where where you when you realized you're a flaming homosexual?
Here's my story
> be me, 15 years ago > 13 > locker room > spot guy's buldge > become strangely enticed by it > went home, fapped thinking about it > didn't know what to fantasize because I had not idea how two man could have sex
>>685321264 >13 >friends were all big wrestling fans >got into it with them >was watching WWF one night >Slender guy with toned swimmer's physique and long hair comes on >look at him >have strange unfamiliar feeling >feeling I've never had about a woman, despite having fapped to plenty of straight porn before >start looking at other guys the same way >not sure how to deal with it >maybe I just want to look like them? >finally accept I want to bone them
>>685321264 when i was like 5 or 6 my class would change clothes for gymnastic lessons and one day my teacher changed in front of me, all i remember was his red boxers and feeling an urge to bury my face in his crotch. since then im only atracted to older man daddy type
Started touching myself fantasizing about grown men committing non-violent felonies involving my person at age 8. Don't think that is particularly normal, I strongly suspect someone may have done something they shouldn't have in my childhood.
>>685327784 I think at that age its not the same as saying im gay at age 16+.
at 16 you know you want to fuck and suck etc. at a younger age you are just intrigued with things and they catch your attention. you're curious about stuff. but clearly not to the extent of a horny 16 year old.
Wow really? Never gotten that response before. The weirdest thing about it was how not-childish my fantasizing was. I understood that the men in my fantasies weren't supposed to be doing what they were doing, and that they would try to manipulate and lure me. Worked all of that into the fantasies. Really just doesn't sound like normal sexual development to me, even for someone who was going to end up being into men anyway. Never had any attraction to boys my own age, always wanted grown men to str8 molest me.
>>685328334 wow wtf.... are you me? i dont feel atracted to anyone my age, only older man like 45yo or older. when i was young i used to fantasize about an older guy sneaking into my room at night or something, most of the times men from my family, but i never felt weird about it
>>685328564 Sure but I can't be bothered to type much. We had been to a party, he got his dick out to show to people on Omegle. Later when we got home I asked him to see it again, then touch it, then suck it. He's around 7-8 inches, maybe I'm a natural dicksucker but that was my first time and I got it all in. He came in my mouth and I swallowed it. We both went to bed (slept in same room) and he started masturbating, showing me with his phone light. I walked over and started sucking him again, soon enough he came again and I swallowed it. I went back to my bed and we both went to sleep, a few hours later he woke me up standing over my head, knelt down, knees either side of my head, dick in my throat, again he came and I swallowed. In the morning I woke up with cum on my face so I guess he enjoyed himself in the night too.
It is so funny (and tragic) in retrospect, as a kid I would have been a pedo's dream... would have understood the need for secrecy, would never have given him up even if someone figured out I was sexually active, would have understood and played into the shamefulness of the act, etc. I am sure all around me there were men who would have given their left arm to figure this out - but there was a wall of consequences built around me, which is a good thing since very few little boys want to get buggered by adults.
Sucks to have the system defending your innocence when you actually have none, wish I could have opted out.
>>685329391 Nope, he text me telling me to get some vaseline, I wasn't interested in anal, just in sucking, that was the end of it. I've seen a few pictures of it though, he "accidentally" sent me one on snapchat but nothing happened from that.
>>685321264 Pic related, couldnt find any exciting ones but these are what Im talking about >be me >some young age, i dont know >watching football >The fucking pants. The asses in the pants. The bulges, the thighs, the everything. >to this day still find football gear sexy I realized this was pretty gay and began exploring, and found out I was pretty gay too. Dated girls for a while, even got pussy, which is how I confirmed it (Well, I couldn't get hard so I didn't actually get it but it was presented to me). In high school I knew for certain, by then male upper bodies & faces became sexy, although this same sexiness didn't apply to females. Everything about them is just kind of meh.
>>685330539 I remember looking porn as teen, and never found pussy to be attractive. Though, I've would totally flip of on the sight of female anus/ass. I'm bi, but could never have a relationship with a woman, because pussy is total turn off, and I guess a girl who is only into anal does not exist
Not gay whatsoever, But I can see and give credit to another handsome dude. I have often gotten funny looks from my male friends. Example, one time we were at the beach fishing, and some blonde, blue eyed dude came walking down the beach fresh from the water with his surfboard, he had that real tight surfer's body, if that makes any sense.
After he walked away, I muttered, " damn ill bet that dude crushes pussy " and my insecure male friends looked at me, one said " what do you mean ? ",
I said, " did you see that dude? thats what Hitler had in mind, dudes fucking beautiful. "
All but one of them stopped hanging out with me, turns out that one friend was a fag, and hit on me thinking i was a fag too.
29 now. Luckily, did not turn into much of a pedo... although of course my sexuality is not exactly conventional.
When I was a kid I thought about being molested. When I was a teenager (and the thought of being molested didn't make much sense) I mostly thought of being raped by men or groups of older boys. Then I fell in love with a beautiful girl at 16, who treated me rather poorly and cheated on me a lot. Her cheating was the second major turning point in my sexuality, which might otherwise have approached "normalcy."
As seems to often happen when devastated by cheating during formative years, I am now turned on by the thought of an SO cheating on me. Can't catch a break lol, looks like I will be some kind of fetishist for life. Thank god, didn't turn into a pedo though. That would be rough.
>>685331577 maybe when you get older you will start to feel atracted to younger boys because you were never atracted to them at the age you were suposed to? if that makes any sense? i heard stories about that before and it kinda scares me it will happen to be
Mine was kind of bad, I was watching porn with my older step brother, not really, but mom's bfs kid, and he was talking about needing two hands to hold his penis, idk y. But I was hard, and wanted to do something, so I said, if I do what she is doing, can you tell me what it feels like? Yes. So I blew him, and then he fucked my ass. end of story.
>>685332086 Str8 boys just try too hard to be straight. They practically shit themselves if they do something that makes anyone think they might be gay. This includes commenting on a man's appearance, or, hanging out with someone who comments. I've actually had boys physically distance themselves from me when I told them I trim my eyebrows (srs, the middle and ends? That's gay?) They think that makes me gay and if so, they can't be seen with me, or others might think they're gay as well. It's pretty irrational but I don't blame them, they've been socially conditioned to behave that way.
Hah what like age you are attracted to is a progression? Soon I will be into 60 year old men and then a few years later it will fall off the edge and re-appear on the other side and I will be into male toddlers?
Not worried. If it does end up happening to you, fap to cartoons until you find a young-looking bf. Its fine to be a pedo, so long as you don't contribute to the demand for genuine CP and you don't ever criminally offend.
I think our backgrounds will predispose us to submissive behavior, which isn't the easiest market to be in for men be they straight or gay. I don't think any harm beyond that will come to you. How old are you now?
>>685332731 It's just very strange to see these guys acting like mr. macho toughman then cower away at the drop of a hat. Strangest of all is that they always fail to realize it. Reminds me of that Boondocks character who was deathly afraid of prison butt rape
>>685332559 No no no, only the really insecure ones, me and my buddies crack fag jokes all the time...come to think of it, both have told me in private they have done gay stuff, but both are also straight....idk, I don't judge people, If I call you a name, I honestly don't care. I've gotten shit for saying faggot in front of a fag, one I happened to be good friends with, while this person lost their shit over me saying a word, he smiled, because he knew, I am so even in what I do, that I will not refrain from saying words just because it matches someone in the room, that would be prejudice, I treat everyone equally, again, I don't care who are what you are, I am going to call you the same thing I call my other friends, because I don't see it as fair to treat you differently because of your faggotry.
>>685332559 gay here. but I did that. I never asserted to myself that I was gay at the time I was young, but the fear of others thinking I was. being around or liking something remotely associated with gay I wanted nothing to do with it. for fearing others would think I was.
now I realize how stupid it was. but I understand how that works.
>be 12 >already know I have a foot fetish >also into bestiality because I was a big pervert >one day think "what if I have a paw fetish?" and start googling >eventually find some gay furry paw fetish pics >start exclusively masturbating to gay furry porn >go from "it's not gay if I just look at the paws" to "I guess I must be bi or something" to "I'm a huge flaming faggot" in about two weeks time At least finding gay furry porn pulled me away from bestiality.
Well, to be honest, when i took this picture I was working in a distribution center, which is pretty much slave labor, filling whole truck trailers to the brim BY HAND, I was also a poorfag eating on a budget, so couple that with nothing but manual labor in the hot sun for 12 hours and you could have that body.
My family and friends were worried about me, said i looked sickly, i was only like 98 pounds in that picture hah..
>be me, 13 or 14 >see first gay porn ever >hotest thing I've ever seen >that night while I shower start playing with my ass >go to Omegle >find other gays >talk to a guy and he tells me to get an app called 'Kik' and add him >I do it >he tells me send naked pics of myself >I do it >I become his slave on Kik >love every second of it
I've been a slut on Kik since then , and haven't looked back
Too bad you aren't up for the lads. In either picture, I would make it perfect for you. I would show up with beer, felate you while you watched tv, swallow, give you a back rub, and then let myself out quietly.
I know what you mean. There is a spectrum when it comes to women, even str8 ones. On one end of the spectrum are women who don't actually like men very much. They don't like hairiness, smelliness, or boyish behavior. On the other end of the spectrum are women who genuinely love men.
An acquaintance told me about a conversation she had with her essentially asexual straight bestie. " (frowning in disgust) Ugh, I don't think men realize how invasive sex is" Reply: "mmmmmmmhmmmmm invassssssive. Love that word, love it when men invade me."
Most women are somewhere in the middle of the spectrum of course.
>>685321264 > be 17 > have girlfriend > straight up slut > fucked her literally every time i saw her > one night after a date she said she was to tired > halfway through raping her older brother i realize his ass felt better then her pussy > never looked back
>11 >find porn dvd, jenna jamesons flashlight >watching it, girl seems to get better deal >shes moaning and saying "Fuck yeah" >guy just looks angry >anal scene >girls fucking loving it squealing and moaning >think about it, I have an ass too >start sticking stuff up my butt, finger and clumped toilet roll >fun but not anything special >feelings die >16/17 >summer >hanging with a group of alt kids >guy from my school is there >scruffy skater >ooh hes real cute, like damn >cant stop thinking about him >feelings die when group falls apart, cause of women unsurprisingly >19 >lurking 4chins >trap thread, curious, bored of straight and furry porn >get into trap porn >enjoy it but dont give it much thought >night out with friends from college >in alt club >lose friends >meet cute girl >get talking >dancing >invites me back to her place >get back there >kissing >go to rub her pussy >bulge >mfw >fucked him anyway >got hooked from there
>>685339895 it was pretty great I do have more but idk if I could type them all out before 404ing. It was eerie as fuck going into his room cause he was acting all weird but it was cause hes had guys grab his crotch then attack him when they realise he was male
was at a friends house. his brother came in after soccer practice all hot and sweaty. striped to his boxers and went to shower. post shower I went in and found his boxers. i jerked off sniffing the crotch of his boxers.
>>685340726 yeah so like he kept trying to get me to sit on the bed, I was happy to stand and kiss but then he really got agitated like "JUST sit on the bed! Please" So I did, we were kissing and groping and I ran my hand up his thigh, felt the bulge and there was awkward silence so I said his vagina had fell out. Eventually we got into it, fucked like rabbits which was amazing, then afterwords as I was getting dressed and going to head home I noticed there was a bat by his bed and he explained that with me sitting on the bed its easier for him to grab and defend himself cause of the angle and reach compared to standing where I could just grab him and lay him out
>>685341447 yeah I dont know why he didnt say after leaving the club "I should tell you I am male" I think theres a bit of a thrill in there too when its like he gets you hard and horny, your body and mind is saying go get her then you get back to her house only to find a dick where a pussy should be but you're rock hard.
I've got a full gay greentext if you're up for that too
Likes to live dangerously? Maybe he is aiming to get something from dudes who aren't homophobic but also aren't gay. Maybe the hope is that now that they have spent 20 minutes getting here from the club, they might as well get a BJ... whereas if he had told them what to expect at the club, they just wouldn't have gone.
It only makes sense because I think that would work on me. I wouldn't go home with a trap, but if I already had and they could pass... eh, now that I am here, might as well.
>Be 13 >Watching nature documentary >See adult bird shoving helpless worm into baby bird's mouth >Sudden uncontrollable desire to be that worm >Wish the baby was friend of mine and the adult bird was his father >Neither of them are attractive >Still attracted to ugly dudes for some reason >Also was beginning of vore fetish
prepare 4 drama >be like 12-13 >was joking with a friend and put porn in his computer >he says he'll brb bc he gotta use the bathroom >curious, spy him jacking off, find it hot >fastforward a year or two, we started doing this almost every week >we started to jack each other's cocks >we're about 15 >everything fell to the right place and suddenly we were friends with benefits >fucked him when parents weren't home >he started to act weird and blocked me on social media >only contacted me for sex >he literally supplicated to fuck with me, but every time we did he blocked me >one day he was praying to fuck >baited him and teased him a little, then kicked him out of my house and blocked him everywhere >feelsgood.png
>>685342108 >>685342314 >19 >few months after hooking up with CD in alt club, hooked up with him a few more times after that >mad about guys, cant stop thinking about CD and our meets >told close friend about CD >he thinks its funny, teases me about it, hes a bigot but a good friend >go out drinking with him and his friends >teasing me about it >getting funny looks from one of his friends >pretty sure this guys gonna kill me >later that night >need to go for a piss >pissing in bushes >rest of group heads down the path >turn >guy who gave me funny look is there >smiling >tells me he thinks I'm cute >"ehh,,,,,thanks?" >pounces >think I'm gonna die >starts kissing me >pulls away quickly >tells me to walk him home >tells me he'll stab me if I mention this >waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? >later on >walking him home >his family is very bigoted, gay bashers, paki bashers >Ahhhh right >walking him home >push him up an alley >chew his face off in the darkness >grab his lil boner through his jeans
I used to give my cousin handjobs when I was a kid. I didn't know it was pretty gay until much later in middle school. My cousin was about to graduate high school at the time, too.
I liked it though. Then I discovered gay porn on my own and sucked my neighbor's dick once (my first and currently last time. Wasn't a good sucker though). It's been several years since that last happened.
>>685321264 I feel like I have a really fucking weird fetish, and I can't explain it. I only want to have sex with women. However, the athletic male physique (think Greek God, rather than bodybuilder) excites me. I even tried to dabble with men but it grossed me the fuck out. Why do I like their bodies but don't want sex with them?? Fucking weird brain.
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