Ask a psychologist anything.
I'm h-here for you Anonymous; if something in your life isn't quite right, speak up!
Good morning! How are you?
Have you tried starting smaller projects? The smaller the better; the more likely you are to complete them.
Can't complain. Still waking up.
Morning Anonymous <4
Will you wake up in time for work?
I recommend questions.
Just look somewhere else. It isn't hard.
How do I force myself to stop procrastinating to ridiculous extremes when the world keeps throwing me exceptional luck? I've gotten lazier and lazier for the past decade and have somehow got two degrees and a high-paying job out of it, and at some point my luck will run out and I'll completely fuck everything up.
How did you sleep last night? Any better?
I am not smart and am struggling to get Cs in college but my divorced parents have high hopes on me (because I can fix their computers therefore I am smart to them) and they are funding my STEM college education. The feeling of failure when I fail anything is outweight by the feeling of disappointing everyone and I'm in a depression. Also, being ugly made me shy. Of course, being shy, I spend more time on my computer so I'm forever alone. My way of coping with it is being angry and hateful so I guess I have anger issues too. Wat do, OP
Hm. So you say that breaking them into pieces doesn't seem to be working for you. Interesting. Let's try this from a different angle:
What do you WANT to do, Anonymous?
It's okay. How about you?
Lots of motivation tonight. Okay, what do you want to git gud at?
What do you mean by luck, Anonymous?
Yes, the dreams weren't so weird tonight.
Oh yes. Many times.
That's an improvement from yesterday I suppose!
I had one too many last night, I'm more tired than when I went to bed last night
FML i need closure god the suspense is killing me
You don't understand. /b/ IS the cancer. It always has been.
What is your degree, Anonymous?
There's no like, psychological ailment there; you have an obsession, and the best way to deal with an obsession is to cut it off.
I know it's obvious and hard but so are many things in life; I apologize, but not everything has some hidden meaning or special trick.
When I was a kid, there was a poster at my doctor's office that showed the signs of a gifted child like there was a side to side comparison of what a regular child and what a gifted child acts like. Back then, I thought a gifted child was a retarded kid, because I went to a school that has classes for "gifted kids" meaning special children, retarded people that are not fit to join the rest of us. Whenever I thought of something and thought about asking someone about it or when I thought of an idea, I just kept it to myself, because I thought if I acted like a gifted child, I would get sent to the SPED - classes (Special Education)
And it continued until I was 6 when i couldnt keep things to myself anymore I asked my mom what a gifted child was and she told me that a gifted child is a child that is smart or creative and ever since after that, I just felt something was missing or wrong and i just cant put my finger on it its like as if something is stuck on the back of my head and I cant remove it
Why not put /b/ down then, it's suffering with no improvement in sight.
/b/ was never good. Not once.
thank god closure i was holding it now i can drop my load
that is the correct answer now have a dick
That sounds like anhedonia; perhaps going to the doctor may be in order?
I'd rather not, so early in the morning.
You too <4
*blinks* I don't really see the question in here; please help me, it's a bit early haha!
And yet, we are still here. We must find something of value in this shit heap.
i have phases where im super creative,content and calm with my life and other days i dont want to do anything,im very irritable and i feel i cant do anything productive and i just want to lay down in my bed in the dark and sleep the day away.whats wrong with me?
worst shrink eva had to get my answer off a fag
/b/ecause this is our home!
You're pushing the limits of what is 'good'
hey OP, i recently took a cold turkey from weed, since then i've been having paranoia, panic attacks and alot of thoughts on how im acting/behaving in public/with other people. how can i reduce the amount it bothers me? especially the panic attacks fucking suck
Not much however here is a question for you, should I watch NGE?
Just because a place is a home it doesn't make it good.
Every time something really bad should happen as a result of my failure to do something in a reasonable time frame, or at all, fortune smiles on me. A few examples:
I needed to do work experience to complete my degree. I applied for maybe two of the 20+ positions I should have, and got none of them. I should have suffered for it, but at the last minute a local position opened up that just happened to perfectly fit my skills, and I got it.
I failed to get several major university assignments done on time, and in all but one case an extension was given to the entire class for various reasons, from the health of the lecturer to random acts of kindness.
As with the work experience, when it came time to apply for actual jobs after graduation I missed all deadlines for the bulk of graduate job applications, and then continued to not apply for anything much for the next few months. Just when my funds were about to run out completely, a friend from university hooked me up with a job at the company he worked for.
Since then, every major deadline I've missed has turned out to be unimportant or has been extended without my involvement, and I've been promoted through the company based on the tiny amount of work that I do, because I do it really well when I actually start something.
Every time it gets easier and easier to tell myself that it's fine to spend an entire work day playing video games, because last time I did and look how that turned out. Except then it's a week. Or a month. I'm not joking, I probably did 2 hours of work in the past full month of work.
Depression, or maybe mild bipolar! Talk to a doctor if it is impacting your life.
You seem to be talking quite a lot better than a 5 year old; is that an official diagnosis?
Well, I have work, so I suppose it will have to do.
I would recommend ordering some CBD; it is highly effective at treating such ailments, and totally legal if derived from hemp oil.
It's a component of pot, so you may have been self medicating all along! But do not resume pot usage, please. It can be very bad for your lungs and expose underlying psychiatric conditions.
No. Watch FLCL instead before they ruin it.
I think there's something wrong with me and it all started when I just held myself back from talking to people about my views and opinions on things when I was a kid. I also forgot to mention that I was diagnosed with MDD and anxiety and i've been taking prodin, provinerve and abilify for 4 months now
Hello op I am in a weird state of my relationship. We're not officially going out but have been hanging out (fucking) for the last 5 months 2-4 times a week and have been talking for six. She graduates in 4 weeks while I have 2 years left for a degree. Do I end it now or continue talking?
It's how you treat your home and how willing you are to MAKE it good!
That looks nasty but we're not treating that kind of injuries!
So long story short...
I had a decent amount of "friends", due to those friends i met a girl, started talking to the girl, i was getting closer and closer and then i realised my relationship with my friends was becoming distant. Met a nice person online who i can talk to about my problems, and then i realised that i had no friends, the girl probably doesn't want me in her life anymore and other person is the same. So now i'm just sitting her alone, lost everyone.
That sounds less like luck and more like everyone around you having the same standards! I saw a lot of that in university and work too actually.
Hell, the job I have which pays really really well (too well for me hahah) only accepted me after three submissions. By some miracle, the third one worked.
What I'm saying is, know your limits; you seem to put in the effort at least most of the time, just not as much as you think is necessary. Get a good job, make sure your skills are up to snuff, then you can slack off as much as you want.
However, let me ask you a question (as this blurb about my life probably isn't helpful, sorry): Why do you continue to slack off, despite knowing it is wrong? How come you put in effort sometimes, but not others?
After all, even if you get an extension, you still need to do the project; that says to me you DO put in the work, just LATE. Right?
Didn't your doctor diagnose and treat you? Seems they'd know better than I do!
Watch her die; she needs you, Anonymous.
Just finished a project designed for Linux boxes. Will be very beneficial to other people. Could make some decent $$ off of it.
But I have 0 experience in marketing or advertisement. This happens a lot.
I develop incredibly useful shit, but nothing ever comes from it. Maybe some self-satisfaction of creating it, but then it just lies dormant.
I feel like I'm wasting a lot of my time and skill. I enjoy what I do, but I get nothing material from doing it.
Advice on how not to feel wasted/like I'm wasting my time and effort?
No need to panic a good surgeon could still safe you.
Come on, it's /b/, you know people here have shit insurance at best.
Hey, I'm the one from last night who just got back from the hospital. I slept pretty well, and other than a few minutes of some sensory distortion when in kicked in, I'm happy with how the medication is making me feel. Guess I don't have any questions this morning, just wanted you to know I'm doing well.
Well, it's not like she'll leave immediately; it takes time to find a job and such. I'd say stick with it IFF you enjoy it and want it to continue.
But that's the same with any relationship.
I would go to your primary doctor, talk to him, and have him refer you to a specialist.
Ask her out! You can do it Anonymous!
Why don't you ask the girl out and if she says no, restore your connection with your friends?
Then go to a doctor and say you have anxiety; beta blockers are very effective.
Also, if you are in Denmark, the fuck are you doing with weed?
Why should I ask you a question when all you do is ignore me? You don't care about me anymore. You used me and when you were done you threw me away like trash
I was talking to this girl I liked, and she knew I liked her and she said she liked me back, but she would constantly stop talking to me for hours on end, and always when this other guy was online.
Fast forward a couple weeks and she tells me she has no interest in dating, and that we should be friends. Then, less than a week later she's dating the guy, but he's basically an emotional fuckstick and she's relying on me for support. The fuck do I do?
Yes, I do put in the effort, but I can never convince myself to do it until I feel I absolutely have to. If I feel I have any time to spare, at all, or even if the consequences of being a bit late wouldn't be too bad, there's always something better to be doing. And it's never anything productive.
But im still having problems about holding back about what I thought when I was a kid, I just feel uneasy all the time and I think its because of that, already told my doctor about it and she just told me it was nothing so I just agreed with her
Contact me at [email protected]
I'll send you a care package.
Why not put it out there open source?
I'm glad to hear it *hugs tightly* <4
Not OP here, but i recently moved to a new city. i lost contact with everyone in my hometown (except family ofc) so i was pretty lonely too, until i started uni, and instantly gained gf along with lots of friends. start a new hobby, go to clubs, speak with random people. it takes guts if you arent usually very social, but the effort will really be worth it. hope it helps /b/ro
Burn that bridge and move on, you don't need that drama in your life.
should i be worried about what that will do to me? I mean, watching her die is putting it nicely. I have to take care of her, plan her days for her, remind her to do everything and this is first year. Doctors say she has 4 to 10 years left depending how bad the next episode is (MS). I already cant maintain any other relationships besides those people i live with (younger brother is crashing at my place for awhile). I tried hanging out with a friend and she freaked out for the 6 hours i was gone.
Yeah it's probably better to finish the job and collect the few dollars you'll get from the insurance.
I like my avatar, I think she's cute
Okay Doc, I've got a problem. I get mega wood anytime anyone offers me free psychotherapy. It's the kind of rager that can only be banished by using it on the person that's caused it. Anyway, the problem is I don't know where you are.
Come from shit poor family. I'm 23. Go to community college, everything covered by PELL grant. Studying nursing for the past 3 years and always loved science. During clinical rotations got this asshole Doctor that always questions nursing students about shit. Be me, have no fear and always answer them. I guess I know the answers cause all I do is read these nursing books. Got nothing to do anyway. So 3 years pass, same asshole Doctor asks questions again and I answer them, some people in class answer them but mainly me. My classmates have started to questions why I don't enroll into medical school cause I kill tests and answer questions from doctors when they ask. My instructors are somewhat impressed that I know medical things. I just don't feel like I'm a nurse or suitable to go to medical school. Feel like I'm just a normal dude that just happens to read more than my classmates and is prepared for anything asked or procedures to do. I heard about imposter syndrome. Any tips? Taking the NCLEX in July too.
She needs you more than you think she does! MS is awful, but having to deal with it alone is much worse.
Its because he is a pseudo directive psych wannabe that understands only the surface of human psyche and is trying to apply it to anons collectively replying to maybe 1 2 questions of entry conversation.
That guy should thank you just for getting a response back from you after what he said
Hm. Sounds like you've been TRAINED to do this though, due to life events.
You walk away.
It hurts, it sucks, it'll make you feel worthless....but it's the right thing to do. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry Anonymous...
Then go back and tell her it is impacting you. Don't let someone dismiss your feelings, Anonymous.
It's up to you Anonymous; do you think it is worth the pain and suffering you will experience? If so, then do it. If not, then walk away.
That's all there is to it; both choices suck. Pick the one that sucks least.
Why did you start?
That's all you are, but that's also all you need to be! It's all I am too, but look at me; my team at work asks me about everything, like I'm some oracle or something!
Nothing is wrong with you; you are great just the way you are! Stop questioning yourself!
Go for the gold in the Beijing olympics (of nursing) Anonymous!
i have a few times...
and its more or less just about the fact that, she has this really good life, goes to a good school, has a lot of good friends and is an amazing artist and i'm just here sitting around doing nothing...
And is it weird that i think about getting really sick (like cancer) and just spending my last few months lying in bed doing nothing before i go away peacefully.
Haha, you almost got me you saucy minx.
>Why not put it out there open source?
I would, it's a rootkit however. There are some public PoC kits on github already, but they're pretty bad, terrible actually. If I somehow learned how to successfully make profits off of my projects, especially this, it could be very valuable to the right people.
Releasing this open-source would also upset a few people. I want to avoid that.
I can't give you a hand but we could easily finish the job.
Let me take you to the showers.
I'm pretty sure you're just butthurt about the fact that she is willing to help more people than you are willing to accept because she's not paying you as much attention!
well if i left i know she would an hero. She has no one else capable of taking care of her either, her friends split when they saw how different she was.i know how bad it is, i know exactly how much she needs me.
Thats what makes this shitty, i really have no choice in the matter. i mean, who would leave someone like that...
thank god for hitler the world is a better place
oh you have to carry me im missing a leg
Although I do have a question, now that I think about it:
Last night I had a huge surge in libido when I went to bed. Do you think it had to do with the antipsychotic, or was it just the fact that I hadn't had the opportunity for any sexual release during my hospital stay. (Kinda hard to do anything when you are under constant obaervation)
*blinks* That conflicts with a LOT of what I learned in psychology. People aren't rational; they aren't always driven by their expected return.
Go back to economics class, Anonymous.
So make it work!
It's not peaceful. Trust me.
Alpha and beta are not meaningful descriptors for how humans interact.
Oh? Tell me more; what does it do that other root kits don't?
Also, blue pill and many other rootkits are OS; it doesn't upset people. Maybe you could even present at SecCon!
Think about ways to make YOURSELF more valuable by publishing things for free; that's a very important way hackers move up.
You need to train yourself back to reality!
Start with small projects, force yourself to do them. Make a schedule, force yourself to keep to it. After ten weeks, you'll be out of the hole you are in; that's how long it takes to form a habit.
But it requires effort. Are you willing to put it in,, or will you miss your chance to blow?
new group of friends when i was younger, think i was 14 years old, am 23 now. had alot of problems in school, so i started hanging out with punks, bums, skaters etc wich kinda led to me smoking weed, doing shrooms and LSD.
What a mess you ruined a beautiful choo choo with your filth.
I know it is tough. I am so sorry you have to deal with that. I have watched someone close to me die, and I loved that person quite a lot. It doesn't get better, or easier. I am so so sorry that you have to make this choice. I'm not a psych, I don't know how t help with making said choice, but as Alice said, you have to make the one that sucks the least, and I don't know which one that is!
That's a very mean thing to say, I like you
I know right? Hata is awesome af
but i catched it
hey op my gf need some help can you fix her
Hm. It could even be random; libido is tricky even taking on certain poses increases it.
Antipsychotics tend to DECREASE it; did you perhaps cycle down on any of your meds recently? That could do it.
I'd...highly recommend not doing such things.
They could have caused literally all of your symptoms.
I have stopped experiencing joy from things for a few years now
Graduated college, got a job at a startup company, pay wasn't great but it's becoming better as we're actually making a lot of growth
Saved up a lot of cash all my life, live with parents for 3 years after graduation so the last 3 years helped immensely
I bought an apartment, 155,000 really affordable mortgage of 85,000 for my current salary plus prospect of going up in salary by over €500 a month soon atleast
Neighbourhood is being renovated meaning value will increase from that alone
Had a lot of cash saved up so even after low mortgage have like 20k to spend on breaking down and building up
Everything is done properly by either professionals or friends who have experience as professionals
All furniture is new, no second hand bullshit save for a closet of 3m*3m*,4m for 500 from some couple in the bible belt so that shit is spotless af
Lost a lot of weight, down from 280lbs to 210lbs and still losing, 6'1, a dick the average btard would be jealous of and girls like me
I have not been able to experience any joy from this and I feel like I've just been living as a zombie for 6 years now, I'm usually either neutral or down, mostly neutral, like I'm not living but just existing and I feel horrible over it cause looking at my life I can find no genuine reason to not be happy
Alpha beta question:
Then what is? How are some people so much more succesful with anything? Girls, money happyness, yet im here doing god knows what envying people like that. How do they do it? I have them seen talking easily to the prettiest gals like theyre nothing and i cant even maintain a 5 min conversation? What the fuck man...
I've already thanked Alice <3
talking to pussy is easy talk about them they are vapid cunts.
my gf cant give head you can see why
op i ran over a guy should i go to the cops
Neither of those are how it is; caring for someone who is dying is very rewarding, but on the other hand, her life is not your own, and you need to do what is right for you.
Change your perspective and make a decision Anonymous; making no decision is also a decision.
That's anhedonia, a symptom of depression. Seek medical attention.
Random luck mostly; where you start, what your mom ate when you were in the womb, all sorts of things beyond your control affect where you end up.
It's not about alpha vs beta, it's about complex socio-economic factors.
They don't <4
Could be a paradoxical side effect; is it causing you harm or stress?
Of course, the main issue is that i can't stand someone insulting someone else for what was being used as avatar, that's just stupid.
i was fingering a girl and this happened was i doing it right
Around 95 pounds
She used to like rough sex am i right? Well, you've gone a bit too far with her.
Time to go to work!
See you all at 7-8PM EST
Probably going to lose your fingernail but ya looks like your doing it right. Had a similar issue with fisting.
op i found this nigger dead out the front of my house what should i do.
i need a friend to help me do some munting on him
Your mother should gave followed my hints and performed abortion :/
See you later Alice!
this woman was giving birth at my work is she doing it right?
thats the thing, i swear i have looked at this from every angle. Those two choices are literally the only choices i have. No decision is staying with her, coming up with a solution means staying with her. I mean i guess a third scenario would be killing one/both of us but im trying to think logically.
why didn't you pick a career with meaning?
im so alone all my friend keep an hero
op make them stop
I have a strong feminist about my self and I feel restrained when I don't Ack like it, is this normal.
I know I'm bi, and it might be the fact I haven't told anyone but then again Ill feel unexpected
Jackass guy here. Okay, kidding aside I do have a question. I'm not certain if it's something you could help with, but here it goes.
So one of my closest friends (guy is closer than alot of my family) since childhood has kind of jumped (head first) into the deep end of the crazy pool when it comes to religion.
He's always been a Christfag. I'm cool with that, everyone's gotta have something I guess.
Lately though he's been up on some *really* weird noise. I mean stuff that makes /x/ look (mostly) sane. He also keeps showing me these Kent Hovind videos and telling me how great Kent Hovind is. I've tried to point out the obvious flaws in his logic, or point out how Hovind is really just some huckster, but he isn't having it. It's like he's brainwashed. He just NOPES anything that doesn't fit his new found little crazy-land.
I know he's not stupid, he's actually one of my smarter friends. Which only adds to my frustration that he won't see reason. I've tried to avoid the subject altogether, but it's like literally all he wants to talk about.
WHAT DO I DO? (pic related)
Not really anything I can attribute to the medication. I have felt anxious since I was in the hospital but that just has to do with not having anything to do, plus I am sure that the fact that I had a fatal dose of acetaminophen in me has something to do with feeling off.
*Have* My bad i misswrited because my brain had a lack of oxygen due to you stealing hair from me.
op why did she miss the toilet
Get something on those bones you don't wanna end up like this lad in the picture.
psychologist are garbage, placibo as fuck. only good thing u can get from them is prescriptions legal drugs. and what dose it mean not quite right, niga its life thats just a retarded question, what kind of entitled piece of shit thinks that life has to give him something good or bad
op is he just sleeping i dont want nightmares
Don't drive too fast and have a nice day!
>Oh? Tell me more; what does it do that other root kits don't?
There's this weird lack of effort put into public shit. For example, Azazel, some shitty public userland kit, brags about being "anti-forensics" heavy and "anti-debug", and hundreds if not THOUSANDS of people use it daily.
How to remove it?
Simply ln -s /etc/ld.so.preload /tmp/dicks; echo "1">/tmp/dicks and it's gone.
It can also be detected via /proc/self/maps, ldd, LD_DEBUG environment variables.
Hell you can even just put the original libc shared library into the local LD_PRELOAD environment variable and override the libc functions hooked by Azazel.
Not to mention that most of the "anti-detection" shit won't even work without root permissions.
>Maybe you could even present at SecCon!
I'd love to present at a convention. But there's an issue there that I can't disclose publicly. Maybe we can talk somewhere else?
>Think about ways to make YOURSELF more valuable by publishing things for free; that's a very important way hackers move up.
wish i had a better set of hands op can you help
Yeah, no kidding. It's most certainly cult-ish. Only thing stopping them for being an actual future story on 60 minutes, is that they don't all live in some commune. I've known this guy for 20 years, and it just really sucks watching it all play out like it has.
This thread is boring now
You're perfectly normal. Being a psychopath is no different then being homosexual or a pedophile
Pretty much what happens when Alice leaves.
why can't i get these panties to fit!
People need to learn to be independent
That's not gonna happen, at least here, if that was the case nobody would come her to ask for advices.
OP is a software engineer/hacker for the NSA
I can't wait for it to go out of business under president Trump
4chan is full of degenerates
I'm danish too mate and I am fairly sure CBD isn't illegal. Actually I just did a google search, it isn't illegal and can be bought online from danish companies, have at it mate.
A few days ago I realized I was getting too close to the 25 BMI limit and decided on a diet. Since I'm lazy I decided to try and starve myself.
In order not to be reckless, I've only made my meals smaller and skip dinner every third day or so such that I won't become malnourished.
I'm getting used to the hunger by now, but am I at risk of developing an eating disorder? How should I best mitigate that risk (other than stopping the diet)?
Yeah so the risk of her losing the job is very low.
Watch this video, it will change your life
OP never went to college for psychology
Damn just get an exercise bike and play video games on that all day, fat ass shit
She wants to vote for Hillary... ugh..
Brush her hair everyday and she'll love you after two weeks
Time for school... bye..
It's not that bad she could have chosen to vote for Trump!
Not OP but have your friend watch this debate between Kent Hovind (kook) and Hugh Ross (legit caltech astronomer and also a christian)
Also, check out Steven Hassan who has a lot of videos on youtube about how brainwashing and mind control work.
So let me say beforehand that physically speaking I'm a mess (all sorts of problems like shitty teeth, shitty body after weight loss, extremely shitty skin and I'm absurdly lazy).
So basically a few years ago I went to this place to take some classes. I was pretty much asocial, had many problems talking to people at first. I met some people who didn't consider me as a weirdo or anything so they became my friends. After a while I am becoming successful and there's this new girl in class, which isn't really all that attractive. My friends keep telling me that they noticed this girl kinda wanted to know me better. Eventually these friends just end up skipping classes and leaving the place, there's few of us left and this girl tries to talk to me about a few things, laughs at my stupid shit, you know the deal. After a while though I notice that I'm getting attracted to her and I'm also at a terrible state (which... hasn't improved much) so I decide to be a bit of a jackass about it and slowly ignore her because I don't feel I can get there. Eventually there's a point at which I can notice her being slightly cold, feeling like shit day by day. She was doing pretty good but eventually things turn around for her and she's getting terrible scores. I'm doing the opposite-- mighty good, with many new friends treating me like I'm some sort of prodigy or some stupid shit. I'm getting popular enough that even the teachers fancy me. Once that's done, most of my older mates part ways, a select few stick around. I take my own path. One of these friends needs to spend another year studying at the same place and this girl is still there.
Fast forward to 3 weeks ago. It's been too long since I've seen her, more than a year and we didn't even say goodbye. I'm just talking to some other friend about stupid shit like things I regret not doing, and she suddenly pops up in my head. Really regretting ignoring her like that. But...
OPs answers seem in most cases to be one-sentence responses without any followup questions. Often times questions aren't even answered.
Any /b/-tard could do this.
...1 week ago, one of my old friends, the chick that had to stick for another year studying, asks me to go for a few drinks. That's normal until she mentions her. That girl. She says that she's been asking around for my number and if she could give it to her. What could she want after I practically treated her like crap? And why now of all times, when I didn't even expect to see her again? In the last year a few people got my number just to ask for help, nothing more. She asked for my number just so she could talk to me. We talked about how things went in life for each other, and she said something along the lines of "well, it's been a pleasure talking to you, have a good evening". And that's how it ends. I suddenly felt like I wanted to talk to her more and fix the mess. But I'm still a mess myself. What do I even do now?
I am a paranoid person, and will never be able to be content
I am considered cynical and negative when the its actually quite the contrary.
When situations happen i am the planner and calm one.
My issue is i never will be able to exccept people for being honest.
They all seem to lie when it favors them.
even my close friends and family i cannot trust.
i go through mental breakdowns of anger, and sorrow.
how can i over come my issue with trust?
Especially when things trigger me or flags are raised that seem suspicious.
Hi, I am a handsome 28-year-old male who is in his final year at University studying environmental science with an excellent GPA, won deans awards and a good future ahead of me.
My issue in life is letting go of the idea of 'the one' combined with how fucked the state of the female sex has become in western coteries because of feminism (in before Asian woman). I am very bad at getting involved in relationships and as a result I am forever alone. This makes me deeply depressed and angry at the world.
How can I move past this and get on with my life and not care so much.
I want to become a woman
I literally think about it every day since I was a child
Im growing older
Im getting deformed by testosterone
I'm 6'0" and doc said I still have a couple of inches left to grow
I hate my life
Stopped talking to everyone
Don't want to see friends
Browse 4chan every day
What do, OP?
if youre serious and young enough youre lucky you live in an age that it is more common
when i was younger there was no such thing as "sissy"
it was shemales from plastic surgery crossdressers, or drag queens
if i was in your shoes id avoid having kids find a solid job, get my own place and suck cock all day