g'morning b. hope you slept well. tell me why you will not

Because the hole I've dug myself in isn't resistant to escape.

I'm not yet at my point of no return.

>>715450432
what do you mean?

>>715450309

Because I have a wonderful family, wonderful girlfriend and work my dream job

Things can't get worse, right? Nowhere to go but up!

I've tried it many times, wanna see the cut scares ?
But I digress, I'm sorry, I will not kill myself today because I enjoy fucking the girl I'm having an affair with. And I like fucking my GF who has a great job, and can afford to buy me cool shit. And I like masturbating heaps.

I have a doctors apointment today and if it goes well, my life should be improving drasticly.

>>715450466
I think of suicide often, but it serves as an Option Z rather than a plan or a goal.

I've made many mistakes and I wake up every morning with a knot in my stomach because I hate who I am. But the damage I've done hasn't sunk to the point where I can't fix things. The fact that there is still hope for me to turn things around is the only thing keeping me here.

I try to improve, and why I struggle with improvement, the fact that I'm a teeny bit better everyday gives me a bit of hope.

Because I'm not a selfish cunt

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>>715450512
thats great anon.
>>715450516
good thinking
>>715450568
glad you stop trying
>>715450603
g'luck at doctors.

>>715450744
Thanks babe!

Being audited by the IRS owe 100+ got ripped by a shady accountant...... i am flat broke about to loose house and have 3 mouths to feed......

The first time in my life I'm enjoying the start of the day.

I enjoy making myself a cup of tea and getting to work.

Currently training as I applied to be an officer in the army without the qualifications necessary, but im going to try regardless.

Even though my family has talked of evicting me, i'm the best i've ever been.

So I'm not going to kill myself today. Thanks for the pasta OP.

>>715450309
Out of sheer curiosity, OP

>>715450309
Because out of all the posts thru out the day yours has the best porn.

>>715450309
im catolic and im afraid i will be damned for suicide and go to hell. So i think maybe better to suffer few mor years than suffer for ethernity. Actually its only one reason

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>>715450986
g'luck, maybe you can workout a payment plan.
>>715451047
that sounds great anon, have a good wknd too
>>715451117
about the future?
>>715451294
happy to help.
>>715451301
to each its own. hope you end up in heaven anon.