A friend jumped under a train, nobody knows why. Is there something

im tired of being alone

>>715256858
So am i, bro. What's keeping you alone?

>>715256858
suicide yourself

Maybe he wanted to get his life bet on track

>>715256997
That's almost as funny as the fact that he was 2 days from getting his college degree.

>>715256997
ZOOOOOOOOO ZOW

>>715256904
me, i don't know why but i feel that i wasted my entire life being alone cause i felt like i didn't need other people

>>715256948
probably will next year

I hate myself

>>715256793

sorry for your loss, anon.

>>715257172
No, don't Please. You have a lot to live for...

>>715257117
Do you have anyone to get a few drinks with? A friend, a coworker? You still have life left to not waste.

>>715257172
Please don't.

>>715257205
Don't we all? What makes you feel that way?

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>>715256793
FUck it, why not.

Stress, depression, insomnia. Life is hell atm.
Im on meds, and I see a psychiatrist, but feels like it's going nowhere. I dont even know why the fuck I get up anymore. Advice?

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>>715257341

Fuck off newfag, this isn't a loli thread.

>>715256793
go to /adv/

>>715257205
Why? What is it that you did that made you feel that way?

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>>715257306
I have some people but i don't feel like they are friends

>>715256793
Got no friends so there's no jumping under trains

>>715257082
So he realised a degree won't make his life any better and made a decision. Good for him. I'm kinda jealous.

>>715257367
>psychiatrist
Have you tried a psycologist? They are better for problems that don't stem from chemical inbalance.

>>715257472
Could you do anything to change that? Make them your friends or find new people to make friends with?

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>>715256793
I'm feeling slightly homicidal.

>>715256793
You can volunteer at this website to do the sort of thing you're trying to do OP
https://www.7cups.com

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>>715257367

One of my workers at the airport had a psychotic episode and tried to steal shoes from off this girls feet.
>Picks her up and outs her on his shoulder
>I show up after crowd gathers and get a good hold
> CBP officer shows up says it's not jurisdiction call cops
>i let him go but still catch him
>he almost breaks girls feet so I help him slip shoes off.
>he bolts it and we all follow.
>girl is crying
>fellow female supervisor crying and is losing it
>and I keep it cool and cops caught him wearing girls shoes down the block.

I've been through events like this before but I'm just depressed. I feel like I'm hated and will always be alone

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I'm a suicidal alcoholic with suicidal tendencies

>>715256793
I think I'm going to have clinical depression for the rest of my life. Sucks when you don't leave bed for days at a time. It's caused me have to drop out of college. I've gone from therapist to therapist and these meds aren't doing it anymore. I also think I'm an alcoholic, so I have to worry when I grab a drink with friends. I constantly numb myself with video games and sleep. I don't think my situation will improve since it's been like this my whole life. Still have to keep trying though

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>>715257816
Oh shut your whore mouth you filthy spodercunt you do suck dick for free like yo mama lolololROFLROFL (edgy enough?)

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>>715257509
>Got no friends
I'm going to say this to everyone in this thread:
SEE A PSYCOLOGIST. Everyone has mental problems and you can't solve them on your own.

>>715257699
Why is it, anon?

>>715257722
Been there, they're a bunch of pussies in a hugbox, they don't welcome the harsh majority of good advice.

>>715257811
See: psycologist advice
Work related issues must be the most common out there.

>>715257950
That's 2 suicidal too many, i get drunk every night to deal with my fee-fees so you might say i'm an alcoholic too. What's on your mind?

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>>715258087
Packin out tha hot maymays lawl

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>>715258135
I'd probably jump under a train

>>715257961
I'm not a pro, so take my advice with some salt.
How would you rate your life's improvement in the last 5 years? Sounds like you're stuck in a bad place, is there anything you could do to get more possitiveness into your life?

>>715258063
>Been there, they're a bunch of pussies in a hugbox, they don't welcome the harsh majority of good advice.

We've all had enough of good advice in our lives.

>>715258216
Go away evil dogger

>>715258371
Thanks for keeping the thread bumped, anons.

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>>715258349
I'd say steady to worsening. Mental issues are a bitch to deal with but like I said I'll going to keep trying to make it.

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>>715256793
Did u film it?

>>715258063
>>715257811
Not depressed because of work related issues but my life in general feels like I went no where. Top of my class, and smart yet all of my peers whom I went to school with got bachelor's now and is getting married or with kids. Younger cousins finishing college and I'm stuck at some dead end job for a ducked up company. Alone and going crazy

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>>715258414
Lol guyz look at dis new meme 1 just f0und lelele hahahaha #random#heilhitler#imarealbtard#4chan4life

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>>715256793
I really hate niggers for really but then again I live where there are none...

I hate my job, hate my co-workers. Have no hobbies. Wake up go to work come home go to bed.

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>>715258568

>>715256793
>>715256793
I got agoraphobia and had a mental breakdown, I'm extremly isolated and meds don't really work. I feel like I failed at everything in life and the people that picked on me in school were right.

>>715258568
I feel u :'(
88666420360
Here's my credit card number
We can share our bank accounts if u want somebody to talk with

>>715258597
>Have no hobbies.
Start playing a guitar and become a rockstar.

>>715257082
Was he studying to be an engineer? Maybe he was just training.

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>>715256793
it is dump trying to make people feel that life makes seanse when you really deep down knit dosent

>>715257961
How old are you and how long has this been going on for?

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>>715258063
Don't really know where my life went wrong. Don't talk to the parents. I haven't been able to form a relationship in 4 years. I hate talking to people. I'm sick of living two lives. One as John the other as LJ. LJ sucks cause he fuckin does everything for everyone but never asks in return. He's a bitch and a nigger. I just want to go back to being John. But that'll never happen.

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I'm seeing an ex tomorrow to hang out even though I'm not supposed too.
>Girlfriend of two broke up with me
> fuck my best friend of 4 years for 3 months
> date best friend for 5 months
> start getting frustrated with girlfriend
> ex comes back and seems different
> leave my gf for ex
I've been dating my exgirlfriend for 5 months and things are okay I just really care about ex best friend. I'm notv planning on cheating but I know she still cares and it really puts me in my feels.

>>715258777
Yea, can relate to that. They knew it all along.
Nice trips tho

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>>715258856
Suicide is a real problem in our fucked up society!
How dare you make fun about it you ugly wanker!
I bet you feel suicidal, too, and you have to compensate by being edgy on a trash website!
You should be the one killing yourself for real man >:(

>>715258931
19 and since I was 5 or so.

>>715258386
I'd say we haven't had enough or good enough advice.

>>715258466
This is going to seem unrelated, but indulge me , please. Have you ever done something selfless? Like buying a poor kid that candy he can't afford or helping someone else without expecting a reward? How did it feel?

>>715258506
The security cameras did, i'ts how we knew it was suicide.

>>715258512
>>715258597

Google Jordan B Peterson self-authoring. It's designed to help people in your position, and they give it for free whenever they can.

>>715258777
Man i have no clue about phobias, can't help there. Have you recieved treatment only with medications or have you had rehabilitation treatment as well?

>>715258895
If life makes no sense how would you know it? It doesn't make sense.

>>715258935
I'm going to need you to tell me which anon you are.

>>715258955
To be honest, i don't care, that's no big deal.

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>>715259101
Are... Are you retarded? Are you literally fucking retarded? Why the hell would you even say that? Because it's an anonymous board and no one knows who you are? Do you not feel embarrassment? Do you not wish to kill yourself? Are you not going to say sorry, for saying something like that? Do you see all these people? They all think you're retarded now. It doesn't matter that you posted anonymously, they know that this comment - that very comment, has been written by a chromosome-less retard. They know that you are the biggest failure on earth and the death of you will only mean raising the IQ of this world. Please, I ask of you, with all fellow /b/tardas, kill yourself, in the most painful way possible. End it, your and our suffering of your complete stupidity, of your lack of self awareness, and of your completely irrational judgement call to say such a completely retarded thing. My regards to your mentally ill mother and your brain dead father, for creating such an abomination as yourself. Remove yourself from existence. May your final meal consist of rat poison and nails, and wash it all down with bleach, retard.

yes im feeling suicidal. but no one cares.

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>>715256793
hey man. I'm just worried about the state this world is in. its bizarre, everything is flipped upside down.

>>715259276
I care, anon. What's got you down?

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>>715259058

It's probably common around here but I get depressed often. I have no friends but rather colleagues, nobody to rely on when times are tough. My father is a nervous wreck who can't stand his job and wants to kill himself. He tells me the only reason why he's in this job is because of me and he feels like a slave. My mother left me when I was 1, she was a whore who nearly got me killed many times. I grew up without a motherly touch and I wish I did. My grandmother is sick and when we visit her she curses us even though we try to help her. I'm depressed and feel like I don't have much to live for other than a life with my boyfriend. However depression and stress kills my motivation and a lot of the time I feel like I won't accomplish anything if I try. I am often lazy. I don't know what to do. I love my boyfriend but I can't see him as often as I'd like to which makes me miserable.

>>715259334
im known as a racist and a sadist.

>>715256793
AN HERO YOURSELF FAGGOT

>>715259109
So you can't remeber a time when you were naturally happy or not anxious darn. But your still 19 not 40 have a lot of life ahead.

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>>715259142
715257950

>>715259142
I can go out, just a bit nerve wracking and I have no idea how to move forward, I did psychology and such mormally meds help just havn't been helping at all lately.

>>715256793
Every day, bro. Every day I feel it.

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>>715259263
Hahaha Yeah, really hillarious, if i would havr to use a meme it's something like the cool "Spongegar"!
You two racist nazis would sound something like this: Ugh ugh i'm racist ugh ugh i'm retarded ...
You probably even wank your weeners to anime, besides i really love anime, you guys make it far too often. It is a real problem you two weaboowankers haha !
You probsbly got now that i'm the superior one of us ! >:(

>>715256793
Sauce on this image. I have the img saved from a grove or cozy thread can't remember. It looks like anime. Anyway sorry for your loss anon.

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>>715259276
Whenever you feel alone, anon.

I want to die, but I wouldn't kill myself.

That makes me not suicidal, right?
R-right?

>>715259142
because the image we are made to belive , that was drawn to us as kids is nothing other than make belive there are some people who have urges and they will use the rest who dont feel the need to take everything in control to fulfill their desires maybe there is a meaning for life ( we are born without a reason and we die by chance )

>>715259142
>This is going to seem unrelated, but indulge me , please. Have you ever done something selfless? Like buying a poor kid that candy he can't afford or helping someone else without expecting a reward? How did it feel?

Yeah I've paid for friend's meals and cleaned up a drunk friend or two. Also some volunteer work for homeless and other things. I didn't feel fulfilled for the most part. I just did it either to seem like not such a piece of shit to the people I know or to try to chase some feeling that I can't recognize.

>>715259742
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.

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>>715256793
>no job
>forever alone
>lots of money
>should really move out of parents house
>only real options are to get a job, move middle of nowhere and leech welfare after few years or travel around world for 5-20 years in poor countries.
>or just end myself

>>715259841
Kinda depressive. Fucking hardly depressive. Decision about suicide are only matter of time

>>715258216
Go away evil dogger.

>>715256793
Not suicidal.

In love with a girl, but she is taken by someone. On one part I am happy to see that she is happy, but on the other I just wish I was that person making her happy. I won't go into specifics, but she is my best friend currently and I don't know if I should just keep my feelings secret or if I should tell her and see if she feels the same about me. I don't want her to be unhappy so I have kept it to myself for about 6 years now.

I have no real plan for myself. I have acquired my highschool diploma and now I don't know if I should go to a tradeschool or if I should just apply for some shitty job. College is not a option. I don't have connects that will vouch for me to get a good job. If I did go to a tradeschool I don't know what I would do.

Still a virgin. Matter in fact I haven't even had my first kiss yet. I believe I could have lost it by now if I was more outgoing, but I really wanted to save it for that special girl. (1/2)

>>715260114
I am not what most people would consider unattractive, but I am also not the most attractive man.

Socially awkward, depressed, virgin, and a bum. Not asking for kind words because everything that has happened to me is my fault. I just needed to tell someone whether they shit talk me or not this actually helped alot.

(2/2)

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LE EPIC FUNY BANANA MAN XDDDD
LOL WE R LEGIN, EXPECT YOU XDD xoxoxox HAHAHA

>>715256793
did he die in a train explosion, a friend of mine did

>>715259891
THAT'S IT!!!
I'm going to sue you now because you insulted me online.
At the moment you read this the cops are on yo ass boy (as the hip afro-american population would say).
Also you are a fucking nigga and your mother will die in her sleep tonight if you don't reply to this post

>>715259142
>I'd say we haven't had enough or good enough advice.

I was talking about all this well-meant 'good advice'. Everyone with issues heard those things thousands of times.

I'm sorry for your loss, OP, but you're just wasting your time here. You're not responsible for your friends death and you're not responsible for us /b/trash either.

>>715260178
Lawwwwwwwwwwql

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>>715260214
Haha

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>>715260214
Why am I always being put in the friend zone. I’m a nice guy, work a nice job, and would do anything for m’lady. In the end these girls always go after DOUCHEBAG guys who treat them like shit, and only talk to me to cry about it. I’m sick of being considered ‘beta’ or whatever you call it.

>>715259322
The world has seen worst and moved on, just put on the seatbelt, raise your hands and enjoy the ride.

>>715259346
Man, that's tough. My dad's bi-polar and my mother's depressive and my grandma died last year after being sick for another year, so i can kind of relate a little bit.

To be honest, and this is kind of fucked up for me to say, you need to get your dad and grandma off your back, you're carrying weight you shouldn't have to and it's keeping you down. Both you and your father should see a psycologist, but if it doesn't work, you might just need to let them go and move on. Life sucks and the desitions we have to make suck even harder.

>>715259458
No, thank you.

>>715259510
Just start over for me, please.

>>715259577
Have you told your therapist about this? They might want to adjust your meds.

>>715259660
And i'm glad that everyday you don't.

>>715259848
But you can live a life with a reason imposed by yourself and die with pride whenever it happens.

>>715259857
I see, if you had to make up your own charity, what would it look like?

>>715259964
Traveling poor countries > being dead

>>715260114
>In love with a girl, but she is taken by someone.
I think i already said this to you in another thread, it doesn't sound like love, it sounds like obsession.
Keep it a secret or not, the best course of action is to gradually distance yourself from her, you are only torturing you emotions and it WILL lead to dumb desitions.

>I have no real plan for myself
Google Jordan B Peterson, self-authoring

>Still a virgin. Matter in fact I haven't even had my first kiss yet. I believe I could have lost it by now if I was more outgoing
Same here, don't over think it.

>I just needed to tell someone whether they shit talk me or not this actually helped alot.
(Insert shit-talk)

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>you're just wasting your time here.
I'm not wasting time, i already feel much better.

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