How do I get over the fact that I'm not the first person my gf has tried sex with, while she is my first? I have been in past relationships before, but nothing this serious, so that fact tends to get to me every once in a while. She and I have definitely had sex countless times more than she did before, but for whatever reason that fact just comes back to me every couple of months spontaneously. I honestly just want to move past this, because thinking about it kills me, but it just springs into my head.
Why does it matter?
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That's what I'm wondering too, but for some reason I can't convince myself to think that way.