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I know I know but we need it The Feels thread What's her

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I know I know but we need it
The Feels thread

What's her name?
Is she dead?
Did she leave you?
Is she thinking about you?
(no)
(She probably doesn't know you exist.)
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>>694479082
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>>694479240
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Just found out my grandfather is paralysed from the waist down, has multiple internal ruptures causing internal bleeding and has stomach and bowel cancer. My last living grandparent will be gone soon.
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>>694479274
moar
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>>694479274
>>694479240
>>694479172
>>694479082
>>694479616
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>>694479498
:'(
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>>694479981
:'(
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>>694479616
Don't have more. Some anon posted it a few days ago
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>>694479498
>>694479981
>She left you and you will never have kids with her
>Your kids will never have kids
>You will never have a grandson and a granddauther you love you
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Thread dead?
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>>694481027
just like my life
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Doc told me after a few sessions that I have clinical depression and bipolar disorder, I wasn't surprised or shocked when he said, I just accepted it. The harder part is now explaining it to gf and parents.
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>>694482124
>The harder part is now explaining it to gf and parents.
And live with it.


At least you have a GF.
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hahhahaha im in love with somebody who doesnt exist ahahaha
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>>694482396
I have a gf which the last time I spoke to her was her saying I was a depressing cunt and I should kill myself. Also the doctor won't give me any antidepressants until I've gone through the therapy which is understandable but to be honest I'd rather feel nothing than constant sadness.
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>>694482646
In love with a fictional character?
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>>694482124
Or you can just not and make life force you to do it or you know, kill yourself
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>>694482851

embrace the loneliness and you'll find peace. women can't give you that. break up with that bitch if she is saying that to you.
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>>694478921
Fell in love with this girl. She is great and all and we talked a lot about stuff and things. Felt like we had a good thing going, but now she just stopped talking with me and doesnt even answer my messages. its just marked as read. And it hurts so much because she said she hated whan people would do it to her and that she wouldnt do it herself
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>>694482851

sorry dude. ive had that feeling for days at a time, its the worst, but not that long. its must be rough
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>>694483156
She said it after we had a huge argument over something I can't even remember. I said things just as bad if not worse.
Maybe I should just kill myself though, only person that wanted me alive was her.
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>>694483317
Been feeling like this for about 4 months now, started therapy a month ago, no improvements but they don't want to give me antidepressants.
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>>694479981
Hes alone for a reason. Boys
You see that face . That is a face
Of a broken man
Men like this have been insecure shitty
People all their lives. It's easy to guess why they are lonely .
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Why am I still singing?
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>>694478921
Miranda.

She rejected me in high school back in like 2007 or 2008 and I never really got over it. Another girl is Brittany that I still talk to. Lives in NY state and doesn't really want me as a boyfriend. We argue like husband and wife and I don't understand why she doesn't want to have at least something with me. All her boyfriends were losers who never did anything in their lives. One of them beat up her ex because he's a fuckboy. She's got DD's and some tattoos/piercings.
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>>694483892
This
He was probably a weeaboo instead of killing nazis
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>>694479498
Get used to it kid. All my grandparents are dead. Last one died when I was four. Don't even know any of them.
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>>694484198
>I don't understand why she doesn't want to have at least something with me.
You are probably too ugly
or a fucking beta and she sees it
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>>694482124
I've got Bipolar I as well as other disorders. What meds are you on?
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>>694484073
That's fucking sad, dude. Poor whale. Japan will probably kill her.
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>>694484342
We talk daily you fucking dumbass. I asked her why she doesn't want me as a boyfriend and she simply responded "you're too bipolar" when she's fucking bipolar herself. Women suck dick. In all senses of the word.
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>>694484418
Doc is theorising putting me on Valium, doesn't want to put me on meds yet.
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>>694484676
>We talk daily you fucking dumbass
And yet she doesn't suck yours
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>>694484997
I'm in Delaware and she's in New York state
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>>694484717
Valium sucks. My grandmother was on it.
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>>694484717
I was heavy into valium for awhile. Really fucked me up (although I was buying it off the dark web and taking ten a day). They are beautiful but addictive.
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>>694484342
Am I honestly ugly?
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>>694485477
My dad used to pop them to get high. Listen to this dude, they are totally addictive. Get on Latuda if you're bipolar. It works well for me.
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>>694484997
My best friend was on valium and tried to OD, it's a very addictive drug too.
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>>694485530
yes
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>>694485530
lmao yes
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>>694484997
I'm a britfag and from what I know I have to go with whatever the doctor prescribes, I can't pick a different drug. Thanks for the advice though anons. Anyone here been diagnosed with clinical depression if so did your doctor put you through therapy first?
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>>694485834
>>694485854
Well I'm fucking fat. Is it because I'm fat, or ugly?
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>>694486116
Your face is round and you look 12, I'm guessing you can't grow facial hair?
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>>694478921
Met her in highschool
had a great 5 years
then we ended it because it felt like after she got a job with me
she started to hangout much more with this one guy rather than me and she barely knew the fucker for only about 3-4 months
and says that their "just friends" but it felt like they were more than just friends
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>>694486116
yes
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>>694485998
>I have to go with whatever the doctor prescribes
That's a lie. You have a right to decline to take a prescription. Ask for an alternative. Here's a list https://www.drugs.com/condition/bipolar-disorder.html
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>>694486303
I have a full beard right now. I freshly shaved right before that picture but thanks for the compliment that I look young
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>>694485530
grow some facial hair you babyface
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>>694485998
Britfag here as well. I've asked to change my meds a couple of times when I thought they werent working. Make sure you have a dialogue with your doctor and they are aware of any concerns you have. I didnt get offered thearpy for depression because I was 'ok'. Then I went off the deep end and had to go to hospital for self harming. I've been diagnosed with BPD now and in theapry. It's mostly my fault because I hid how I was feeling til it was too late.
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>>694486687
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tomoko
shes not real
nao
I hope so
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>>694478921
Her name's Ellen. I was the side piece she flirted with at work and fucked a couple times, but every time I talked about a relationship she would ghost on me. Couldn't figure out why til I saw pics of her and her bf on FB. We had an angry split and now we don't talk. I'm sure she doesn't think of me anymore.
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I saw a feels thread once when I was young. Now they're everywhere. The world went and got itself in a big damn hurry.

The parole board got me into this halfway house and a job bagging groceries at the Foodway. It's hard work. I try to keep up, but my hands hurt most of the time. I don't think the store manager likes me very much.

Sometimes after work I go to the park and feed the birds. I keep thinking Jake might show up and say hello, but he never does. I hope wherever he is, he's doing okay and making new friends.

I have trouble sleeping at night. I wake up scared. Sometimes it takes me a while to remember where I am.


Maybe I should get me a gun and rob the Foodway, so they'd send me home. I could shoot the manager while I was at it, sort of like a bonus. But I guess I'm too old for that sort of nonsense anymore. I don't like it here. I'm tired of being afraid all the time. I've decided not to stay.


I doubt they'll kick up any fuss.
Not for an old crook like me.
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>>694485530
Get off of 4chan, Devon, and go to bed.
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>>694486928
They've given me therapy first because I attempted to commit suicide by hanging. My gf stopped me. They don't want to give me tablets I could use to kill myself.
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>>694487189
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>>694485530
Oh dude
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>>694479981
I want to punch the other five grandkids in the face. All he wants to do is spend time with his family and they shit all over him. What a bunch of dick bags
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>>694486912
Thanks for the compliment habibi
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>>694487398
When does you thearpy start? Soon I hope?
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>>694487261
Devon? Not even close
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>>694487554
:( no love
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>>694487189
Brooks is one of the only movie characters that nearly made me cry
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>>694487767
While it hit me in the feels they might not have shown up for a reason. We don't know the full story.
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holy fuck I need one now more than ever
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>>694487767
I hope he has no will and those fuckers get nothing
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>>694487816
Waiting on referral from the psychologist. Could a day, a week, a month.
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>>694487767
Perhaps he abused them 20 years ago and that girl just repressed it
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>>694488136
That's the NHS for you. Still, some of our American-bros have to struggle through without any help, so I'm grateful.
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>>694486857
Honestly dude, I'd say with no hair you look like your balls haven't dropped, she probably is attracted to piece of shit guys and you aren't one.

You gotta leave those girls behind, she may never come around. And this may come off the wrong way, but lower your standards, cause the kinda unattractive guy never gets a hot girl unless he's rich. And even then that is loveless.

Overall I'd rate you a 5/10 and go for 6's maybe 7's, confidence is everything
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>>694488434
I'm more focused on creating a career for myself and starting my own business by the time I hit my thirties. I couldn't care less about a woman right now. I'm 24 and broke. Got more important things to worry about than some pussy.
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Where my bros lifting their feels away at?
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>>694488271
I'm very grateful I just wish I'd get a definite date. Instead I feel like I'm in purgatory, I feel constant sadness or nothingness, nothing makes me happy, I've lost all drive and it's affecting my relationship, I know I'm lucky to have a gf but not for long at this rate.
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Her name is Sophie. She tore my fucking heart out more than once, yet I forgave her because I loved her. I can't get over her. She's off fucking some Chad, and I have a new gf. Yet here I am missing her like a retard.
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>>694488271
I've got Medicaid and can see my MD on a regular basis. Same with my therapist.
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>>694485530

Braah
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>>694488637
At Planet Fitness eating pizza and hitting the elliptical
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>>694488730
Bruh
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>>694478921
get into pickup, stop being beta
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>>694488666
Be glad you have one im sitting here lonely as fuck with literally nothing in my life
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>>694488666
Is his name really Chad? If so that's funny.
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>>694488868
He's Satan. He needs no woman. He has a plethora in Hell.
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>>694485530

Could be worse
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>>694488632
That is the right way to do it, and bitches like her around that age will want a guy orientated the way you are.
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>>694487767
What an asshole. They have no fucking obligation to go there and eat fucking burgers, you dumb nigger. Welcome to freedom, faggot.
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>>694488706
That's good anon. I see so many bros on here saying they cant afford therapy/meds. Sorry if I came off ignorant of American healthcare system. I am but a simple limey, loving his Queen.
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>>694478921
Kat. She's alive, she moved to NYC after she cucked me with a bunch of niggers in high school. I can't imagine she'd be thinking about me, but I think about her often.
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Broke up with gf of some years. Lonely and horny, I've manipulated two friends of mine in to having sex with me. Needlessly complicated the relationship, but I can't stop. In the midst of doing it again.

I'm a terrible person but I can't stop.
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>>694488666
Dont worry bro, the big man has got this.
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>>694478921
Victoria.
She left me after a year, saying that she stopped caring a month before the breakup and started cheating, doing heroin. She said that at first she was manipulating me, fell in love on accident, and then fell out of love when some guy she didn't know tried to fuck her while on heroin. And she let him. (I was 17, she was 16 at the time.)
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>>694485530
hell yeah
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Not really feels, but I really wanna fuck this bitch even though I have a girl
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>>694488965
Exactly my attitude. I'm working on getting into an electrical apprenticeship as we speak. That's about 5 years. Then the journeyman is about 4 years more so that's 9 or so. By then, I'd be able to take the master electrician exam and open up my own business or become a licensed contractor.
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>>694489122
Figured
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I haven't cried in a long time, does anyone have any vids or shit that can make me feel again?
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>>694485530
not really
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>>694478921
>mfw my girl left me for not talking about my feelings
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>>694482124
>Harder part is now explaining it to gf and parents.
LOL, who gives a fuck? Why would you have to explain it? Grow the fuck up.
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>>694489244
Well thanks.
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>>694489152
Post your girl.
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>>694489272
I know right? Just say "I'm fucking bipolar. Deal with it or you get murdered"
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>>694489229
19 Video "No Cry" Challenge
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL9BD5E9DCFC492580
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>>694486488
Put a ">" (greater than) sign at the start of a new line to greentext, friendo. Your story sucked, by the way.
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>>694489272
Serious? Dude it's not easy explaining a personality disorder to people. Some people have a lot of misconceptions.
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>>694489272

>Mom... dad... I dont' know how to say this....
>Dad: You're gay? It's ok son we knew...
>No, that's not it.... I'm depressed....
>Mom: Get the fuck out of our house
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>>694482970
Me too. Video game char. It's an A.I. Actually, she is not so fictional anymore. It's just not the same as in the old days.
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Samantha

real pretty girl, friends tell me she was into me
too fuckin high everytime i talked to her though, so that never went anywhere
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>>694489364
>autism
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>>694489581
topfuckingkek

With how fucking PC the world is now, that's probably true. If he were gay, they'd be more accepting of the special snowflake he really is
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>>694489567
Yes, serious. They clearly haven't noticed anything before, so who gives a shit?
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>>694489581
>Im bipolar
>What does that mean? Are you crazy? Are they going to lock you away? Are you violent? Should we hide the sharp objects? How do we show you we love you and are sympathetic to your condition without coming across as over-protective and patronising?
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>>694485530
Post a pic of your face, not your ass, and I'll let you know.
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>>694489830
>not knowing wtf bipolar is like
You're the autismo here, Sonic the Edgehog
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>>694489364
Are you 12?
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Arvia

Manipulated her to make time for me and she was too fucking sweet, I had to fucking break that. Is happy now with a guy who fucks other girls on her bed.
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>>694489685
Stoner bitches suck ass
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>>694490001
Damn nigga, you savage :(
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>>694488872
I think it's short for Charles..

But yeah I thought that name only existed in teen dramas
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>>694490007
24
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>>694485530
facial hair would be a +
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>>694490118
Holy fuck, you're screwed
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>>694490187
I have that now. Do women like that shit?
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>>694486116
Yea, fatass, that too. You could try to lose some weight, then post a pic of your face. We'll let you know.
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>>694490042
no marijuana involved between either of us haha
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>>694489912
Well reasoned, good sir! Obviously politically correct people would be hostile against mentally ill people. le cool
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Molly.
I've fucked up plenty of relationships but I've never met a girl who made me as happy as she did. She was smart, funny, crazy. We had a V-day date planned and I was too embarrassed to tell her the real reason I couldn't make it and made up some dumb shit. It's been 2-3 years now and I still think about her.
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>>694490006
I know bipolar disorder isn't what I responded to, you dumb nigger.
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>>694489983

You've got some retarded parents. Was diagnosed with schizophrenia when I was 22 and they didnt ask any of that shit.

Least I think they didnt I couldnt hear them over the screaming clown made of fire throwing flowers on the floor. Little schizo humor there, hope you enjoyed it.
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>>694490268
Alright keep the thread up for about two years and I'll post an update, alright, Arnold?
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>>694490352
You said she was high. On what then? If heroin, kys
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>>694490517
Hilarious! You are genuinely the funniest person I have ever met in my years of living. I truly mean it, man. You have a real talent.
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Right in the feels :'( #catlivesmatter
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>>694490246
if it is well taken care of they do for sure
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>>694490517
Anon's parent may be different. My mother was understanding of my BPD, but she has experienced depression herself. Some of my friends tiptoe around me which is annoying.
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>>694490605
"Stoner" refers to (or at least every time I hear it) people who smoke marijuana a great deal.
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>>694484245
That bread doesn't look toasted.
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>>694490744
Like manicured or what? Never really trimmed my beard up. Don't know how to shape it up.
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>>694490800
you still didn't answer the question, you retarded fucking hippy
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People in this thread mocking people for having mental illnesses are the reason why those people don't talk about it and end up killing themselves. I know there's going to be edge lords who will be saying so what? But still, at least they have the balls to talk about it.
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>>694490609

I'm no stranger to sarcasm, anonymous friend.

>>694490778

Yeah believe me I know that feel.

I know they're all different but it seems like people these days have a general understanding of stuff like this. It's not like when they'd lock anyone up in a dark room and torture the crazy out.
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>>694487398
What a pussy ass bitch you are. Why the fuck did you let your bitch of a girlfriend know you were hanging yourself? Try again. This time, wait till no one is around. Fucking faggot asshole! Damn it pissed me off so much reading your childish blubbering. You do not deserve to live, anon!
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>>694490605
nono relax, i was the one blasted to the next star system
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>>694488637
Yup. On steroids too.
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Oh, I love these threads. A bunch of losers that pretends to be tough harassing girls and trash talking feminism and LGBTs.

>Harassing girls by day.
>Lurking feels threads and crying by night.

A bunch of "red pilled" juvenile wizard trash. Pathetic and predictable.
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>>694489912
What is PC?
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>>694491104
I didn't let her know, she was supposed to be out that night not at my house. Also I know you're probably being edgy for the sake of it.
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>>694491339
Politically correct
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>>694491286
Just who the fuck are you? You stupid ass bitch!
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>>694491286
Wrong thread, dude
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>>694491286
Shoo shoo nigger shoo shoo
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>>694491061
Oh things have come a looooong way for sure. I can understand the paranoia or uncertainty anon might have talking about this matter though, especially if he's just been diagnosed and hasnt started treatment and is feeling 'raw'.
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>>694491104
Cry for attention obviously
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>>694490605
Heroin is awesome man fuck you
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>>694490962
yeah kind of, you could get it done at a barbers as they would do it
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>>694491682
I mean, if you're at the stage where you do something like that for attention you probably do need help.
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>>694491353
Yea, I was just kidding. Enjoy life kiddo. Nothing lasts forever. Not the good times, or the bad times. Not even you. Oh, btw, I was once court marshaled by the army for trying to talk a soldier into suicide. Fucking faggot reniged and told on me.
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>>694479981
fuck :(
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>>694491286
The irony of this post. Where is Alanis Morissette these days?
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>>694491738
Might be a good idea but my father's always cut my hair since he's a stylist. But he doesn't know any of that barbering shit.
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>>694491942
ISIS should hire you to push wavering suicide bombers over the edge.
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>>694491839
Not the same dude who tried to hang himself but the dude probably didn't wanna die but did it for attention. Which is why he told his girl.
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>>694491682
Yea, i've been accused of psycopathy, or sociopathy, or some combination thereof, not sure. Maybe they are the same, I think.
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>>694491942
You're a disgrace to the Armed Forces. Fucking kill yourself you grunt.
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>>694492295
Not a doctor but I'd suggest seeing one
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>>694492210
I know. Just saying a cry for help like that needs to be answered.
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>>694491413
What did that guy's situation have to do with politics?
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>>694491286
fuck you
you will never be wanted or accepted. you think you're a fucking chad but all you are is a worthless fucking cunt who cant deal with the fact that he is bullied because he is a freak and deserves it so you think that because you're edgy and 'different' you are better than everyone else. well you fucking arent you cunt so just fucking leave the thread if you arent interested you fucking sperg
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>>694492361
Have you seriously never heard the term PC before?
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>>694492123
yeah ive always thought a well trimmed beard shows you care about your appearance and women like that sort of thing
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>>694492361
You clearly don't know what PC means
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>>694490676
i really dont want my dog to die
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>>694492350
True
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>>694492554
I'll shape it up then. Thanks I guess
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>>694492600
I've got two cats and now I'm scared that they're gonna die.
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>>694492724
Just remember, your cats arent scared. Cats dont think about death. Cats are lucky.
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>>694492343
I am seeing one. There is no treatment. No effective therapy, nothing like that. But seriously, what would you care if some random ass guy kills himself?
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>>694492658
good no problem
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>>694492860
I guess so but they've been my rock for about six years

>>694492861
Then do it if you're that careless about life.

>>694492907
You American?
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I left my family and moved to the state I'd previously lived in to be with my friends and do a lot of drugs, but I ended up having to live with my grandfather after he bailed me out of jail.

I didn't have a job before I moved here, even though I was over eighteen. Too lazy, too unmotivated, too impulsive, no judgement. The only thing I gained since is work experience, and even that's menial at best.

I don't have a car or even a driver's license and rely on other people, my grandfather, and public transport to get anywhere. It's more green than getting a car of my own, but it makes me feel like I'm still a little boy instead of a grown-ass man. I feel like I'm taking advantage of my grampa, because I am. We talk sometimes, but our interests are so far apart that conversations don't last unless they're about me and my life, and I fucking hate both of those things.

At 21 I'm still a virgin because I'm too lazy to bother hitting on anyone even though I've been told by several women and girls of various age groups that I'm relatively good-looking, funny, and I can play multiple instruments. I don't have the will or the money to invest the time and the effort in trying to finagle a girl into bed given my living/transportation situation.

At one point I had over two thousand dollars in the bank, but then I started drinking and smoking again after three months sober and it all went off the rails and now I have -20 in the bank. I don't get paid til Friday, and I'm never going to regain that headstart.

In three years I've managed to systematically destroy every relationship for which I came back to this grimy place and now I'm running back home with my tail between my legs like the pussy I am.

I hate that I think this is a complaint, because it goes to show what a self-absorbed cunt I am, but my family really does love me a care about me, so even though I want to kill myself, I can't, because I know that the last thing I would feel is guilt.
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>>694492861
There's plenty of thearpy for bi-polar.
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Go on feels thread to talk to anons and open up a bit and get some genuine advice, then get told to kill myself by several people who mock my situation endlessly. Nice one.
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>>694492297
No, I was a really good soldier. Fucking hardcore and all hooah and shit. I just really didn't like the guy, so I became his friend and started planting seeds.
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>>694490676
goddamn
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>>694493182
There's just one psycho, ignore him. The rest of us are here.
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>>694493391
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>>694493065
Oh, and on top of that, my lymph nodes have been swollen for four months and I've developed a pretty gnarly cough in the past few days.

I haven't gotten it checked out because I don't have health insurance, and the choice would be between potentially catching something serious early and living the rest of my life in debt after a 50,000$ surgery that I would never be able to pay, or dying a painful, humiliating death because of the former.
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been in love with a cute scottish girl for about 3 years now, makes me the happiest man alive. plus the kinkiest slut ive ever met, great ass. have yet to go through heartbreak again - dont wish that shit on any fucking human being man
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>>694485530
you're fine man
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>>694493494
Thanks for making everyone feel worse.
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>>694493566
anytime
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>>694493091
Nit for OP, for me. Its ASPD, or sociopathy, or psycopathy or something like that. I don't think that the medical texts are all very clear on the criteria for each.
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>>694493449
I wonder what the actual reaction of the edgy fucks would be if people did kill themselves when they said.
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>>694493494
>I've been fucking this cute, kinky scottish girl for three years

Damn the luck, life is really hard for some people, huh?
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>>694493065
Can't you get Medicaid?
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>>694493777
nice trips.
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>>694493827
Probably 'lol rekt u faggot'
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>>694493315
>good soldier
>telling people to kill themselves
You're everything that's wrong with the Army. Please get hit by a fucking tractor trailer.
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>>694493555
Appreciate it. Also checked
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>>694492588
Well, yeah, that's why I posted >>694491339
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>>694493494
Thanks for making people's lives suck, dick. I hope she cucks your ass
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>>694492540
I was home schooled until recently.
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>>694483074
gets me every time
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>>694494068
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=politically%20correct&defid=847840
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>>694494284
Did you take your sister to prom, you fucking loser?
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>>694493906
Let's see. . . Format hard drive, switch ISP, swap out and destroy NIC, remove wifi password and turn on SSID broadcasting. Then maybe, try to establish an alaby (not sure if that is spelled right). Just in case.
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>>694489581
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>>694493879
No?
I'm not over sixty-five and I'm not disabled.
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>>694494514
Seems like you've done this before, sir
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Emma
Yes, on her way to work hit head on by a drunk driver... She was pregnant...
Yes... I was an idiot edgy faggot back in the day. Always angry, always took it out on her when she was kind. Yet she always understood me and kept giving me chance after chance. Finally broke and said she couldn't do it anymore... I only blame myself, as I should.
Impossible... As a Dudeist, well I don't really go for the whole afterlife thing... Though it would be nice to see her somewhere again. Along with little one and my other son I lost just as well, you know.
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>>694494629
You're thinking of Medicare. Medicaid is for broke niggas like you. Go to social services and apply.
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>>694488637
I started because she liked fit dudes and I was too scrawny. Then, I started lifting.

And she came back four months later.

But I didn't like her anymore. I thanked her for starting me on my journey.

And I told her to piss off.
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>>694490007
why do you want to Mr. Bond?

>mfw i love getting to post this pic
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>>694494647
Didn't I tell you I got court marshaled?
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>>694494479
Stop being a dick
>>694494284
Until what age? How old are you now?
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>>694494721
Wish I were scrawny.
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>>694489080
Tim Curry's got that?
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>>694494721
Haha nice. How are the gains coming along?
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>>694494924
Lol I'm kidding. I was homeschooled for a year. The Christian way too. Praise Jesus fam.

How old are you btw?

>>694494897
Yeah wonder why, you fucking piece of shit.
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>>694490471
what was the reason? and what did you have planned? and what did you tell her the reason was? and is that why you are not with her now?
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>>694483156
You have a great lack of knowledge of human nature.
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>>694495066
Old. Really old. Nearly 30.
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>>694494942
Then why arent you?
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>>694495253
Bipolar disorder and lack of impulse control. Plus the meds make me eat.
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>>694495253
hes fat and he likes food too much
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>>694495066
Anon, I told you all of that. I got court marshaled for trying to talk someone into suicide. Honestly, I didn't even know it was really again the UCMJ. I figured, I was just planting suggestions. It's a free country after all. . .
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>>694495365
Having a goal like getting in shape can help mental illness. It did for me (BPD). I feel so much better since I've started working out. Not perfect by any means, but better,
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>>694495414
Remember this?

"I, (state name of enlistee), do solemnly swear (or affirm) that I will support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic; that I will bear true faith and allegiance to the same; and that I will obey the orders of the President of the United States and the orders of the officers appointed over me, according to regulations and the Uniform Code of Military Justice. So help me God."
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>>694495414
nigga there are different laws in that shit. its not the countries laws
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>>694494479
Aside from the sister socializing, what kind of proms are you imagining home schooled kids throwing?
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>>694495590
What was your start weight and what are you at now?
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>>694495653
Wincest proms
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>>694495062
I gained forty lbs (130 to 170), but I'm only 5 months in. About a year and I'll get the body I want.
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>>694495414
>Hurr durr I'm an edgy faggot pretending to be a literally psychopath
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>>694495590
tbh fambam you will probably crash hard soon. seen it with bipolar friends.
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>>694490839
it's covered in lard
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>>694495657
Afraid I started scrawny as well. About 160 when I started a year ago. 193 now at 5'10. Whats your weight/goal weight?
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>>694479981
How awesome is Kelsey though... like seriously I can't even... she is amazing and SUCH a good grandkid... just ask her
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>>694495731
Good lad. Kept it up
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>>694495801
That is true. If he's off his meds, he's probably manic and that's why he's got the energy and drive to want to work out. He'll have a crash.
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>>694495801
Crash in what way and why? I'm in the best shape of my life and in therapy so my mental health is improving also.
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>>694496038
>>694496101
Where did I say I was off my meds, or that I reccomended it?
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>>694495913
Weight now? Over 350 lbs
Goal weight? Half that
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>>694485530
bro let me help you, hit the gym a couple times a week, let your facial hair grow in

>???
>profit

it's all i needed, i was 6'1" 230lbs and i lost 30 pounds in a few weeks and got my hair cut and boom i was easier on the eyes. but in your current state you're undesirable by even the blindest of people.
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>>694496101
Therapy is only one part of helping a bipolar person. You can say fuck you to your therapist and stop going if you choose to. There's nothing stopping you. Are you even medicated?
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>>694496182
Kinda hard when you're on three different medications and have no energy to work out. I worked out hard for nine months and only lost 30 lbs one time.
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>>694495623
Yea, I said the oath. But that shit didn't apply to me. It for the rest of your all.
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>>694491286
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>>694496277
Yes, and I'm not bi-polar I have Borderline Personality Disorder. Not sure why you've assumed I'm one day away from snapping.
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>>694496504
Stolen valor ass pussy. KYS
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>>694496504
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>>694496589
>BPD
>not worse than Bipolar Disorder
You're a dumbass
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I just miss her
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>>694496164
At that weight, you can make changes it your diet and start to see the weight fall off you. Do you eat a lot of junk food and soda?
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>>694496395
then diet, dieting is a little harder to bring yourself to do but it can be done. and my last comment was in good fun, 90% of people can manage to look good, im 100% sure you can fix yourself up in lless than 2 months.

>drink only water ( a lot every day)
>stick to salad for breakfast/lunch (chicken,rice, etc for dinner)

you'll burn so much weight in just 1 month it'll be hard to go back to all the shitty food and junk
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>>694496708
Are you retarded? I never said it was. I said exercise can help mental illness. Am I wrong?
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>>694496773
Now I do, yeah. When I was working with my trainer, no

>>694496841
Tried that already

>>694496884
Can someone get this fucking autistic fuckface a Glock so he can end it already?
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>>694497009
alright well looks like you're not going anywhere, nothing can work if you dont try it. you're going to deny all the help that's been offered and then expect to magically look better? hell no, you deserve to look the way you do and nothing will change because you refuse to accept that sometime you gotta do what's best even if it means cutting out mcdonalds and wendy's you fuck.
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There has never been anyone
My heart aches for no one
And no ones heart aches for me

I am alone
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>>694497009

>>694496773
>>694496884
These are both me. Not sure why you're taking offence to me saying exercise is good for you just because I dont have the same personality disorder as you. I'm not the twat telling people to kill themselves but I'm getting as much shit as him. Fuck this.
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>>694497399
normally when you try to help people like him they chew it up and spit it in your face.
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>>694497266
Can you read or are you dyslexic? I've HAD a trainer and nutritionist. Didn't work. I ate healthy six times a day. Got to be too fucking expensive. Kinda hard to afford to eat healthy as shit when you only get less than 900 a month on top of paying a high priced trainer.
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>>694479981
Ouch...then again why the bitch have to show off to her followers that she's the only one that showed.
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>>694497368
same here.
and torn even by my girl.
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>>694497621
>I ate healthy six times a day
Why the fuck are you eating 6 times a day and expecting to lose weight?
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>>694497621
>I've HAD a trainer and nutritionist.
>Kinda hard to afford to eat healthy
Gee I wonder what the solution could be here?
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>>694497691
Because he fucking told me to.
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>>694497368
This doesnt make sense.

>my heart aches for no one

alright, you should be fine then since you obviously dont need anyone.

>no ones heart aches for me

alright again, what does it matter if you dont want anyone?

>i am alone

well since your heart aches for nobody you should be fine with nobody.

get over yourself.
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>>694497829
Fine, give me your PayPal and I'll go right back to him tomorrow and pay him to train me and get me right in tip top shape.
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>>694478921
She had a name but now she doesnt
She doesnt exist.
Havent loved someone in a while.
Pro tip /b/ros: Never close yourself when youre feeling depressed, because when youre ready to open up, there will be no one around except your really closed friends
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>>694497839
Then he's a fucking idiot. You dont need a trainer to lose weight, just eat less.
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>>694497923
Why are you paying anyone? There are literally thousands upon thousands of free resources on losing weight and staying healthy.
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