Guys, I think I'm a pedophile, and I'm disgusted with myself. I'm 20, and I actively seek out lolicon and even porn of girls who look extremely underage, such as Gigi Rivera, Kelsi Monroe, Milena D. I've hit on my underage stepsister (14) multiple times, and get jealous when I see her with her boyfriend.
I don't know what to do with myself. I'm scared that I one day in many years might be so desensitized that I do something that would land me jail-time. Has anyone else had experience with this? How should this be handled?
Hey anon, do what I do, fuck 16-20yos who are 4'11-5'3
Ddlg is pretty popular now
I'm tall with a dad bod and an over caring personality. Getting a petite girl to call you daddy is pretty fucking great
Most people your age would like a 14 year old girlfriend too, it's not immoral or even weird. People will hate you because of it though, hard to explain exactly why but basically they are like SJW. Lolicon is gross though, I think you should stick to 13/14 at minimum. If you move to another country you could marry somebody at that age and nobody will give a fuck. Good luck OP, the world just loves to hate.
I could never harm a child, and I understand the line between fantasy and reality. That said, I'm afraid when I'm 42 and fed up with life, I might just one day think fuck it.
I used to babysit her, and she would often follow me around. As she got older (11-13) she started looking at me with more lust than playfulness. At 14 at a christmas, I sat with my arm around her and cuddled her shoulder. She was really into that. She got a boyfriend a few months later, and I get internally triggered when I see him. I can control it though.
Yes I am totally into that, though I would prefer big brother. Have few sexual experiences though.
Yes, I am not attracted to girls under 12, under that it stops arousing me. When I indirectly ask my friends about their interests, they're growing out of it, but for me, the interest is only getting stronger.
Don't worry, I understand you. I was thinking the same thing some years ago but u don't need to be worried. If u are not a perver u will not be a child molester, I haven't abuse anyone, I also love women and girls. If u see a 20 super sexy girl you don't go to rape her, only a molester do that. The same thing to a pedophile, there are molesters and lovers. If u don't want to hurt children you will not be a molester.
Oh, so pedophelia does not equal child molester. Who would have thought the news actually lied. Well that's relieving, even though it should be obvious to me lol. I am definitely a pervert tho, but a pervert with self control.
Oh anon I know how you feel. I used to be in the same spot as you a couple months ago until I said to myself that enough is enough. So I stopped fapping to loli hentai. I deleted everything loli related and started masturbating to normal women again.
The first 2 weeks were very hard and I thought that I won't be able to get away from loli porn. But then things started to change and I lost more and more intrest in loli.
And now I don't even feel the need to fap to them anymore.
I am sure that you can do the same
Dont worry anon, you're not a paedophile at all :).
You just want to fuck your step sister.
Since she is underage you also like underage porn more.
I see nothing wrong with this, you aren't even related by blood.
Off-topic: why the fuck does she have a bf at 14?
You are a hebephile, which is different to being a pedophile.
I do this as well. Here is my ex.
Looks like I should move to Denmark.
I make my years income in a summer in canada so I don't need to worry abut work.
Is DeMar going to shit like the rest of Europe or are you somewhat free from the mudslimes
Nice. She looks like she was probably a freak. Heres my current girl
Trips confirms, though body type does have something to do with loli
Lolicon? No issue there... look at whatever you want as far as that goes man. It's drawings. They don't feel. They're imaginary. Just fap away to Konata's amazing ass. (Also, Konata's like... 17 or something in the anime? Perfectly legal in Japan... )
Now, if you're actually IRL attracted to underage girls and that doesn't start going away real soon?
(Ie, you're 20 now, a 14 or 15 year old girl can still look hot to you, and that's not creepy in reality, but when you're 29, 14 year olds probably stop being attractive, hopefully. My wife was 15 when I was 20... so I don't think it's that creepy an age difference... yes, I knew her when she was 15... no there's no creepy / erotic stories of underage sex. Sorry /b/ros.)
Now, if you're attracted to them BECAUSE they're underage, that's a weird issue. I think you should seek help from a psychologist.
Also: FAP DAILY!
I can't stress this enough. I had a problem in my teens that I was constantly tempted to just go after WHAT EVER would let me fuck it, if I hadn't fapped that day. Like, shit drove me insane. I never got laid in my teens strangely enough.
But yeah, just:
fap real quick,
Go to work / school,
Take lunch, while on lunch, fap if possible.
Finish work / school day,
Come home and fap again,
Eat dinner / evening stuff,
Just do that. It'll help.
what am i looking at?
>girls can hit puberty and develop pubic hair from 7+
Hi! I'm writing a text-based porn game filled with Succubi!
In it, you meet a large assortment of Succubi, including pic related. Their story is that they were painfully turned from young human girls into succubi centuries ago.
But I guess, even though they have the body of little girls, they're not considered Loli since they're hundreds of years old.
Good to know! Guess I'll go to major publishers and start trying to sell them on the premise. That'll go great, now that I know I'm not in a legal gray area.
And before anyone asks, yes, I shamelessly steal CG and images from other porn games for the pictures of my characters. I can't draw for shit, but I'm also never going to make money off of my work so it's... probably fine.
> me cauliflower
havent keked this hard in so long
Problem is theres a large general stigma around 'phelia'. I mentioned it to a psychiatrist at one point, and he kept mishearing 'hebephile' as 'pedophile'. It's also automatically assosiated with 'child molester' no matter what you call it. There's so much stigma and taboo around this subject that It cannot be mentioned at all, even to close friends. And that's something I'm very uncomfortable with..
She'd probably drink bleach just to feel clean again
I think a lot of people are hebephiles they just don't want to admit it, a lot of people like the idea of taking a virgin etc etc.
But I agree that people would assume hebephile = child molester. Some anons still think being a pedophile means your a child molester too which is sad.
I agree with you entirely, but there is a clear difference in it to which nobody will listen. I mean the point is to realize that you yourself are not a pedophile.
:P Pedophilia is fucked up, hebephilia is somewhat understandable. I wish more people knew the difference.
Not really anything that won't lead to her fb or isn't too lewd to post.
Here's a half Korean that cheated on me 2 months after I moved .
Pic was taken 2 days after her 18th bday
She was a nympho whod keep me in her room for hours
Hey man, I'm into lolicon but the only person I have told about it is a very close friend. She didn't say anything about it but she usually jokes around with me calling me a lolicon and stuff.
>:P Pedophilia is fucked up, hebephilia is somewhat understandable. I wish more people knew the difference.
you're still pretty fucked
More people would be pedophiles if it was acceptable, that being said I only really like consenting lolis so I still wouldn't be comfortable with rape (cause everyone assumes if you're a pedo - you want to rape them)
Man that is a nice score.
>calling me a lolicon
Does she realize she's retarded?
Ive read the thread and it seems like you care about kids. If you really do care about them you won't do it! Its very simple, just watch videos on girls who were victim to stuff like that and how it affected them permanently. Its pretty fucked up, if you care, you CAN resist and be a normal dude anon. Dont be a faggot people will pay to kill
stay cool and don't tell anybody. fapping to loli is fine and doesn't harm anybody. I assume you aren't an exclusive pedo, which means you are not exclusively attracted to children. This means you can easily live a normie live like everybody else.
Probably role played a lot of some fucked up shit and liked hardcore bdsm.
Very likely into degradation.
Potential sexual active at a very young age.
Back in hs nerdy girls like her were always the best fucks.
(Not even claiming to be "alpha" I was maybe a 7 then, but I'm really tall)
So do you actually get a lot of highschool girls that are openly sexual?
She just thinks it is a phase or something that I'm going through. I think so too, I'm starting to not like lolicon as much as when I first started so I think I will be over it soon.
Well this is the end my /b/ros
I hope you all have enjoyed this as much as I did
enjoy your day/night
I was poking fun of the fact she essentially called you a loli rather than a lolifag.
Glad to hear she took it well though and if it's just a phase that's probably for the best
Nice, I personally see no problem with it as long as they're consenting so it's good to hear that they're having fun in their youth.
Yes I did, before I had to move to canada all we did was fuck like rabies in her house all day.
She'd sneak me in past her rich alcoholic mom.
I mis those days a lot. I got to live like a total neet that intire summer accept I had a cute Korean to fuck all day. Honestly she was one of my best partners.
Yes, I am attracted to 18-20 year olds too, tho I do prefer the small frail bodies.
I did get laid when I was 19. It was a one night stand with a 4/10 15yr cosplayer and it's something I'd rather forget.
This is my mindset too. The 'wrong felling' does creep up sometimes though.
It's only wrong because people want you to think it's wrong, if you're sexually active, power to you but be safe and get educated before you go out and about.
I think statutory rape laws are purely retarded.
Honestly if you are unable to determine when the internet ends and the real world begins, you deserve all the jail time you get. Is it that hard to tell when you are looking at fake, 2D girls and when you are actually lusting over a teenage girl?
Pull yourself together, man.
Sweet jesus you stingy nicker give me another banana sticker.
I crave that psychological validation
Just kill yourself. You're gonna end up fucking some child and that's the end of it. No matter what you tell yourself, it will happen. The best course of action is to just an hero so that you don't need to put some child through unnecessary abuse and neglect.
Legal age where I am is 16 and in others it's 14 so yes while not in your country, she is boarding on legal
Not to mention, it's not like at these ages the girls are suddenly horny for the first time. A lot of these girls are probably sexually active but don't do anything because it's viewed as immoral.
Just don't be a neet /b/ro
Find a way of making a decent income and take care of yourself. The rest will come.
Also, if things don't seem to be working with step sis (its probably a bad idea) then flirt with her friends and fuck one of them.
She'll end up telling her about it
Maybe you do.
See attached, I've never really seen her as being unattractive.
now I have no hotstampz nor bananastickers plural.
truelly this life is one of perpetual grief.
Honestly I'm not really shocked they demand evidence that it's actually a chick, a lot of people assume it's just men that enjoy lolicon but there are some women floating around so a lot of the time proof is needed.
I have a few close friends who know that im a pervert, and i like kids way less than half your sisters age. Although i wouldnt reccomend telling anyone, it actually worked out pretty well for me. 2 years later i still hang out with these people and the awkwardness has left. Theyre glad im able to accept it and am doing better, and im pretty sure they know im harmless.
It was hard at first, stressful for all involved, but i certainly feel better now.
I told a therapist too, and i have a job where i work with kids. As long as theres no specific potential victim, they arent going to risk their jobs to harm your life. That being said i wouldnt reccomend therapy, theres nothing that can be done for you. It might make you feel better to tell someone tho.
And as your life goes on, dont think that your sexual problems will go away, because they will be with you till the day you die.
I have a gf and its going well, sometimes i have to think unhealthy thoughts to cum, but other than that its going great. I can last a long time in bed too, and when i wanna cum i just think about what i get off to
Also here was a ''standard'' facebook conversation between myself and her.
Let puncture her in various places with sewing needles.
Believe it or not, okcupid.
Shit actually works.
>100 points, which youtuber did I quote?
I went there once and some beaner dude wanted to sell me his 15 year old daughter. I guess is was either selling her to get her to america or she becomes a prostitute.
She wasnt good quality so I declined
She doesn't mind I'm sure.
Her thighs out of respect.
nah. He may as well a pedo
if he can't resist watching blogs of litlle girls who photograph themselves in provocative pics like the ones in here, then he is pedo AF