>ugly guy with a fresh tech degree who can't promote himself, lacking self confidence
>Found a job after searching for a year
>work a few months
>pay is shit
>work is dumbing me down
>colleague tries to make me uncomfortable and quit
Looks like I have to quit before this wears me down mentally.
My problem is: How do I gain self confidence and lose this fear that I'll be forever jobless? The fear of a shit future. I need a positive attitude when applying for new jobs.
>>18730692
Don't quit.
Start hunting for a better job.
Get better job.
Then quit.
>>18730695
The colleague is well liked and talks shit about me. When I talk to the boss about this, I'll be the liar. But I will talk about the shit the guy did to discredit me, thus totally destroying the work environment for me. Being silent will make me weaker and look bad