Hey /b/, until a month ago I was a pedophile. I'm 25. I don't look at kiddie porn and I would never touch a kid or do anything sexual, but it was my sexuality. Been that way since I can remember. 0 attraction to adults. Not something I was ever in control of, and I tried hard, been in several relationships with women my age, but all I end up thinking about is fucking a 12 year old... Ofc there's a difference between thoughts and actions just like we can all think about killing our boss or bombing a country, doesn't mean we do that shit. But I wanted these thoughts gone. Obviously there's nowhere I could get help without telling people what I am, so I kept my secret and never acted on it.
Anyway I was on high dose paxil for depression for a year or so, and a few weeks ago I stopped taking them. Big withdrawal effectd. Light headedness, diziness. Then suddenly, an increase in sociability, better sense of humour, and strong attraction to women. I can't stop watching porn now and I have this drive, looking at women all the time. I don't know where the fuck it came from. Just thought I'd share my story. Maybe something happened chemically in my brain from taking those pills then stopping that 'cured' me? Idk...
Pic kinda related it's Klara from wowgirls, just busted my nut to some of her stuff. Anyway, hope is out there pedos of /b/. Hope you guys can get help.
Your brain wired itself to release serotonin when you were sexually pleased by children. You started adding chemicals to your brain to stabilize the serotonin. It worked. Then you probably saw some titties and your brain naturally responded for the first time in a while and now you're back to normal.
>>612920717 huh, guess I wasn't unique in this. I was on a pretty heavy mix for what the shrinks thought was bi polar but turned out to be some weird sort of type 1 diabetes that was fucking with my salt balance.
I still have urges but it's not exclusive to kids anymore and I can finally look at a mature woman and get aroused.
>>612920717 Nigga, she still looks 12. I mean it's great you don't want to fuck kids anymore but I think you just shifted to a more 'socially acceptable' thing for flat chests. I just moved to loli to get off but I wish the pharmaceutical fixes for this shit that doesn't involve chemical castration were better researched.
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