ITT: Feels thread >that feeling when you see a cute grill

Anon, I've been with the same woman for 9 years. I'm currently sitting in an existential pile of shit because I'm in love with someone who is in love with her boyfriend and who will probably marry him.

Fuck women. Fuck love. Love complicates and ruins everything. Don't fall in love. Better yourself. Get educated, get a great job and live your fucking life on your own terms. Because this? This sucks.

>>715862373
Someone other than my girlfriend who**

>>715862373
I know that feeling, when you're in a bad relationship and things don't work out its worse than being alone. When I broke up with my ex I was so happy because I was miserable with her, but as time goes on you start to feel empty and just someone to hold.

>>715862919

Yeah man. This shit blows. Guess it's just the way life works.

>tfw when a random qt girl in front of my uni gives me a folder
>i take it and go smoke on the park on the other side of the road
>keep 10 minutes thinking about what to say
>10 minutes pass and i go back to uni, she's the're
>i ask "for how long are you there distributing folders"
>"half an hour"
>"ohh if it wasn't for that i would invite you to DRINK a snack"
>she says she's almost leaving but thanks me a lot
>me says: "okay"
>turn 360 degrees and go to uni without saying bye

>>715862373
No its because you're a fucking loser.

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And I think to myself...
Communist doggo

>>715865073
At least you tried man, you can die happy now. The worst is when not trying and you end up thinking what could have been.

>>715861592
>Handsome enough to get women
>Go into city
>Multiple 7+ women stare at me as I walk by
>Too fucking anxious to look at them back
>Just look straight ahead or down
>Feel like a failure of a man
>Feel like they can sense it
>Spend the rest of the day thinking about it
>Repeat daily

>>tfw had an amazing gf from 18-21 years old
>>tfw she dumped me
>>tfw she dumped me via fucking SKYPE
>>tfw she's dating a doctor 3 months later
>>tfw i find out from a friend because she fucking HID IT FROM ONLY ME ON FACEBOOK
>>tfw i see her at age 23, both single
>>tfw we get drunk and make out and feel all the old feelings but nothing comes of it
>>tfw had sex maybe 5 times EVER with other girls besides her
>>tfw i'm almost 25 now
>>tfw never felt chemistry even close to what i had with her with anyone else
>>tfw i probably never will

>>715865961
This, I'm a good looking dude but beta as fuck when it comes to starting a convo and initiating. I just lookg straight ahead and try to look cool, but that never worked out

>>715866382
I know you gotta look at them too but that shit is just too hard. Even worse is if I ever did get anywhere, my anxiety wouldn't allow me to get anywhere. I'd probably make some shit up as to why I need to leave. I don't have what it takes to be a man

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>>715861592
If I was the president
I'd pay my momma's rent
Free my homies and then
Bullet-proof my Chevy doors
Lay in the white house and get high
Lord
Whoever thought
Massa'd take the chains off me?

>>715865859
Nigga I did that for more than 10 years. This year this shit is over, gonna talk to any girl whom im interested and looks ok and kind.

>>715865859
Spend enough years trying for nought and those thoughts of what could've been are a lot better than all the participation ribbons in the world.

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I've been stuck on the same guy for 2 months now and it's eating at me. I want to be with him, but I can't. This is really killing me /b/. I've had such a crazy year. I tried slitting my throat earlier this year due to my crippling depression finally getting the best of me and got sent to rehab. I'm tired.

>masturbating furiously
>really loud video, headphones in
>hear my doorknob turning
>minimize tab, pull blankets over myself
>my mom bursts into my room
>talking awkwardly
>i shift myself
>headphones unplug
>moaning fills the room
>my mom backs out without a word

>>715867129
Care to elaborate? I'm kinda interested

>>715866760
Will you really though? Or are you gonna chicken out at the last moment?

>be me on tram
>see cutie 3.14 sitting close to me
>say to myself, "If she gets off the same stop as I do, Ill ask for her number
>keep thinking, she won't get off the same stop as I do and I'm just being too optimistic
>my stop comes, she gets off
>panicmode.jpg
>she went the opposite direction
>give myself the excuse of she wasn't that good looking and she went the other way
>hate myself even more now

>>715867504
Little too relatable for me

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>>715867188
kek

>>715867504
well sometimes the anxiety gets us all
i entirely know hows that situation and feel is bro

>>715867504
I envy the fact that you even are able to think like that. I'd just keep looking at her thinking about how I'd never talk to her. Then I start thinking how I'll never be with anyone. Just spirals down from there.

>>715867129
You sound oddly like my gf. She had a mighty rough year unfortunately. I really wish I could help but I never know what to say... Things will get better soon anon, just keep your head up and carry on :)

was on molly at club. i wish i could bring some of that personality into my sober conciousness. i was "oozing confidence"

>>715867188
Why haven't you killed yourself yet? What happend next?

>>715867900
When you're in that situation you just have to make the most of it and find the right opportunity. But I guess it doesn't matter in the end if you don't act

>>715868780
But my anxiety gets the best of me. I guess it's fear of rejection but it's also thinking about all the different outcomes that could come of it. The more I think the less I do.

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>>715867234
The crippling depression or the guy I'm still into?

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>>715869039
I know exactly how you feel, I feel that nearly everyday and it sucks. So many missed opportunities over the years... Oh well I guess

Same situation yet your getting the vibe back she wanta the d but tou got a wedding ring on tour finger

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>>715869039
Would you rather get rejected and never think about it again or spend the rest of your day/weeks/months regretting not taking action? And getting rejected is the worst outcome, have you thought about the best outcome? You exchange numbers and be friends or even get into a relationship.

I still remember girls I didn't talk to years ago and still regret til this day, don't let this happen and live life to the fullest, I know its hard

>>715869429
Both, what kind of relationship are you guys in?

>>715869429
Either. I like hearing other people perspective of the world and their life. Maybe I can apply it to my own, although I doubt it.
>>715869927
I'd definitely regret the latter, I think about what could have been

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fuck relationships.

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>>715870122
>>715870224
I guess I've been kind of struggling since I was a kid. I was forced to have sex with my cousin when I was 5 and I dealt with a lot of abuse from my mom. My dad left her after she cheated and she took it out on me a lot. I joined the navy and ended up getting raped. I guess that ties into my lack of trust for men. It really feels like I can't have sex sober so I'm always pretty under the influence.
This guy is the only guy I've ever had sex with sober because I really thought he felt I was beautiful. We have no relationship anymore. He's married.

>>715871771
damn that pretty rough. I kinda feel you when you talk about being under the influence. Im at the point where I can barley go outside without taking xanax or klonipin. I cant even be around my family sober. Are you worried you'll never find someone like him again? He makes you feel so good you cant imagine feeling that way about anyone else?

>>715872444
checkedckedcked

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>>715872315
I'm on duloxetine and I still feel everything. It just isn't as intense. I think I'm just gonna start doing drugs. I'm so tired.
No, it's mostly a feeling of loss. It feels like he caught me in a very vulnerable time and I don't care to be that low ever again.
How are you handling things?

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this happened to me once when i was a kid

>>715872890
ad

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>>715871771
And I thought I have had a rough life.

>>715873139
and six apples
pretty good deal, apples are getting expansive.

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>>715872890
>I think I'm just gonna start doing drugs
if you haven't don't start. It feels better short time but just makes things worse. Its one of the reaons im so broke and depressed right now.
> It feels like he caught me in a very vulnerable time and I don't care to be that low ever again.
so how do you plan to handle it? are you going to avoid people in fear of feeling what you do now?
>How are you handling things?
very badily. I tried to hang myself a week ago. I'm doing better now but im waiting on some more drugs to come so I can do it right this time. I had a cousin kill himself and I see what it does to the family. Had an hour long discussion about it with my cousin. People alway say to stay positive and that this too shall pass but it doesnt feel that way. This year was worse the the first 21 times 10. I know the change has to come from within but I cant see how when I have no motivation to do anything.

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

>>715866667
Damn so close to quints Anon. Feelsbadman

been in love with this chick since 2014, she had a dick bag boyfriend every year till now. he goes off to college, she finds out he cheated on her, she gets sad and is mad at him = my perfect chance right? see her get in his car today cause he's back for holidays :/

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Had a pretty terrible day but the Dominos is on its way

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>>715874065

depression memes and self deprecating jokes are not funny in any way besides being "haha funny relatable" twitter level comedy

I know this is a feels thread but kill yourself

Feels thread is weak today

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>>715873401
I just would like to heal first. My ego and confidence took a really big hit. I'm constantly wearing masks and whenever a guy thinks I'm " cool " I just take it at face value.
The change part is a healing process. It's a lot of self realization that goes on with it. I take a lot of time to do things that make me happy. Right now I just downloaded God of war remastered and it's pretty cozy in my room. The bad part about depression is that it tricks us into thinking we won't enjoy the things we like to do. Why are you depressed?

>>715874782
>I take a lot of time to do things that make me happy
thats one of my problems. I don't really have anything I love, more things I don't hate. only thing that comes to mind is bike riding but its too cold and my bike got stolen last week. Spent all the money I saved from work to buy it only to be fired and bike stolen.
>Why are you depressed?
well for one I have social anxiety. Im way to hard on myself (ive been told). I let myself get scammed now have an overdrawn bank account. Last job I had fucked me up because of the people that worked there. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was young and have trouble focusing on tasks that dont interest me. So if nothing intrests me im jumping from one thing to another without giving myself a chance to get good. I used to play video games a lot but these days I can't play for more than 15min without having to do something else. I have a very supporting family but im drifting away. I only have 2 friends which I dont see much anymore. I know I sound like a whiny bitch but I cant help how I feel.

>>715875472
Im addition I've never expirenced love. I get supper attached to any girl that gives me the light of day. If I happen to be friends with them I always let my emotions get the best of me. I just feel so hopeless. I know it could be worse and there are so much people worse off than me but its all my brain is telling me. I'd like to hear more about why you're feeling like you do.

last bump

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>>715875677
Honestly you shouldn't tell yourself that. Your problems are your own and they're valid. Your pain is valid. Don't ever feel like you have to level yourself to validate your hurt. I can't imagine to have social anxiety. I can only imagine the feeling. I'm a social butterfly. A lot of people only know me when I'm smiling even though it's a mask. When my mom used to hurt me I'd have to put on a face at school and I got really good at it. Now it's second nature. I don't really build attachments due to me constantly putting on a facade. That's another reason why I fell for this guy; he showed me that I could be myself. It felt good.

>>715861592
>tfw mostly everyone around me likes me
>i put on this exterior for those who dont by pretending not to care
>i dont have the balls to talk to the grill i like
>tfw even though everyone likes me, thinks I'm funny, think i'm clever, grill will never like me like i like her

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>>715861592
>get dumped because she "doesn't feel readyo be called girlfrind by someone"
>get shitfaced for 5 hours

>>715877101
>I could be myself
The thing is I hate myself. That is the root of my problems I feel like. I used to be so outgoing then suddenly I started closing myself up. The anxiety increased and was alone with my thoughts, which were never positive. Im always thinking people are noticing things but in reality I know they dont. Even then my brain keeps tricking me. I have no control of my brain and its filling me with negative emotions and thoughts. I fell like I know what I have to do to get better but I just have no motivation to do it. Ill do something saying ill stick with it but then give up after a day or two. It's quite pathetic and no one to blame but myself. Also I hate being sad and crying so I just turn it into anger and im 24/7 salty. I should be able to fix this but I just can't.

Im curious as to how you put a mask on. How does it feel to fake emotions and be good enough to fool other people? Do you ever feel lonley ? Do you have people you that you can talk to when shits not going your way?

>>715875677
Who needs love, you just got dubs!

>>715877385
Literally the story of my life.

But Im fat too, it's a bit harder for me.

>TFW everyone wants a thick GF
>TFW no one wants a thicc BF

Why so /b/?
Im just as strong, and even bigger than most guys (Height and weight)
How would you not like to bear hugged by a human teddybear?

And I don't even have the trademark fatty breath/B.O, I check that shit daily.

>>715861592
Girl who helped me through depression, who I alsmot dated and who I helped through her depression, won't talk to me anymore.

I had to leave and we fell out of touch, two years later I tried getting in contact with her again, can't stop thinking about her. Found her Twitter it's private, tried to message her, follow her etc.

Left a message leaving my number so she could text me. She hasent replied since.

We went through a lot togeather and she ont even dignify me with a response. It fucking hurts. I want to keep trying to contact her until she responds, until she gives me sometjing, even a fuck you.

I also just feel empty, that I'm not even worth a response. I also feel angry, but that feeling has mostly faded.

What kind of person just ignores you /b/?

>>715879242
that's more like a gay bear, tbh

>>715866024
Fuck buddy, I hate how much I can relate to this. Like hard. It's been a while. But I can't talk to any girl like I talked to her. Damn. I miss my best friend

>>715879615
But I'm straight D:

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I miss her /b/

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>>715865961
This happened to me after my ex broke up with me.

>be sad at bus stop
>qt6.28 is staring at me
>I mean staring, furiously mad
>At the moment I realize whats wrong
>I have been ignoring her because too sad
>Like she is expecting me to talk to her
>I can't
>feel like less of a man

This has been going on 5 years now and all the women of my past are gone, have their own lives, can't meet a loving girl the older I get...

>>715881142
I even gave her a nasty look back, like leave me alone look, and she was just confused, of course, I caught the next bus.

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What do you guys think about when svetlanda says americans never expect bad things to happen when the rest of the world expect all the bad to happen. Not bashing America, but maybe people are supposed to be depressed, happiness is a very short sensation. And maybe like the samurai were saying, "samurais are useless if they cant perform their duties while fatigued" r some shit like that. Are we just the ones who havent sucked it uup and endured through?
sorry im drunk. listen right after she lights the cigarette.
https://youtu.be/lkXoZJx-_rI

I hate how fat is hot now. . . But it only applies to girls.

it used to be that fat people got paired together, and skinny people got paired together, but now all the skinny dudes are sick of skinny girls, so they step in on our fucking territory and take our women.

And since there are no fat women left, we start trying for the skinny qts, and get turned down because they are still thirsty for the skinny guys.


Fuck skinnyfags, those fatties are supposed to be ours, not yours.

I blame the niggers, and their big booty talk. Because who has the biggest booty? Fucking fatties.

>>715879599
I hate ignoring part the most. Ignoring is the worst thing you can tbh. I have been so lucky with everything i have but i just can't relate to people. Go out make friends and realise that how selfish everyone is. I don't talk to any of my friends any more just my girl who is my everything. So many guys try to talk to her or hit on her. I even encourage her to not to ignore them and instead let them know that you are taken. I have even let her send nudes to guys who seemed lonely and desperate because i felt bad.

>>715882319
I'm into bigger guys, been seeing one for about a month now.

I'm a fag btw :^)

>>715865961
Wow are you me?

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>>715878062
If we were happy 24/7 then we'd all be crazy. It's okay to experience all spectrums of emotions as long as it's in a healthy way. Anger is only a secondary emotion. It's to mask whatever we're really feeling.
My mom used to beat me even worse whenever I was upset. So I got into the habit of faking happiness to save myself.
It gets lonely and I get headaches. When I'm at work I'm very aggressive, not because I'm angry, but because I don't want to get raped. Most people think I'm a cunt, but I've managed to make friends I can show myself to.

>>715865961
A bit too close to my experiences...

So maybe /b/ can help me.

>there's a girl I've had my eye on
>see each other at events sporadically
>she's about 3years younger than me
>when we do see each other, both stare at each other from distance without approaching (she's usually with her friends)
>she's gorgeous and smart
>attends church functions a lot
>want to approach her but too nervous
>haven't been to church "socially" in years

How do I approach her to get to know her without seeming odd/weird?

>>715882529
At least you gf and you sound nice. So that's good.

I agree though, ignoring someone just is aweful. The human mind seeks answers and ongoing someone deprives them of that. I just really ant her to say anything, even a fuck off, or go away would suffice.

>>715861592
at least womens dont look at you in disgust. everywhere i go womens cant keep eyes contact with me and when they need to look at me like a cashier you can see in her face she really dont want to look at me.
im 30 and i thought i would get us to it and accept the fact i would never feel the warm hug of a girl. but i just cant accept those fact and it hurt more everyday

>>715884121
Yeah but me and her are so attached to eachother that she left her friends and i left mine because we both can't be bothered as it is more fun being together than being with them. Which is scary that if something happens to any of us it will be beyond miserable. Everyone deserves a friend though so i am never jealous if guys talk to her as long as they are nice.

>>715884121
I know that the unknown is much worse than a definite no or a fuck off. Cruel

Keep it alive bros

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I just got diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I'm 28, and have been dealing with so many of these symptoms for so long. There are so many things that are beginning to make sense now.

The diagnosis doesn't make anything better though. I'm still unemployed, still languishing over my ex of 6 years, still doing nothing with my life. The things that I want feel so out of reach. I can't find the motivation to do anything with myself, other than eat and sleep. I'm on edge all the time. I feel anxious about everything. I get anxious and then feel terrified of even getting out of bed. I really just want to die. I'm too weak to do it myself. I've tried in the past, and failed. I feel my usefulness to the world is null, and that it would be better if I expired. I'll never make anything of myself at this point. Once I graduated college, that was it. Everything since has been downhill.

All I want is to cuddle with someone. I want to feel close to someone. I've even tried to go home with people for that purpose, but they only want sex. I need more than that. I want to fall asleep in someone's arms. I don't want to be afraid of going to sleep alone every night. I need intimacy. I need warmth. I need to feel that someone cares about me. I need it now, but it is impossible to find. I will be alone for the foreseeable future, maybe forever at this rate.

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>Let girlfriend experiment with another girl
>watch them kiss
>hurt inside.

Big mistake boys.

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my brother told me he was going to kill himself and I let him and now I selfishly wonder if that was a good or bad thing for me


https://youtu.be/AHJYY3l8ZoQ

>>715886451

You can have all those things, fake your confidence man, I know its hard. You'll spill some spaghetti the first few times.

But dont quit. Never quit , keep going and going and one day you'll find that confidence man.

Work out, get a job, any job. Keep going, start by making a plan to move out, what do you need? a unit and money, start by trying to survive.

>>715886567
Did you hate him? Did he die?

>>715873431
Good for you bro, good for you.

>>715861592
>that feeling when you see a cute grill in public
>keep thinking you should talk to her, because lonely as Fuck
>wait for the right moment
>start picturing your life with her
>just realized there is no right moment
>when you get back into reality, she's gone
>out of your life, forever
>you spend the rest of your day regretting not talking to her
>wake up the next morning
>realize the reason there was no right moment is because you're complete strangers with nothing to talk about
>if you had been forthcoming with your intentions and just said "you're cute" she probably would have thought you were a creep
>besides which how do you even know you want to get to know her if you know literally nothing about her except that she's cute
>suddenly stop feeling sorry for yourself and come to terms with the fact that your day was ruined solely because you went into a situation with unreasonable expectations and preconceptions
>realize your expectations and preconceptions were conjured out of desperation because of how utterly lonely you are
>go back to feeling sorry for yourself
>realize even if you'd been somewhere else, you wouldn't have had anything to talk about with her, for the same reason you're lonely to begin with: you're a boring person with no passions or interests beyond meeting your basic needs and shitposting on image boards
>self pity intensifies and becomes entangled with intense shame
>slip into depression
>months pass
>slip deeper into depression
>years pass
>kys
ftfy

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>Female coworker
>work as a pair in our department
>she's nerdy
>I'm nerdy
>Not really trying to woo her, but see if i can charm her for the hell of it
>good rapport going
>she likes teasing me
>share some interests
>this might be getting interesting i think
>conversing during a lull at work last week
>"yay, my boyfriend will be coming back soon from deployment"
>mfw

Not that I like her, but fuck, life sure has a cruel sense of humor to deliver the message NAH YOURE STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

fml.

>>715880551
Judging by your use of emoticons,you're a flaming faggot or a 12 year old prediabetic lardass. Either way I suggest a heavy dose of suicide.

1/2 cause field too long:

I think that between depression and anxiety, isolation, internet and videogames addiction and poor sleeping i've finally become numb. I can't feel anything. During the last year, all my interests, my passions, what made me "me" has been fading out, i can't find joy in anything anymore. Videogames, music, technology, drawing, writing, reading, aeronautics, anime, nothing entretains me. It's summer holidays right now in Argentina, so three months without school. Because my family doesn't let me go outside if it's not for school, like always, i'll spend the next three months staring at my monitor, eating and sleeping. I wish i could watch an anime that made me cry, or laugh at some YLYL, but i can't, i'm empty. Feels like my soul, if there's something like that, has left my body, leaving a body and a cynically, logically, cold thinking brain, which doesn't stop thinking about terminating itself. It's been 2 weeks locked inside already. Two and a half months to go. i mean, the NEET life is comfy and all, but i can't even enjoy it. Not even feels threads do it for me anymore.

>>715881142
You at least aré handsome and get girls atention
I are ugly af and for a plus have depression and hate myself, none cute girl ever look at me.
Feels bad men

>>715888119
he died and i didnt hate him but he had alot of problems like addiction and mental illness

2/2 fuck my life:

For some more backstory, i was diagnosed major depressive disorder, anxiety disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, and anorexia nervosa at 8 years old. I'm supossed to be under heavy medication, but we barely have any money for food and paying rent. The only thing i was enjoying was playing League, and now i can't even get myself to open it without thinking "meh i'm bored". I 100% honestly think suicide is my best alternative. I got held on 1st year of highschool (9th grade in the US i think) two years straight, basically because i'm stupid. My family thought i was doing it on purpose in order to sabotage my future. Welp i guess it worked, because i really can't see myself working or doing anything productive in the near future. I've been experimenting with self-harm and alcohol. It's not like i enjoy it, but it's not completly boring, and the physical pain is the only thing i can feel. Maybe tomorrow will be different. Maybe instead of waking up at 4 PM, eating, sitting in front of a $300 laptop till 8 AM, and going to sleep again, something else will happen. But i doubt it, and i'm too lazy to make it happen myself. I've given up.

Ive put the concept of "romantic love" as fiction in my mind. Its a concept like space epics or fantasy medieval stories: purely fiction.

>>715889692
I still believe in it, and will always do, even if I die having never experienced it.

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Sort of long.
> match with grill on Tinder
> can't flirt, but be friends
> says I understand her to a tee
> says I'm "smart, caring, funny"
> says this of guys she dates
Indeed, she tells me who she dates.
> be tonight
> tells me she did something stupid
> did you FINALLY lose your virginity?
> no
> > not telling me what you did
> blowjob
> is dead serious
> says only this
> says she did it thinking that would finally make a guy care about her
> told me just the other day she only tells me things because I listen and care and help her
So do I get to be a wizard yet? I'm only 19, but I feel like I skipped a couple tiers with this one.

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I'm not saying this thread specifically is like this but why are feels threads always like this in general?:

>tfw friendzoned
>response: stay strong, you'll get through it, head up, etc supportive encouragement

>tfw raped
>response: kys faggot

>>715889832
Its a lie.

A woman that would be as devoted and loving as you to her, is fucking fiction. At least in any """""""civilized""""""" society. If you want a loyal woman, go to a third world country and scoop up some dish slave.

>>715889920
She might not have many friends or genuine friends thats why finding one in you i guess. My gf showed me her tinder and every single guy was a match. So it is really hard to stand out from so many matches.

>>715890191
I disagree. I used to believe that too but my current girl is loyal as fuck even though i have cheated on her and she found out about it. Still together after 6 years and she shows me her convos never hides her phone or Facebook. Even though its rare it is not impossible to find such girls.

>>715890255
We're well beyond Tinder. Been friends for months now.

>>715889072
Thanks anon, that made me feel better knowing that she might have thought I was a creep if I did talked to her

>>715890189
Because women are mostly the bane of a man's existence, or the lack of one.

Positive responses are those who havent given up, and cynics have.

>>715890191
I would be content with a relationship that lasts a coupla years, five to ten maybe.
Then, the first one who starts falling for another person or basically gets bored has to tell his partner, instead of fucking cheating or hiding it.

>>715890445
If you cheated on her you may NOT deserve such girl.

>>715890189
Because "rape" is just another normal and healthy social function that women have perverted into something to whine about.

Seriously, if someone having sex with you without your permission is the worst thing that's ever happened to you, you're a spoiled fucking baby.

>>715886510
Why hurt though? I had a 4some once and everything she did with a girl was such a turn on.

>>715890666
kek appropriately timed trips

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>>715890666
> not understanding female psychology
> not understanding human psychology in general
Listen, bud. Go fight on the frontlines, get captured by sandniggers, and let them make you their goat for endless nights before horribly and brutally murdering you. Get back to me then about how rape isn't bad.

>>715890464
Yeah but your end goal on Tinder isnt really to find a friend aye?

>>715890491
okay first of all that's really sexist and i disagree completely but i'm not going to bother actually arguing with you because it's beside the point and i don't care enough

secondly what if you're a man and you have a feels story about being raped by another man

why do people like that get jeered too

>>715890861
That's how it became because I'm beta af. What I'm saying is that she's said these things of me after a great deal of time and saying that I'm caring and listen, then saying she did this hoping a guy would care about her is the ultimate friendzone.

>>715890491
Seriously though, sometimes I really wish I was gay, not because I like dicks, but because guys are so much more straight forward and don't play guessing games. I mean girls are great and its our duty to fuck them, but sometimes you just feel you have had enough of their shit

>>715890590
I know i don't. She is way too good for me.

>>715890983
> thinking fags aren't as confusing and bitchy as actual bitches
My brother is an actualfag. I can guarantee you they're as bad as women.

>>715877570
>Ask friend out
>Tells me she isn't ready for "such a commitment"
>Hooks up with another friend a few hours later

>>715890998
Not original reply here, but fair enough. You may go.

>>715891121
/thread

>>715890950
>Like, thats really sexist, okay~


Grow the fuck up and read the writing on the wall. Men are miserable with a woman, men are miserable without a woman.

>>715890953
Why not lie about yourself? Even though u are beta in real life try to act tough online. If you are afraid that she ll see through you when u meet up then tell her that all of that shit of you being a rebel was in the past and you are recovering from it. It makes u both look like a bad ass, nice and a strong guy.

>>715891237
see rest of post:
>secondly what if you're a man and you have a feels story about being raped by another man
>why do people like that get jeered too

>>715891171
Go where?

>>715891251
> not seeing the point
She's physically attracted to them, sir. But she lies to herself about liking the personality. I've already hung out with her on several occasions.

>>715889692
>>715889832
I think its both ways
I think love does exists but only for certain people
People who si mentally sane, fisically sane, etc.
Im a romantic person, but Im not sane, and i know i will never going to experience romantic love never

>>715891325
Just, like, you're free to go, muh dude. You recognize you're a piece of shit. Carry on.

>>715891315
Who cares?

But post the story of when you had your anus pounded for the hell of it.

>>715891377
> obvious spic is obvious

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>>715872916
>last time i was too excited for the next day to sleep

cant even remember

wew

>>715890684
>why are other people different from me?

>>715891384
lol thanks dude

>>715866024
Going through something similar man, hang in there

>>715891656
I asked for a reason and gave my experience of it. Didn't say that you were wrong for hating it.

>>715868174
Haha I like your analogy, I feel the same on anything but weed and psych's

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>>715861592
>The only person who has ever expressed any attraction towards me was a gay black man in his late 20's
Someone just kill me already.

>>715891121
whore

>>715891355
If you are not ugly and not overly fat. You can get girls period. My mate is good looking and tall while i m shorter and just avg looking yet i have got way more girls than him. So always personality trumps physical attraction.

>>715891430
Sorry but no. The ignorant not-raped-and-abandoned-by-own-dad-at-age-6 normies here have already proved time and time again the only interest they have in my story is one founded in schadenfreude. I'm sick and tired of seeing my traumatic experience mocked, denied, and trivialized by the morbid senses of humor of random self-obsessed strangers who think any problem they can't relate to is automatically either a lie to garner sympathy or an illegitimate joke of a problem that only spoiled pussies would cry over.

>>715865961
>walk by
>>Too fucking anxious to look at them back
>>Just look straight ahead or down
>>Feel like a failure of a man
>>Feel like they can sense it
>>Spend the rest of the day thinking about it
>>Repeat daily

A semifat guy (5-6) with great charisma and sens of humor, easily communicate with girls, have no problem to compliment them, make them laugh all the way, sometimes even a few at the time (co-workers), sometimes even propose going out, nothing helps.

Too weak to get /fit/ morally, did sports for 3 months, -10 kg, looking better,
>6 months later same fat fuck...

And they say "make her laugh and she's yours" fuck that, not true, looks are everything.

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>>715892392
If it makes you feel better, Id probably fap to it.

if you guy's start a new thread ill post my life's story. its sad and heavy on the feels and even though i'm just 16 I've been through quite a lot for my age recently my dad has began to pass away due to MSA (multiple system atrophy) look it up /b/ fags

>with a girl for a year
>she was perfect
>10/10, way out of my league
>into vidya and all kinds of shit...nerdier than me
>got me into dnd and all kinds of nerdy shit
>first for everything
>broke up
>she's really happy with someone else

I miss her even though I should hate her guts /b/ros.

>>715861592
I talked to her once, dated her and then she realized all my inadequacies despite the "nice guy" traits I tote around cause I was never taught anything otherwise cause my father was a cuck and my psychotic mom ruled the roost.

I will legit probably never date anyone again, not because I miss my ex in so much as I feel I've failed myself, and undignified what little pride I could have had walking lonely before I met her.

I literally betrayed myself and made myself look like a fool for no reason and I ended up with nothing.

I regret her the most folks.

Don't feel bad if you didn't "talk" to her, cause it doesn't get any better when you've got no game and if you find it, good for you.

>>715893022
Always seems to be the case; the man in ruins for a long time while the slut is happily drinking some other dudes jizz.

>>715893022
Live with that loneliness /b/rother, embrace it and be strong in it. You "need" her inside your head but now it's your turn to try to find a way to not need her at all.

Just went through a similar break up. I realized now I was just a little too late for my first big relationship. I do not cherish any of it though because I now know she didn't really "love" me like I said I loved her.

I'm ready to take a stab at doing this shit on my own for the rest of my life. I was looking on google today and the average male starts losing his sex drive around 40ish, so I at least have that to look forward to. Right now I just want some inner peace and to get control of my thoughts again all the while finding myself in the not-so-confident but way more-sure person I was before I started dating her and pretending like it would be okay for me to show some weakness and share in some reality, but all I got was some dumb bitch who's motherly instincts kept her tied to my side till she finally got sick of it and found someone who had more confidence and better features.

For now though I am working out at least 3 times a week, taking some fitness classes, I've lost 20 lbs, all the while preparing for the long haul.

I just hope that long haul isn't so long because I'm too damn afraid to end it myself even though I shouldn't be. I can't even man up and do that much.

Best of luck OP, I know it hurts now and it's going to for a while but keep fighting through it and I'll hope and pray for you a swift and as easy of a recovery that you can have.

Be safe my /b/rother. Be kind to yourself.

>>715893195
Holy shit, you're me.

>>715894347
We get passed around a bit. I'm only a little over 4 months into my break up. We were on break and I knew what was coming, she was pretending to use some guise that her "parents were pressuring her into dating someone else," but I knew she'd been scoping this guy out for a while I just never said anything cause I was a dumbass and didn't know what to do but I didn't want to scare her off.

Even so, I realize now the only reason we had anything the last year was cause she felt sorry for me.

Truth be told she was my first real relationship and it was long distance. Everytime she'd come to visit and then have to leave (she'd come for a weekend) I'd cry and tell her I'd miss her even though we'd always skype and stuff before we'd both fall asleep.

I think I realize now that I cried not because I missed her but rather because as it came time to becoming more serious I knew how less seriously she was taking me cause she couldn't.

Even so it is what it is, I'm pretty half way between numb and depressed at the moment. I don't know that there's any other way for me to move forward because she kind of knocked me out of my element.

For years I was so content and ready to spend the rest of my life alone. I lied to myself thinking otherwise that I'd discovered something that could take me out of that funk.

I remember when I first started dating her, I was hesitant because I knew he family's cultural background and I also knew that I wasn't good enough to even be with her despite her being a ... semi 5/10 looks wise? (I'm barely a 4 guys).

But my buddies convinced me to push forward it and to not worry about it.

Needless to say I regret every moment of it, because I wasn't ready for anything like that and I placed myself in an impossible position and literally screwed myself by allowing myself to try and "love" her too. I wasted so much and now I'm not sure where I'm at anymore. I just don't know.

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I really miss the days when girl problems were my biggest issue. Not to belittle anyone, because heartbreak and loneliness is brutal. But holy shit has my life fallen apart in a tailspin.

>>715861592
you fucking creep

>>715895205
I'm up playing gratuitous cutesy weeb game because I fucking can and enjoy it a lot. I will go ahead and indulge in my fictional perfect girls because they are an ideal and I stopped giving a fuck about deceitful, selfish, hormonally controlled pigs. Dying alone will be a nice peaceful way to go and I look forward to it.

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why are you guys such losers? I'm gay and girls are always hitting on me. And sometimes I hit on them, just cause it's fun!

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>>715895924

Oboi this reminds me of times
There was the girl I had a huge crush on back in middle school. We knew each other pretty well and you could tell that we liked eachother. 1 day near the end of the school year, I ask her out on a date, afraid I wouldn't see her again due to rumors of her transferring. Turns out she wanted to wait til high school before she started dating. Freshman year, I see her at 1 of the school football games, we exchancge glances but don't talk. Later, I look up her twitter and it turns out she's dating a linebacker. It seems life does whatever it can to fuck you over.

>>715895924
>im gay
>well there you go

>>715895849
Right on, live your life. I can't fathom anyone being attracted to me in my current trainwreck state, so maybe I should try some of those weebshit games.

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>>715861592
>tfw the stars will never glow the same as when you were a kid
>tfw Christmas will never be as exciting as when you were a kid
>tfw games will never be as fun as when you were a kid
>tfw your hobbies will never be as fulfilling as when you were a kid
>tfw you will never experience that nervous-happy feeling when talking to the opposite sex again

>>715896358
Slots are meant to be filled yknow.

Alright /b/ help me out

There's this solid 8/10 girl at my uni but there's a catch.
She's a total weeb.
Never really been into anime myself but she's just too damn hot.
Should I just swallow my pride and start getting into anime or at least faking it to get with her?

>>715871771
Not related to your story, I feel really sorry for you though.

I have been sexually abused too, by people like 2 years older when I was 7 or 8. But I don't think about it until.. I read stories like yours. It feels really weird to 'play' victim for me even though I am.

>>715896660
Tfw first gf was terminally ill pothead smoker single mom.

Certainly not what I dreamt about as a young boy.

>>715896816
Do you actually like her as a potential date? If so, quit being a twat and accept that other people have other hobbies.

Are you just tryna bust a nut? If so, hit on her you fucking retard, weeb chicks always try the kinkiest shit

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>>715861592

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWd3FFfTJgQ

>>715871771
are you a girl tho

>>715896993
Don't really know much about her save for the fact that she's at least an 8/10 and she may very well be into vidya. A combination not commonly seen.

>>715883995
Her being in church doesn't matter. Maybe add her on faecboke and just start chatting.

>>715896939
fucking jesus dude, how old were you that you dated that for your first?

>>715889236
If they dont let you go outside in these 3 months, call the cops.

Had a gf when I was 16 yrs old.
Good looking, nice, caring. Incredible sweet. After one month of being with her I think having a gf sucks and is boring. I call and dump her.
>6 yrs later: haven't kissed anyone since then. While visiting my parents I overhear a conversation of my mother "anon looked so good when he was a teenager, now he is so thiqq".
>cry myself to sleep

>>715897120
Well, if you're lookin for someone to date, then actually talk to her and for god's sake, make sure you act interested in what she has to say, because so far you're working with "she's hot," "she's a weeb," and "she maybe likes vidya," which ain't great for starting a relationship.

>>715897495
25. Desperation is a hell of a drug.