I could prepared to save people's life's but I failed. I lost my patient and couldn't contain it. I went back to my office and cried under my desk for hours until the head of my department came and told me I need to go home and to rest up. He tried to make me feel better about myself but nothing availed.

It has been 2 days, my wife is understanding of what happen and doesn't blame me but it can't seem to click with me. It really gets me when I look at my newborn son and wonder why God chooses people like that. I look at him and wonder why must I cope with it and wonder if it was him instead of her and it pains me why such innocent children have to go.

It hurts me inside when I want to do everything in my power to save life's and help people but I lost one. I tried everything but I still lost her, I failed.

>>716007270
>>716007375
oh boo hoo get over it.

>>716007270
did nothing avail? kek neurosurgeon on 4chan my ass.

>>716007460
Working on it fellow anon, still just gets me how I couldn't help her at all.

>>716007460
Quit being a nigger

>>716007270
But how many lives have you saved over the years?

Try to feel better anon. I believe you when you said you did absolutely everything you could. Some things are just fucked and out of our control.

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>>715985650
You'll thank me in whatever afterlife you believe in.

>>716007375
>>716007460
Don't listen to the trolls anon. I don't have a perspective where I can relate what you're going through. It sounds like you feel horrible about it. It sounds like you're religious, is that right?

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Everyone should save this photo and come back to it when they need somebody to talk to.

It worked for me... didn't "solve all my problems" but somebody was there for me listened and offered advise when everyone else left me to rot on my own.

>>716007936
lol when you look up helium asphyxiation on Google you get the suicide prevention hotline.

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I had it, /b/rothers, and I lost it. I was in a psych class (college) last year, and I ended up making friends with this Indian transfer student. Near the end of the year, we started to hang out a lot more often and I finally got the balls to ask for a real date. Went to see a movie, and it actually went pretty well. Managed to stop my social anxiety from ruining it. Anyway, fast forward a few months, and we were doing all the normal early-couple stuff (texting constantly, sending hearts, PDAs all that shit). It was honestly the happiest I've ever been. Over the summer, I had driven to her apartment to pick her up for dinner, and she asked me to come inside. Turns out (according to her) she was only pretending to be interested. Said something about how she thought that if she pretended long enough she would actually start to like me. It's been several months, and I still feel like trash every day. I've barely even talked to anyone since.

>>716007951
To some extent. I believe there is a immortal being that watches over us and protects us. Don't know what though.

>>715992647
This one always gets me. Does anyone know if anon actually became an hero?

I have yet to understand the thought process to this shit. I'm angry, not saddened at all, and a tiny bit confused.

How the fuck do you get along with someone who straight up shittalks you on the fucking phone, then is cool with you two seconds later? Sunday night/Monday morning made me realize how retarded people are.

>hanging out with two buds, C and K
>we head back to Cs house, to drink and shit
>we planned to bring two friends of ours along, J and A
>A was a girl I liked, but I don't believe she ever saw me that way
>A and myself argued, we talked the night before, shared a cigarette and spoke before she left
>K calls A, tells her to pick him up from Cs house, politely
>A says sure
>forty minutes pass, K calls A
>K calls A a stupid bitch for not picking him up and falling asleep, repeatedly calls her a stupid bitch repeatedly, meaningfully
>she then drives over to Cs house, they head out to pick up J
>they come back thirty minutes later
>we start drinking, smoking, shooting the shit
>everyone beside C and myself are getting extremely rowdy, and it's about 2 AM in a nice neighborhood
>K starts hitting on J, since he's been wanting to fuck her for a while
>A and J talk about this guy A has been talking to, I get somewhat angry, but I give two fucks less, I got a Silverado, cigarettes, and whiskey
>we decided to go eat at a nearby diner
>J and K walk ahead, they are flirting
>A kind of walks near me, then starts walking ahead because I don't want to talk to her at all, she's been ignoring since the second she got here
>A catches up with K and J, she cockblocks both of them, and I'm glad she did
>we get to the diner, alcohol is hitting me, but I'm fine
>I get passive aggressive and start shittalking everyone except C, since we are cool
>we eat, walk home
>same gist, me and C walk ahead because we get annoyed of them
>get home, they all go to a different room and crash their
>they just talk in that room, then fall asleep ten minutes later
Cont next, I need to vent

>>716009510
Cont
>me and C talk till the sun rises
>each of us take sleeping breaks, fire watch for one another
>he gets ready for work
>I then get up from a tiny nap, me and C clean up everyone's mess
>everyone else just gets up and leaves
>me and C are steamed that they just drank, destroyed the place, slept, then left

What boggles my mind is that K shittalks the everliving fuck out of A, calling her retarded, stupid, fucking ugly, a retarded bitch, she needs to kill herself, all for not picking her up. She just says sorry on the other side of the phone, then comes to get him and then, J.

I wouldn't break my back for a faggot, guy or girl. I didn't do or say shit because I'm not trying to ruin my record, since I'm leaving for the Marine Corps soon. But how the fuck do people act cool with that shit? It's not my problem, but fuck, I would've curbstomped his frail little Bitch ass.

Then they have the audacity to up and leave in the morning? No cleanup of the mess they made and never apologized for how rowdy they were? Fuck off cunts, next time, if we ever hang out, I'll make sure K doesn't come, and if he does, I'll bring some goons to fuck his Ass up real good.

Don't ever be rowdy pieces of shit. Can someone explain this though process? Thanks for listening bros.

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ill post some pictures and dip.

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>>716010100

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>be me
>be military fag
>did a 1 year tour in Afghan
>had a good buddy in my squadron, let's call him john
>one day john gets fucked up pretty bad by an IED
>is wia, goes home
>lost both his legs
>once I get back home I get in contact with John
>he lives pretty far so we talk on facebook
>he's the only one in my squadron who I keep in contact with
>one day john doesn't respond to my messages
>find out from his mom (whom I'd never talked to before) that John had committed suicide
>drive out to the country for his funeral
>reunite with some of the guys in my squadron
>find out from them another Pvt in our squad had killed himself a week ago
>mfw all the deaths in my squadron happened at home, away from the battlefield

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>>716010122

>>716010135
Toughest battles are the ones inside, amigo.

We'll all make it. Unfortunate and sad for the ones who have had enough of it all.

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>>716010286
Ending on a light note. Goodnight anons

not really that sad but it's pretty much ripping apart my heart. i'm in love with somebody who i had and lost because of my dumb decisions that i have tried to make up for but to no avail. there's nothing i can do and i have to see him nearly everyday and it kills me. it's the silliest most ridiculous situation in the world so there's no reason to be sad, really, but i just can't let go.

if you can ignore the pro-shillary stuff, this speech always makes me tear up

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=se_cKpxm6gY

Any anon's got some super depressing music? Need something to feel with

>>715996478
>Joined Army Reserve

There's your mistake! Shoulda gone active duty

>>716011090
anything by Elliott Smith, between the bars is especially good

also Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton because it was written for his dead 4 year old son

>>715984682

Continue to live. You may think God doesnt love you, and youre right. You werent designed to be loved. You see, God has His chosen flock. Kim Kardashian, Selena Gomez, the popular 6'2" guy during high school that fucked the one girl you were friendzoned with. God wants his children to be happy, to experience joy and excitement for life. Thats why you exist Anon. You see, how can you define happiness without knowing sadness and pain? By its very definition, happiness requires an antithesis to exist. Your purpose driven life is to be miserable, alone, and painful so that those who bullied you, rejected you, and judged you, can experience happiness by having you to compare with in order to evaluate thier personal worth.

When your true love's boyfriend fucks her deep in her tight ass tonight, his hard cock wont be diamonds because she smells great, has perky tits, or has such a tight butt. Itll be hard because you exist.

I learned this as the meaning of life and i have stopped fighting against the current. I now know that no matter what we do, we will never become the version of ourselves we daydream about. Isuggest you come to terms with this as well.

Good night Anon.

Doubt anyone will read this. Made a good friend during my freshman year high school a long time ago. We did a bunch of shenanigans together over the years and became real tight niggas. He told me for years now that eventually he was going to drop of the face of the earth, and break contact with everyone, including me. He just went nuclear on Monday and honestly, it's tearing me apart now real bad..

>>716011346
how did you come to this conclusion lamo

>>716011495
I've been in this process for a few years now... I don't have any contacts with friends or family. I live alone and when people I know try and contact me I just ignore it. It's the only way to make it any easier when the time to finally end it all comes, I don't want to be attached to anybody so it doesn't hold me back from doing it... I've slit my arms, I've taken pills and been hospitalized. I take baths and lay in the water for extended periods of time hoping to just pass out only to resurface. I thought getting drunk would make it easier but it still hasn't done the trick... I will get there..

>>716011265
Pitseleh and biggest lie always get me

>>715996478
Why did she dump you?
Did you want her back?
Were you thinking about her the whole time you were apart or were you just living life?

>>715992702
This hurts anon..

>>716010100
makes me sad cause my cat died last week : /

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whats her name /b/?
her name was abbi, she died in a car accident several years ago and i miss her every damn day.

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>>716013200
>pic related

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>>715984682

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>>715997751
I like Rei too...

Have my favorite pic.

>>715998659
I used to be like that
I had to work on myself and change myself on a conscious level. Try to get in touch with your emotions. Don't think about how you're "expected" to feel in any given situation. Focus on yourself, and try to tap into your brain. I found that, for me, it was because I was detached from reality. The closer I got to reality, the more my emotions came back. The main things keeping me detached were depression, loneliness, and a small case of ptsd due to something I went through as a teenager (I was forced into prostitution when I was 14) I was always kind of a loner and a drifter, but that only made it worse... once I came back to living a (somewhat) normal life, it took about 2 years of putting in effort and I began feeling things again. tbh, b definitely does not help lol. I would say just really get to know yourself, look for "triggers" that make you feel anything slightly and use those to pull emotions out.

>>715999931
He said he doesn't drink

>>716000429
how long were you together? why did she leave?

>>716001321
If all it took to make you beta was the internet, then I hate to tell you but you've always been beta at heart my friend

>>716001518
He's just enjoying his new freedom and college experience... doesn't mean he forgot about you anon. If you guys were best friends, he'll be thrilled to have you back and introduce you to his new group. Only way he would ditch you is if he's really an asshole who doesn't care about you. If that's the case, you're better off finding new people to spend time with anyway.

I didn't go to college, but I can tell you that after hs the world opens up and you will see how minuscule your problems, insecurities, and fears were. It sounds cliche but it truly IS a chance to reinvent yourself and discover yourself, and find out who you really are when you're not forced into the same mundane life with the same classes and kids, year after year, having to ask permission for things as simple as using the bathroom or walking off campus like you do in hs. Things will change, and it will most definitely be for the better anon. Don't stress about it too much :)

>>716002315
Fuck I remember that movie... forgot all about it. What's it called again? Something Green?

>>715992820
If they had wanted me arrested so badly, I'd have signed my life over in two rounds of .45 ACP.

>>716005461
Sounds like you're not telling the whole story. Perhaps you're so into her that you've fallen into a denial so deep that even YOU are starting to believe the sugar coating you put on top of things. I mean she must have done something for everyone to give you advice to leave her? I doubt that saying she's depressed with BPD is enough for allll of your friends and family to say run away....? So what did she actually DO

>>716006766
Since you say it's linked to obesity... would it make me lose weight? I'm a girl but I'm already as thin as I wanna be. If anything I'd want to gain some weight

>>716005461
im happy for you keep on doing you

>>716004808
Fuck you future me, don't time travel just to make my anxienty worse and tell me that the only thing i'm craving wont make me happy

my son would have turned 16 jan 3rd. he was killed by his mother when he was 2. she killed herself when she took my boys life. not a single day goes by that i dont think about my little boy. i miss him so much. one of the worst parts was having to identify his body. to this day her family and mine blames me for both of their deaths. my crime was working too much. i should have been there. for them both.as a result i have no family. i have no friends. i live in isolation for the most part. i work. come home. thats it.

>>716016133
I feel as if there's more to this story rather than yours and her family blaming you for working too much. Unless your family and her are just complete asses because working too much does not put the blame on you.

>>716013971
The Green Mile my dude

>>715998302
Depression isn't a very well understood mental illness. There's a fuckload of biological issues that can cause it, in which case you treat those, but when the main issue is in the brain everything gets complicated. Serotonin sometimes seems to be the problem, but since SSRIs go into your brain almost intimately but feeling better takes 2-3 weeks minimum to start working, there's no obvious correlation. Same with most other antidepressants.

>>716001518
Hahahaha my good friend.. Just get used to be a lonely fucker because that's how things turned out for me.

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>>716016321
thanks

>>715998659
The word you're looking for is anti-social, and you probably aren't that either. People who are anti-social have no concept of other people having rights. They have no problem stealing, hurting, absolutely no social conscious. What you have sounds closer to apathy or alexithymia or something similar, at least to me.

>>716016794
Not to mention that this all mimics the issue of genuine, justified depression, when your life just sucks all to hell and nothing seems likely to change.

I've been dealt the worst hands in life since birth and I've tried to find ways to enjoy my life. Still, there are days when I just shut down and curse this wretched body and state of affairs.

By some miracle, I am married to a woman who just wraps her arms around me and holds me through to morning.

Was posting randies in this thread earlier. Just got back from the gym a few mins ago. I've lost 20 lbs /b/rothers since my break up.

Feels a little numb but it is what it is. I'm getting my form back and I urge you all to do the same.

I see a lot of sad and lonely people on here tonight. I'm sad and lonely too.

It's only been 4 months for me and I know she doesn't think about me cause she found someone during our "break" (I half expected it).

What I ask you all to do tonight my /b/rothers is be kind to yourselves. Find comfort in something, find a new hobby or something to distract you from your thoughts.

I don't care what it is, and don't take me for one of those white night niggers who's gonna say, "Don't suicide!!" cause the fuck do they know about unending pain and loneliness??

I'll say to you do what you feel like you need to do to make it better anons. Just keep fighting and if that means taking your own lives I would not judge or blame you, in fact I applaud you for having the balls to do something I'm too chickenshit to do myself.

I'm 27 and I've got no game, a weird looking half-/fit/ body mostly left over fat body that's going to attract no one, and I've got a degree which I ended up doing nothing with.

My family disowned me this year cause of my relationship (long story) and I'm kinda riding solo right now as I watch friends who are close like family, get married and move on with their lives while I'm stay stagnant here.

But I'll continue pushing forward as I hope you do the same cause I'm too damn afraid of an heroing myself. I've decided to embrace whatever it is I'm doing right now and at least get back into a healthy lifestyle for the time being and I hope you either do that or find something to try and make you feel a bit better about yourselves.

I'm thinking and praying for each one of you fags tonight that something good happens in the next year for you, I hope it will for all of us, be safe, /b/ros I love you.

>>716017140
That's what I need

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>>715988601
Harrison Ford deserved to die for the terrible acting

>>715995067
>last online 616 days ago
that shit hit me hard man

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>>716017489
God damn you got a screencap? I want some proof to go with these feels.

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>>716006462
A few months back I took an edible and a few benadryl and went walking in a huge dwp area, got caught and almost got arrested. Even after I was caught it was the best I had felt in years.

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>>715986791
>implying I had/have people in my life who would ask

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>>716008171
I hope you slapped her and that you never talked to her again.

>>716017651
This one's really depressing.

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>>716017693
He doesn't understand why his friend won't get up :(

>>716007460
EDGY

>>716008171
fuck that bitch mango, you deserve better than a clown ass stupid cunt

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>>716017803
I got home at midnight
I'm supposed to be sleeping
HOW THE FUCK DID I END UP IN THIS THREAD TWO HOURS LATER CRYING LIKE A BITCH

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>>716018083

>>716018083
Cause feels is the only thing instigating anything beyond what we're all trying to be to deal with our problems: numb.

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>>716017595
here you go

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>>716018183
You're probably right..

>>715997268
Didn't do shit for me just made me feel worst that I had to tell my family I wanted to kill myself in front of a therapist, only noticable thing that I felt was dread and severe anxiety when I stopped taking them cold turkey, just find a hobby and friends

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>>716018319
dogs are just too fucking loyal. we don't deserve them but I'm so glad we have them.

>>716011090
A day in the life, beatles
Mad world, Gary Jules
All the lonely people, beatles
Sitting on the dock of the bay, Ottis Redding
Let's go, stuck in the sound (really great music video)

I feel like that spike jonze movie, Her, is kind of reflective of how it feels to not have many friends or a girlfriend. Technology is kind of comforting even with the trolling and sick shit some of you guys post here.

>>716011090
Forgot some
49, queen
The show must go on, queen

>>715985650
Dont do it man. Whenever you think about it, thats normal, a lot of people feel like that, but dont kill yourself.

Depressing music?

Ghost- kid cudi
You never know- immortal technique
One love - nas
Sing for the moment - eminem
Me and bobby mcgee - janis joplin

All i can think of

>>716019162
Im waiting to have enough money to do some traveling

>>715992719
Happy birthday anon
I Wish you the best

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>>716003880
fuck a dog

Pt.1
>be me, 22 f
>have a friend, we’ll call him Joe
>I enjoy his company so much. He makes me laugh like no one; he is always there for me, I tell him everything
>After years of friendship, I realize I am completely in love with him
>I think Joe feels the same
>We’re both too shy to say anything. We have these subtle moments. He’s very gentle with me, I flirt lightly, sometimes heavy..but we never cross that line
>Joe has a best friend, Mike. Mike is very loud, cocky, outgoing. He has a lot of similarities to Joe, but he’s not as humble, intelligent, and funny
>One day the 3 of us are hanging out in Joe’s living room. Mike suddenly comes to me and confesses that he has a huge crush on me
>Says he thinks he is in love with me and never felt that for anyone, and asks me to be his gf (right in front of Joe)
>Idk what to say… I want to say no, because I love Joe. But I can’t admit that. And because of bro code rules, I don’t even think Joe could go for me since Mike was the first one to say he’s interested in me
>Joe pretends he is happy for us and encourages me to say yes. It literally looks like he’s about to cry. Mike looks so damn happy and anxious, waiting for my reply
>I say yes because I’m too awkward to say no
>End up dating Mike for 2 whole years. The entire time, I’m trying so hard to love him. I just can’t stop thinking about Joe. Every time we visit Joe I get butterflies in my stomach
>I try to spend less time around Joe because it makes me depressed that he didn’t ask first.
>Joe eventually meets a girl. He tells us he doesn’t like her, and she annoys the hell out of him
>Joe came from a very broken home in poverty, and is dying to get out of his mother’s house
>The girl he met offers Joe to live with her. She’s very pushy and forward and tells Joe she wants to marry him one day

>>716019950
Pt.2/2
>Joe confides in Mark and I: he says he can’t stand her, but really needs the money and a fresh start away from his home
>Joe moves in with the girl and starts “dating” her. He tells us he plans to use her and break up with her after a couple of months, before she gets too attached
>It hurts me to see him with her, even though I know he’d rather be with me.
>It hurts him to see me with Mark, even though he knows I want him instead.
>One day Mark texts a girl and I use it as an excuse to break up. In reality, I just could not get over Joe. I can’t love anyone else. I really tried.
>I try to spend time with Joe but his new gf is very clingy and controlling. She doesn’t allow me to see him without her being there. He acts different around her. It’s not the same.
>Months go by; every time I try to call Joe, the gf answers. She tells me he is busy but asks if I want to hang out with her instead.
>It hurts too much
>One day, I tell Joe and his gf that I can’t stay friends with them. I don’t really say why. I give them some bs reason. No way I can confess what I’m feeling.

>Mfw I let him get away because I was too awkward to speak up. Because he acted like a pussy and his friend made the move first. I just… I really, really miss him.
Honestly, I come to b because it reminds me of him so much. He spent hours on b always showing me random shit. He’s the one who got me on this website. Sometimes anons say things and it sounds so much like him…because he has the same sense of humor, or the same “tone”. I sometimes see things on b that remind me of him so much that I just pretend it’s him. Once in a while, I even ask. I reply to a comment: “Joe?”
but it never is.
I really think he was my soul mate. I know he feels the same way.

>>715993193
Might I ask what happened?

>>715993900
Me too anon me too

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>>716007270

What do you guys do when you are feeling down?
I'm having a rough time lately

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>>716014617
she hasn't DONE anything. actually most of the people who told me to just get away were on 4chan. nobody who knows anything about her beyond her disabilities would disapprove of her and i being together. that's honestly the truth fam

>>716020127
I've been feeling the same. It seems like 2016 has been a shit show for me. Usually I get drunk but that's not helping any more.

>>716019766

Thanks anon, i needed a good laugh right then,,,i almost cried.

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>>716020265
If that's true... then fuck what anyone else thinks. You know her better than others do.

The only reason to take outside advice when you're in a relationship is if perhaps you need a third person point of view on a matter that happened (like abuse, or infidelity, if you feel like you can't deal with it on your own). Sometimes others see what we're blind to when we're in love. But even then, you have to remember that they don't know her like you. They don't understand the little things that made you love her. They don't understand how hard it would be to leave. And when you're telling someone a negative story, you don't mention all the positive things, so it's easy for them to jump to the conclusion that you should "leave". That is the easiest, most cliche advice to give.

Imo, the only reasons to leave someone are as follows:
1. The abuse you (physically or mentally)
2. They manipulate you or talk down to you, hurting your self esteem
3. They cheat on you, especially if it's more than a one time lapse of judgement thing
4. You realize you are not in love with them (and I don't mean you have a day where you're fighting, I mean you genuinely never have felt love for them and don't think you ever will)
5. You're not ready to commit to someone

Other than that, work it out. Always work it out. People these days are too quick to give up on love imo

>>716020363
Talking about it works for a bit

>>716020363
>>716020730
Global.MyItWorks.Com I take the anti-stress pills and they work (usually). They're all natural, so it's a safe alternative to try before you do anything drastic. They're called "Confianza"

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>>716019976
I know your feelings, you must talk to Joe.
Also Tits or GTFO

>>716020974
My gf takes those

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>>716021128
Does she like them? They've been working for me. I think it's $20 for a bottle or $25 maybe.. so it's cheaper than going to a shrink.

>>716020974
I tried some anti depression pills a while ago, didn't work that well

Guess i just have to talk about it in a imageboard with strangers for now

>>716021056
I actually met someone ...we've been together 3 years now, and I really do love my bf. It's hard to admit.. I don't think I will ever love him or anyone as much as Joe. But being with Joe is just not realistic... last I heard he's still with the rich girl, pretending he likes her so he has a place to stay. He probably cares about her by now..hard not to care about someone you've been living with so long.

Anyway, my bf doesn't even know how I feel or felt about Joe. I'll probably never tell him. But he's a good guy... I won't mess this one up. I don't feel the fireworks like I did with Joe, but I still love him a lot

>>716021570
They're not anti-depressant... they're over the counter intended for "stress". This is how they describe it on the website:

Improve your focus, fight fatigue, and help your body cope with all the stress life throws at you with Confianza. This naturally based supplement increases your energy levels, and it’s special blend of herbs provides a safe way to enhance your body’s ability to cope with all forms of stress: physical, emotional, and environmental.

-Improves mental focus & concentration
-Helps the body cope with physical stress
-Provides energy and reduces fatigue
-Helps restore body balance


It might not work but doesn't hurt to try

>>715993783
I was 14. This is so fucking relatable. She ruined my opinion on women and made me go full celibate. Ruined my self esteem. Its been 5 years and countless tears and lonely nights but I'm still alobe in the crowd

>be me
>meet someone who you really care for
>grow to get close
>they help you through the worst year imgainable
>avoid ever thinking about her so i never get attached
>it happens, ive started to care more and more
>cant express how i feel so i hide what i say by saying ill never get feelings and ill always be here for her
>realize ill never make her happy because i cant even keep myself happy
>conversations have now started to stop happening all together
>see her talking to others all the time
>dont say anything because of cold shoulder
>tfw you know youve fallen in love with someone you consider your best friend
>tfw youll never have them no matter what you do for them

>>716021955
Pt2.
>be me
>no self esteem
>last 4 relationships have been online
>my life is a joke
>and im a disappointment

>>715993783
k

>>715993783
cfjjkfkfgfd

>>716021955
It sucks falling in love with your best friend

>>716019394
The Devil Wears Prada - Louder Than Thunder
The March Ahead - I Can't Make You Love Me
Red - Hymn for the Missing
KB - Calling You
Brad Paisley - Whiskey Lullaby
Skillet - Don't Wake Me/Lucy/Would It Matter

>>716021767
It depresses the hell out of me to think that I might eventually be with a girl like you, that is always thinking about someone else. How I'll never be the one for her. Or that I'm just the one she's stuck with until she just trades upwards

>>716005461
My friend has a girl who is 'clingy'
Yet we constantly see her fucking around with other guys. She tells him not to meet him early at school some days, then me and my friends see her fucking around with another guy. She constantly is flirting with her co-workers, and goes to their homes to have "midnight tickle fights." She has left him 6 fucking times to go fuck around with other people, but he immediately goes and begs her to come back.
When we bring any of this up to him, he just denies that any of it happens, he refuses to even see it. He yells at us and tells us we are shitty friends when we do this, when all we want is to help him.
He thinks exactly like you have posted.

>>716023571
this is what happens when you stray from the path of wizardry
take note

>>716010096
I could never explain it to myself in a way that makes sense.

Your K and A seem like people I would never allow into my home.

K seems like a little bitch while A seems super submissive to him, while also managing to be a fucking cunt to you.

What the fuck is J doing in all of this?

Sorry man, I really don't have a good answer for you, all three of them other than C seem toxic to some degree.

>>716007936
This used to be a decent way to off yourself, but years ago the people that make the disposable helium tanks started doing a mix of helium/air instead of pure helium. It won't kill you anymore.

>>716024225
Always lose to this

>>715992560
I cared and loved a girl for two years,
all of that while she was 500km away
meanwhile she went on like 10 relationships
my messages were sometimes ignored
most of the time monotonous answers
i'm that sad
and then i gave up
fuck that bitch, she' just another pussy
i know how do you feel anon, just carry on, you'll be fine

>>716006395
This, stick your head up your ass if you want but don't pretend you didn't at least hear the train coming muffled before it runs you over

>>716024497
500km away? Dude that's fucking nothing. I could walk 500km If I really loved a girl, for fucks sakes.

>>716018083
I'm in the same boat man

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>>716024792
I ussualy ignore these threads but im gonna go in them every fucking time now. I needed a good cry, to be honest.

>>716024014
I myself have never strayed, even for a second.

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well, I'm off to bed. Thanks for the good cry, /b/rothers.

>>716024755
You think i'm done?
It's even sadder
We weren't on a relationship
I loved her, and she liked me before she went away
After she went away i loved her
she didn't, even altough she constantly
took those 500 to 5, she rejected my proposals to meet, but i saw her two times, all of that thanks to some dude i had to get along with in order to get close to her.
Then i finally gave up

>>716024857
holy shit anon I fucking lost

dankest meme lost ever

>>716017168
Thanks man, feeling a little better

>>716017255
Fuck man, this guy seems so desperate

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>>716013293
wow... that's hard to read